第 8 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:53      字数:9322
  It came near being a sorry fair for me on the afternoon following my
  parting with the amiable brush…peddler。 The plain fact is; my success at the
  Stanleys'; and the easy manner in which I had fallen in with Mr。 Canfield;
  gave me so much confidence in myself as a sort of Master of the Road that
  I proceeded with altogether too much assurance。
  I  am  firmly   convinced  that   the  prime  quality  to   be   cultivated   by  the
  pilgrim   is   humility   of   spirit;   he   must   be   willing   to   accept Adventure   in
  whatever garb she chooses to present herself。 He must be able to see the
  shining form of the unusual through the dull garments of the normal。
  The   fact   is;   I   walked   that   afternoon   with   my   head   in   air   and   passed
  many   a   pleasant   farmstead   where   men   were   working   in   the   fields;   and
  many an open doorway; and a mill or two; and a townalways looking for
  some Great Adventure。
  Somewhere upon this road; I thought to myself; I shall fall in with a
  Great Person; or become a part of a Great Incident。 I recalled with keen
  pleasure the experience of that young Spanish student of Carlyle writes in
  one    of   his  volumes;     who;    riding   out   from    Madrid    one    day;   came
  unexpectedly   upon   the   greatest   man   in   the   world。   This   great   man;   of
  whom Carlyle observes (I have looked up the passage since I came home);
  〃a kindlier; meeker; braver heart has seldom looked upon the sky in this
  world;〃 had ridden out from the city for the last time in his life 〃to take
  one other look at the azure firmament and green mosaic pavements and the
  strange carpentry and arras work of this noble palace of a world。〃
  As the old story has it; the young student 〃came pricking on hastily;
  complaining   that   they   went   at   such   a   pace   as   gave   him   little   chance   of
  keeping up with them。 One of the party made answer that the blame lay
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  with    the   horse   of   Don    Miguel     de  Cervantes;     whose     trot  was    of  the
  speediest。      He    had   hardly     pronounced       the   name     when     the   student
  dismounted and; touching the hem of Cervantes' left sleeve; said; 'Yes; yes;
  it   is   indeed   the   maimed   perfection;   the   all…famous;   the   delightful   writer;
  the joy and darling of the Muses! You are that brave Miguel。'〃
  It   may   seem   absurd   to   some   in   this   cool   and   calculating   twentieth
  century   that   any   one   should   indulge   in   such   vain   imaginings   as   I   have
  describedand yet; why not? All things are as we see them。 I once heard a
  mana   modern   man;   living   to…daytell   with   a   hush   in   his   voice;   and   a
  peculiar light in his eye; how; walking in the outskirts of an unromantic
  town in New Jersey; he came suddenly upon a vigorous; bearded; rather
  rough…looking man swinging his stick as he walked; and stopping often at
  the   roadside   and   often   looking   up   at   the   sky。   I   shall   never   forget   the
  curious thrill in his voice as he said:
  〃And THAT was Walt Whitman。〃
  And thus quite absurdly intoxicated by the possibilities of the road; I
  let the big full afternoon slip byI let slip the rich possibilities of half a
  hundred   farms   and   scores   of   travelling   peopleand   as   evening   began   to
  fall I came to a stretch of wilder country with wooded hills and a dashing
  stream by the roadside。 It was a fine and beautiful countryto look atbut
  the   farms;   and   with   them  the   chances   of   dinner;   and   a   friendly   place   to
  sleep;   grew   momentarily   scarcer。   Upon   the   hills   here   and   there;   indeed;
  were to be seen the pretentious summer homes of rich dwellers from the
  cities; but I looked upon them with no great hopefulness。
  〃Of all places   in the  world;〃 I  said to   myself; 〃surely  none could   be
  more unfriendly to a man like me。〃
  But I amused myself with conjectures as to what might happen (until
  the adventure seemed almost worth trying) if a dusty man with a bag on
  his    back    should    appear    at  the   door    of   one   of   those   well…groomed
  establishments。       It  came    to  me;   indeed;    with    a  sudden    deep    sense   of
  understanding; that I should probably find there; as everywhere else; just
  men and women。 And with that I fell into a sort of Socratic dialogue with
  myself:
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  ME:   Having   decided   that   the   people   in   these   houses   are;   after   all;
  merely men and women; what is the best way of reaching them?
  MYSELF: Undoubtedly by giving them something they want and have
  not。
  ME: But these are rich people from the city; what can they want that
  they have not?
  MYSELF: Believe me; of all people in the world those who want the
  most are those who have the most。 These people are also consumed with
  desires。
  ME: And what; pray; do you suppose they desire?
  MYSELF:         They    want    what    they    have    not   got;   they   want    the
  unattainable: they want chiefly the rarest and most precious of all thingsa
  little mystery in their lives。
  〃That's it!〃 I said aloud; 〃that's it! Mysterythe things of the spirit; the
  things above ordinary livingis not that the essential thing for which the
  world      is    sighing;     and     groaning;      and     longingconsciously;        or
  unconsciously?〃
  I   have   always   believed   that   men   in   their   innermost   souls   desire   the
  highest; bravest; finest things they can hear; or see; or feel in all the world。
  Tell a man how he can increase his income and he will be grateful to you
  and soon forget you; but show him the highest; most mysterious things in
  his   own   soul   and   give   him   the   word   which   will   convince   him   that   the
  finest things are really attainable; and he will love and follow you always。
  I   now   began   to   look   with   much   excitement   to   a   visit   at   one   of   the
  houses on the hill; but to my disappointment I found the next two that I
  approached still closed up; for the spring was not yet far enough advanced
  to attract the owners to the country。 I walked rapidly onward through the
  gathering twilight; but with increasing uneasiness as to the prospects for
  the night; and thus came suddenly upon the scene of an odd adventure。
  From some distance I had seen a veritable palace set high among the
  trees   and   overlooking   a   wonderful   green   valleyand;   drawing   nearer;   I
  saw evidences of well…kept roadways and a visible effort to make invisible
  the attempt to preserve the wild   beauty of the place。 I saw;  or thought   I
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  saw;   people   on   the   wide   veranda;   and   I   was   sure   I   heard   the   snort   of   a
  climbing motor…car; but I had scarcely decided to make my way up to the
  house when I came; at the turning of the country road; upon a bit of open
  land laid out neatly as a garden; near the edge of which; nestling among
  the trees; stood a small cottage。 It seemed somehow to belong to the great
  estate above it; and I concluded; at the first glance; that it was the home of
  some caretaker or gardener。
  It was a charming place to see; and especially the plantation of trees
  and    shrubs。    My    eye   fell  instantly   upon    a  fine  magnoliarare      in  this
  countrywhich        had   not  yet   cast  all  its  blossoms;    and   I  paused    for   a
  moment to look at it more closely。 I myself have tried to raise magnolias
  near my house; and I know how difficult it is。
  As I approached nearer to the cottage; I could see a man and woman
  sitting on the porch in the twilight and swaying back and forth in rocking…
  chairs。   I   fancied   it   may   have   been   only  a   fancythat   when   I   first   saw
  them their hands were clasped as they rocked side by side。
  It  was    indeed    a  charming     little  cottage。  Crimson      ramblers;    giving
  promise of the bloom that was yet to come; climbed over one end of the
  porch; and there were fine dark…leaved lilac…bushes near the doorway: oh;
  a pleasant; friendly; quiet place!
  I opened the front gate and walked straight in; as though I had at last
  reached my destination。 I cannot give any idea of the lift of the heart with
  which I entered upon this new adventure。 Without the premeditation and
  not knowing what I should say or do; I realized that everything u