第 15 节
作者:摄氏0度      更新:2021-02-20 15:48      字数:9322
  〃Ah! you want to know everything;〃 said the old man。 〃No; no! Would
  you believe it;〃 he continued after this interruption; 〃the smallness
  of my means to do the work I now desired to do brought back the
  thought of Mongenod。 'If it were not for Mongenod;' I kept saying to
  myself; 'I could do so much more。 If a dishonest man had not deprived
  me of fifteen hundred francs a year I could save this or that poor
  family。' Excusing my own impotence by accusing another; I felt that
  the miseries of those to whom I could offer nothing but words of
  consolation were a curse upon Mongenod。 That thought soothed my heart。
  One morning; in January; 1816; my housekeeper announced;whom do you
  suppose?Mongenod! Monsieur Mongenod! And whom do you think I saw
  enter my room? The beautiful young woman I had once seen;only now
  she was thirty…six years old;followed by her three children and
  Mongenod。 He looked younger than when he went away; for prosperity and
  happiness do shed a halo round their favorites。 Thin; pale; yellow;
  shrivelled; when I last saw him; he was now plump; sleek; rosy as a
  prebendary; and well dressed。 He flung himself into my arms。 Feeling;
  perhaps; that I received him coldly; his first words were: 'Friend; I
  could not come sooner。 The ocean was not free to passenger ships till
  1815; then it took me a year to close up my business and realize my
  property。 I have succeeded; my friend。 When I received your letter in
  1806; I started in a Dutch vessel to bring you myself a little
  fortune; but the union of Holland with the French Empire caused the
  vessel to be taken by the English and sent to Jamaica; from which
  island I escaped by mere chance。 When I reached New York I found I was
  a victim to the bankruptcy of others。 In my absence my poor Charlotte
  had not been able to protect herself against schemers。 I was therefore
  forced to build up once more the edifice of my fortunes。 However; it
  is all done now; and here we are。 By the way those children are
  looking at you; you must be aware that we have often talked to them of
  their father's benefactor。' 'Oh; yes; yes; monsieur!' said the
  beautiful Mongenod; 'we have never passed a single day without
  remembering you。 Your share has been set aside in all our affairs。 We
  have looked forward eagerly to the happiness we now have in returning
  to you your fortune; not thinking for a moment that the payment of
  these just dues can ever wipe out our debt of gratitude。' With those
  words Madame Mongenod held out to me that magnificent box you see over
  there; in which were one hundred and fifty notes of a thousand francs
  each。〃
  The old man paused an instant as if to dwell on that moment; then he
  went on:
  〃Mongenod looked at me fixedly and said: 'My poor Alain; you have
  suffered; I know; but we did divine your sufferings; we did try every
  means to send the money to you; and failed in every attempt。 You told
  me you could not marry;that I had prevented it。 But here is our
  eldest daughter; she has been brought up in the thought of becoming
  your wife; and she will have a dowry of five hundred thousand francs。'
  'God forbid that I should make her miserable!' I cried hastily;
  looking at the girl; who was as beautiful as her mother when I first
  saw her。 I drew her to me to kiss her brow。 'Don't be afraid; my
  beautiful child!' I said。 'A man of fifty to a girl of seventeen?
  never! and a man as plain and ugly as I am?never!' I cried。
  'Monsieur;' she said; 'my father's benefactor could not be ugly for
  me。' Those words; said spontaneously; with simple candor; made me
  understand how true was all that Mongenod had said。 I then gave him my
  hand; and we embraced each other again。 'My friend;' I said; 'I have
  done you wrong。 I have often accused you; cursed you。' 'You had the
  right to do so; Alain;' he replied; blushing; 'you suffered; and
  through me。' I took Mongenod's note from my desk and returned it to
  him。 'You will all stay and breakfast with me; I hope?' I said to the
  family。 'On condition that you dine with us;' said Mongenod。 'We
  arrived yesterday。 We are going to buy a house; and I mean to open a
  banking business between Paris and North America; so as to leave it to
  this fellow here;' he added; showing me his eldest son; who was
  fifteen years old。 We spent the rest of the day together and went to
  the play; for Mongenod and his family were actually hungry for the
  theatre。 The next morning I placed the whole sum in the Funds; and I
  now had in all about fifteen thousand francs a year。 This fortune
  enabled me to give up book…keeping at night; and also to resign my
  place at the Mont…de…piete; to the great satisfaction of the underling
  who stepped into my shoes。 My friend died in 1827; at the age of
  sixty…three; after founding the great banking…house of Mongenod and
  Company; which made enormous profits from the first loans under the
  Restoration。 His daughter; to whom he subsequently gave a million in
  dowry; married the Vicomte de Fontaine。 The eldest son; whom you know;
  is not yet married; he lives with his mother and brother。 We obtain
  from them all the sums we need。 Frederic (his father gave him my name
  in America);Frederic Mongenod is; at thirty…seven years of age; one
  of the ablest; and most upright; bankers in Paris。 Not very long ago
  Madame Mongenod admitted to me that she had sold her hair; as I
  suspected; for twelve francs to buy bread。 She gives me now twenty…
  four cords of wood a year for my poor people; in exchange for the half
  cord which I once sent her。〃
  〃This explains to me your relations with the house of Mongenod;〃 said
  Godefroid;〃and your fortune。〃
  Again the goodman looked at Godefroid with a smile; and the same
  expression of kindly mischief。
  〃Oh; go on!〃 said Godefroid; seeing from his manner that he had more
  to tell。
  〃This conclusion; my dear Godefroid; made the deepest impression on
  me。 If the man who had suffered so much; if my friend forgave my
  injustice; I could not forgive myself。〃
  〃Oh!〃 ejaculated Godefroid。
  〃I resolved to devote all my superfluous meansabout ten thousand
  francs a yearto acts of intelligent benevolence;〃 continued Monsieur
  Alain; tranquilly。 〃About this time it was that I made the
  acquaintance of a judge of the Lower Civil Court of the Seine named
  Popinot; whom we had the great grief of losing three years ago; and
  who practised for fifteen years an active and most intelligent charity
  in the quartier Saint…Marcel。 It was he; with the venerable vicar of
  Notre…Dame and Madame; who first thought of founding the work in which
  we are now co…operating; and which; since 1825; has quietly done much
  good。 This work has found its soul in Madame de la Chanterie; for she
  is truly the inspiration of this enterprise。 The vicar has known how
  to make us more religious than we were at first; by showing us the
  necessity of being virtuous ourselves in order to inspire virtue; in
  short; to preach by example。 The farther we have advanced in our work;
  the happier we have mutually found ourselves。 And so; you see; it
  really was the repentance I felt for misconceiving the heart of my
  friend which gave me the idea of devoting to the poor; through my own
  hands; the fortune he returned to me; and which I accepted without
  objecting to the immensity of the sum returned in proportion to the
  sum lent。 Its destination justified my taking it。〃
  This narration; made quietly; without assumption; but with a gentle
  kindliness in accent; look; and gesture; would have inspired Godefroid
  to enter this noble and sacred association if his resolution had not
  already been taken。
  〃You know the world very little;〃 he said; 〃if you have such scruples
  about a matter that would not weigh on any other man's conscience。〃
  〃I know only the unfortunate;〃 said Monsieur Alain。 〃I do not desire
  to know a world in which men are so little afraid of judging one
  another。 But see! it is almost midnight; and I still have my chapter
  of the 'Imitation of Jesus Christ' to meditate upon! Good…night!〃
  Godefroid took the old man's hand and pressed it; with an expression
  of admiration。
  〃Can you tell me Madame de la Chanterie's history?〃
  〃Impossible; without her consent;〃 replied Monsieur Alain; 〃for it is
  connected with one of the most terrible events of Imperial policy。 It
  was through my friend Bordin that I first knew Madame。 He had in his
  possession all the secrets of that noble life; it was he who; if I may
  say so; led me to this house。〃
  〃I thank you;〃 said Godefroid; 〃for having told me your life; there
  are many lessons in it for me。〃
  〃Do you know what is the moral of it?〃
  〃Tell me;〃 said Godefroid; 〃for perhaps I may see something different
  in it from what you see。〃
  〃Well; it is this: that pleasure is an accident in a Christian's life;
  it is not the aim of it; and this we learn too late。〃
  〃What happens when we turn to Christianity?〃 asked Godefroid。
  〃See!〃 said the goodman。
  He pointed with his finger to some letters of gold on a black ground
  which the new lodger had not observed; for this was the first time he
  had ever been in Monsieur Alain's room。 Godefroid turned and read the
  words: TRANSIRE BENEFACIENDO。
  〃That is our motto。 If you become one of us; that will be your on