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作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:53      字数:9321
  permanently at home。
  We   were   all   sitting   comfortably  around   the   table  in   the   living…room。
  The lamps were lighted; and Mr。 Stanley; in slippers; was smoking his pipe
  and Mrs。 Stanley was darning socks over a mending…gourd; and the two
  young      Stanleys    were    whispering     and   giggling    about    some    matter    of
  supreme   consequence   to   youth。   The   windows   were   open;   and   we   could
  smell the sweet scent of the lilacs from the yard and hear the drumming of
  the rain as it fell on the roof of the porch。
  〃It's easy to explain;〃 I said。 〃The fact is; it got to the point on my farm
  that I wasn't quite sure whether I owned it or it owned me。 And I made up
  my mind I'd get away for a while from my own horses and cattle and see
  what the world was like。 I wanted to see how people lived up here; and
  what they are thinking about; and how they do their farming。〃
  As I talked of my plans and of the duty one had; as I saw it; to be a
  good broad man as well as a good farmer; I grew more and more interested
  and enthusiastic。 Mr。 Stanley took his pipe slowly from his mouth; held it
  poised     until  it  finally   went    out;  and   sat   looking    at  me   with    a  rapt
  expression。 I  never had a  better  audience。  Finally; Mr。  Stanley  said   very
  earnestly:
  〃And you have felt that way; too?〃
  〃Why; father!〃 exclaimed Mrs。 Stanley; in astonishment。
  Mr。  Stanley  hastily  put   his   pipe   back   into   his   mouth   and   confusedly
  searched in his pockets for a match; but I knew I had struck down deep
  into   a   common   experience。   Here   was   this   brisk   and   prosperous   farmer
  having his dreams toodreams that even his wife did not know!
  So I continued my talk with even greater fervour。 I don't think that the
  boy   Ben   understood   all   that   I   said;   for   I   was   dealing   with   experiences
  common mostly to older men; but he somehow seemed to get the spirit of
  it; for quite unconsciously he began to hitch his chair toward me; then he
  laid his hand on my chair…arm and finally and quite simply he rested his
  arm against mine and looked at me with all his eyes。 I keep learning that
  there   is   nothing   which   reaches   men's   hearts   like   talking   straight   out   the
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  convictions   and   emotions   of   your   innermost   soul。   Those   who   hear   you
  may     not   agree   with   you;   or  they   may    not  understand     you    fully;  but
  something incalculable; something vital; passes。 And as for a boy or girl it
  is one of the sorriest of mistakes to talk down to them; almost always your
  lad of fifteen thinks more simply; more fundamentally; than you do; and
  what   he   accepts   as   good   coin   is   not   facts   or   precepts;   but   feelings   and
  convictionsLIFE。 And why shouldn't we speak out?
  〃I long ago decided;〃 I said; 〃to try to be fully what I am and not to be
  anything or anybody else。〃
  〃That's   right;   that's   right;〃   exclaimed   Mr。   Stanley;   nodding   his   head
  vigorously。
  〃It's about the oldest wisdom there is;〃 I said; and with that I thought
  of the volume I carried in my pocket; and straightway I pulled it out and
  after a moment's search found the passage I wanted。
  〃Listen;〃 I said; 〃to what this old Roman philosopher said〃and I held
  the book up to the lamp and read aloud:
  〃'You can be invincible if you enter into no contest in which it is not in
  your     power    to  conquer。     Take   care;   then;   when    you    observe    a  man
  honoured before others   or possessed of   great   power;  or   highly  esteemed
  for any reason; not to suppose him happy and be not carried away by the
  appearance。 For if the nature of the good is in our power; neither envy nor
  jealousy will have a   place   in us。  But you   yourself   will not   wish to   be   a
  general or a senator or consul; but a free man; and there is only one way to
  do this; to care not for the things which are not in our power。'〃
  〃That;〃 said Mr。 Stanley; 〃is exactly what I've always said; but I didn't
  know it was in any book。 I always said I didn't want to be a senator or a
  legislator; or any other sort of office…holder。 It's good enough for me right
  here on this farm。〃
  At that moment I glanced down into Ben's shining eyes。
  〃But I want to be a senator orsomethingwhen I grow up;〃 he said
  eagerly。
  At this the older brother; who was sitting not far off; broke into a laugh;
  and the boy; who for a moment had been drawn out of his reserve; shrank
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  back again and coloured to the hair。
  〃Well;    Ben;〃   said   I;  putting  my    hand   on   his  knee;   〃don't   you   let
  anything stop you。 I'll back you up; I'll vote for you。〃
  After breakfast the next morning Mr。 Stanley drew me aside and said:
  〃Now I want to pay you for your help yesterday and the day before。〃
  〃No;〃 I said。 〃I've had more than value received。 You've taken me in
  like a friend and brother。 I've enjoyed it。〃
  So Mrs。 Stanley half filled my knapsack with the finest luncheon I've
  seen in many a day; and thus; with as pleasant a farewell as if I'd been a
  near   relative;   I   set   off   up   the   country   road。   I   was   a   little   distressed   in
  parting to see nothing of the boy Ben; for I had formed a genuine liking
  for him; but upon reaching a clump of trees which hid the house from the
  road I saw him standing in the moist grass of a fence corner。
  〃I want to say good…bye;〃 he said in the gruff voice of embarrassment。
  〃Ben;〃   I   said;   〃I   missed   you;   and   I'd   have   hated   to   go   off   without
  seeing you again。 Walk a bit with me。〃
  So we walked side by side; talking quietly and when at last I shook his
  hand I said:
  〃Ben; don't you ever be afraid of acting up to the very best thoughts
  you have in your heart。〃
  He said nothing for a moment; and then: 〃Gee! I'm sorry you're goin'
  away!〃
  〃Gee!〃 I responded; 〃I'm sorry; too!〃
  With that we both laughed; but when I reached the top of the hill; and
  looked back; I saw him still standing there bare…footed in the road looking
  after me。 I waved my hand and he waved his: and I saw him no more。
  No country; after all; produces any better crop than its inhabitants。 And
  as I travelled onward I liked to think of these brave; temperate; industrious;
  God…friendly   American   people。   I   have   no   fear   of   the   country   while   so
  many of them are still to be found upon the farms and in the towns of this
  land。
  So I tramped onward full of cheerfulness。 The rain had ceased; but all
  the world was moist and very green and still。 I walked for more than two
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  hours     with   the   greatest   pleasure。     About    ten   o'clock    in  the  morning      I
  stopped near a brook to drink and rest; for I was warm and tired。 And it
  was   then   that   I   bethought   me   of   the   little   tin   pipe   in   my   knapsack;   and
  straightway   I   got   it   out;   and;   sitting   down   at   the   foot   of   a   tree   near   the
  brook; I put it to my lips and felt for the stops with unaccustomed fingers。
  At    first  I  made    the   saddest    sort   of  work    of   it;  and  was    not   a  little
  disappointed; indeed; with the sound of the whistle itself。 It was nothing to
  my memory of it! It seemed thin and tinny。
  However;       I  persevered      at   it;  and   soon    produced      a   recognizable
  imitation of Tom Madison's 〃Old Dan Tucker。〃 My success quite pleased
  me;   and   I   became   so   absorbed   that   I   quite   lost   account   of   the   time   and
  place。 There was no one to hear me save a bluejay which for an hour or
  more kept me company。 He sat on a twig just across the brook; cocking his
  head at me; and saucily wagging his tail。 Occasionally he would dart off
  among   the   trees   crying   shrilly;   but   his   curiosity   would   always   get   the
  better of him and back he would come again to try to solve the mystery of
  this rival whistling; which I'm sure was as shrill and as harsh as his own。
  Presently;   quite   to   my   astonishment;   I   saw   a   man   standing   near   the
  brookside not a dozen paces away from me。 How long he had been there I
  don't   know;   for   I   had   heard   nothing   of   his   coming。   Beyond   him   in   the
  town road I could see the head of his horse and the top of his buggy。 I said