第 28 节
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impossible。 Consequently; the only societies which actually exist are
those of religious bodies; against whom a heavy war is being made at
this moment; for the natural tendency of sick persons is to quarrel
with remedies and often with physicians。 France ignores self…
abnegation。 Therefore; no association can live except through
religious sentiment; the only sentiment that quells the rebellions of
mind; the calculations of ambition; and greeds of all kinds。 The
seekers of better worlds ignore the fact that ASSOCIATION has such
worlds to offer。
As he walked through the streets Godefroid felt himself another man。
Whoever could have looked into his being would have admired the
curious phenomenon of the communication of collective power。 He was no
longer a mere man; he was a tenfold force; knowing himself the
representative of persons whose united forces upheld his actions and
walked beside him。 Bearing that power in his heart; he felt within him
a plenitude of life; a noble might; which uplifted him。 It was; as he
afterwards said; one of the finest moments of his whole existence; he
was conscious of a new sense; an omnipotence more sure than that of
despots。 Moral power is; like thought; limitless。
〃To live for others;〃 he thought; 〃to act with others; all as one; and
act alone as all together; to have for leader Charity; the noblest;
the most living of those ideal figures Christianity has made for us;
this is indeed to live!Come; come; repress that petty joy; which
father Alain laughed at。 And yet; how singular it is that in seeking
to set myself aside from life I have found the power I have sought so
long! Yes; the world of misery will belong to me!〃
XII
A CASE TO INVESTIGATE
Godefroid walked from the cloister of Notre…Dame to the avenue de
l'Observatoire in such a state of exaltation that he never noticed the
length of the way。
When he reached the rue Notre…Dame des Champs at the point where it
joins the rue de l'Ouest he was amazed to find (neither of these
streets being paved at the time of which we write) great mud…holes in
that fine open quarter。 Persons walked on planks laid down beside the
houses and along the marshy gardens; or on narrow paths flanked on
each side by stagnant water which sometimes turned them into rivulets。
By dint of searching he found the house he wanted; but he did not
reach it without difficulty。 It was evidently an abandoned factory。
The building was narrow and the side of it was a long wall with many
windows and no architectural decoration whatever。 None of these
windows; which were square; were on the lower floor; where there was
no opening but a very miserable entrance…door。
Godefroid supposed that the proprietor had turned the building into a
number of small tenements to make it profitable; for a written placard
above the door stated that there were 〃Several rooms to let。〃
Godefroid rang; but no one came。 While he was waiting; a person who
went by pointed out to him that the house had another entrance on the
boulevard where he might get admittance。
Godefroid followed this advice and saw at the farther end of a little
garden which extended along the boulevard a second door to the house。
The garden; rather ill…kept; sloped downward; for there was enough
difference in level between the boulevard and the rue Notre…Dame des
Champs to make it a sort of ditch。 Godefroid therefore walked along
one of the paths; at the end of which he saw an old woman whose
dilapidated garments were in keeping with the house。
〃Was it you who rang at the other door?〃 she asked。
〃Yes; madame。 Do you show the lodgings?〃
On the woman's replying that she did; Godefroid inquired if the other
lodgers were quiet persons; his occupations; he said; were such that
he needed silence and peace; he was a bachelor and would be glad to
arrange with the portress to do his housekeeping。
On this suggestion the portress assumed a gracious manner。
〃Monsieur has fallen on his feet in coming here; then;〃 she said;
〃except on the Chaumiere days the boulevard is as lonely as the
Pontine marshes。〃
〃Ah! you know the Pontine marshes?〃 said Godefroid。
〃No; monsieur; I don't; but I've got an old gentleman upstairs whose
daughter seems to get her living by being ill; and he says that; I
only repeat it。 The poor old man will be glad to know that monsieur
likes quiet; for a noisy neighbor; he thinks; would kill his daughter。
On the second floor we have two writers; they don't come in till
midnight; and are off before eight in the morning。 They say they are
authors; but I don't know where or when they write。〃
While speaking; the portress was showing Godefroid up one of those
horrible stairways of brick and wood so ill put together that it is
hard to tell whether the wood is trying to get rid of the bricks or
the bricks are trying to get away from the wood; the gaps between them
were partly filled up by what was dust in summer and mud in winter。
The walls; of cracked and broken plaster; presented to the eye more
inscriptions than the Academy of Belles…lettres has yet composed。 The
portress stopped on the first landing。
〃Here; monsieur; are two rooms adjoining each other and every clean;
which open opposite to those of Monsieur Bernard; that's the old
gentleman I told you of;quite a proper person。 He is decorated; but
it seems he has had misfortunes; for he never wears his ribbon。 They
formerly had a servant from the provinces; but they sent him away
about three years ago; and now the young son of the lady does
everything; housework and all。〃
Godefroid made a gesture。
〃Oh!〃 cried the Portress; 〃don't you be afraid; they won't say
anything to you; they never speak to any one。 They came here after the
Revolution of July; in 1830。 I think they're provincial folk ruined by
the change of government; they are proud; I tell you! and dumb as
fishes。 For three years; monsieur; I declare they have not let me do
the smallest thing for them for fear they should have to pay for it。 A
hundred sous on New Year's day; that's all I get out of them。 Talk to
me of authors; indeed!〃
This gossip made Godefroid hope he should get some assistance out of
the woman; who presently said; while praising the healthfulness of the
two rooms she offered him; that she was not a portress; but the
confidential agent of the proprietor; for whom she managed many of the
affairs of the house。
〃You may have confidence in me; monsieur; that you may! Madame
Vauthier; it is well known; would rather have nothing than a single
penny that ought to go to others。〃
'A Vauthier was one of the accomplices of Bryond in the trial!JB。'
Madame Vauthier soon came to terms with Godefroid who would not take
the rooms unless he could have them by the single month and furnished。
These miserable rooms of students and unlucky authors were rented
furnished or unfurnished as the case might be。 The vast garret which
extended over the whole building was filled with such furniture。 But
Monsieur Bernard; she said; had furnished his own rooms。
In making Madame Vauthier talk; Godefroid discovered she had intended
to keep boarders in the building; but for the last five years had not
obtained a single lodger of that description。 She lived herself on the
ground…floor facing towards the boulevard; and looked after the whole
house; by the help of a huge mastiff; a stout servant…girl; and a lad
who blacked the boots; took care of the rooms; and did the errands。
These two servants were; like herself; in keeping with the poverty of
the house; that of the tenants; and the wild and tangled look of the
garden。 Both were children abandoned by their parents to whom the
widow gave food for wages;and what food! The lad; whom Godefroid
caught a glimpse of; wore a ragged blouse and list slippers instead of
shoes; and sabots when he went out。 With his tousled head; looking
like a sparrow when it takes a bath; and his black hands; he went to
measure wood at a wood…yard on the boulevard as soon as he had
finished the morning work of the house; and after his day's labor
(which ends in wood…yards at half…past four in the afternoon) he
returned to his domestic avocations。 He went to the fountain of the
Observatoire for the water used in the house; which the widow supplied
to the tenants; together with bundles of kindling; sawed and tied up
by him。
Nepomucene; such was the name of the widow Vauthier's slave; brought
the daily journal to his mistress。 In summer the poor forsaken lad was
a waiter in the wine…shops at the barrier; and then his mistress
dressed him properly。
As for the stout girl; she cooked under direction of the widow; and
helped her in another department of industry during the rest of the
day; for Madame Vauthier had a business;she made list shoes; which
were bought and sold by pedlers。
Godefroid learned all these details in about an hour's time; for the
widow took him everywhere; and showed him the whole building;
explaining its transformation into a dwelling。 Until 1828 it had been
a nursery for silk…worms; less for the silk than to obtain what they
call the eggs。 Eleven acres planted with mulberries on the plain of
Montrouge; and three