第 120 节
作者:套牢      更新:2021-02-20 15:35      字数:9322
  in your condition leave the house。  The weather is unfavourable。  I
  cannotI must not consent。'
  'Where am I?  I don't understand it。  I want to understand it。'
  'Your friends wish you to remain where you are for the present。'
  'I have no friends。'
  'You have one; at least; who puts his house here at your service。'
  'There's something about it I don't like。  Do you suppose I am
  incapable of taking care of myself?'
  'I do indeed;' answered his son with firmness。
  'Then you are quite mistaken;' said Andrew; angrily。 'I am quite
  well enough to go; and have a right to judge for myself。  It is very
  kind of you; but I am in a free country; I believe。'
  'No doubt。  All honest men are free in this country。  But'
  He saw that his father winced; and said no more。  Andrew resumed;
  after a pause in which he had been rousing his feeble
  drink…exhausted anger;
  'I tell you I will not be treated like a child。  I demand my clothes
  and my liberty。'
  'Do you know where you were found that night you were brought here?'
  'No。 But what has that to do with it?  I was ill。  You know that as
  well as I。'
  'You are ill now because you were lying then on the wet ground under
  a railway…archutterly incapable from the effects of opium; or
  drink; or both。  You would have been taken to the police…station;
  and would probably have been dead long before now; if you had not
  been brought here。'
  He was silent for some time。  Then he broke out;
  'I tell you I will go。  I do not choose to live on charity。  I will
  not。  I demand my clothes。'
  'I tell you it is of no use。  When you are well enough to go out you
  shall go out; but not now。'
  'Where am I?  Who are you?'
  He looked at Robert with a keen; furtive glance; in which were
  mingled bewilderment and suspicion。
  'I am your best friend at present。'
  He started upfiercely and yet feebly; for a thought of terror had
  crossed him。
  'You do not mean I am in a madhouse?'
  Robert made no reply。  He left him to suppose what he pleased。
  Andrew took it for granted that he was in a private asylum; sank
  back in his chair; and from that moment was quiet as a lamb。  But it
  was easy to see that he was constantly contriving how to escape。
  This mental occupation; however; was excellent for his recovery;
  and Robert dropped no hint of his suspicion。  Nor were many
  precautions necessary in consequence; for he never left the house
  without having De Fleuri there; who was a man of determination;
  nerve; and; now that he ate and drank; of considerable strength。
  As he grew better; the stimulants given him in the form of medicine
  at length ceased。  In their place Robert substituted other
  restoratives; which prevented him from missing the stimulants so
  much; and at length got his system into a tolerably healthy
  condition; though at his age; and after so long indulgence; it could
  hardly be expected ever to recover its tone。
  He did all he could to provide him with healthy amusementplayed
  backgammon; draughts; and cribbage with him; brought him Sir
  Walter's and other novels to read; and often played on his violin;
  to which he listened with great delight。  At times of depression;
  which of course were frequent; the Flowers of the Forest made the
  old man weep。  Falconer put yet more soul into the sounds than he
  had ever put into them before。  He tried to make the old man talk of
  his childhood; asking him about the place of his birth; the kind of
  country; how he had been brought up; his family; and many questions
  of the sort。  His answers were vague; and often contradictory。
  Indeed; the moment the subject was approached; he looked suspicious
  and cunning。  He said his name was John Mackinnon; and Robert;
  although his belief was strengthened by a hundred little
  circumstances; had as yet received no proof that he was Andrew
  Falconer。  Remembering the pawn…ticket; and finding that he could
  play on the flute; he brought him a beautiful instrumentin fact a
  silver onethe sight of which made the old man's eyes sparkle。  He
  put it to his lips with trembling hands; blew a note or two; burst
  into the tears of weakness; and laid it down。  But he soon took it
  up again; and evidently found both pleasure in the tones and sadness
  in the memories they awakened。  At length Robert brought a tailor;
  and had him dressed like a gentlemana change which pleased him
  much。  The next step was to take him out every day for a drive; upon
  which his health began to improve more rapidly。  He ate better; grew
  more lively; and began to tell tales of his adventures; of the truth
  of which Robert was not always certain; but never showed any doubt。
  He knew only too well that the use of opium is especially
  destructive to the conscience。  Some of his stories he believed more
  readily than others; from the fact that he suddenly stopped in them;
  as if they were leading him into regions of confession which must be
  avoided; resuming with matter that did not well connect itself with
  what had gone before。  At length he took him out walking; and he
  comported himself with perfect propriety。
  But one day as they were going along a quiet street; Robert met an
  acquaintance; and stopped to speak with him。  After a few moments'
  chat he turned; and found that his father; whom he had supposed to
  be standing beside him; had vanished。  A glance at the other side of
  the street showed the probable refugea public…house。  Filled but
  not overwhelmed with dismay; although he knew that months might be
  lost in this one moment; Robert darted in。  He was there; with a
  glass of whisky in his hand; trembling now more from eagerness than
  weakness。  He struck it from his hold。  But he had already swallowed
  one glass; and he turned in a rage。  He was a tall and naturally
  powerful manalmost as strongly built as his son; with long arms
  like his; which were dangerous even yet in such a moment of
  factitious strength and real excitement。  Robert could not lift his
  arm even to defend himself from his father; although; had he judged
  it necessary; I believe he would not; in the cause of his
  redemption; have hesitated to knock him down; as he had often served
  others whom he would rather a thousand times have borne on his
  shoulders。  He received his father's blow on the cheek。  For one
  moment it made him dizzy; for it was well delivered。  But when the
  bar…keeper jumped across the counter and approached with his fist
  doubled; that was another matter。  He measured his length on the
  floor; and Falconer seized his father; who was making for the
  street; and notwithstanding his struggles and fierce efforts to
  strike again; held him secure and himself scathless; and bore him
  out of the house。
  A crowd gathers in a moment in London; speeding to a fray as the
  vultures to carrion。  On the heels of the population of the
  neighbouring mews came two policemen; and at the same moment out
  came the barman to the assistance of Andrew。  But Falconer was as
  well known to the police as if he had a ticket…of…leave; and a good
  deal better。
  'Call a four…wheel cab;' he said to one of them。 'I'm all right。'
  The man started at once。  Falconer turned to the other。
  'Tell that man in the apron;' he said; 'that I'll make him all due
  reparation。  But he oughtn't to be in such a hurry to meddle。  He
  gave me no time but to strike hard。'
  'Yes; sir;' answered the policeman obediently。  The crowd thought he
  must be a great man amongst the detectives; but the bar…keeper vowed
  he would 'summons' him for the assault。
  'You may; if you like;' said Falconer。 'When I think of it; you
  shall do so。  You know where I live?' he said; turning to the
  policeman。
  'No; sir; I don't。  I only know you well enough。'
  'Put your hand in my coat…pocket; then; and you'll find a card…case。
  The other。  There!  Help yourself。'
  He said this with his arms round Andrew's; who had ceased to cry out
  when he saw the police。
  'Do you want to give this gentleman in charge; sir?'
  'No。 It is a little private affair of my own; this。'
  'Hadn't you better let him go; sir; and we'll find him for you when
  you want him?'
  'No。 He may give me in charge if he likes。  Or if you should want
  him; you will find him at my house。'
  Then pinioning his prisoner still more tightly in his arms; he
  leaned forward; and whispered in his ear;
  'Will you go home quietly; or give me in charge?  There is no other
  way; Andrew Falconer。'
  He ceased struggling。  Through all the flush of the contest his face
  grew pale。  His arms dropped by his side。  Robert let him go; and he
  stood there without offering to move。  The cab came up; the
  policeman got out; Andrew stepped in of his own accord; and Robert
  followed。
  'You see it's all right;' he said。 'Here; give the barman a
  sovereign。  If he wants more; let me know。  He deserved all he got;
  but I was wrong。  John Street。