第 30 节
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those despairing gestures made only by the wretched。 〃The little money
that I had;for in 1830 I was cast from a high position;in fact;
all that I possessed; was soon used by on my daughter's illness; her
mother; too; was ruined by it; and finally her husband。 To…day the
pension I receive from the government barely suffices for the actual
necessities of my poor; dear; saintly child。 The faculty of tears has
left me; I have suffered tortures。 Monsieur; I must be granite not to
have died。 But no; God had kept alive the father that the child might
have a nurse; a providence。 Her poor mother died of the strain。 Ah!
you have come; young man; at a moment when the old tree that never yet
has bent feels the axethe axe of poverty; sharpened by sorrowat
his roots。 Yes; here am I; who never complain; talking to you of this
illness so as to prevent you from coming to the house; or; if you
still persist; to implore you not to trouble our peace。 Monsieur; at
this moment my daughter barks like a dog; day and night。〃
〃Is she insane?〃 asked Godefroid。
〃Her mind is sound; she is a saint;〃 replied the old man。 〃You will
presently think I am mad when I tell you all。 Monsieur; my only child;
my daughter was born of a mother in excellent health。 I never in my
life loved but one woman; the one I married。 I married the daughter of
one of the bravest colonels of the Imperial guard; Tarlowski; a Pole;
formerly on the staff of the Emperor。 The functions that I exercised
in my high position demanded the utmost purity of life and morals; but
I have never had room in my heart for many feelings; and I faithfully
loved my wife; who deserved such love。 I am a father in like manner as
I was a husband; and that is telling you all in one word。 My daughter
never left her mother; no child has ever lived more chastely; more
truly a Christian life than my dear daughter。 She was born more than
pretty; she was born most beautiful; and her husband; a young man of
whose morals I was absolutely sure;he was the son of a friend of
mine; the judge of one of the Royal courts;did not in any way
contribute to my daughter's illness。〃
Godefroid and Monsieur Bernard made an involuntary pause; and looked
at each other。
〃Marriage; as you know; sometimes changes a young woman greatly;〃
resumed the old man。 〃The first pregnancy passed well and produced a
son; my grandson; who now lives with us; the last scion of two
families。 The second pregnancy was accompanied by such extraordinary
symptoms that the physicians; much astonished; attributed them to the
caprice of phenomena which sometimes manifest themselves in this
state; and are recorded by physicians in the annals of science。 My
daughter gave birth to a dead child; in fact; it was twisted and
smothered by internal movements。 The disease had begun; the pregnancy
counted for nothing。 Perhaps you are a student of medicine?〃
Godefroid made a sign which answered as well for affirmation as for
negation。
〃After this terrible confinement;〃 resumed Monsieur Bernard;〃so
terrible and laborious that it made a violent impression on my son…in…
law and began the mortal melancholy of which he died;my daughter;
two or three months later; complained of a general weakness affecting;
particularly; her feet; which she declared felt like cottonwood。 This
debility changed to paralysis;and what a paralysis! My daughter's
feet and legs can be bent or twisted in any way and she does not feel
it。 The limbs are there; apparently without blood or muscles or bones。
This affection; which is not connected with anything known to science;
spread to the arms and hands; and we then supposed it to be a disease
of the spinal cord。 Doctors and remedies only made matters worse until
at last my poor daughter could not be moved without dislocating either
the shoulders; the arms; or the knees。 I kept an admirable surgeon
almost constantly in the house; who; with the doctor; or doctors (for
many came out of interest in the case); replaced the dislocated limbs;
sometimes; would you believe it monsieur? three and four times a
day! Ah!This disease has so many forms that I forgot to tell you
that during the first period of weakness; before the paralysis began;
the strangest signs of catalepsy appearedyou know what catalepsy is。
She remained for days with her eyes wide open; motionless; in whatever
position she was when the attack seized her。 The worst symptoms of
that strange affection were shown; even those of lockjaw。 This phase
of her illness suggested to me the idea of employing magnetism; and I
was about to do so when the paralysis began。 My daughter; monsieur;
has a miraculous clear…sightedness; her soul has been the theatre of
all the wonders of somnambulism; just as her body has been that of all
diseases。〃
Godefroid began to ask himself if the old man were really sane。
〃So that I;〃 continued Monsieur Bernard paying no attention to the
expression in Godefroid's eyes; 〃even I; a child of the eighteenth
century; fed on Voltaire; Diderot; Helvetius;I; a son of the
Revolution; who scoff at all that antiquity and the middle…ages tell
us of demoniacal possession;well; monsieur; I affirm that nothing
but such possession can explain the condition of my child。 As a
somnambulist she has never been able to tell us the cause of her
sufferings; she has never perceived it; and all the remedies she has
proposed when in that state; though carefully carried out; have done
her no good。 For instance; she wished to be wrapped in the carcass of
a freshly killed pig; then she ordered us to run the sharp points of
ret…hot magnets into her legs; and to put hot sealing…wax on her
spine〃
Godefroid looked at him in amazement。
〃And then! what endless other troubles; monsieur! her teeth fell out;
she became deaf; then dumb; and then; after six months of absolute
dumbness; utter deafness; speech and hearing have returned to her! She
recovered; just as capriciously as she had lost; the use of her hands。
But her feet have continued in the same hapless condition for the last
seven years。 She has shown marked and well…characterized symptoms of
hydrophobia。 Not only does the sight of water; the sound of water; the
presence of a glass or a cup fling her at times into a state of fury;
but she barks like a dog; that melancholy bark; or rather howl; a dog
utters when he hears an organ。 Several times we have thought her
dying; and the priests had administered the last sacraments; but she
has always returned to life to suffer with her full reason and the
most absolute clearness of mind; for her faculties of heart and soul
are still untouched。 Though she has lived; monsieur; she has caused
the deaths of her mother and her husband; who have not been able to
endure the suffering of such scenes。 Alas! monsieur; those distressing
scenes are becoming worse。 All the natural functions are perverted;
the Faculty alone can explain the strange aberration of the organs。
She was in this state when I brought her from the provinces to Paris
in 1829; because the two or three distinguished doctors to whom I
wrote; Desplein; Bianchon; and Haudry; thought from my letters that I
was telling them fables。 Magnetism was then energetically denied by
all the schools of medicine; and without saying that they doubted
either my word or that of the provincial doctors; they said we could
not have observed thoroughly; or else we had been misled by the
exaggeration which patients are apt to indulge in。 But they were
forced to change their minds when they saw my daughter; and it is to
the phenomena they then observed that the great researches made in
these latter days are owing; for I must tell you that they class my
daughter's singular state as a form of neurosis。 At the last
consultation of these gentlemen they decided to stop all medicines; to
let nature alone and study it。 Since then I have had but one doctor;
and he is the doctor who attends the poor of this quarter。 We do
nothing for her now but alleviate pain; for we know not the cause of
it。〃
Here the old man stopped as if overcome with his harrowing confidence。
〃For the last five years;〃 he continued; 〃my daughter alternates
between revivals and relapses; but no new phenomena have appeared。 She
suffers more or less from the varied nervous attacks I have briefly
described to you; but the paralysis of the legs and the derangement of
the natural functions are constant。 The poverty into which we fell;
and which alas! is only increasing; obliged me to leave the rooms that
I took; in 1829; in the faubourg du Roule。 My daughter cannot endure
the fatigue of moving; I came near losing her when I brought her to
Paris; and again when I removed her to this house。 Here my worst
financial misfortunes have come upon me。 After thirty years in the
public service I was made to wait four years before my pension was
granted。 I have only received it during the last six months and even
then the new government has sternly cut it down to the minimum。〃
Godefroid made a gesture of surprise which seemed to ask for a more
complete confidence。 The old man so understood it; for he answered
immediately; casting a reproachful glance to heaven:
〃I am one of the tho