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作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:53      字数:9320
  anywhere; but it is quite another thing to be accepted by your humankind
  not as a paid lodger but as a friend。 Always; it seems to me; I have wanted
  to submit myself; and indeed submit the stranger; to that test。 Moreover;
  how can any man look for true adventure in life if he always knows to a
  certainty where his next meal is coming from? In a world so completely
  dominated by goods; by things; by possessions; and smothered by security;
  what     fine  adventure     is  left  to  a  man   of   spirit  save   the  adventure     of
  poverty?
  I   do   not   mean   by   this   the   adventure   of   involuntary   poverty;   for   I
  maintain that involuntary poverty; like involuntary riches; is a credit to no
  man。 It is only as we dominate life that we really live。 What I mean here;
  if I may so express it; is an adventure in achieved poverty。 In the lives of
  such true men as Francis of Assisi and Tolstoi; that which draws the world
  to   them   in   secret   sympathy   is   not   that   they   lived   lives   of   poverty;   but
  rather; having riches at their hands; or for the very asking; that they chose
  poverty as the better way of life。
  As for me; I do not in the least pretend to have accepted the final logic
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  of an achieved poverty。 I have merely abolished temporarily from my life
  a   few   hens   and   cows;   a   comfortable   old   farmhouse;   andcertain   other
  emoluments and hereditamentsbut remain the slave of sundry cloth upon
  my     back   and   sundry     articles  in  my    gray   bagincluding      a   fat  pocket
  volume or so; and a tin whistle。 Let them pass now。 To…morrow I may wish
  to attempt life with still less。 I might survive without my battered copy of
  〃Montaigne〃   or   even   submit   to   existence   without   that   sense   of   distant
  companionship symbolized by a postage…stamp; and as for trousers
  In this deceptive world; how difficult attainment is perfection!
  No; I expect I shall continue for a long time to owe the worm his silk;
  the beast his hide; the sheep his wool; and the cat his perfume! What I am
  seeking is something as simple and as quiet as the trees or the hills just
  to look out around me at the pleasant countryside; to enjoy a little of this
  show; to meet (and to help a little if I may) a few human beings; and thus
  to get nearly into the sweet kernel of human life)。 My friend; you may or
  may not think this a worthy object; if you do not; stop here; go no further
  with me; but if you do; why; we'll exchange great words on the road; we'll
  look   up   at   the   sky   together;   we'll   see   and   hear   the   finest   things   in   this
  world! We'll enjoy the sun! We'll live light in spring!
  Until last Tuesday; then; I was carried easily and comfortably onward
  by   the   corn;   the   eggs;   and   the   honey   of   my   past   labours;   and   before
  Wednesday         noon     I  began      to   experience      in   certain    vital   centres
  recognizable   symptoms   of   a   variety   of   discomfort   anciently   familiar   to
  man。 And it was all the sharper because I did not know how or where I
  could assuage it。 In all my life; in spite of various ups and downs in a fat
  world;   I   don't   think   I   was   ever   before   genuinely   hungry。   Oh;   I've   been
  hungry in a reasonable; civilized way; but I have always known where in
  an hour or so I could get all I wanted to eata condition accountable; in
  this   world;    I  am   convinced;     for   no   end   of  stupidity。   But   to   be  both
  physically and; let us say; psychologically hungry; and not to know where
  or how to get anything to eat; adds something to the zest of life。
  By    noon    on   Wednesday;      then;   I  was   reduced     quite   to  a  point   of
  necessity。     But   where     was    I  to  begin;   and    how?     I  know    from    long
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  experience the suspicion with which the ordinary farmer meets the Man of
  the Road the man   who appears to   wish to enjoy the   fruits of the   earth
  without working for them: with his hands。 It is a distrust deep…seated and
  ages old。 Nor can the Man of the Road ever quite understand the Man of
  the Fields。 And here was I; for so long the stationary Man of the Fields;
  essaying the role of the Man of the Road。 I experienced a sudden sense of
  the enlivenment of the faculties: I must now depend upon wit or cunning
  or   human   nature   to   win   my   way;   not   upon   mere   skill   of   the   hand   or
  strength in the bent back。 Whereas in my former life; when I was assailed
  by  a   Man   of   the   Road;   whether   tramp   or   peddler   or   poet;  I   had   only  to
  stand stock…still within my fences and say nothingthough indeed I never
  could do that; being far too much interested in every one who came   my
  wayand the invader was soon repelled。 There is nothing so resistant as
  the dull security of possession the stolidity of ownership!
  Many times that day I stopped by a field side or at the end of a lane; or
  at a house…gate; and considered the possibilities of making an attack。 Oh; I
  measured the houses and barns I saw with a new eye! The kind of country
  I had known so long and familiarly became a new and foreign land; full of
  strange possibilities。 I spied out the men in the fields and did not fail; also;
  to see what I could of the commissary department of each farmstead as I
  passed。 I walked for miles looking thus for a favourable openingand with
  a sensation of embarrassment at once disagreeable and pleasurable。 As the
  afternoon began to deepen   I saw  that I   must absolutely  do something:   a
  whole day tramping in the open air without a bite to eat is an irresistible
  argument。
  Presently I saw from the road a farmer and his son planting potatoes in
  a sloping field。 There was no house at all in view。 At the bars stood a light
  wagon   half   filled   with   bags   of   seed   potatoes;   and   the   horse   which   had
  drawn it stood quietly; not far off; tied to the fence。 The man and the boy;
  each    with   a  basket    on  his  arm;   were    at  the  farther   end   of  the  field;
  dropping   potatoes。   I   stood   quietly   watching   them。   They  stepped   quickly
  and kept their eyes on the furrows: good workers。 I liked the looks of them。
  I liked also the straight; clean furrows; I liked the appearance of the horse。
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  〃I will stop here;〃 I said to myself。
  I cannot at all convey the sense of high adventure I had as I stood there。
  Though I had not the slightest idea of what I should do or say; yet I was
  determined upon the attack。
  Neither father nor son saw me until they had nearly reached the end of
  the field。
  〃Step lively; Ben;〃 I heard the man say with some impatience; 〃we've
  got to finish this field to…day。〃
  〃I AM steppin' lively; dad;〃 responded the boy; 〃but it's awful hot。 We
  can't possibly finish to…day。 It's too much。〃
  〃We've got to get through here to…day;〃 the man replied grimly; 〃we're
  already two weeks late。〃
  I know just how the man felt; for I knew well the difficulty a farmer
  has in getting help in planting time。 The spring waits for no man。 My heart
  went out to the man and boy struggling there in the heat of their field。 For
  this is the real warfare of the common life。
  〃Why;〃 I said to myself with a curious lift of the heart; 〃they have need
  of a fellow just like me。〃
  At that moment the boy saw me and; missing a step in the rhythm of
  the planting; the father also looked up and saw me。 But neither said a word
  until   the   furrows    were   finished;   and   the   planters   came    to  refill  their
  baskets。
  〃Fine afternoon;〃 I said; sparring for an opening。
  〃Fine;〃 responded the man rather shortly; glancing up from his work。 I
  recalled   the   scores   of   times   I   had   been   exactly   in   his   place;   and   had
  glanced up to see the stranger in the road。
  〃Got another basket handy?〃 I asked。
  〃There is one somewhere around here;〃 he answered not too cordially。
  The   boy   said   nothing   at   all;   but   eyed   me   with   absorbing   interest。   The
  gloomy look had already gone from his face。
  I   slipped   my   gray  bag   from   my   shoulder;   took   off   my  coat;   and   put
  them both down inside the fence。 Then I found the basket and began to fill
  it from one of the bags。 Both man and boy looked up at me questioningly。
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