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for him everywhere before that occurred to him as a last chance。
Nor would he have found him even then; for he would not have
thought of his being inside the deserted house; had not Shargar
heard his footsteps in the street。
He started up from his stool saying; 'That's Bob!' but was not sure
enough to go to the door: he might be mistaken; it might be the
landlord! He heard the feet stop and did not move; but when he
heard them begin to go away again; he rushed to the door; and bawled
on the chance at the top of his voice; 'Bob! Bob!'
'Eh! ye crater!' said Robert; 'ir ye there efter a'?
'Eh! Bob;' exclaimed Shargar; and burst into tears。 'I thocht ye
wad come efter me。'
'Of coorse;' answered Robert; coolly。 'Come awa' hame。'
'Whaur til?' asked Shargar in dismay。
'Hame to yer ain bed at my grannie's。'
'Na; na;' said Shargar; hurriedly; retreating within the door of the
hovel。 'Na; na; Bob; lad; I s' no du that。 She's an awfu' wuman;
that grannie o' yours。 I canna think hoo ye can bide wi' her。 I'm
weel oot o' her grups; I can tell ye。'
It required a good deal of persuasion; but at last Robert prevailed
upon Shargar to return。 For was not Robert his tower of strength?
And if Robert was not frightened at his grannie; or at Betty; why
should he be? At length they entered Mrs。 Falconer's parlour;
Robert dragging in Shargar after him; having failed altogether in
encouraging him to enter after a more dignified fashion。
It must be remembered that although Shargar was still kilted; he was
not the less trowsered; such as the trowsers were。 It makes my
heart ache to think of those trowsersnot believing trowsers
essential to blessedness either; but knowing the superiority of the
old Roman costume of the kilt。
No sooner had Mrs。 Falconer cast her eyes upon him than she could
not but be convinced of the truth of Robert's averment。
'Here he is; grannie; and gin ye bena saitisfeed yet'
'Haud yer tongue; laddie。 Ye hae gi'en me nae cause to doobt yer
word。'
Indeed; during Robert's absence; his grandmother had had leisure to
perceive of what an absurd folly she had been guilty。 She had also
had time to make up her mind as to her duty with regard to Shargar;
and the more she thought about it; the more she admired the conduct
of her grandson; and the better she saw that it would be right to
follow his example。 No doubt she was the more inclined to this
benevolence that she had as it were received her grandson back from
the jaws of death。
When the two lads entered; from her arm…chair Mrs。 Falconer examined
Shargar from head to foot with the eye of a queen on her throne; and
a countenance immovable in stern gentleness; till Shargar would
gladly have sunk into the shelter of the voluminous kilt from the
gaze of those quiet hazel eyes。
At length she spoke:
'Robert; tak him awa'。'
'Whaur'll I tak him till; grannie?'
'Tak him up to the garret。 Betty 'ill ha' ta'en a tub o' het water
up there 'gen this time; and ye maun see that he washes himsel' frae
heid to fut; or he s' no bide an 'oor i' my hoose。 Gang awa' an'
see till 't this minute。'
But she detained them yet awhile with various directions in regard
of cleansing; for the carrying out of which Robert was only too glad
to give his word。 She dismissed them at last; and Shargar by and by
found himself in bed; clean; and; for the first time in his life;
between a pair of linen sheetsnot altogether to his satisfaction;
for mere order and comfort were substituted for adventure and
success。
But greater trials awaited him。 In the morning he was visited by
Brodie; the tailor; and Elshender; the shoemaker; both of whom he
held in awe as his superiors in the social scale; and by them
handled and measured from head to feet; the latter included; after
which he had to lie in bed for three days; till his clothes came
home; for Betty had carefully committed every article of his former
dress to the kitchen fire; not without a sense of pollution to the
bottom of her kettle。 Nor would he have got them for double the
time; had not Robert haunted the tailor; as well as the soutar; like
an evil conscience; till they had finished them。 Thus grievous was
Shargar's introduction to the comforts of respectability。 Nor did
he like it much better when he was dressed; and able to go about;
for not only was he uncomfortable in his new clothes; which; after
the very easy fit of the old ones; felt like a suit of plate…armour;
but he was liable to be sent for at any moment by the awful
sovereignty in whose dominions he found himself; and which; of
course; proceeded to instruct him not merely in his own religious
duties; but in the religious theories of his ancestors; if; indeed;
Shargar's ancestors ever had any。 And now the Shorter Catechism
seemed likely to be changed into the Longer Catechism; for he had it
Sundays as we'll as Saturdays; besides Alleine's Alarm to the
Unconverted; Baxter's Saint's Rest; Erskine's Gospel Sonnets; and
other books of a like kind。 Nor was it any relief to Shargar that
the gloom was broken by the incomparable Pilgrim's Progress and the
Holy War; for he cared for none of these things。 Indeed; so dreary
did he find it all; that his love to Robert was never put to such a
severe test。 But for that; he would have run for it。 Twenty times
a day was he so tempted。
At school; though it was better; yet it was bad。 For he was ten
times as much laughed at for his new clothes; though they were of
the plainest; as he had been for his old rags。 Still he bore all
the pangs of unwelcome advancement without a grumble; for the sake
of his friend alone; whose dog he remained as much as ever。 But his
past life of cold and neglect; and hunger and blows; and
homelessness and rags; began to glimmer as in the distance of a
vaporous sunset; and the loveless freedom he had then enjoyed gave
it a bloom as of summer…roses。
I wonder whether there may not have been in some unknown corner of
the old lady's mind this lingering remnant of paganism; that; in
reclaiming the outcast from the error of his ways; she was making an
offering acceptable to that God whom her mere prayers could not move
to look with favour upon her prodigal son Andrew。 Nor from her own
acknowledged religious belief as a background would it have stuck so
fiery off either。 Indeed; it might have been a partial corrective
of some yet more dreadful articles of her creed;which she held; be
it remembered; because she could not help it。
CHAPTER XI。
PRIVATE INTERVIEWS。
The winter passed slowly away。 Robert and Shargar went to school
together; and learned their lessons together at Mrs。 Falconer's
table。 Shargar soon learned to behave with tolerable propriety; was
obedient; as far as eye…service went; looked as queer as ever; did
what he pleased; which was nowise very wicked; the moment he was out
of the old lady's sight; was well fed and well cared for; and when
he was asked how he was; gave the invariable answer: 'Middlin'。' He
was not very happy。
There was little communication in words between the two boys; for
the one had not much to say; and the pondering fits of the other
grew rather than relaxed in frequency and intensity。 Yet amongst
chance acquaintances in the town Robert had the character of a wag;
of which he was totally unaware himself。 Indeed; although he had
more than the ordinary share of humour; I suspect it was not so much
his fun as his earnest that got him the character; for he would say
such altogether unheard…of and strange things; that the only way
they were capable of accounting for him was as a humorist。
'Eh!' he said once to Elshender; during a pause common to a
thunder…storm and a lesson on the violin 'eh! wadna ye like to be up
in that clood wi' a spaud; turnin' ower the divots and catchin' the
flashes lyin' aneath them like lang reid fiery worms?'
'Ay; man; but gin ye luik up to the cloods that gait; ye'll never be
muckle o' a fiddler。'
This was merely an outbreak of that insolence of advice so often
shown to the young from no vantage…ground but that of age and
faithlessness; reminding one of the 'jigging fool' who interfered
between Brutus and Cassius on the sole ground that he had seen more
years than they。 As if ever a fiddler that did not look up to the
clouds would be anything but a catgut…scraper! Even Elshender's
fiddle was the one angel that held back the heavy curtain of his
gross nature; and let the sky shine through。 He ought to have been
set fiddling every Sunday morning; and from his fiddling dragged
straight to church。 It was the only thing man could have done for
his conversion; for then his heart was open; But I fear the prayers
would have closed it before the sermon came。 He should rather have
been compelled to take his fiddle to church with him;