第 11 节
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friends; the Vedders; and turned my face again to the open country。 It
began as quietly as any Sabbath morning of my life; but what an end it had!
I would have travelled a thousand miles for the adventures which a
bounteous road that day spilled carelessly into my willing hands。
I can give no adequate reason why it should be so; but there are
Sunday mornings in the springat least in our country which seem to put
on; like a Sabbath garment; an atmosphere of divine quietude。 Warm; soft;
clear; but; above all; immeasurably serene。
Such was that Sunday morning; and I was no sooner well afoot than I
yielded to the ingratiating mood of the day。 Usually I am an active walker;
loving the sense of quick motion and the stir it imparts to both body and
mind; but that morning I found myself loitering; looking widely about me;
and enjoying the lesser and quieter aspects of nature。 It was a fine wooded
country in which I found myself; and I soon struck off the beaten road and
took to the forest and the fields。 In places the ground was almost covered
with meadow…rue; like green shadows on the hillsides; not yet in seed; but
richly umbrageous。 In the long green grass of the meadows shone the
yellow star…flowers; and the sweet…flags were blooming along the marshy
edges of the ponds。 The violets had disappeared; but they were succeeded
by wild geraniums and rank…growing vetches。
I remember that I kept thinking from time to time; all the forenoon; as
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my mind went back swiftly and warmly to the two fine friends from whom
I had so recently parted:
How the Vedders would enjoy this! Or; I must tell the Vedders that。
And two or three times I found myself in animated conversations with
them in which I generously supplied all three parts。 It may be true for
some natures; as Leonardo said; that 〃if you are alone you belong wholly
to yourself; if you have a companion; you belong only half to yourself〃;
but it is certainly not so with me。 With me friendship never divides: it
multiplies。 A friend always makes me more than I am; better than I am;
bigger I am。 We two make four; or fifteen; or forty。
Well; I loitered through the fields and woods for a long time that
Sunday forenoon; not knowing in the least that Chance held me close by
the hand and was leading me onward to great events。 I knew; of
course;that I had yet to find a place for the night; and that this might be
difficult on Sunday; and yet I spent that forenoon as a man spends his
immortal youthwith a glorious disregard for the future。
Some time after noonfor the sun was high and the day was growing
much warmer I turned from the road; climbed an inviting little hill; and
chose a spot in an old meadow in the shade of an apple tree;and there I lay
down on the grass; and looked up into the dusky shadows of the branches
above me。 I could feel the soft airs on my face; I could hear the buzzing of
bees in the meadow flowers; and by turning my head just a little I could
see the slow fleecy clouds; high up; drifting across the perfect blue of the
sky。 And the scent of the fields in spring!he who has known it; even once;
may indeed die happy。
Men worship God in various ways: seemed to me that Sabbath
morning; as I lay quietly there in the warm silence of midday; that I was
truly worshipping God。 That Sunday morning everything about me
seemed somehow to be a miracle;a miracle gratefully accepted and
explainable only by the presence of God。 There was another strange; deep
feeling which I had that morning; which I have had a few other times in
my life at the rare heights of experienceI hesitate always when I try to
put down the deep; deep things of the human hearta feeling
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immeasurably real; that if I should turn my head quickly I should indeed
SEE that Immanent Presence。 。 。 。
One of the few birds I know that sings through the long midday is the
vireo。 The vireo sings when otherwise the woods are still。 You do not see
him; you cannot find him; but you know he is there。 And his singing is
wild; and shy; and mystical。 Often it haunts you like the memory of some
former happiness。 That day I heard the vireo singing。 。 。 。
I don't know how long I lay there under the tree in the meadow; but
presently I heard; from no great distance; the sound of a church…bell。 It
was ringing for the afternoon service which among the farmers of this part
of the country often takes the place; in summer; of both morning and
evening services。
〃I believe I'll go;〃 I said; thinking first of all; I confess; of the
interesting people I might meet there。
But when I sat up and looked about me the desire faded; and
rummaging in my bag I came across my tin whistle。 Immediately I began
practising a tune called 〃Sweet Afton;〃 which I had learned when a boy;
and; as I played; my mood changed swiftly; and I began to smile at myself
as a tragically serious person; and to think of pat phrases with which to
characterize the execrableness of my attempts upon the tin whistle。 I
should have liked some one near to joke with。
Long ago I made a motto about boys: Look for a boy anywhere。 Never
be surprised when you shake a cherry tree if a boy drops out of it; never be
disturbed when you think yourself in complete solitude if you discover a
boy peering out at you from a fence corner。
I had not been playing long before I saw two boys looking at me from
out of a thicket by the roadside; and a moment later two others appeared。
Instantly I switched into 〃Marching Through Georgia;〃 and began to
nod my head and tap my toe in the liveliest fashion。 Presently one boy
climbed up on the fence; then another; then a third。 I continued to play。
The fourth boy; a little chap; ventured to climb up on the fence。
They were bright…faced; tow…headed lads; all in Sunday clothes。
〃It's hard luck;〃 said I; taking my whistle from my lips; 〃to have to
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wear shoes and stockings on a warm Sunday like this。〃
〃You bet it is!〃 said the bold leader。
〃In that case;〃 said I; 〃I will play 'Yankee Doodle。'〃
I played。 All the boys; including the little chap; came up around me;
and two of them sat down quite familiarly on the grass。 I never had a more
devoted audience。 I don't know what interesting event might have
happened next; for the bold leader; who stood nearest; was becoming
dangerously inflated with questionsI don't know what might have
happened had we not been interrupted by the appearance of a Spectre in
Black。 It appeared before us there in the broad daylight in the middle of a
sunny afternoon while we were playing 〃Yankee Doodle。〃 First I saw the
top of a black hat rising over the rim of the hill。 This was followed quickly
by a black tie; a long black coat; black trousers; and; finally; black shoes。 I
admit I was shaken; but being a person of iron nerve in facing such
phenomena; I continued to play 〃Yankee Doodle。〃 In spite of this counter…
attraction; toward which all four boys turned uneasy glances; I held my
audience。 The Black Spectre; with a black book under its arm; drew nearer。
Still I continued to play and nod my head and tap my toe。 I felt like some
modern Pied Piper piping away the children of these modern hillspiping
them away from older people who could not understand them。
I could see an accusing look on the Spectre's face。 I don't know what
put it into my head; and I had no sooner said it I was sorry for my levity;
but the figure with the sad garments there in the matchless and triumphant
spring day affected me with a curious; sharp impatience。 Had any one the
right to look out so dolefully upon such a day and such a scene of simple
happiness as this? So I took my whistle from my lips and asked:
〃Is God dead?〃
I shall never forget the