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作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:54      字数:9322
  looked out from under coarse; thick; gray brows。 A very remarkable face
  and figure he presented。 I soon learned that he was R… D…; the leader of
  whom I had often heard; and heard no good thing。 He was quite a different
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  type   from   Bill   Hahn:   he   was   the   man   of   authority;   the   organizer;   the
  diplomatas Bill was the prophet; preaching a holy war。
  How wonderful human nature is! Only a short time before I had been
  thrilled   by  the  intensity  of   the  passion   of   the  throng;  but   here  the   mood
  suddenly changed to one of friendly gayety。 Fully a third of those present
  were   women;   some   of   them   plainly   from   the   mills   and   some   of   them
  curiously     differentwomen        from    other   walks    in  life  who    had   thrown
  themselves heart and soul into the strike。 Without ceremony but with much
  laughing   and   joking;   they   found   their   places   around   the   tables。 A  cook;
  who   appeared   in   a   dim  doorway   was   greeted   with   a   shout;   to   which   he
  responded with a wide smile; waving the long spoon which he held in his
  hand。
  I shall not attempt to give any complete description of the gathering or
  of what they said or did。 I think I could devote a dozen pages to the single
  man who was placed next to me。 I was interested in him from the outset。
  The   first   thing   that   struck   me   about   him   was   an   air   of   neatness;   even
  fastidiousness; about his personthough he wore no stiff collar; only a soft
  woollen shirt without a necktie。 He had the long sensitive; beautiful hands
  of an artist; but his face was thin and marked with the pallor peculiar to the
  indoor     worker。    I  soon   learned    that  he   was   a  weaver     in  the  mills;   an
  Englishman by birth; and we had not talked two minutes before I found
  that; while he had never had any education in the schools; he had been a
  gluttonous   reader   of   books   all   kind   of   booksand;   what   is   more;   had
  thought   about   them  and   was   ready  with vigorous   (and narrow)   opinions
  about     this  author    or  that。   And    he   knew    more    about    economics      and
  sociology;      I  firmly   believe;    than   half  the   college    professors。    A   truly
  remarkable man。
  It   was   an   Italian   restaurant;   and   I   remember   how;   in   my   hunger;   I
  assailed the generous dishes of boiled meat and spaghetti。 A red wine was
  served     in  large   bottles   which    circulated    rapidly   around     the  table;  and
  almost immediately the room began to fill with tobacco smoke。 Every one
  seemed to be talking and laughing at once; in the liveliest spirit of good
  fellowship。 They joked from table to table; and sometimes the whole room
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  would quiet down while some one told a joke; which invariably wound up
  with a roar of laughter。
  〃Why;〃 I said; 〃these people have a whole life; a whole society; of their
  own!〃
  In the midst of this jollity the clear voice of a girl rang out with the
  first lines of a song。 Instantly the room was hushed:
  Arise; ye prisoners of starvation; Arise; ye wretched of the earth; For
  justice thunders condemnation A better world's in birth。
  These were the words she sang; and when the clear; sweet voice died
  down   the   whole   company;   as   though   by  a   common   impulse;   arose   from
  their chairs; and joined in a great swelling chorus:
  It is the final conflict; Let each stand in his place; The Brotherhood of
  Man Shall be the human race。
  It   was   beyond   belief;   to   me;   the   spirit   with   which   these   words   were
  sung。 In no sense with jollityall that seemed to have been dropped when
  they came to their feetbut with an unmistakable fervour of faith。 Some of
  the things I had thought and dreamed about secretly among the hills of my
  farm   all   these   years;   dreamed   about   as   being   something   far   off   and   as
  unrealizable as the millennium; were here being sung abroad? with jaunty
  faith by these weavers of Kilburn; these weavers and workers whom I had
  schooled myself to regard with a sort of distant pity。
  Hardly had the company sat down again; with a renewal of the flow of
  jolly conversation When I heard a rapping on one of the tables。 I saw the
  great form of R… D… slowly rising。
  〃Brothers and sisters;〃 he said; 〃a word of caution。 The authorities will
  lose   no   chance   of   putting   us   in   the   wrong。 Above   all   we   must   comport
  ourselves here   and   in   the   strike   with   great   care。 We   are   fighting   a   great
  battle; bigger than we are〃
  At this instant the door from the dark hallway suddenly opened and a
  man   in   a   policeman's   uniform   stepped   in。   There   fell   an   instant's   dead
  silencean explosive silence。 Every person there seemed to be petrified in
  the position in which his attention was attracted。 Every eye was fixed on
  the figure at the door。 For an instant no one said a word; then I heard a
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  woman's shrill voice; like a rifle…shot:
  〃Assassin!〃
  I cannot imagine what might have happened next; for the feeling in the
  room; as in the city itself; was at the tenses; had not the leader suddenly
  brought the goblet which he held in his hand down with a bang upon the
  table。
  〃As   I   was   saying;〃   he   continued   in   a   steady;   clear   voice;   〃we   are
  fighting     to…day   the   greatest   of   battles;  and   we    cannot    permit    trivial
  incidents; or personal bitterness; or small persecutions; to turn us from the
  great    work    we   have    in  hand。   However      our   opponents      may    comport
  themselves; we must be calm; steady; sure; patient; for we know that our
  cause is just and will prevail。〃
  〃You're right;〃 shouted a voice back in the room。
  Instantly the tension relaxed; conversation started again and every one
  turned     away    from   the   policeman     at  the   door。   In  a  few    minutes;    he
  disappeared without having said a word。
  There was no regular speaking; and about midnight the party began to
  break up。 I leaned over and said to my friend Bill Hahn:
  〃Can you find me a place to sleep tonight?〃
  〃Certainly I can;〃 he said heartily。
  There was to be a brief conference of the leaders after the supper; and
  those present soon departed。 I went down the long; dark stairway and out
  into the almost deserted street。 Looking up between the buildings I could
  see   the   clear   blue   sky  and   the   stars。 And   I   walked   slowly   up   and   down
  awaiting my friend and trying; vainly to calm my whirling emotions。
  He came at last and I went with him。 That night I slept scarcely at all;
  but   lay  looking   up   into   the  darkness。 And   it   seemed   as   though;   as   I   lay
  there; listening; that I could hear the city moving in its restless sleep and
  sighing as with heavy pain。 All night long I lay there thinking。
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  CHAPTER XI。 I COME TO
  GRAPPLE WITH THE CITY
  I have laughed heartily many times since I came home to think of the
  Figure of Tragedy I felt myself that morning in the city of Kilburn。 I had
  not   slept   well;  had   not  slept   at  all;  I  think;  and  the  experiences     and
  emotions   of   the   previous   night   still   lay   heavy   upon   me。   Not   before   in
  many years had I felt such a depression of the spirits。
  It was all so different from the things I love! Not so much as a spear of
  grass or a leafy tree to comfort the eye; or a bird to sing; no quiet hills; no
  sight of the sun coming up in the morning over dewy fields; no sound of
  cattle in the lane; no cheerful cackling of fowls; nor buzzing of bees! That
  morning; I remember; when I first went out into those squalid streets and
  saw   everywhere   the   evidences   of   poverty;   dirt;   and   ignoranceand   the
  sweet;   clean   country  not   two   miles   awaythe   thought   of   my  own   home
  among the hills (with Harriet there in the doorway) came upon me with
  incredible longing。
  〃I must go home; I must go home!〃 I caught myself saying aloud。
  I remember how glad I was when I found that my friend Bill Hahn and
  other leaders of the strike were to be engaged in conferences during the
  foreno