第 8 节
作者:风格1      更新:2021-02-20 15:32      字数:9322
  by the blaze。
  The husband had begun life as a muleteer; and when I came to charge
  Modestine showed himself full of the prudence of his art。  'You
  will have to change this package;' said he; 'it ought to be in two
  parts; and then you might have double the weight。'
  I explained that I wanted no more weight; and for no donkey
  hitherto created would I cut my sleeping…bag in two。
  'It fatigues her; however;' said the innkeeper; 'it fatigues her
  greatly on the march。  Look。'
  Alas; there were her two forelegs no better than raw beef on the
  inside; and blood was running from under her tail。  They told me
  when I started; and I was ready to believe it; that before a few
  days I should come to love Modestine like a dog。  Three days had
  passed; we had shared some misadventures; and my heart was still as
  cold as a potato towards my beast of burden。  She was pretty enough
  to look at; but then she had given proof of dead stupidity;
  redeemed indeed by patience; but aggravated by flashes of sorry and
  ill…judged light…heartedness。  And I own this new discovery seemed
  another point against her。  What the devil was the good of a she…
  ass if she could not carry a sleeping…bag and a few necessaries?  I
  saw the end of the fable rapidly approaching; when I should have to
  carry Modestine。  AEsop was the man to know the world!  I assure
  you I set out with heavy thoughts upon my short day's march。
  It was not only heavy thoughts about Modestine that weighted me
  upon the way; it was a leaden business altogether。  For first; the
  wind blew so rudely that I had to hold on the pack with one hand
  from Cheylard to Luc; and second; my road lay through one of the
  most beggarly countries in the world。  It was like the worst of the
  Scottish Highlands; only worse; cold; naked; and ignoble; scant of
  wood; scant of heather; scant of life。  A road and some fences
  broke the unvarying waste; and the line of the road was marked by
  upright pillars; to serve in time of snow。
  Why any one should desire to visit either Luc or Cheylard is more
  than my much…inventing spirit can suppose。  For my part; I travel
  not to go anywhere; but to go。  I travel for travel's sake。  The
  great affair is to move; to feel the needs and hitches of our life
  more nearly; to come down off this feather…bed of civilisation; and
  find the globe granite underfoot and strewn with cutting flints。
  Alas; as we get up in life; and are more preoccupied with our
  affairs; even a holiday is a thing that must be worked for。  To
  hold a pack upon a pack…saddle against a gale out of the freezing
  north is no high industry; but it is one that serves to occupy and
  compose the mind。  And when the present is so exacting; who can
  annoy himself about the future?
  I came out at length above the Allier。  A more unsightly prospect
  at this season of the year it would be hard to fancy。  Shelving
  hills rose round it on all sides; here dabbled with wood and
  fields; there rising to peaks alternately naked and hairy with
  pines。  The colour throughout was black or ashen; and came to a
  point in the ruins of the castle of Luc; which pricked up
  impudently from below my feet; carrying on a pinnacle a tall white
  statue of Our Lady; which; I heard with interest; weighed fifty
  quintals; and was to be dedicated on the 6th of October。  Through
  this sorry landscape trickled the Allier and a tributary of nearly
  equal size; which came down to join it through a broad nude valley
  in Vivarais。  The weather had somewhat lightened; and the clouds
  massed in squadron; but the fierce wind still hunted them through
  heaven; and cast great ungainly splashes of shadow and sunlight
  over the scene。
  Luc itself was a straggling double file of houses wedged between
  hill and river。  It had no beauty; nor was there any notable
  feature; save the old castle overhead with its fifty quintals of
  brand…new Madonna。  But the inn was clean and large。  The kitchen;
  with its two box…beds hung with clean check curtains; with its wide
  stone chimney; its chimney…shelf four yards long and garnished with
  lanterns and religious statuettes; its array of chests and pair of
  ticking clocks; was the very model of what a kitchen ought to be; a
  melodrama kitchen; suitable for bandits or noblemen in disguise。
  Nor was the scene disgraced by the landlady; a handsome; silent;
  dark old woman; clothed and hooded in black like a nun。  Even the
  public bedroom had a character of its own; with the long deal
  tables and benches; where fifty might have dined; set out as for a
  harvest…home; and the three box…beds along the wall。  In one of
  these; lying on straw and covered with a pair of table…napkins; did
  I do penance all night long in goose…flesh and chattering teeth;
  and sigh; from time to time as I awakened; for my sheepskin sack
  and the lee of some great wood。
  OUR LADY OF THE SNOWS
  'I behold
  The House; the Brotherhood austere …
  And what am I; that I am here?'
  MATTHEW ARNOLD。
  FATHER APOLLINARIS
  NEXT morning (Thursday; 20th September) I took the road in a new
  order。  The sack was no longer doubled; but hung at full length
  across the saddle; a green sausage six feet long with a tuft of
  blue wool hanging out of either end。  It was more picturesque; it
  spared the donkey; and; as I began to see; it would ensure
  stability; blow high; blow low。  But it was not without a pang that
  I had so decided。  For although I had purchased a new cord; and
  made all as fast as I was able; I was yet jealously uneasy lest the
  flaps should tumble out and scatter my effects along the line of
  march。
  My way lay up the bald valley of the river; along the march of
  Vivarais and Gevaudan。  The hills of Gevaudan on the right were a
  little more naked; if anything; than those of Vivarais upon the
  left; and the former had a monopoly of a low dotty underwood that
  grew thickly in the gorges and died out in solitary burrs upon the
  shoulders and the summits。  Black bricks of fir…wood were plastered
  here and there upon both sides; and here and there were cultivated
  fields。  A railway ran beside the river; the only bit of railway in
  Gevaudan; although there are many proposals afoot and surveys being
  made; and even; as they tell me; a station standing ready built in
  Mende。  A year or two hence and this may be another world。  The
  desert is beleaguered。  Now may some Languedocian Wordsworth turn
  the sonnet into PATOIS:  'Mountains and vales and floods; heard YE
  that whistle?'
  At a place called La Bastide I was directed to leave the river; and
  follow a road that mounted on the left among the hills of Vivarais;
  the modern Ardeche; for I was now come within a little way of my
  strange destination; the Trappist monastery of Our Lady of the
  Snows。  The sun came out as I left the shelter of a pine…wood; and
  I beheld suddenly a fine wild landscape to the south。  High rocky
  hills; as blue as sapphire; closed the view; and between these lay
  ridge upon ridge; heathery; craggy; the sun glittering on veins of
  rock; the underwood clambering in the hollows; as rude as God made
  them at the first。  There was not a sign of man's hand in all the
  prospect; and indeed not a trace of his passage; save where
  generation after generation had walked in twisted footpaths; in and
  out among the beeches; and up and down upon the channelled slopes。
  The mists; which had hitherto beset me; were now broken into
  clouds; and fled swiftly and shone brightly in the sun。  I drew a
  long breath。  It was grateful to come; after so long; upon a scene
  of some attraction for the human heart。  I own I like definite form
  in what my eyes are to rest upon; and if landscapes were sold; like
  the sheets of characters of my boyhood; one penny plain and
  twopence coloured; I should go the length of twopence every day of
  my life。
  But if things had grown better to the south; it was still desolate
  and inclement near at hand。  A spidery cross on every hill…top
  marked the neighbourhood of a religious house; and a quarter of a
  mile beyond; the outlook southward opening out and growing bolder
  with every step; a white statue of the Virgin at the corner of a
  young plantation directed the traveller to Our Lady of the Snows。
  Here; then; I struck leftward; and pursued my way; driving my
  secular donkey before me; and creaking in my secular boots and
  gaiters; towards the asylum of silence。
  I had not gone very far ere the wind brought to me the clanging of
  a bell; and somehow; I can scarce tell why; my heart sank within me
  at the sound。  I have rarely approached anything with more
  unaffected terror than the monastery of Our Lady of the Snows。
  This it is to have had a Protestant education。  And suddenly; on
  turning a corner; fear took hold on me from head to foot … slavish;
  superstitious