第 10 节
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  soul and mind。〃
  These words made Madame de la Chanterie so happy that a faint color
  stole upon her cheeks。 She took Godefroid's hand and pressed it; then
  she said; with strange emotion; 〃It is well。〃
  That evening; after dinner; visitors came in: a vicar…general of the
  diocese of Paris; two canons; two former mayors of Paris; and one of
  the ladies who distributed the charities of Notre…Dame。 No cards were
  played; but the conversation was gay; without being vapid。
  A visit which surprised Godefroid greatly was that of the Comtesse de
  Cinq…Cygne; one of the highest personages in aristocratic society;
  whose salon was inaccessible to the bourgeoisie and to parvenus。 The
  presence of this great lady in Madame de la Chanterie's salon was
  sufficiently surprising; but the manner in which the two women met and
  treated each other seemed to Godefroid inexplicable; for it showed the
  closest intimacy and a constant intercourse which gave Madame de la
  Chanterie an added value in his eyes。 Madame de Cinq…Cygne was
  gracious and affectionate in manner to the four friends of her friend;
  and showed the utmost respect to Monsieur Nicolas。
  We may see here how social vanities still governed Godefroid; for up
  to this visit of Madame de Cinq…Cygne he was still undecided; but he
  now resolved to give himself up; with or without conviction; to
  whatever Madame de la Chanterie and her friends might exact of him; in
  order to get affiliated with their order and initiated into their
  secrets; assuring himself that in that way he should find a career。
  The next day he went to a book…keeper whom Madame de la Chanterie
  recommended; and arranged with him the hours at which they should work
  together。 His whole time was now employed。 The Abbe de Veze instructed
  him in the mornings; he was two hours a day with the book…keeper; and
  he spent the rest of his time between breakfast and dinner in doing
  imaginary commercial accounts which his master required him to write
  at home。
  Some time passed thus; during which Godefroid felt the charm of a life
  in which each hour has its own employment。 The recurrence of a settled
  work at settled moments; regularity of action; is the secret of many a
  happy life; and it proves how deeply the founders of religious orders
  had meditated on the nature of man。 Godefroid; who had made up his
  mind to listen to the Abbe de Veze; began to have serious thoughts of
  a future life; and to find how little he knew of the real gravity of
  religious questions。
  Moreover; from day to day Madame de la Chanterie; with whom he always
  remained for an hour after the second breakfast; allowed him to
  discover the treasures that were in her; he knew then that he never
  could have imagined a loving…kindness so broad and so complete。 A
  woman of Madame de la Chanterie's apparent age no longer has the
  pettiness of younger women。 She is a friend who offers you all
  feminine refinements; who displays the graces; the choice attractions
  which nature inspires in a woman for man; she gives them; and no
  longer sells them。 Such a woman is either detestable or perfect; for
  her gifts are either not of the flesh or they are worthless。 Madame de
  la Chanterie was perfect。 She seemed never to have had a youth; her
  glance never told of a past。 Godefroid's curiosity was far from being
  appeased by a closer and more intimate knowledge of this sublime
  nature; the discoveries of each succeeding day only redoubled his
  desire to learn the anterior life of a woman whom he now thought a
  saint。 Had she ever loved? Had she been a wife;a mother? Nothing
  about her was characteristic of an old maid; she displayed all the
  graces of a well…born woman; and an observer would perceive in her
  robust health; in the extraordinary phenomena of her physical
  preservation; a divine life; and a species of ignorance of the earthly
  existence。
  Except the gay and cheery goodman Alain; all these persons had
  suffered; but Monsieur Nicolas himself seemed to give the palm of
  martyrdom to Madame de la Chanterie。 Nevertheless; the memory of her
  sorrows was so restrained by religious resignation; by her secret
  avocations; that she seemed to have been always happy。
  〃You are the life of your friends;〃 Godefroid said to her one day;
  〃you are the tie that unites them;the house…mother; as it were; of
  some great work; and; as we are all mortal; I ask myself sometimes
  what your association would become without you。〃
  〃That is what frightens the others; but Providence; to whom we owe our
  new book…keeper;〃 she said; smiling; 〃will provide。 Besides; I am on
  the look…out。〃
  〃Will your new book…keeper soon be allowed to work at your business?〃
  asked Godefroid。
  〃That depends on himself;〃 she answered; smiling。 〃He must be
  sincerely religious; truly pious; without the least self…interest; not
  concerned about the riches of our house; able to rise above all petty
  social considerations on the two wings which God has given us。〃
  〃What are they?〃
  〃Singleness of mind and purity;〃 replied Madame de la Chanterie。 〃Your
  ignorance shows that you have neglected the reading of our book。〃 she
  added; laughing at the innocent trick she had played to know if
  Godefroid had read the 〃Imitation of Jesus Christ。〃 〃And; lastly;〃 she
  went on; 〃fill your soul with Saint Paul's epistle upon Charity。 When
  that is done;〃 she added; with a sublime look; 〃it will not be you who
  belong to us; we shall belong to you; and you will be able to count up
  greater riches than the sovereigns of this world possess; you will
  enjoy as we enjoy; yes; let me tell you (if you remember the 'Arabian
  Nights') that the treasures of Aladdin are nothing to those we
  possess。 And so for the last year we have not sufficed for our
  affairs; and we needed; as you see; a book…keeper。〃
  While speaking; she studied Godefroid's face; he; on his part; did not
  know how to take this extraordinary confidence。 But as the scene in
  the counting…room at Mongenod's came often to his mind; he hovered
  between doubt and belief。
  〃Ah; you will be very happy!〃 she said。
  Godefroid was so consumed with curiosity that from this moment he
  determined to break through the reserve of one of the four friends and
  question him。 Now; the one to whom he felt the most drawn; and who
  seemed naturally to excite the sympathies of all classes; was the
  kind; gay; simple Monsieur Alain。 By what strange path could
  Providence have led a being so guileless into this monastery without a
  lock; where recluses of both sexes lived beneath a rule in the midst
  of Paris; in absolute freedom; as though they were guarded by the
  sternest of superiors? What drama; what event; had made him leave his
  own road in life; and take this path among the sorrows of the great
  city?
  Godefroid resolved to ask。
  VII
  MONSIEUR ALAIN TELLS HIS SECRETS
  One evening Godefroid determined to pay a visit to his neighbor on the
  floor above him; with the intention of satisfying a curiosity more
  excited by the apparent impossibility of a catastrophe in such an
  existence than it would have been under the expectation of discovering
  some terrible episode in the life of a corsair。
  At the words 〃Come in!〃 given in answer to two raps struck discreetly
  on the door; Godefroid turned the key which was in the lock and found
  Monsieur Alain sitting by the fire reading; before he went to bed; his
  accustomed chapter in the 〃Imitation of Jesus Christ;〃 by the light of
  two wax…candles; each protected by a moveable green shade; such as
  whist…players use。
  The goodman wore trousers /a pied/ and his gray camlet dressing…gown。
  His feet were at a level with the fire; resting on a cushion done in
  worsted…work; as were his slippers; by Madame de la Chanterie。 The
  fine head of the old man; without other covering than its crown of
  white hair; almost like that of a monk; stood out in clear relief
  against the brown background of an enormous armchair。
  Monsieur Alain gently laid his book; which was much worn at the
  corners; on a little table with twisted legs; and signed to the young
  man to take another chair; removing as he did so a pair of spectacles
  which were hanging on the end of his nose。
  〃Are you ill; that you have left your room at this hour?〃 he asked。
  〃Dear Monsieur Alain;〃 said Godefroid; frankly; 〃I am tortured with a
  curiosity which one word from you will make very harmless or very
  indiscreet; and that explains clearly enough the spirit in which I
  shall ask my question。〃
  〃Oh! oh! and what is your question?〃 said the good soul; looking at
  the young man with an eye that was half mischievous。
  〃What was it that brought you here to lead the life that you live
  here? For; surely; to accept the doctrines of such total renunciation
  of all personal interests; a man must have been disgusted with the
  world; or else have injured others。〃
  〃Eh! my dear lad;〃 replied the old man; letting a smile flicker on his
  large lips; which gave to his rosy mouth the kindliest expression that
  the genius of a painter ever imagined; 〃can we not be moved to the
  deepest pity by the spectacle of human wretchedness which Paris holds
  within her walls? Did Saint Vincent de Paul need the spur of remorse
  or wounded vanity to make him de