第 45 节
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myself ere my researches had made it mine; thou wouldst have
escaped the curse of which thou complainest now;thou wouldst
not have mourned over the brevity of human affection as compared
to the duration of thine own existence; for thou wouldst have
survived the very desire and dream of the love of woman。
Brightest; and; but for that error; perhaps the loftiest; of the
secret and solemn race that fills up the interval in creation
between mankind and the children of the Empyreal; age after age
wilt thou rue the splendid folly which made thee ask to carry the
beauty and the passions of youth into the dreary grandeur of
earthly immortality。〃
〃I do not repent; nor shall I;〃 answered Zanoni。 〃The transport
and the sorrow; so wildly blended; which have at intervals
diversified my doom; are better than the calm and bloodless tenor
of thy solitary waythou; who lovest nothing; hatest nothing;
feelest nothing; and walkest the world with the noiseless and
joyless footsteps of a dream!〃
〃You mistake;〃 replied he who had owned the name of Mejnour;
〃though I care not for love; and am dead to every PASSION that
agitates the sons of clay; I am not dead to their more serene
enjoyments。 I carry down the stream of the countless years; not
the turbulent desires of youth; but the calm and spiritual
delights of age。 Wisely and deliberately I abandoned youth
forever when I separated my lot from men。 Let us not envy or
reproach each other。 I would have saved this Neapolitan; Zanoni
(since so it now pleases thee to be called); partly because his
grandsire was but divided by the last airy barrier from our own
brotherhood; partly because I know that in the man himself lurk
the elements of ancestral courage and power; which in earlier
life would have fitted him for one of us。 Earth holds but few to
whom Nature has given the qualities that can bear the ordeal。
But time and excess; that have quickened his grosser senses; have
blunted his imagination。 I relinquish him to his doom。〃
〃And still; then; Mejnour; you cherish the desire to revive our
order; limited now to ourselves alone; by new converts and
allies。 Surelysurelythy experience might have taught thee;
that scarcely once in a thousand years is born the being who can
pass through the horrible gates that lead into the worlds
without! Is not thy path already strewed with thy victims? Do
not their ghastly faces of agony and fearthe blood…stained
suicide; the raving maniacrise before thee; and warn what is
yet left to thee of human sympathy from thy insane ambition?〃
〃Nay;〃 answered Mejnour; 〃have I not had success to
counterbalance failure? And can I forego this lofty and august
hope; worthy alone of our high condition;the hope to form a
mighty and numerous race with a force and power sufficient to
permit them to acknowledge to mankind their majestic conquests
and dominion; to become the true lords of this planet; invaders;
perchance; of others; masters of the inimical and malignant
tribes by which at this moment we are surrounded: a race that
may proceed; in their deathless destinies; from stage to stage of
celestial glory; and rank at last amongst the nearest ministrants
and agents gathered round the Throne of Thrones? What matter a
thousand victims for one convert to our band? And you; Zanoni;〃
continued Mejnour; after a pause;〃you; even you; should this
affection for a mortal beauty that you have dared; despite
yourself; to cherish; be more than a passing fancy; should it;
once admitted into your inmost nature; partake of its bright and
enduring essence;even you may brave all things to raise the
beloved one into your equal。 Nay; interrupt me not。 Can you see
sickness menace her; danger hover around; years creep on; the
eyes grow dim; the beauty fade; while the heart; youthful still;
clings and fastens round your own;can you see this; and know it
is yours to〃
〃Cease!〃 cried Zanoni; fiercely。 〃What is all other fate as
compared to the death of terror? What; when the coldest sage;
the most heated enthusiast; the hardiest warrior with his nerves
of iron; have been found dead in their beds; with straining
eyeballs and horrent hair; at the first step of the Dread
Progress;thinkest thou that this weak womanfrom whose cheek a
sound at the window; the screech of the night…owl; the sight of a
drop of blood on a man's sword; would start the colourcould
brave one glance ofAway! the very thought of such sights for
her makes even myself a coward!〃
〃When you told her you loved her;when you clasped her to your
breast; you renounced all power to foresee her future lot; or
protect her from harm。 Henceforth to her you are human; and
human only。 How know you; then; to what you may be tempted; how
know you what her curiosity may learn and her courage brave? But
enough of this;you are bent on your pursuit?〃
〃The fiat has gone forth。〃
〃And to…morrow?〃
〃To…morrow; at this hour; our bark will be bounding over yonder
ocean; and the weight of ages will have fallen from my heart! I
compassionate thee; O foolish sage;THOU hast given up THY
youth!〃
CHAPTER 3。XVII。
Alch: Thou always speakest riddles。 Tell me if thou art that
fountain of which Bernard Lord Trevizan writ?
Merc: I am not that fountain; but I am the water。 The fountain
compasseth me about。
Sandivogius; 〃New Light of Alchymy。〃
The Prince di was not a man whom Naples could suppose to be
addicted to superstitious fancies。 Still; in the South of Italy;
there was then; and there still lingers a certain spirit of
credulity; which may; ever and anon; be visible amidst the
boldest dogmas of their philosophers and sceptics。 In his
childhood; the prince had learned strange tales of the ambition;
the genius; and the career of his grandsire;and secretly;
perhaps influenced by ancestral example; in earlier youth he
himself had followed science; not only through her legitimate
course; but her antiquated and erratic windings。 I have; indeed;
been shown in Naples a little volume; blazoned with the arms of
the Visconti; and ascribed to the nobleman I refer to; which
treats of alchemy in a spirit half…mocking and half…reverential。
Pleasure soon distracted him from such speculations; and his
talents; which were unquestionably great; were wholly perverted
to extravagant intrigues; or to the embellishment of a gorgeous
ostentation with something of classic grace。 His immense wealth;
his imperious pride; his unscrupulous and daring character; made
him an object of no inconsiderable fear to a feeble and timid
court; and the ministers of the indolent government willingly
connived at excesses which allured him at least from ambition。
The strange visit and yet more strange departure of Mejnour
filled the breast of the Neapolitan with awe and wonder; against
which all the haughty arrogance and learned scepticism of his
maturer manhood combated in vain。 The apparition of Mejnour
served; indeed; to invest Zanoni with a character in which the
prince had not hitherto regarded him。 He felt a strange alarm at
the rival he had braved;at the foe he had provoked。 When; a
little before his banquet; he had resumed his self…possession; it
was with a fell and gloomy resolution that he brooded over the
perfidious schemes he had previously formed。 He felt as if the
death of the mysterious Zanoni were necessary for the
preservation of his own life; and if at an earlier period of
their rivalry he had determined on the fate of Zanoni; the
warnings of Mejnour only served to confirm his resolve。
〃We will try if his magic can invent an antidote to the bane;〃
said he; half…aloud; and with a stern smile; as he summoned
Mascari to his presence。 The poison which the prince; with his
own hands; mixed into the wine intended for his guest; was
compounded from materials; the secret of which had been one of
the proudest heir…looms of that able and evil race which gave to
Italy her wisest and guiltiest tyrants。 Its operation was quick
yet not sudden: it produced no pain;it left on the form no
grim convulsion; on the skin no purpling spot; to arouse
suspicion; you might have cut and carved every membrane and fibre
of the corpse; but the sharpest eyes of the leech would not have
detected the presence of the subtle life…queller。 For twelve
hours the victim felt nothing save a joyous and elated
exhilaration of the blood; a delicious languor followed; the sure
forerunner of apoplexy。 No lancet then could save! Apoplexy had
run much in the families of the enemies of the Visconti!
The hour of the feast arrived;the guests assembled。 There were
the flower of the Neapolitan seignorie; the descendants of the
Norman; the Teuton; the Goth; for Naples had then a nobility; but
derived it from the North; which has indeed been the Nutrix
Leonum;the nurse of the lion…hearted chivalry of the world。
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