第 11 节
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within her walls? Did Saint Vincent de Paul need the spur of remorse
or wounded vanity to make him devote himself to outcast children?〃
〃You close my mouth; for if ever a soul resembled that of the
Christian hero; it is yours;〃 said Godefroid。
In spite of the hardness which age had given to the wrinkled yellow
skin of his face; the old man blushed; for he seemed to have provoked
that comparison; though any one who knew his modesty would have been
certain he never dreamed of it。 Godefroid was aware by this time that
Madame de la Chanterie's inmates had no taste for that sort of
incense。 Nevertheless; the extreme simplicity of the good old soul was
more disturbed by this idea than a young girl would have been by an
improper thought。
〃Though I am very far indeed from Saint Vincent de Paul morally;〃 said
Monsieur Alain; 〃I think I do resemble him physically。〃
Godefroid was about to speak; but was stopped by a gesture of the old
man; whose nose; it must be owned; had the tuberous appearance of that
of the Saint; and whose face; a good deal like that of an old vine…
dresser; was an exact duplicate of the broad; common face of the
founder of Foundling hospitals。
〃As for me; you are right enough;〃 he went on; 〃my vocation for our
work was brought about by repentance; as the result of afolly。〃
〃A folly;you!〃 Godefroid exclaimed softly; the word entirely putting
out of his head what he meant to say。
〃Ah! dear me; what I am going to tell you will seem; I dare say; a
trifle to you;a mere bit of nonsense; but before the tribunal of
conscience it was another thing。 If you persist in wishing to share
our work after hearing what I shall tell you; you will understand that
the power of a sentiment is according to the nature of souls; and that
a matter which would not in the least trouble a strong mind may very
well torment the conscience of a weak Christian。〃
After a preface of this kind; the curiosity of the disciple of course
knew no bounds。 What could be the crime of the worthy soul whom Madame
de la Chanterie called her /paschal lamb/? The thought crossed
Godefroid's mind that a book might be written on it; called 〃The Sins
of a Sheep。〃 Sheep are sometimes quite ferocious towards grass and
flowers。 One of the tenderest republicans of those days was heard to
assert that the best of human beings was cruel to something。 But the
kindly Alain!he; who like my uncle Toby; wouldn't crush a gnat till
it had stung him twenty times;that sweet soul to have been tortured
by repentance!
This reflection in Godefroid's mind filled the pause made by the old
man after saying; 〃Now listen to me!〃a pause he filled himself by
pushing his cushion under Godefroid's feet to share it with him。
〃I was then about thirty years of age;〃 he said。 〃It was the year '98;
if I remember right;a period when young men were forced to have the
experience of men of sixty。 One morning; a little before my breakfast
hour; which was nine o'clock; my old housekeeper ushered in one of the
few friends remaining to me after the Revolution。 My first word was to
ask him to breakfast。 My friendhis name was Mongenod; a fellow about
twenty…eight years of ageaccepted; but he did so in an awkward
manner。 I had not seen him since 1793!〃
〃Mongenod!〃 cried Godefroid; 〃why; that is〃
〃If you want to know the end before the beginning; how am I to tell
you my history?〃 said the old man; smiling。
Godefroid made a sign which promised absolute silence。
〃When Mongenod sat down;〃 continued Monsieur Alain; 〃I noticed that
his shoes were worn out。 His stockings had been washed so often that
it was difficult to say if they were silk or not。 His breeches; of
apricot…colored cassimere; were so old that the color had disappeared
in spots; and the buckles; instead of being of steel; seemed to me to
be made of common iron。 His white; flowered waistcoat; now yellow from
long wearing; also his shirt; the frill of which was frayed; betrayed
a horrible yet decent poverty。 A mere glance at his coat was enough to
convince me that my friend had fallen into dire distress。 That coat
was nut…brown in color; threadbare at the seams; carefully brushed;
though the collar was greasy from pomade or powder; and had the white
metal buttons now copper…colored。 The whole was so shabby that I tried
not to look at it。 The hatan opera hat of a kind we then carried
under the arm; and not on the headhad seen many governments。
Nevertheless; my poor friend must have spent a few sous at the
barber's; for he was neatly shaved; and his hair; gathered behind his
head with a comb and powdered carefully; smelt of pomade。 I saw two
chains hanging down on his breeches;two rusty steel chains;but no
appearance of a watch in his pocket。 I tell you all these details; as
they come to me;〃 said Monsieur Alain; 〃I seldom think of this matter
now; but when I do; all the particulars come vividly before me。〃
He paused a moment and then resumed:
〃It was winter; and Mongenod evidently had no cloak; for I noticed
that several lumps of snow; which must have dropped from the roofs as
he walked along; were sticking to the collar of his coat。 When he took
off his rabbit…skin gloves; and I saw his right hand; I noticed the
signs of labor; and toilsome labor; too。 Now his father; the advocate
of the Grand Council; had left him some property;about five or six
thousand francs a year。 I saw at once that he had come to me to borrow
money。 I had; in a secret hiding…place; two hundred louis d'or;an
enormous hoard at that time; for they were worth I couldn't now tell
you how many hundred thousand francs in assignats。 Mongenod and I had
studied at the same collage;that of Grassins;and we had met again
in the same law…office;that of Bordin;a truly honest man。 When you
have spent your boyhood and played your youthful pranks with the same
comrade; the sympathy between you and him has something sacred about
it; his voice; his glance; stir certain chords in your heart which
only vibrate under the memories that he brings back。 Even if you have
had cause of complaint against such a comrade; the rights of the
friendship between you can never be effaced。 But there had never been
the slightest jar between us two。 At the death of his father; in 1787;
Mongenod was left richer than I。 Though I had never borrowed money
from him; I owed him pleasures which my father's economy denied me。
Without my generous comrade I should never had seen the first
representation of the 'Marriage of Figaro。' Mongenod was what was
called in those days a charming cavalier; he was very gallant。
Sometimes I blamed him for his facile way of making intimacies and his
too great amiability。 His purse opened freely; he lived in a free…
handed way; he would serve a man as second having only seen him twice。
Good God! how you send me back to the days and the ways of my youth!〃
said the worthy man; with his cheery smile。
〃Are you sorry?〃 said Godefroid。
〃Oh; no! and you can judge by the minuteness with which I am telling
you all this how great a place this event has held in my life。
〃Mongenod; endowed with an excellent heart and fine courage; a trifle
Voltairean; was inclined to play the nobleman;〃 went on Monsieur
Alain。 〃His education at Grassins; where there were many young nobles;
and his various gallantries; had given him the polished manners and
ways of people of condition; who were then called aristocrats。 You can
therefore imagine how great was my surprise to see such symptoms of
poverty in the young and elegant Mongenod of 1787 when my eyes left
his face and rested on his garments。 But as; at that unhappy period of
our history; some persons assumed a shabby exterior for safety; and as
he might have had some other and sufficient reasons for disguising
himself; I awaited an explanation; although I opened the way to it。
'What a plight you are in; my dear Mongenod!' I said; accepting the
pinch of snuff he offered me from a copper and zinc snuff…box。 'Sad
indeed!' he answered; 'I have but one friend left; and that is you。 I
have done all I could to avoid appealing to you; but I must ask you
for a hundred louis。 The sum is large; I know;' he went on; seeing my
surprise; 'but if you gave me fifty I should be unable ever to return
them; whereas with one hundred I can seek my fortune in better ways;
despair will inspire me to find them。' 'Then you have nothing?' I
exclaimed。 'I have;' he said; brushing away a tear; 'five sous left of
my last piece of money。 To come here to you I have had my boots
blacked and my face shaved。 I possess what I have on my back。 But;' he
added; with a gesture; 'I owe my landlady a thousand francs in
assignats; and the man I buy cold victuals from refused me credit
yesterday。 I am absolutely without resources。' 'What do you think of
doing?' 'Enlisting as a soldier if you cannot help me。' 'You! a
soldier; Mongenod?' 'I will get myself killed; or I will be General
Mongenod。' 'Well;' I said; much moved; 'eat your breakfast in peace; I
have a hundred louis。'
〃At that point;〃 said the goodman; interrupting himself and looking at
Godefroid with a shrewd air; 〃I thought it best to tell him a bit of a
fib。〃
〃'That is all I possess