第 30 节
作者:摄氏0度      更新:2021-02-20 15:49      字数:9322
  those despairing gestures made only by the wretched。 〃The little money
  that I had;for in 1830 I was cast from a high position;in fact;
  all that I possessed; was soon used by on my daughter's illness; her
  mother; too; was ruined by it; and finally her husband。 To…day the
  pension I receive from the government barely suffices for the actual
  necessities of my poor; dear; saintly child。 The faculty of tears has
  left me; I have suffered tortures。 Monsieur; I must be granite not to
  have died。 But no; God had kept alive the father that the child might
  have a nurse; a providence。 Her poor mother died of the strain。 Ah!
  you have come; young man; at a moment when the old tree that never yet
  has bent feels the axethe axe of poverty; sharpened by sorrowat
  his roots。 Yes; here am I; who never complain; talking to you of this
  illness so as to prevent you from coming to the house; or; if you
  still persist; to implore you not to trouble our peace。 Monsieur; at
  this moment my daughter barks like a dog; day and night。〃
  〃Is she insane?〃 asked Godefroid。
  〃Her mind is sound; she is a saint;〃 replied the old man。 〃You will
  presently think I am mad when I tell you all。 Monsieur; my only child;
  my daughter was born of a mother in excellent health。 I never in my
  life loved but one woman; the one I married。 I married the daughter of
  one of the bravest colonels of the Imperial guard; Tarlowski; a Pole;
  formerly on the staff of the Emperor。 The functions that I exercised
  in my high position demanded the utmost purity of life and morals; but
  I have never had room in my heart for many feelings; and I faithfully
  loved my wife; who deserved such love。 I am a father in like manner as
  I was a husband; and that is telling you all in one word。 My daughter
  never left her mother; no child has ever lived more chastely; more
  truly a Christian life than my dear daughter。 She was born more than
  pretty; she was born most beautiful; and her husband; a young man of
  whose morals I was absolutely sure;he was the son of a friend of
  mine; the judge of one of the Royal courts;did not in any way
  contribute to my daughter's illness。〃
  Godefroid and Monsieur Bernard made an involuntary pause; and looked
  at each other。
  〃Marriage; as you know; sometimes changes a young woman greatly;〃
  resumed the old man。 〃The first pregnancy passed well and produced a
  son; my grandson; who now lives with us; the last scion of two
  families。 The second pregnancy was accompanied by such extraordinary
  symptoms that the physicians; much astonished; attributed them to the
  caprice of phenomena which sometimes manifest themselves in this
  state; and are recorded by physicians in the annals of science。 My
  daughter gave birth to a dead child; in fact; it was twisted and
  smothered by internal movements。 The disease had begun; the pregnancy
  counted for nothing。 Perhaps you are a student of medicine?〃
  Godefroid made a sign which answered as well for affirmation as for
  negation。
  〃After this terrible confinement;〃 resumed Monsieur Bernard;〃so
  terrible and laborious that it made a violent impression on my son…in…
  law and began the mortal melancholy of which he died;my daughter;
  two or three months later; complained of a general weakness affecting;
  particularly; her feet; which she declared felt like cottonwood。 This
  debility changed to paralysis;and what a paralysis! My daughter's
  feet and legs can be bent or twisted in any way and she does not feel
  it。 The limbs are there; apparently without blood or muscles or bones。
  This affection; which is not connected with anything known to science;
  spread to the arms and hands; and we then supposed it to be a disease
  of the spinal cord。 Doctors and remedies only made matters worse until
  at last my poor daughter could not be moved without dislocating either
  the shoulders; the arms; or the knees。 I kept an admirable surgeon
  almost constantly in the house; who; with the doctor; or doctors (for
  many came out of interest in the case); replaced the dislocated limbs;
  sometimes; would you believe it monsieur? three and four times a
  day! Ah!This disease has so many forms that I forgot to tell you
  that during the first period of weakness; before the paralysis began;
  the strangest signs of catalepsy appearedyou know what catalepsy is。
  She remained for days with her eyes wide open; motionless; in whatever
  position she was when the attack seized her。 The worst symptoms of
  that strange affection were shown; even those of lockjaw。 This phase
  of her illness suggested to me the idea of employing magnetism; and I
  was about to do so when the paralysis began。 My daughter; monsieur;
  has a miraculous clear…sightedness; her soul has been the theatre of
  all the wonders of somnambulism; just as her body has been that of all
  diseases。〃
  Godefroid began to ask himself if the old man were really sane。
  〃So that I;〃 continued Monsieur Bernard paying no attention to the
  expression in Godefroid's eyes; 〃even I; a child of the eighteenth
  century; fed on Voltaire; Diderot; Helvetius;I; a son of the
  Revolution; who scoff at all that antiquity and the middle…ages tell
  us of demoniacal possession;well; monsieur; I affirm that nothing
  but such possession can explain the condition of my child。 As a
  somnambulist she has never been able to tell us the cause of her
  sufferings; she has never perceived it; and all the remedies she has
  proposed when in that state; though carefully carried out; have done
  her no good。 For instance; she wished to be wrapped in the carcass of
  a freshly killed pig; then she ordered us to run the sharp points of
  ret…hot magnets into her legs; and to put hot sealing…wax on her
  spine〃
  Godefroid looked at him in amazement。
  〃And then! what endless other troubles; monsieur! her teeth fell out;
  she became deaf; then dumb; and then; after six months of absolute
  dumbness; utter deafness; speech and hearing have returned to her! She
  recovered; just as capriciously as she had lost; the use of her hands。
  But her feet have continued in the same hapless condition for the last
  seven years。 She has shown marked and well…characterized symptoms of
  hydrophobia。 Not only does the sight of water; the sound of water; the
  presence of a glass or a cup fling her at times into a state of fury;
  but she barks like a dog; that melancholy bark; or rather howl; a dog
  utters when he hears an organ。 Several times we have thought her
  dying; and the priests had administered the last sacraments; but she
  has always returned to life to suffer with her full reason and the
  most absolute clearness of mind; for her faculties of heart and soul
  are still untouched。 Though she has lived; monsieur; she has caused
  the deaths of her mother and her husband; who have not been able to
  endure the suffering of such scenes。 Alas! monsieur; those distressing
  scenes are becoming worse。 All the natural functions are perverted;
  the Faculty alone can explain the strange aberration of the organs。
  She was in this state when I brought her from the provinces to Paris
  in 1829; because the two or three distinguished doctors to whom I
  wrote; Desplein; Bianchon; and Haudry; thought from my letters that I
  was telling them fables。 Magnetism was then energetically denied by
  all the schools of medicine; and without saying that they doubted
  either my word or that of the provincial doctors; they said we could
  not have observed thoroughly; or else we had been misled by the
  exaggeration which patients are apt to indulge in。 But they were
  forced to change their minds when they saw my daughter; and it is to
  the phenomena they then observed that the great researches made in
  these latter days are owing; for I must tell you that they class my
  daughter's singular state as a form of neurosis。 At the last
  consultation of these gentlemen they decided to stop all medicines; to
  let nature alone and study it。 Since then I have had but one doctor;
  and he is the doctor who attends the poor of this quarter。 We do
  nothing for her now but alleviate pain; for we know not the cause of
  it。〃
  Here the old man stopped as if overcome with his harrowing confidence。
  〃For the last five years;〃 he continued; 〃my daughter alternates
  between revivals and relapses; but no new phenomena have appeared。 She
  suffers more or less from the varied nervous attacks I have briefly
  described to you; but the paralysis of the legs and the derangement of
  the natural functions are constant。 The poverty into which we fell;
  and which alas! is only increasing; obliged me to leave the rooms that
  I took; in 1829; in the faubourg du Roule。 My daughter cannot endure
  the fatigue of moving; I came near losing her when I brought her to
  Paris; and again when I removed her to this house。 Here my worst
  financial misfortunes have come upon me。 After thirty years in the
  public service I was made to wait four years before my pension was
  granted。 I have only received it during the last six months and even
  then the new government has sternly cut it down to the minimum。〃
  Godefroid made a gesture of surprise which seemed to ask for a more
  complete confidence。 The old man so understood it; for he answered
  immediately; casting a reproachful glance to heaven:
  〃I am one of the tho