第 38 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-20 15:58      字数:9322
  the place; that the colour left her cheek; and a faint cry broke
  from her lips。
  〃Tush; pretty trembler!do not be frightened at my face;〃 said
  the man; with a bitter smile。  〃After three months' marriage;
  there is no different between ugliness and beauty。  Custom is a
  great leveller。  I was coming to your house when I saw you leave
  it; so; as I have matters of importance to communicate; I
  ventured to follow your footsteps。  My name is Jean Nicot; a name
  already favourably known as a French artist。  The art of painting
  and the art of music are nearly connected; and the stage is an
  altar that unites the two。〃
  There was something frank and unembarrassed in the man's address
  that served to dispel the fear his appearance had occasioned。  He
  seated himself; as he spoke; on a crag beside her; and; looking
  up steadily into her face; continued:
  〃You are very beautiful; Viola Pisani; and I am not surprised at
  the number of your admirers。  If I presume to place myself in the
  list; it is because I am the only one who loves thee honestly;
  and woos thee fairly。  Nay; look not so indignant!  Listen to me。
  Has the Prince di  ever spoken to thee of marriage; or the
  beautiful imposter Zanoni; or the young blue…eyed Englishman;
  Clarence Glyndon?  It is marriage;it is a home; it is safety;
  it is reputation; that I offer to thee; and these last when the
  straight form grows crooked; and the bright eyes dim。  What say
  you?〃 and he attempted to seize her hand。
  Viola shrunk from him; and silently turned to depart。  He rose
  abruptly and placed himself on her path。
  〃Actress; you must hear me!  Do you know what this calling of the
  stage is in the eyes of prejudice;that is; of the common
  opinion of mankind?  It is to be a princess before the lamps; and
  a Pariah before the day。  No man believes in your virtue; no man
  credits your vows; you are the puppet that they consent to trick
  out with tinsel for their amusement; not an idol for their
  worship。  Are you so enamoured of this career that you scorn even
  to think of security and honour?  Perhaps you are different from
  what you seem。  Perhaps you laugh at the prejudice that would
  degrade you; and would wisely turn it to advantage。  Speak
  frankly to me; I have no prejudice either。  Sweet one; I am sure
  we should agree。  Now; this Prince di ; I have a message from
  him。  Shall I deliver it?〃
  Never had Viola felt as she felt then; never had she so
  thoroughly seen all the perils of her forelorn condition and her
  fearful renown。  Nicot continued:
  〃Zanoni would but amuse himself with thy vanity; Glyndon would
  despise himself; if he offered thee his name; and thee; if thou
  wouldst accept it; but the Prince di  is in earnest; and he is
  wealthy。  Listen!〃
  And Nicot approached his lips to her; and hissed a sentence which
  she did not suffer him to complete。  She darted from him with one
  glance of unutterable disdain。  As he strove to regain his hold
  of her arm; he lost his footing; and fell down the sides of the
  rock till; bruised and lacerated; a pine…branch saved him from
  the yawning abyss below。  She heard his exclamation of rage and
  pain as she bounded down the path; and; without once turning to
  look behind; regained her home。  By the porch stood Glyndon;
  conversing with Gionetta。  She passed him abruptly; entered the
  house; and; sinking on the floor; wept loud and passionately。
  Glyndon; who had followed her in surprise; vainly sought to
  soothe and calm her。  She would not reply to his questions; she
  did not seem to listen to his protestations of love; till
  suddenly; as Nicot's terrible picture of the world's judgment of
  that profession which to her younger thoughts had seemed the
  service of Song and the Beautiful; forced itself upon her; she
  raised her face from her hands; and; looking steadily upon the
  Englishman; said; 〃False one; dost thou talk of me of love?〃
  〃By my honour; words fail to tell thee how I love!〃
  〃Wilt thou give me thy home; thy name?  Dost thou woo me as thy
  wife?〃  And at that moment; had Glyndon answered as his better
  angel would have counselled; perhaps; in that revolution of her
  whole mind which the words of Nicot had effected; which made her
  despise her very self; sicken of her lofty dreams; despair of the
  future; and distrust her whole ideal;perhaps; I say; in
  restoring her self…esteem;he would have won her confidence; and
  ultimately secured her love。  But against the prompting of his
  nobler nature rose up at that sudden question all those doubts
  which; as Zanoni had so well implied; made the true enemies of
  his soul。  Was he thus suddenly to be entangled into a snare laid
  for his credulity by deceivers?  Was she not instructed to seize
  the moment to force him into an avowal which prudence must
  repent?  Was not the great actress rehearsing a premeditated
  part?  He turned round; as these thoughts; the children of the
  world; passed across him; for he literally fancied that he heard
  the sarcastic laugh of Mervale without。  Nor was he deceived。
  Mervale was passing by the threshold; and Gionetta had told him
  his friend was within。  Who does not know the effect of the
  world's laugh?  Mervale was the personation of the world。  The
  whole world seemed to shout derision in those ringing tones。  He
  drew back;he recoiled。  Viola followed him with her earnest;
  impatient eyes。  At last; he faltered forth; 〃Do all of thy
  profession; beautiful Viola; exact marriage as the sole condition
  of love?〃  Oh; bitter question!  Oh; poisoned taunt!  He repented
  it the moment after。  He was seized with remorse of reason; of
  feeling; and of conscience。  He saw her form shrink; as it were;
  at his cruel words。  He saw the colour come and go; to leave the
  writhing lips like marble; and then; with a sad; gentle look of
  self…pity; rather than reproach; she pressed her hands tightly to
  her bosom; and said;
  〃He was right!  Pardon me; Englishman; I see now; indeed; that I
  am the Pariah and the outcast。〃
  〃Hear me。  I retract。  Viola; Viola! it is for you to forgive!〃
  But Viola waved him from her; and; smiling mournfully as she
  passed him by; glided from the chamber; and he did not dare to
  detain her。
  CHAPTER 3。IX。
  Dafne:  Ma; chi lung' e d'Amor?
  Tirsi:  Chi teme e fugge。
  Dafne:  E che giova fuggir da lui ch' ha l' ali?
  Tirsi:  AMOR NASCENTE HA CORTE L' ALI!
  〃Aminta;〃 At。 ii。 Sc。 ii。
  (Dafne:  But; who is far from Love?
  Tirsi:  He who fears and flies。
  Dafne:  What use to flee from one who has wings?
  Tirsi:  The wings of Love; while he yet grows; are short。)
  When Glyndon found himself without Viola's house; Mervale; still
  loitering at the door; seized his arm。  Glyndon shook him off
  abruptly。
  〃Thou and thy counsels;〃 said he; bitterly; 〃have made me a
  coward and a wretch。  But I will go home;I will write to her。
  I will pour out my whole soul; she will forgive me yet。〃
  Mervale; who was a man of imperturbable temper; arranged his
  ruffles; which his friend's angry gesture had a little
  discomposed; and not till Glyndon had exhausted himself awhile by
  passionate exclamations and reproaches; did the experienced
  angler begin to tighten the line。  He then drew from Glyndon the
  explanation of what had passed; and artfully sought not to
  irritate; but soothe him。  Mervale; indeed; was by no means a bad
  man; he had stronger moral notions than are common amongst the
  young。  He sincerely reproved his friend for harbouring
  dishonourable intentions with regard to the actress。  〃Because I
  would not have her thy wife; I never dreamed that thou shouldst
  degrade her to thy mistress。  Better of the two an imprudent
  match than an illicit connection。  But pause yet; do not act on
  the impulse of the moment。〃
  〃But there is no time to lose。  I have promised to Zanoni to give
  him my answer by to…morrow night。  Later than that time; all
  option ceases。〃
  〃Ah!〃 said Mervale; 〃this seems suspicious。  Explain yourself。〃
  And Glyndon; in the earnestness of his passion; told his friend
  what had passed between himself and Zanoni;suppressing only; he
  scarce knew why; the reference to his ancestor and the mysterious
  brotherhood。
  This recital gave to Mervale all the advantage he could desire。
  Heavens! with what sound; shrewd common…sense he talked。  How
  evidently some charlatanic coalition between the actress; and
  perhaps;who knows?her clandestine protector; sated with
  possession!  How equivocal the character of one;the position of
  the other!  What cunning in the question of the actress!  How
  profoundly had Glyndon; at the first suggestion of his sober
  reason; seen through the snare。  What! was he to be thus
  mystically cajoled and hurried into a rash marriage; because
  Zanoni; a mere stranger; told him with a grave face that he must
  decide before the clock struck a certain hour?
  〃Do this at least;〃 said Mervale; reasonably enough;〃