第 24 节
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And all at once I seemed again to be in command of myself and of the
world。 I felt a sudden lift and thrill of the spirits; a warm sense that this too
was part of the great adventurethe Thing Itself。
〃This is the light;〃 I said looking up again at the sky and the single
bright star; 〃which is set for me to…night。 I will make my bed by it。〃
I can hope to make no one understand (unless he understands already)
with what joy of adventure I now crept through the meadow toward the
wood。 It was an unknown; unexplored world I was in; and I; the fortunate
discoverer; had here to shift for himself; make his home under the stars!
Marquette on the wild shores of the Mississippi; or Stanley in Africa; had
no joy that I did not know at that moment。
I crept along the meadow and came at last to the wood。 Here I chose a
somewhat sheltered spot at the foot of a large treeand yet a spot not so
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obscured that I could not look out over the open spaces of the meadow and
see the sky。 Here; groping in the darkness; like some primitive creature; I
raked together a pile of leaves with my fingers; and found dead twigs and
branches of trees; but in that moist forest (where the rain had fallen only
the day before) my efforts to kindle a fire were unavailing。 Upon this; I
considered using some pages from my notebook; but another alternative
suggested itself:
〃Why not Montaigne?〃
With that I groped for the familiar volume; and with a curious
sensation of satisfaction I tore out a handful of pages from the back。
〃Better Montaigne than Grayson;〃 I said; with a chuckle。 It was
amazing how Montaigne sparkled and crackled when he was well lighted。
〃There goes a bundle of quotations from Vergil;〃 I said; 〃and there's
his observations on the eating of fish。 There are more uses than one for the
classics。〃
So I ripped out a good part of another chapter; and thus; by coaxing;
got my fire to going。 It was not difficult after that to find enough fuel to
make it blaze up warmly。
I opened my bag and took out the remnants of the luncheon which Mrs。
Clark had given me that morning; and I was surprised and delighted to
find; among the other things; a small bottle of coffee。 This suggested all
sorts of pleasing possibilities and; the spirit of invention being now
awakened; I got out my tin cup; split a sapling stick so I could fit it into
the handle; and set the cup; full of coffee; on the coals at the edge of the
fire。 It was soon heated; and although I spilled some of it in getting it off;
and although it was well spiced with ashes; I enjoyed it; with Mrs。 Clark's
doughnuts and sandwiches (some of which I toasted with a sapling fork)
as thoroughly; I think; as ever I enjoyed any meal。
How little we knowwe who dread lifehow much there is in life!
My activities around the fire had warmed me to the bone; and after I
was well through with my meal I gathered a plentiful supply of wood and
placed it near at hand; I got out my waterproof cape and put it on; and;
finally piling more sticks on the fire; I sat down comfortably at the foot of
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the tree。
I wish I could convey the mystery and the beauty of that night。 Did
you ever sit by a campfire and watch the flames dance; and the sparks fly
upward into the cool dark air? Did you ever see the fitful light among the
tree…depths; at one moment opening vast shadowy vistas into the forest; at
the next dying downward and leaving it all in sombre mystery? It came to
me that night with the wonderful vividness of a fresh experience。
And what a friendly and companionable thing a campfire is! How
generous and outright it is! It plays for you when you wish so be lively;
and it glows for you when you wish to be reflective。
After a while; for I did not feel in the least sleepy; I stepped out of the
woods to the edge of the pasture。 All around me lay the dark and silent
earth; and above the blue bowl of the sky; all glorious with the blaze of a
million worlds。 Sometimes I have been oppressed by this spectacle of utter
space; of infinite distance; of forces too great for me to grasp or
understand; but that night it came upon me with fresh wonder and power;
and with a sense of great humility that I belonged here too; that I was a
part of it alland would not be neglected or forgotten。 It seemed to me I
never had a moment of greater faith than that。
And so; with a sense of satisfaction and peace; I returned to my fire。
As I sat there I could hear the curious noises of the woods; the little
droppings; cracklings; rustlings which seemed to make all the world alive。
I even fancied I could see small bright eyes looking out at my fire; and
once or twice I was almost sure I heard voiceswhisperingperhaps the
voices of the woods。
Occasionally I added; with some amusement; a few dry pages of
Montaigne to the fire; and watched the cheerful blaze that followed。
〃No;〃 said I; 〃Montaigne is not for the open spaces and the stars。
Without a roof over his head Montaigne wouldwell; die of sneezing。〃
So I sat all night long there by the tree。 Occasionally I dropped into a
light sleep; and then; as my fire died down; I grew chilly and awakened; to
build up the fire and doze again。 I saw the first faint gray streaks of dawn
above the trees; I saw the pink glow in the east before the sunrise; and I
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watched the sun himself rise upon a new day
When I walked out into the meadow by daylight and looked about me
curiously; I saw; not forty rods away; the back of a barn。
〃Be you the fellow that was daown in my cowpasture all night?〃
asked the sturdy farmer。
〃I'm that fellow;〃 I said。
〃Why didn't you come right up to the house?〃
〃Well〃 I said; and then paused。
〃Well 。 。 。〃 said I。
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CHAPTER VIII。 THE HEDGE
Strange; strange; how small the big world is!
〃Why didn't you come right into the house?〃 the sturdy farmer had
asked me when I came out of the meadow where I had spent the night
under the stars。
〃Well;〃 I said; turning the question as adroitly as I could; 〃I'll make it
up by going into the house now。〃
So I went with him into his fine; comfortable house。
〃This is my wife;〃 said he。
A woman stood there facing me。 〃Oh!〃 she exclaimed; 〃Mr。 Grayson!〃
I recalled swiftly a childa child she seemed thenwith braids down
her back; whom I had known when I first came to my farm。 She had
grown up; married; and had borne three children; while I had been looking
the other way for a minute or two。 She had not been in our neighborhood
for several years。
〃And how is your sister and Doctor McAlway?〃
Well; we had quite a wonderful visit; she made breakfast for me;
asking and talking eagerly as I ate。
〃We've just had news that old Mr。 Toombs is dead。〃
〃Dead!〃 I exclaimed; dropping my fork; 〃old Nathan Toombs!〃
〃Yes; he was my uncle。 Did you know him?〃
〃I knew Nathan Toombs;〃 I said。
I spent two days there with the Ransomes; for they would not hear of
my leaving; and half of our spare time; I think; was spent in discussing
Nathan Toombs。 I was not able to get him out of my mind for days; for his
death was one of those events which prove so much and leave so much
unproven。
I can recall vividly my astonishment at the first evidence I ever had of
the strange old man or of his work。 It was not very long after I came to my
farm to live。 I had taken to spending my spare eveningsthe long evenings
of summerin exploring the country roads for miles around; getting
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acquainted with each farmstead; each bit of grove and meadow and marsh;
making my best bow to each unfamiliar hill; and taking everywhere that
toll of pleasure whic