第 11 节
作者:摄氏0度      更新:2021-02-20 15:48      字数:9321
  within her walls? Did Saint Vincent de Paul need the spur of remorse
  or wounded vanity to make him devote himself to outcast children?〃
  〃You close my mouth; for if ever a soul resembled that of the
  Christian hero; it is yours;〃 said Godefroid。
  In spite of the hardness which age had given to the wrinkled yellow
  skin of his face; the old man blushed; for he seemed to have provoked
  that comparison; though any one who knew his modesty would have been
  certain he never dreamed of it。 Godefroid was aware by this time that
  Madame de la Chanterie's inmates had no taste for that sort of
  incense。 Nevertheless; the extreme simplicity of the good old soul was
  more disturbed by this idea than a young girl would have been by an
  improper thought。
  〃Though I am very far indeed from Saint Vincent de Paul morally;〃 said
  Monsieur Alain; 〃I think I do resemble him physically。〃
  Godefroid was about to speak; but was stopped by a gesture of the old
  man; whose nose; it must be owned; had the tuberous appearance of that
  of the Saint; and whose face; a good deal like that of an old vine…
  dresser; was an exact duplicate of the broad; common face of the
  founder of Foundling hospitals。
  〃As for me; you are right enough;〃 he went on; 〃my vocation for our
  work was brought about by repentance; as the result of afolly。〃
  〃A folly;you!〃 Godefroid exclaimed softly; the word entirely putting
  out of his head what he meant to say。
  〃Ah! dear me; what I am going to tell you will seem; I dare say; a
  trifle to you;a mere bit of nonsense; but before the tribunal of
  conscience it was another thing。 If you persist in wishing to share
  our work after hearing what I shall tell you; you will understand that
  the power of a sentiment is according to the nature of souls; and that
  a matter which would not in the least trouble a strong mind may very
  well torment the conscience of a weak Christian。〃
  After a preface of this kind; the curiosity of the disciple of course
  knew no bounds。 What could be the crime of the worthy soul whom Madame
  de la Chanterie called her /paschal lamb/? The thought crossed
  Godefroid's mind that a book might be written on it; called 〃The Sins
  of a Sheep。〃 Sheep are sometimes quite ferocious towards grass and
  flowers。 One of the tenderest republicans of those days was heard to
  assert that the best of human beings was cruel to something。 But the
  kindly Alain!he; who like my uncle Toby; wouldn't crush a gnat till
  it had stung him twenty times;that sweet soul to have been tortured
  by repentance!
  This reflection in Godefroid's mind filled the pause made by the old
  man after saying; 〃Now listen to me!〃a pause he filled himself by
  pushing his cushion under Godefroid's feet to share it with him。
  〃I was then about thirty years of age;〃 he said。 〃It was the year '98;
  if I remember right;a period when young men were forced to have the
  experience of men of sixty。 One morning; a little before my breakfast
  hour; which was nine o'clock; my old housekeeper ushered in one of the
  few friends remaining to me after the Revolution。 My first word was to
  ask him to breakfast。 My friendhis name was Mongenod; a fellow about
  twenty…eight years of ageaccepted; but he did so in an awkward
  manner。 I had not seen him since 1793!〃
  〃Mongenod!〃 cried Godefroid; 〃why; that is〃
  〃If you want to know the end before the beginning; how am I to tell
  you my history?〃 said the old man; smiling。
  Godefroid made a sign which promised absolute silence。
  〃When Mongenod sat down;〃 continued Monsieur Alain; 〃I noticed that
  his shoes were worn out。 His stockings had been washed so often that
  it was difficult to say if they were silk or not。 His breeches; of
  apricot…colored cassimere; were so old that the color had disappeared
  in spots; and the buckles; instead of being of steel; seemed to me to
  be made of common iron。 His white; flowered waistcoat; now yellow from
  long wearing; also his shirt; the frill of which was frayed; betrayed
  a horrible yet decent poverty。 A mere glance at his coat was enough to
  convince me that my friend had fallen into dire distress。 That coat
  was nut…brown in color; threadbare at the seams; carefully brushed;
  though the collar was greasy from pomade or powder; and had the white
  metal buttons now copper…colored。 The whole was so shabby that I tried
  not to look at it。 The hatan opera hat of a kind we then carried
  under the arm; and not on the headhad seen many governments。
  Nevertheless; my poor friend must have spent a few sous at the
  barber's; for he was neatly shaved; and his hair; gathered behind his
  head with a comb and powdered carefully; smelt of pomade。 I saw two
  chains hanging down on his breeches;two rusty steel chains;but no
  appearance of a watch in his pocket。 I tell you all these details; as
  they come to me;〃 said Monsieur Alain; 〃I seldom think of this matter
  now; but when I do; all the particulars come vividly before me。〃
  He paused a moment and then resumed:
  〃It was winter; and Mongenod evidently had no cloak; for I noticed
  that several lumps of snow; which must have dropped from the roofs as
  he walked along; were sticking to the collar of his coat。 When he took
  off his rabbit…skin gloves; and I saw his right hand; I noticed the
  signs of labor; and toilsome labor; too。 Now his father; the advocate
  of the Grand Council; had left him some property;about five or six
  thousand francs a year。 I saw at once that he had come to me to borrow
  money。 I had; in a secret hiding…place; two hundred louis d'or;an
  enormous hoard at that time; for they were worth I couldn't now tell
  you how many hundred thousand francs in assignats。 Mongenod and I had
  studied at the same collage;that of Grassins;and we had met again
  in the same law…office;that of Bordin;a truly honest man。 When you
  have spent your boyhood and played your youthful pranks with the same
  comrade; the sympathy between you and him has something sacred about
  it; his voice; his glance; stir certain chords in your heart which
  only vibrate under the memories that he brings back。 Even if you have
  had cause of complaint against such a comrade; the rights of the
  friendship between you can never be effaced。 But there had never been
  the slightest jar between us two。 At the death of his father; in 1787;
  Mongenod was left richer than I。 Though I had never borrowed money
  from him; I owed him pleasures which my father's economy denied me。
  Without my generous comrade I should never had seen the first
  representation of the 'Marriage of Figaro。' Mongenod was what was
  called in those days a charming cavalier; he was very gallant。
  Sometimes I blamed him for his facile way of making intimacies and his
  too great amiability。 His purse opened freely; he lived in a free…
  handed way; he would serve a man as second having only seen him twice。
  Good God! how you send me back to the days and the ways of my youth!〃
  said the worthy man; with his cheery smile。
  〃Are you sorry?〃 said Godefroid。
  〃Oh; no! and you can judge by the minuteness with which I am telling
  you all this how great a place this event has held in my life。
  〃Mongenod; endowed with an excellent heart and fine courage; a trifle
  Voltairean; was inclined to play the nobleman;〃 went on Monsieur
  Alain。 〃His education at Grassins; where there were many young nobles;
  and his various gallantries; had given him the polished manners and
  ways of people of condition; who were then called aristocrats。 You can
  therefore imagine how great was my surprise to see such symptoms of
  poverty in the young and elegant Mongenod of 1787 when my eyes left
  his face and rested on his garments。 But as; at that unhappy period of
  our history; some persons assumed a shabby exterior for safety; and as
  he might have had some other and sufficient reasons for disguising
  himself; I awaited an explanation; although I opened the way to it。
  'What a plight you are in; my dear Mongenod!' I said; accepting the
  pinch of snuff he offered me from a copper and zinc snuff…box。 'Sad
  indeed!' he answered; 'I have but one friend left; and that is you。 I
  have done all I could to avoid appealing to you; but I must ask you
  for a hundred louis。 The sum is large; I know;' he went on; seeing my
  surprise; 'but if you gave me fifty I should be unable ever to return
  them; whereas with one hundred I can seek my fortune in better ways;
  despair will inspire me to find them。' 'Then you have nothing?' I
  exclaimed。 'I have;' he said; brushing away a tear; 'five sous left of
  my last piece of money。 To come here to you I have had my boots
  blacked and my face shaved。 I possess what I have on my back。 But;' he
  added; with a gesture; 'I owe my landlady a thousand francs in
  assignats; and the man I buy cold victuals from refused me credit
  yesterday。 I am absolutely without resources。' 'What do you think of
  doing?' 'Enlisting as a soldier if you cannot help me。' 'You! a
  soldier; Mongenod?' 'I will get myself killed; or I will be General
  Mongenod。' 'Well;' I said; much moved; 'eat your breakfast in peace; I
  have a hundred louis。'
  〃At that point;〃 said the goodman; interrupting himself and looking at
  Godefroid with a shrewd air; 〃I thought it best to tell him a bit of a
  fib。〃
  〃'That is all I possess