第 55 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-20 15:58      字数:9322
  CHAPTER 4。III。
  Man is the eye of things。Euryph; 〃de Vit。 Hum。〃
  。。。There is; therefore; a certain ecstatical or transporting
  power; which; if at any time it shall be excited or stirred up by
  an ardent desire and most strong imagination; is able to conduct
  the spirit of the more outward even to some absent and
  far…distant object。Von Helmont。
  The rooms that Mejnour occupied consisted of two chambers
  communicating with each other; and a third in which he slept。
  All these rooms were placed in the huge square tower that beetled
  over the dark and bush…grown precipice。  The first chamber which
  Glyndon entered was empty。  With a noiseless step he passed on;
  and opened the door that admitted into the inner one。  He drew
  back at the threshold; overpowered by a strong fragrance which
  filled the chamber:  a kind of mist thickened the air rather than
  obscured it; for this vapour was not dark; but resembled a snow…
  cloud moving slowly; and in heavy undulations; wave upon wave
  regularly over the space。  A mortal cold struck to the
  Englishman's heart; and his blood froze。  He stood rooted to the
  spot; and as his eyes strained involuntarily through the vapour;
  he fancied (for he could not be sure that it was not the trick of
  his imagination) that he saw dim; spectre…like; but gigantic
  forms floating through the mist; or was it not rather the mist
  itself that formed its vapours fantastically into those moving;
  impalpable; and bodiless apparitions?  A great painter of
  antiquity is said; in a picture of Hades; to have represented the
  monsters that glide through the ghostly River of the Dead; so
  artfully; that the eye perceived at once that the river itself
  was but a spectre; and the bloodless things that tenanted it had
  no life; their forms blending with the dead waters till; as the
  eye continued to gaze; it ceased to discern them from the
  preternatural element they were supposed to inhabit。  Such were
  the moving outlines that coiled and floated through the mist; but
  before Glyndon had even drawn breath in this atmospherefor his
  life itself seemed arrested or changed into a kind of horrid
  trancehe felt his hand seized; and he was led from that room
  into the outer one。  He heard the door close;his blood rushed
  again through his veins; and he saw Mejnour by his side。  Strong
  convulsions then suddenly seized his whole frame;he fell to the
  ground insensible。  When he recovered; he found himself in the
  open air in a rude balcony of stone that jutted from the chamber;
  the stars shining serenely over the dark abyss below; and resting
  calmly upon the face of the mystic; who stood beside him with
  folded arms。
  〃Young man;〃 said Mejnour; 〃judge by what you have just felt; how
  dangerous it is to seek knowledge until prepared to receive it。
  Another moment in the air of that chamber and you had been a
  corpse。〃
  〃Then of what nature was the knowledge that you; once mortal like
  myself; could safely have sought in that icy atmosphere; which it
  was death for me to breathe?  Mejnour;〃 continued Glyndon; and
  his wild desire; sharpened by the very danger he had passed; once
  more animated and nerved him; 〃I am prepared at least for the
  first steps。  I come to you as of old the pupil to the
  Hierophant; and demand the initiation。〃
  Mejnour passed his hand over the young man's heart;it beat
  loud; regularly; and boldly。  He looked at him with something
  almost like admiration in his passionless and frigid features;
  and muttered; half to himself; 〃Surely; in so much courage the
  true disciple is found at last。〃  Then; speaking aloud; he added;
  〃Be it so; man's first initiation is in TRANCE。  In dreams
  commences all human knowledge; in dreams hovers over measureless
  space the first faint bridge between spirit and spirit;this
  world and the worlds beyond!  Look steadfastly on yonder star!〃
  Glyndon obeyed; and Mejnour retired into the chamber; from which
  there then slowly emerged a vapour; somewhat paler and of fainter
  odour than that which had nearly produced so fatal an effect on
  his frame。  This; on the contrary; as it coiled around him; and
  then melted in thin spires into the air; breathed a refreshing
  and healthful fragrance。  He still kept his eyes on the star; and
  the star seemed gradually to fix and command his gaze。  A sort of
  languor next seized his frame; but without; as he thought;
  communicating itself to the mind; and as this crept over him; he
  felt his temples sprinkled with some volatile and fiery essence。
  At the same moment a slight tremor shook his limbs and thrilled
  through his veins。  The languor increased; still he kept his gaze
  upon the star; and now its luminous circumference seemed to
  expand and dilate。  It became gradually softer and clearer in its
  light; spreading wider and broader; it diffused all space;all
  space seemed swallowed up in it。  And at last; in the midst of a
  silver shining atmosphere; he felt as if something burst within
  his brain;as if a strong chain were broken; and at that moment
  a sense of heavenly liberty; of unutterable delight; of freedom
  from the body; of birdlike lightness; seemed to float him into
  the space itself。  〃Whom; now upon earth; dost thou wish to see?〃
  whispered the voice of Mejnour。  〃Viola and Zanoni!〃 answered
  Glyndon; in his heart; but he felt that his lips moved not。
  Suddenly at that thought;through this space; in which nothing
  save one mellow translucent light had been discernible;a swift
  succession of shadowy landscapes seemed to roll:  trees;
  mountains; cities; seas; glided along like the changes of a
  phantasmagoria; and at last; settled and stationary; he saw a
  cave by the gradual marge of an ocean shore;myrtles and
  orange…trees clothing the gentle banks。  On a height; at a
  distance; gleamed the white but shattered relics of some ruined
  heathen edifice; and the moon; in calm splendour; shining over
  all; literally bathed with its light two forms without the cave;
  at whose feet the blue waters crept; and he thought that he even
  heard them murmur。  He recognised both the figures。  Zanoni was
  seated on a fragment of stone; Viola; half…reclining by his side;
  was looking into his face; which was bent down to her; and in her
  countenance was the expression of that perfect happiness which
  belongs to perfect love。  〃Wouldst thou hear them speak?〃
  whispered Mejnour; and again; without sound; Glyndon inly
  answered; 〃Yes!〃  Their voices then came to his ear; but in tones
  that seemed to him strange; so subdued were they; and sounding;
  as it were; so far off; that they were as voices heard in the
  visions of some holier men from a distant sphere。
  〃And how is it;〃 said Viola; 〃that thou canst find pleasure in
  listening to the ignorant?〃
  〃Because the heart is never ignorant; because the mysteries of
  the feelings are as full of wonder as those of the intellect。  If
  at times thou canst not comprehend the language of my thoughts;
  at times also I hear sweet enigmas in that of thy emotions。〃
  〃Ah; say not so!〃 said Viola; winding her arm tenderly round his
  neck; and under that heavenly light her face seemed lovelier for
  its blushes。  〃For the enigmas are but love's common language;
  and love should solve them。  Till I knew thee;till I lived with
  thee; till I learned to watch for thy footstep when absent:  yet
  even in absence to see thee everywhere!I dreamed not how strong
  and all…pervading is the connection between nature and the human
  soul!。。。
  〃And yet;〃 she continued; 〃I am now assured of what I at first
  believed;that the feelings which attracted me towards thee at
  first were not those of love。  I know THAT; by comparing the
  present with the past;it was a sentiment then wholly of the
  mind or the spirit!  I could not hear thee now say; 'Viola; be
  happy with another!'〃
  〃And I could not now tell thee so!  Ah; Viola; never be weary of
  assuring me that thou art happy!〃
  〃Happy while thou art so。  Yet at times; Zanoni; thou art so
  sad!〃
  〃Because human life is so short; because we must part at last;
  because yon moon shines on when the nightingale sings to it no
  more!  A little while; and thine eyes will grow dim; and thy
  beauty haggard; and these locks that I toy with now will be grey
  and loveless。〃
  〃And thou; cruel one!〃 said Viola; touchingly; 〃I shall never see
  the signs of age in thee!  But shall we not grow old together;
  and our eyes be accustomed to a change which the heart shall not
  share!〃
  Zanoni sighed。  He turned away; and seemed to commune with
  himself。
  Glyndon's attention grew yet more earnest。
  〃But were it so;〃 muttered Zanoni; and then looking steadfastly
  at Viola; he said; with a half…smile; 〃Hast thou no curiosity to
  learn more of the lover thou once couldst believe the agent of
  the Evil One?〃
  〃None; all that one wishes to know of the beloved one; I know
  THAT THOU LOVEST ME!〃
  〃I have told thee that my life i