第 42 节
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preference to the Englishman。 She interpreted ill the impatient
and heavy sigh with which Viola greeted her praises of Glyndon;
and her wonder that he had of late so neglected his attentions
behind the scenes; and she exhausted all her powers of panegyric
upon the supposed object of the sigh。 〃And then; too;〃 she said;
〃if nothing else were to be said against the other signor; it is
enough that he is about to leave Naples。〃
〃Leave Naples!Zanoni?〃
〃Yes; darling! In passing by the Mole to…day; there was a crowd
round some outlandish…looking sailors。 His ship arrived this
morning; and anchors in the bay。 The sailors say that they are
to be prepared to sail with the first wind; they were taking in
fresh stores。 They〃
〃Leave me; Gionetta! Leave me!〃
The time had already passed when the girl could confide in
Gionetta。 Her thoughts had advanced to that point when the heart
recoils from all confidence; and feels that it cannot be
comprehended。 Alone now; in the principal apartment of the
house; she paced its narrow boundaries with tremulous and
agitated steps: she recalled the frightful suit of Nicot;the
injurious taunt of Glyndon; and she sickened at the remembrance
of the hollow applauses which; bestowed on the actress; not the
woman; only subjected her to contumely and insult。 In that room
the recollection of her father's death; the withered laurel and
the broken chords; rose chillingly before her。 Hers; she felt;
was a yet gloomier fate;the chords may break while the laurel
is yet green。 The lamp; waning in its socket; burned pale and
dim; and her eyes instinctively turned from the darker corner of
the room。 Orphan; by the hearth of thy parent; dost thou fear
the presence of the dead!
And was Zanoni indeed about to quit Naples? Should she see him
no more? Oh; fool; to think that there was grief in any other
thought! The past!that was gone! The future!there was no
future to her; Zanoni absent! But this was the night of the
third day on which Zanoni had told her that; come what might; he
would visit her again。 It was; then; if she might believe him;
some appointed crisis in her fate; and how should she tell him of
Glyndon's hateful words? The pure and the proud mind can never
confide its wrongs to another; only its triumphs and its
happiness。 But at that late hour would Zanoni visit her;could
she receive him? Midnight was at hand。 Still in undefined
suspense; in intense anxiety; she lingered in the room。 The
quarter before midnight sounded; dull and distant。 All was
still; and she was about to pass to her sleeping…room; when she
heard the hoofs of a horse at full speed; the sound ceased; there
was a knock at the door。 Her heart beat violently; but fear gave
way to another sentiment when she heard a voice; too well known;
calling on her name。 She paused; and then; with the fearlessness
of innocence; descended and unbarred the door。
Zanoni entered with a light and hasty step。 His horseman's cloak
fitted tightly to his noble form; and his broad hat threw a
gloomy shade over his commanding features。
The girl followed him into the room she had just left; trembling
and blushing deeply; and stood before him with the lamp she held
shining upward on her cheek and the long hair that fell like a
shower of light over the half…clad shoulders and heaving bust。
〃Viola;〃 said Zanoni; in a voice that spoke deep emotion; 〃I am
by thy side once more to save thee。 Not a moment is to be lost。
Thou must fly with me; or remain the victim of the Prince di 。
I would have made the charge I now undertake another's; thou
knowest I would;thou knowest it!but he is not worthy of thee;
the cold Englishman! I throw myself at thy feet; have trust in
me; and fly。〃
He grasped her hand passionately as he dropped on his knee; and
looked up into her face with his bright; beseeching eyes。
〃Fly with thee!〃 said Viola; scarce believing her senses。
〃With me。 Name; fame; honour;all will be sacrificed if thou
dost not。〃
〃Thenthen;〃 said the wild girl; falteringly; and turning aside
her face;〃then I am not indifferent to thee; thou wouldst not
give me to another?〃
Zanoni was silent; but his breast heaved; his cheeks flushed; his
eyes darted dark and impassioned fire。
〃Speak!〃 exclaimed Viola; in jealous suspicion of his silence。
〃Indifferent to me! No; but I dare not yet say that I love
thee。〃
〃Then what matters my fate?〃 said Viola; turning pale; and
shrinking from his side; 〃leave me;I fear no danger。 My life;
and therefore my honour; is in mine own hands。〃
〃Be not so mad;〃 said Zanoni。 〃Hark! do you hear the neigh of my
steed?it is an alarm that warns us of the approaching peril。
Haste; or you are lost!〃
〃Why dost thou care for me?〃 said the girl; bitterly。 〃Thou hast
read my heart; thou knowest that thou art become the lord of my
destiny。 But to be bound beneath the weight of a cold
obligation; to be the beggar on the eyes of indifference; to cast
myself on one who loves me not;THAT were indeed the vilest sin
of my sex。 Ah; Zanoni; rather let me die!〃
She had thrown back her clustering hair from her face while she
spoke; and as she now stood; with her arms drooping mournfully;
and her hands clasped together with the proud bitterness of her
wayward spirit; giving new zest and charm to her singular beauty;
it was impossible to conceive a sight more irresistible to the
eye and the heart。
〃Tempt me not to thine own danger;perhaps destruction!〃
exclaimed Zanoni; in faltering accents。 〃Thou canst not dream of
what thou wouldst demand;come!〃 and; advancing; he wound his
arm round her waist。 〃Come; Viola; believe at least in my
friendship; my honour; my protection〃
〃And not thy love;〃 said the Italian; turning on him her
reproachful eyes。 Those eyes met his; and he could not withdraw
from the charm of their gaze。 He felt her heart throbbing
beneath his own; her breath came warm upon his cheek。 He
trembled;HE! the lofty; the mysterious Zanoni; who seemed to
stand aloof from his race。 With a deep and burning sigh; he
murmured; 〃Viola; I love thee! Oh!〃 he continued passionately;
and; releasing his hold; he threw himself abruptly at her feet;
〃I no more command;as woman should be wooed; I woo thee。 From
the first glance of those eyes; from the first sound of thy
voice; thou becamest too fatally dear to me。 Thou speakest of
fascination;it lives and it breathes in thee! I fled from
Naples to fly from thy presence;it pursued me。 Months; years
passed; and thy sweet face still shone upon my heart。 I
returned; because I pictured thee alone and sorrowful in the
world; and knew that dangers; from which I might save thee; were
gathering near thee and around。 Beautiful Soul! whose leaves I
have read with reverence; it was for thy sake; thine alone; that
I would have given thee to one who might make thee happier on
earth than I can。 Viola! Viola! thou knowest notnever canst
thou knowhow dear thou art to me!〃
It is in vain to seek for words to describe the delightthe
proud; the full; the complete; and the entire delightthat
filled the heart of the Neapolitan。 He whom she had considered
too lofty even for love;more humble to her than those she had
half…despised! She was silent; but her eyes spoke to him; and
then slowly; as aware; at last; that the human love had advanced
on the ideal; she shrank into the terrors of a modest and
virtuous nature。 She did not dare;she did not dream to ask him
the question she had so fearlessly made to Glyndon; but she felt
a sudden coldness;a sense that a barrier was yet between love
and love。 〃Oh; Zanoni!〃 she murmured; with downcast eyes; 〃ask
me not to fly with thee; tempt me not to my shame。 Thou wouldst
protect me from others。 Oh; protect me from thyself!〃
〃Poor orphan!〃 said he; tenderly; 〃and canst thou think that I
ask from thee one sacrifice;still less the greatest that woman
can give to love? As my wife I woo thee; and by every tie; and
by every vow that can hallow and endear affection。 Alas! they
have belied love to thee indeed; if thou dost not know the
religion that belongs to it! They who truly love would seek; for
the treasure they obtain; every bond that can make it lasting and
secure。 Viola; weep not; unless thou givest me the holy right to
kiss away thy tears!〃
And that beautiful face; no more averted; drooped upon his bosom;
and as he bent down; his lips sought the rosy mouth: a long and
burning kiss;danger; life; the world was forgotten! Suddenly
Zanoni tore himself from her。
〃Hearest thou the wind that sighs; and dies away? As that wind;
my power to preserve thee; to guard thee; to foresee the storm in
thy skies; is gone。 No matter。 Haste; haste; and may love
supply the loss of all that it has dared to sacrifice! Come。〃
Viola hesitated no more。