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The Brotherhood of Consolation
by Honore de Balzac
Translated by Katharine Prescott Wormeley
FIRST EPISODE
MADAME DE LA CHANTERIE
I
THE MALADY OF THE AGE
On a fine evening in the month of September; 1836; a man about thirty
years of age was leaning on the parapet of that quay from which a
spectator can look up the Seine from the Jardin des Plantes to Notre…
Dame; and down; along the vast perspective of the river; to the
Louvre。 There is not another point of view to compare with it in the
capital of ideas。 We feel ourselves on the quarter…deck; as it were;
of a gigantic vessel。 We dream of Paris from the days of the Romans to
those of the Franks; from the Normans to the Burgundians; the Middle…
Ages; the Valois; Henri IV。; Louis XIV。; Napoleon; and Louis…Philippe。
Vestiges are before us of all those sovereignties; in monuments that
recall their memory。 The cupola of Sainte…Genevieve towers above the
Latin quarter。 Behind us rises the noble apsis of the cathedral。 The
Hotel de Ville tells of revolutions; the Hotel…Dieu; of the miseries
of Paris。 After gazing at the splendors of the Louvre we can; by
taking two steps; look down upon the rags and tatters of that ignoble
nest of houses huddling between the quai de la Tournelle and the
Hotel…Dieu;a foul spot; which a modern municipality is endeavoring
at the present moment to remove。
In 1836 this marvellous scene presented still another lesson to the
eye: between the Parisian leaning on the parapet and the cathedral lay
the 〃Terrain〃 (such was the ancient name of this barren spot); still
strewn with the ruins of the Archiepiscopal Palace。 When we
contemplate from that quay so many commemorating scenes; when the soul
has grasped the past as it does the present of this city of Paris;
then indeed Religion seems to have alighted there as if to spread her
hands above the sorrows of both banks and extend her arms from the
faubourg Saint…Antoine to the faubourg Saint…Marceau。 Let us hope that
this sublime unity may be completed by the erection of an episcopal
palace of the Gothic order; which shall replace the formless buildings
now standing between the 〃Terrain;〃 the rue d'Arcole; the cathedral;
and the quai de la Cite。
This spot; the heart of ancient Paris; is the loneliest and most
melancholy of regions。 The waters of the Seine break there noisily;
the cathedral casts its shadows at the setting of the sun。 We can
easily believe that serious thoughts must have filled the mind of a
man afflicted with a moral malady as he leaned upon that parapet。
Attracted perhaps by the harmony between his thoughts and those to
which these diverse scenes gave birth; he rested his hands upon the
coping and gave way to a double contemplation;of Paris; and of
himself! The shadows deepened; the lights shone out afar; but still he
did not move; carried along as he was on the current of a meditation;
such as comes to many of us; big with the future and rendered solemn
by the past。
After a while he heard two persons coming towards him; whose voices
had caught his attention on the bridge which joins the Ile de la Cite
with the quai de la Tournelle。 These persons no doubt thought
themselves alone; and therefore spoke louder than they would have done
in more frequented places。 The voices betrayed a discussion which
apparently; from the few words that reached the ear of the involuntary
listener; related to a loan of money。 Just as the pair approached the
quay; one of them; dressed like a working man; left the other with a
despairing gesture。 The other stopped and called after him; saying:
〃You have not a sou to pay your way across the bridge。 Take this;〃 he
added; giving the man a piece of money; 〃and remember; my friend; that
God Himself is speaking to us when a good thought comes into our
hearts。〃
This last remark made the dreamer at the parapet quiver。 The man who
made it little knew that; to use a proverbial expression; he was
killing two birds with one stone; addressing two miseries;a working
life brought to despair; a suffering soul without a compass; the
victim of what Panurge's sheep call progress; and what; in France; is
called equality。 The words; simple in themselves; became sublime from
the tone of him who said them; in a voice that possesses a spell。 Are
there not; in fact; some calm and tender voices that produce upon us
the same effect as a far horizon outlook?
By his dress the dreamer knew him to be a priest; and he saw by the
last gleams of the fading twilight a white; august; worn face。 The
sight of a priest issuing from the beautiful cathedral of Saint…
Etienne in Vienna; bearing the Extreme Unction to a dying person;
determined the celebrated tragic author Werner to become a Catholic。
Almost the same effect was produced upon the dreamer when he looked
upon the man who had; all unknowing; given him comfort; on the
threatening horizon of his future he saw a luminous space where shone
the blue of ether; and he followed that light as the shepherds of the
Gospel followed the voices that cried to them: 〃Christ; the Lord; is
born this day。〃
The man who had said the beneficent words passed on by the wall of the
cathedral; taking; as a result of chance; which often leads to great
results; the direction of the street from which the dreamer came; and
to which he was now returning; led by the faults of his life。
This dreamer was named Godefroid。 Whoever reads this history will
understand the reasons which lead the writer to use the Christian
names only of some who are mentioned in it。 The motives which led
Godefroid; who lived in the quarter of the Chaussee…d'Antin; to the
neighborhood of Notre…Dame at such an hour were as follows:
The son of a retail shopkeeper; whose economy enabled him to lay by a
sort of fortune; he was the sole object of ambition to his father and
mother; who dreamed of seeing him a notary in Paris。 For this reason;
at the age of seven; he was sent to an institution; that of the Abbe
Liautard; to be thrown among children of distinguished families who;
during the Empire; chose this school for the education of their sons
in preference to the lyceums; where religion was too much overlooked。
Social inequalities were not noticeable among schoolmates; but in
1821; his studies being ended; Godefroid; who was then with a notary;
became aware of the distance that separated him from those with whom
he had hitherto lived on familiar terms。
Obliged to go through the law school; he there found himself among a
crowd of the sons of the bourgeoisie; who; without fortunes to inherit
or hereditary distinctions; could look only to their own personal
merits or to persistent toil。 The hopes that his father and mother;
then retired from business; placed upon him stimulated the youth's
vanity without exciting his pride。 His parents lived simply; like the
thrifty Dutch; spending only one fourth of an income of twelve
thousand francs。 They intended their savings; together with half their
capital; for the purchase of a notary's practice for their son。
Subjected to the rule of this domestic economy; Godefroid found his
immediate state so disproportioned to the visions of himself and his
parents; that he grew discouraged。 In some feeble natures
discouragement turns to envy; others; in whom necessity; will;
reflection; stand in place of talent; march straight and resolutely in
the path traced out for bourgeois ambitions。 Godefroid; on the
contrary; revolted; wished to shine; tried several brilliant ways; and
blinded his eyes。 He endeavored to succeed; but all his efforts ended
in proving the fact of his own impotence。 Admitting at last the
inequality that existed between his desires and his capacities; he
began to hate all social supremacies; became a Liberal; and attempted
to reach celebrity by writing a book; but he learned; to his cost; to
regard talent as he did nobility。 Having tried the law; the notariat;
and literature; without distinguishing himself in any way; his mind
now turned to the magistracy。
About this time his father died。 His mother; who contented herself in
her old age with two thousand francs a year; gave the rest of the
fortune to Godefroid。 Thus possessed; at the age of twenty…five; of
ten thousand francs a year; he felt himself rich; and he was so;
relatively to the past。 Until then his life had been spent on acts
without will; on wishes that were impotent; now; to advance with the
age; to act; to play a part; he resolved to enter some career or find
some connection that should further his fortunes。 He first thought of
journalism; which always opens its arms to any capital that may come
in its way。 To be the owner of a newspaper is to become a personage at
once; such a man works intellect; and has all the gratifications of it
and none of the labor。 Nothing is more tempting to inferior minds than
to be able to rise in this way on the talents of others。 Paris has
seen two or three parvenus of this kind;men whose success is a
disgrace; both to the epoch and to those who have lent them their
shoulders。
In this sphere Godefroid was soon outdone by the brutal
Machiavellianism of some; or by the lavish prodigali