第 26 节
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  spotless and without reproach; whose motherhood knew only grief; whose
  married love knew only bitterness; on whom life smiled for a brief
  time only; but for whom heaven reserves a palm; the reward of
  resignation and of loving…kindness under sorrow。 Ah! does she not even
  triumph over Job in never murmuring? Can you wonder that her words are
  so powerful; her old age so young; her soul so communicative; her
  glance so convincing? She has obtained extraordinary powers in dealing
  with sufferers; for she has suffered all things。〃
  〃She is the living image of Charity!〃 cried Godefroid; fervently。 〃Can
  I ever be one of you?〃
  〃You must first endure the tests; and above all BELIEVE!〃 said the old
  man; gently。 〃So long as you have no faith; so long as you have not
  absorbed into your heart and mind the divine meaning of Saint Paul's
  epistle upon Charity; you cannot share our work。〃
  SECOND EPISODE
  THE INITIATE
  XI
  THE POLICE OF THE GOOD GOD
  Like evil; good is contagious。 Therefore when Madame de la Chanterie's
  lodger had lived in that old and silent house for some months after
  the worthy Alain's last confidence; which gave him the deepest respect
  for the religious lives of those among whom his was cast; he
  experienced that well…being of the soul which comes of a regulated
  existence; gentle customs; and harmony of nature in those who surround
  us。 At the end of four months; during which time Godefroid heard
  neither a loud voice nor an argument; he could not remember that he
  had ever been; if not as happy; at least as tranquil and contented。 He
  now judged soundly of the world; seeing it from afar。 At last; the
  desire he had felt for months to be a sharer in the work of these
  mysterious persons became a passion。 Without being great philosophers
  we can all understand the force which passions acquire in solitude。
  Thus it happened that one daya day made solemn by the power of the
  spirit within himGodefroid again went up to see the good old Alain;
  him whom Madame de la Chanterie called her 〃lamb;〃 the member of the
  community who seemed to Godefroid the least imposing; the most
  approachable member of the fraternity; intending to obtain from him
  some definite light on the conditions of the sacred work to which
  these brothers of God were dedicated。 The allusions made to a period
  of trial seemed to imply an initiation; which he was now desirous of
  receiving。 His curiosity had not been satisfied by what the venerable
  old man had already told him as to the causes which led to the work of
  Madame de la Chanterie; he wanted to know more。
  For the third time Godefroid entered Monsieur Alain's room; just as
  the old man was beginning his evening reading of the 〃Imitation of
  Jesus Christ。〃 This time the kindly soul did not restrain a smile when
  he saw the young man; and he said at once; without allowing Godefroid
  to speak:
  〃Why do you come to me; my dear boy; why not go to Madame? I am the
  most ignorant; the most imperfect; the least spiritual of our number。
  For the last three days;〃 he added; with a shrewd little glance;
  〃Madame and my other friends have read your heart。〃
  〃What have they read there?〃 asked Godefroid。
  〃Ah!〃 replied the goodman; without evasion; 〃they see in you a rather
  artless desire to belong to our little flock。 But this sentiment is
  not yet an ardent vocation。 Yes;〃 he continued; replying to a gesture
  of Godefroid's; 〃you have more curiosity than fervor。 You are not yet
  so detached from your old ideas that you do not look forward to
  something adventurous; romantic; as they say; in the incidents of our
  life。〃
  Godefroid could not keep himself from blushing。
  〃You see a likeness between our occupations and those of the caliphs
  of the 'Arabian Nights;' and you are thinking about the satisfaction
  you will have in playing the part of the good genii in the tales of
  benevolence you are inventing。 Ah; my dear boy! that shame…faced laugh
  of yours proves to me that we were quite right in that conjecture。 How
  do you expect to conceal any feeling from persons whose business it is
  to divine the most hidden motion of souls; the tricks of poverty; the
  calculations of indigence;honest spies; the police of the good God;
  old judges; whose code contains nothing but absolutions; doctors of
  suffering; whose only remedy is oftentimes the wise application of
  money? But; you see; my child; we don't wish to quarrel with the
  motives which bring us a neophyte; provided he will really stay and
  become a brother of the order。 We shall judge you by your work。 There
  are two kinds of curiosity;that of good and that of evil; just at
  this moment you have that of good。 If you should work in our vineyard;
  the juice of our grapes will make you perpetually thirsty for the
  divine fruit。 The initiation is; as in that of all natural knowledge;
  easy in appearance; difficult in reality。 Benevolence is like poesy;
  nothing is easier than to catch the appearance of it。 But here; as in
  Parnassus; nothing contents us but perfection。 To become one to us;
  you must acquire a great knowledge of life。 And what a life;good
  God! Parisian life; which defies the sagacity of the minister of
  police and all his agents! We have to circumvent the perpetual
  conspiracy of Evil; master it in all its forms; while it changes so
  often as to seem infinite。 Charity in Paris must know as much as vice;
  just as a policeman must know all the tricks of thieves。 We must each
  be frank and each distrustful; we must have quick perception and a
  sure and rapid judgment。 And then; my child; we are old and getting
  older; but we are so content with the results we have now obtained;
  that we do not want to die without leaving successors in the work。 If
  you persist in your desire; you will be our first pupil; and all the
  dearer to us on that account。 There is no risk for us; because God
  brought you to us。 Yours is a good nature soured; since you have been
  here the evil leaven has weakened。 The divine nature of Madame has
  acted upon yours。 Yesterday we took counsel together; and inasmuch as
  I have your confidence; my good brothers resolved to give me to you as
  guardian and teacher。 Does that please you?〃
  〃Ah! my kind Monsieur Alain; your eloquence awakens〃
  〃No; my child; it is not I who speak well; it is things that are
  eloquent。 We can be sure of being great; even sublime; in obeying God;
  in imitating Jesus Christ;imitating him; I mean; as much as men are
  able to do so; aided by faith。〃
  〃This moment; then; decides my life!〃 cried Godefroid。 〃I feel within
  me the fervor of a neophyte; I wish to spend my life in doing good。〃
  〃That is the secret of remaining in God;〃 replied Alain。 〃Have you
  studied our motto;/Transire benefaciendo/? /Transire/ means to go
  beyond this world; leaving benefits on our way。〃
  〃Yes; I have understood it; I have put the motto of the order before
  my bed。〃
  〃That is well; it is a trifling action; but it counts for much in my
  eyes。 And now I have your first affair; your first duel with misery;
  prepared for you; I'll put your foot in the stirrup。 We are about to
  part。 Yes; I myself am detached from the convent; to live for a time
  in the crater of a volcano。 I am to be a clerk in a great manufactory;
  where the workmen are infected with communistic doctrines; and dream
  of social destruction; the abolishment of masters;not knowing that
  that would be the death of industry; of commerce; of manufactures。 I
  shall stay there goodness knows how long;perhaps a year;keeping
  the books and paying the wages。 This will give me an entrance into a
  hundred or a hundred and twenty homes of working…men; misled; no
  doubt; by poverty; even before the pamphlets of the day misled them。
  But you and I can see each other on Sundays and fete…days。 We shall be
  in the same quarter; and if you come to the church of Saint…Jacques du
  Haut…Pas; you will find me there any day at half…past seven; when I
  hear mass。 If you meet me elsewhere don't recognize me; unless you see
  me rub my hands like a man who is pleased at something。 That is one of
  our signs。 We have a language of signs; like the deaf and dumb; you'll
  soon find out the absolute necessity of it。〃
  Godefroid made a gesture which the goodman Alain interpreted; for he
  laughed; and immediately went on to say:
  〃Now for your affair。 We do not practise either the benevolence or the
  philanthropy that you know about; which are really divided into
  several branches; all taken advantage of by sharpers in charity as a
  business。 We practise charity as our great and sublime Saint Paul
  defines it; for; my dear lad; we think that charity; and charity
  alone; which is Love; can heal the wounds of Paris。 In our eyes;
  misery; of whatever kind; poverty; suffering; misfortune; grief; evil;
  no matter how produced; or in what social class they show themselves;
  have equal rights。 Whatever his opinions or beliefs; an unhappy man
  is; before all else; an unhappy man; and we ought not to attempt to
  turn his face to our holy mother Church until we have saved him from
  despair or hunger。 Moreover; we ought to convert him to goodness more
  by example and by gentleness than by any other means; and we believe
  that God will specially help us in