第 22 节
作者:风格1      更新:2021-02-20 15:33      字数:9322
  with a light and dull sound; upon the sward。  The noise was as of a
  thin fall of great hailstones; but there went with it a cheerful
  human sentiment of an approaching harvest and farmers rejoicing in
  their gains。  Looking up; I could see the brown nut peering through
  the husk; which was already gaping; and between the stems the eye
  embraced an amphitheatre of hill; sunlit and green with leaves。
  I have not often enjoyed a place more deeply。  I moved in an
  atmosphere of pleasure; and felt light and quiet and content。  But
  perhaps it was not the place alone that so disposed my spirit。
  Perhaps some one was thinking of me in another country; or perhaps
  some thought of my own had come and gone unnoticed; and yet done me
  good。  For some thoughts; which sure would be the most beautiful;
  vanish before we can rightly scan their features; as though a god;
  travelling by our green highways; should but ope the door; give one
  smiling look into the house; and go again for ever。  Was it Apollo;
  or Mercury; or Love with folded wings?  Who shall say?  But we go
  the lighter about our business; and feel peace and pleasure in our
  hearts。
  I dined with a pair of Catholics。  They agreed in the condemnation
  of a young man; a Catholic; who had married a Protestant girl and
  gone over to the religion of his wife。  A Protestant born they
  could understand and respect; indeed; they seemed to be of the mind
  of an old Catholic woman; who told me that same day there was no
  difference between the two sects; save that 'wrong was more wrong
  for the Catholic;' who had more light and guidance; but this of a
  man's desertion filled them with contempt。
  'It is a bad idea for a man to change;' said one。
  It may have been accidental; but you see how this phrase pursued
  me; and for myself; I believe it is the current philosophy in these
  parts。  I have some difficulty in imagining a better。  It's not
  only a great flight of confidence for a man to change his creed and
  go out of his family for heaven's sake; but the odds are … nay; and
  the hope is … that; with all this great transition in the eyes of
  man; he has not changed himself a hairbreadth to the eyes of God。
  Honour to those who do so; for the wrench is sore。  But it argues
  something narrow; whether of strength or weakness; whether of the
  prophet or the fool; in those who can take a sufficient interest in
  such infinitesimal and human operations; or who can quit a
  friendship for a doubtful process of the mind。  And I think I
  should not leave my old creed for another; changing only words for
  other words; but by some brave reading; embrace it in spirit and
  truth; and find wrong as wrong for me as for the best of other
  communions
  The phylloxera was in the neighbourhood; and instead of wine we
  drank at dinner a more economical juice of the grape … La
  Parisienne; they call it。  It is made by putting the fruit whole
  into a cask with water; one by one the berries ferment and burst;
  what is drunk during the day is supplied at night in water:  so;
  with ever another pitcher from the well; and ever another grape
  exploding and giving out its strength; one cask of Parisienne may
  last a family till spring。  It is; as the reader will anticipate; a
  feeble beverage; but very pleasant to the taste。
  What with dinner and coffee; it was long past three before I left
  St。 Germain de Calberte。  I went down beside the Gardon of Mialet;
  a great glaring watercourse devoid of water; and through St。
  Etienne de Vallee Francaise; or Val Francesque; as they used to
  call it; and towards evening began to ascend the hill of St。
  Pierre。  It was a long and steep ascent。  Behind me an empty
  carriage returning to St。 Jean du Gard kept hard upon my tracks;
  and near the summit overtook me。  The driver; like the rest of the
  world; was sure I was a pedlar; but; unlike others; he was sure of
  what I had to sell。  He had noticed the blue wool which hung out of
  my pack at either end; and from this he had decided; beyond my
  power to alter his decision; that I dealt in blue…wool collars;
  such as decorate the neck of the French draught…horse。
  I had hurried to the topmost powers of Modestine; for I dearly
  desired to see the view upon the other side before the day had
  faded。  But it was night when I reached the summit; the moon was
  riding high and clear; and only a few grey streaks of twilight
  lingered in the west。  A yawning valley; gulfed in blackness; lay
  like a hole in created nature at my feet; but the outline of the
  hills was sharp against the sky。  There was Mount Aigoal; the
  stronghold of Castanet。  And Castanet; not only as an active
  undertaking leader; deserves some mention among Camisards; for
  there is a spray of rose among his laurel; and he showed how; even
  in a public tragedy; love will have its way。  In the high tide of
  war he married; in his mountain citadel; a young and pretty lass
  called Mariette。  There were great rejoicings; and the bridegroom
  released five…and…twenty prisoners in honour of the glad event。
  Seven months afterwards; Mariette; the Princess of the Cevennes; as
  they called her in derision; fell into the hands of the
  authorities; where it was like to have gone hard with her。  But
  Castanet was a man of execution; and loved his wife。  He fell on
  Valleraugue; and got a lady there for a hostage; and for the first
  and last time in that war there was an exchange of prisoners。
  Their daughter; pledge of some starry night upon Mount Aigoal; has
  left descendants to this day。
  Modestine and I … it was our last meal together … had a snack upon
  the top of St。 Pierre; I on a heap of stones; she standing by me in
  the moonlight and decorously eating bread out of my hand。  The poor
  brute would eat more heartily in this manner; for she had a sort of
  affection for me; which I was soon to betray。
  It was a long descent upon St。 Jean du Gard; and we met no one but
  a carter; visible afar off by the glint of the moon on his
  extinguished lantern。
  Before ten o'clock we had got in and were at supper; fifteen miles
  and a stiff hill in little beyond six hours!
  FAREWELL; MODESTINE!
  ON examination; on the morning of October 3rd; Modestine was
  pronounced unfit for travel。  She would need at least two days'
  repose; according to the ostler; but I was now eager to reach Alais
  for my letters; and; being in a civilised country of stage…coaches;
  I determined to sell my lady friend and be off by the diligence
  that afternoon。  Our yesterday's march; with the testimony of the
  driver who had pursued us up the long hill of St。 Pierre; spread a
  favourable notion of my donkey's capabilities。  Intending
  purchasers were aware of an unrivalled opportunity。  Before ten I
  had an offer of twenty…five francs; and before noon; after a
  desperate engagement; I sold her; saddle and all; for five…and…
  thirty。  The pecuniary gain is not obvious; but I had bought
  freedom into the bargain。
  St Jean du Gard is a large place; and largely Protestant。  The
  maire; a Protestant; asked me to help him in a small matter which
  is itself characteristic of the country。  The young women of the
  Cevennes profit by the common religion and the difference of the
  language to go largely as governesses into England; and here was
  one; a native of Mialet; struggling with English circulars from two
  different agencies in London。  I gave what help I could; and
  volunteered some advice; which struck me as being excellent。
  One thing more I note。  The phylloxera has ravaged the vineyards in
  this neighbourhood; and in the early morning; under some chestnuts
  by the river; I found a party of men working with a cider…press。  I
  could not at first make out what they were after; and asked one
  fellow to explain。
  'Making cider;' he said。  'OUI; C'EST COMME CA。  COMME DANS LE
  NORD!'
  There was a ring of sarcasm in his voice:  the country was going to
  the devil。
  It was not until I was fairly seated by the driver; and rattling
  through a rocky valley with dwarf olives; that I became aware of my
  bereavement。  I had lost Modestine。  Up to that moment I had
  thought I hated her; but now she was gone;
  'And oh!
  The difference to me!'
  For twelve days we had been fast companions; we had travelled
  upwards of a hundred and twenty miles; crossed several respectable
  ridges; and jogged along with our six legs by many a rocky and many
  a boggy by…road。  After the first day; although sometimes I was
  hurt and distant in manner; I still kept my patience; and as for
  her; poor soul! she had come to regard me as a god。  She loved to
  eat out of my hand。  She was patient; elegant in form; the colour
  of an ideal mouse; and inimitably small。  Her faults were those of
  her race and sex; her virtues were her own。  Farewell; and if for
  ever …