第 17 节
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The position was unpleasantly exposed。 One or two carts went by
upon the road; and as long as daylight lasted I concealed myself;
for all the world like a hunted Camisard; behind my fortification
of vast chestnut trunk; for I was passionately afraid of discovery
and the visit of jocular persons in the night。 Moreover; I saw
that I must be early awake; for these chestnut gardens had been the
scene of industry no further gone than on the day before。 The
slope was strewn with lopped branches; and here and there a great
package of leaves was propped against a trunk; for even the leaves
are serviceable; and the peasants use them in winter by way of
fodder for their animals。 I picked a meal in fear and trembling;
half lying down to hide myself from the road; and I daresay I was
as much concerned as if I had been a scout from Joani's band above
upon the Lozere; or from Salomon's across the Tarn; in the old
times of psalm…singing and blood。 Or; indeed; perhaps more; for
the Camisards had a remarkable confidence in God; and a tale comes
back into my memory of how the Count of Gevaudan; riding with a
party of dragoons and a notary at his saddlebow to enforce the oath
of fidelity in all the country hamlets; entered a valley in the
woods; and found Cavalier and his men at dinner; gaily seated on
the grass; and their hats crowned with box…tree garlands; while
fifteen women washed their linen in the stream。 Such was a field
festival in 1703; at that date Antony Watteau would be painting
similar subjects。
This was a very different camp from that of the night before in the
cool and silent pine…woods。 It was warm and even stifling in the
valley。 The shrill song of frogs; like the tremolo note of a
whistle with a pea in it; rang up from the river…side before the
sun was down。 In the growing dusk; faint rustlings began to run to
and fro among the fallen leaves; from time to time a faint chirping
or cheeping noise would fall upon my ear; and from time to time I
thought I could see the movement of something swift and indistinct
between the chestnuts。 A profusion of large ants swarmed upon the
ground; bats whisked by; and mosquitoes droned overhead。 The long
boughs with their bunches of leaves hung against the sky like
garlands; and those immediately above and around me had somewhat
the air of a trellis which should have been wrecked and half
overthrown in a gale of wind。
Sleep for a long time fled my eyelids; and just as I was beginning
to feel quiet stealing over my limbs; and settling densely on my
mind; a noise at my head startled me broad awake again; and; I will
frankly confess it; brought my heart into my mouth。
It was such a noise as a person would make scratching loudly with a
finger…nail; it came from under the knapsack which served me for a
pillow; and it was thrice repeated before I had time to sit up and
turn about。 Nothing was to be seen; nothing more was to be heard;
but a few of these mysterious rustlings far and near; and the
ceaseless accompaniment of the river and the frogs。 I learned next
day that the chestnut gardens are infested by rats; rustling;
chirping; and scraping were probably all due to these; but the
puzzle; for the moment; was insoluble; and I had to compose myself
for sleep; as best I could; in wondering uncertainty about my
neighbours。
I was wakened in the grey of the morning (Monday; 30th September)
by the sound of foot…steps not far off upon the stones; and opening
my eyes; I beheld a peasant going by among the chestnuts by a
footpath that I had not hitherto observed。 He turned his head
neither to the right nor to the left; and disappeared in a few
strides among the foliage。 Here was an escape! But it was plainly
more than time to be moving。 The peasantry were abroad; scarce
less terrible to me in my nondescript position than the soldiers of
Captain Poul to an undaunted Camisard。 I fed Modestine with what
haste I could; but as I was returning to my sack; I saw a man and a
boy come down the hillside in a direction crossing mine。 They
unintelligibly hailed me; and I replied with inarticulate but
cheerful sounds; and hurried forward to get into my gaiters。
The pair; who seemed to be father and son; came slowly up to the
plateau; and stood close beside me for some time in silence。 The
bed was open; and I saw with regret my revolver lying patently
disclosed on the blue wool。 At last; after they had looked me all
over; and the silence had grown laughably embarrassing; the man
demanded in what seemed unfriendly tones:
'You have slept here?'
'Yes;' said I。 'As you see。'
'Why?' he asked。
'My faith;' I answered lightly; 'I was tired。'
He next inquired where I was going and what I had had for dinner;
and then; without the least transition; 'C'EST BIEN;' he added;
'come along。' And he and his son; without another word; turned off
to the next chestnut…tree but one; which they set to pruning。 The
thing had passed of more simply than I hoped。 He was a grave;
respectable man; and his unfriendly voice did not imply that he
thought he was speaking to a criminal; but merely to an inferior。
I was soon on the road; nibbling a cake of chocolate and seriously
occupied with a case of conscience。 Was I to pay for my night's
lodging? I had slept ill; the bed was full of fleas in the shape
of ants; there was no water in the room; the very dawn had
neglected to call me in the morning。 I might have missed a train;
had there been any in the neighbourhood to catch。 Clearly; I was
dissatisfied with my entertainment; and I decided I should not pay
unless I met a beggar。
The valley looked even lovelier by morning; and soon the road
descended to the level of the river。 Here; in a place where many
straight and prosperous chestnuts stood together; making an aisle
upon a swarded terrace; I made my morning toilette in the water of
the Tarn。 It was marvellously clear; thrillingly cool; the soap…
suds disappeared as if by magic in the swift current; and the white
boulders gave one a model for cleanliness。 To wash in one of God's
rivers in the open air seems to me a sort of cheerful solemnity or
semi…pagan act of worship。 To dabble among dishes in a bedroom may
perhaps make clean the body; but the imagination takes no share in
such a cleansing。 I went on with a light and peaceful heart; and
sang psalms to the spiritual ear as I advanced。
Suddenly up came an old woman; who point…blank demanded alms。
'Good;' thought I; 'here comes the waiter with the bill。'
And I paid for my night's lodging on the spot。 Take it how you
please; but this was the first and the last beggar that I met with
during all my tour。
A step or two farther I was overtaken by an old man in a brown
nightcap; clear…eyed; weather…beaten; with a faint excited smile。
A little girl followed him; driving two sheep and a goat; but she
kept in our wake; while the old man walked beside me and talked
about the morning and the valley。 It was not much past six; and
for healthy people who have slept enough; that is an hour of
expansion and of open and trustful talk。
'CONNAISSEZ…VOUS LE SEIGNEUR?' he said at length。
I asked him what Seigneur he meant; but he only repeated the
question with more emphasis and a look in his eyes denoting hope
and interest。
'Ah;' said I; pointing upwards; 'I understand you now。 Yes; I know
Him; He is the best of acquaintances。'
The old man said he was delighted。 'Hold;' he added; striking his
bosom; 'it makes me happy here。' There were a few who knew the
Lord in these valleys; he went on to tell me; not many; but a few。
'Many are called。' he quoted; 'and few chosen。'
'My father;' said I; 'it is not easy to say who know the Lord; and
it is none of our business。 Protestants and Catholics; and even
those who worship stones; may know Him and be known by Him; for He
has made all。'
I did not know I was so good a preacher。
The old man assured me he thought as I did; and repeated his
expressions of pleasure at meeting me。 'We are so few;' he said。
'They call us Moravians here; but down in the Department of Gard;
where there are also a good number; they are called Derbists; after
an English pastor。'
I began to understand that I was figuring; in questionable taste;
as a member of some sect to me unknown; but I was more pleased with
the pleasure of my companion than embarrassed by my own equivocal
position。 Indeed; I can see no dishonesty in not avowing a
difference; and especially in these high matters; where we have all
a sufficient assurance that; whoever may be in the wrong; we
ourselves are not completely in the right。 The truth is much
talked about; but this old man in a brown nightcap showed himself
so simp