fortune　he　found；　not　the　hole；　for　that　was　lost　in　the　general
  destruction　of　the　tissues；　but　the　ball　itself；　which；　having　pierced
  the　thick　body　from　below　upwards；　had　remained　fast　in　the　tough　skin
  just　by　the　back…bone　where　the　long；　red　neck　emerges　from　between　the
  wings。　　He　picked　it　out；　for　it　was　only　hanging　in　the　skin；　and　held
  it　up　for　all　to　see。
  〃Macumazahn　has　won　his　bet；〃　said　Dingaan。　　〃His　magic　has　conquered；
  though　by　but　a　very　little。　　Macumazahn；　take　these　Boers；　they　are
  yours；　and　begone　with　them　out　of　my　country。〃
  CHAPTER　XV
  RETIEF　ASKS　A　FAVOUR
  Now　and　again　during　our　troubled　journey　through　life　we　reach　little
  oases　of　almost　perfect　happiness；　set　jewel…like　here　and　there　in　the
  thorny　wilderness　of　time。　　Sometimes　these　are　hours　of　mere　animal
  content。　　In　others　they　are　made　beautiful　by　waters　blowing　from　our
  spiritual　springs　of　being；　as　in　those　rare　instances　when　the　material
  veil　of　life　seems　to　be　rent　by　a　mighty　hand；　and　we　feel　the　presence
  and　the　comfort　of　God　within　us　and　about　us；　guiding　our　footsteps　to
  the　ineffable　end；　which　is　Himself。　　Occasionally；　however；　all　these；
  physical　satisfaction　and　love　divine　and　human；　are　blended　to　a　whole；
  like　soul　and　body；　and　we　can　say；　〃Now　I　know　what　is　joy。〃
  Such　an　hour　came　to　me　on　the　evening　of　that　day　of　the　winning　of　my
  bet　with　Dingaan；　when　a　dozen　lives　or　so　were　set　against　my　nerve　and
  skill。　　These　had　not　failed　me；　although　I　knew　that　had　it　not　been
  for　the　inspiration　of　the　Hottentot　Hans　（who　sent　it；　I　wonder？）　they
  would　have　been　of　no　service　at　all。　　With　all　my　thought　and
  experience；　it　had　never　occurred　to　me　that　the　wonderful　eyes　of　the
  vultures　would　see　the　flash　of　the　powder　even　through　the　pervading
  sunlight；　and　swerve　before　the　deadly　bullet　could　reach　them。
  On　that　night　I　was　indeed　a　hero　in　a　small　way。　　Even　Henri　Marais
  thawed　and　spoke　to　me　as　a　father　might　to　his　child；　he　who　always
  disliked　me　in　secret；　partly　because　I　was　an　Englishman；　partly
  because　I　was　everything　to　his　daughter　and　he　was　jealous；　and　partly
  for　the　reason　that　I　stood　in　the　path　of　his　nephew；　Hernan　Pereira；
  whom　he　either　loved　or　feared；　or　both。　　As　for　the　rest　of　them；　men；
  women　and　children；　they　thanked　and　blessed　me　with　tears　in　their
  eyes；　vowing　that；　young　as　I　was；　thenceforth　I　and　no　other　should　be
  their　leader。　　As　may　be　imagined；　although　it　is　true　that　she　set　down
  my　success　to　her　meal　of　bullock's　liver　and　the　nap　which　she　had
  insisted　on　my　taking；　the　Vrouw　Prinsloo　was　the　most　enthusiastic　of
  them　all。
  〃Look　at　him；〃　she　said；　pointing　with　her　fat　finger　at　my
  insignificant　self　and　addressing　her　family。　　〃If　only　I　had　such　a
  husband　or　a　son；　instead　of　you　lumps　that　God　has　tied　to　me　like
  clogs　to　the　heels　of　a　she…ass；　I　should　be　happy。〃
  〃God　did　that　in　order　to　prevent　you　from　kicking；　old　vrouw；〃　said　her
  husband；　a　quiet　man　with　a　vein　of　sardonic　humour。　　〃If　only　He　had
  tied　another　clog　to　your　tongue；　I　should　be　happy　also〃；　whereon　the
  vrouw　smacked　his　head　and　her　children　got　out　of　the　way　sniggering。
  But　the　most　blessed　thing　of　all　was　my　interview　with　Marie。　　All　that
  took　place　between　us　can　best　be　left　to　the　imagination；　since　the
  talk　of　lovers；　even　in　such　circumstances；　is　not　interesting　to
  others。　　Also；　in　a　sense；　it　is　too　sacred　to　repeat。　　One　sentence　I
  will　set　down；　however；　because　in　the　light　of　after　events　I　feel　that
  it　was　prophetic；　and　not　spoken　merely　by　chance。　　It　was　at　the　end　of
  our　talk；　as　she　was　handing　me　back　the　pistol　that　I　had　given　her　for
  a　certain　dreadful　purpose。
  〃Three　times　you　have　saved　my　life；　Allanonce　at　Maraisfontein；　once
  from　starvation；　and　now　from　Dingaan；　whose　touch　would　have　meant　my
  death。　　I　wonder　whether　it　will　ever　be　my　turn　to　save　yours？〃
  She　looked　down　for　a　little　while；　then　lifted　her　head　and　laid　her
  hand　upon　my　shoulder；　adding　slowly：　〃Do　you　know；　Allan；　I　think　that
  it　will　at　the〃　and　suddenly　she　turned　and　left　me　with　her　sentence
  unfinished。
  So　thus　it　came　about　that　by　the　help　of　Providence　I　was　enabled　to
  rescue　all　these　worthy　folk　from　a　miserable　and　a　bloody　death。　　And
  yet　I　have　often　reflected　since　that　if　things　had　gone　differently；
  if；　for　instance；　that　king　aasvogel　had　found　strength　to　carry　itself
  away　to　die　at　a　distance　instead　of　soaring　straight　upwards　like　a
  towering　partridge；　as　birds　injured　in　the　lungs　will　often　doI
  suppose　in　search　of　airit　might　have　been　better　in　the　end。　　Then　I
  should　certainly　have　shot　Dingaan　dead　and　every　one　of　us　would　as
  certainly　have　been　killed　on　the　spot。　　But　if　Dingaan　had　died　that
  day；　Retief　and　his　companions　would　never　have　been　massacred。　　Also　as
  the　peaceful　Panda；　his　brother；　would；　I　suppose；　have　succeeded　to　the
  throne；　probably　the　subsequent　slaughter　at　Weenen；　and　all　the　after
  fighting；　would　never　have　taken　place。　　But　so　it　was　fated；　and　who　am
  I　that　I　should　quarrel　with　or　even　question　the　decrees　of　fate？
  Doubtless　these　things　were　doomed　to　happen；　and　they　happened　in　due
  course。　　There　is　nothing　more　to　be　said。
  Early　on　the　following　morning　we　collected　our　oxen；　which；　although
  still　footsore；　were　now　full　fed　and　somewhat　rested。　　An　hour　or　two
  later　began　our　trek；　word　having　come　to　us　from　Dingaan　that　we　must
  start　at　once。　　Also　he　sent　us　guides；　under　the　command　of　the　captain
  Kambula；　to　show　us　the　road　to　Natal。
  I　breakfasted　that　day　with　the　Reverend　Mr。　Owen　and　his　people；　my
  object　being　to　persuade　him　to　come　away　with　us；　as　I　did　not　consider
  that　Zululand　was　a　safe　place　for　white　women　and　children。　　My　mission
  proved　fruitless。　　Mrs。　Hulley；　the　wife　of　the　absent　interpreter；　who
  had　three　little　ones；　Miss　Owen　and　the　servant；　Jane　Williams；　were
  all　of　them　anxious　enough　to　do　as　I　suggested。　　But　Mr。　and　Mrs。　Owen；
  who　were　filled　with　the　true　fervour　of　missionaries；　would　not　listen。
  They　said　that　God　would　protect　them；　that　they　had　only　been　a　few
  weeks　in　the　country；　and　that　it　would　be　the　act　of　cowards　and　of
  traitors　to　fly　at　the　very　beginning　of　their　work。　　Here　I　may　add
  that　after　the　massacre　of　Retief　they　changed　their　opinion；　small
  blame　to　them；　and　fled　as　fast　as　anyone　else。
  I　told　Mr。　Owen　how　very　close　I　had　gone　to　shooting　Dingaan；　in　which
  event　they　might　all　have　been　killed　with　us。　　This　news　shocked　him
  much。　　Indeed；　he　lectured　me　severely　on　the　sins　of　bloodthirstiness
  and　a　desire　for　revenge。　　So；　finding　that　we　looked　at　things
  differently；　and　that　it　was　of　no　use　wasting　breath　in　argument；　I
  wished　him　and　his　people　good…bye　and　good　fortune　and　went　upon　my
  way；　little　guessing　how　we　should　meet　again。
  An　hour　later　we　trekked。　　Passing　by　the　accursed　hill；　Hloma　Amabutu；
  where　I　saw　some　gorged　vultures　sleeping　on　the　rocks；　we　came　to　the
  gate　of　the　Great　Kraal。　　Here；　to　my　surprise；　I　saw　Dingaan　with　some
  of　his　councillors　and　an　armed　guard　of　over　a　hundred　men；　seated
  under　the　shade　of　two　big　milk　trees。　　Fearing　treachery；　I　halted　the
  wagons　and　advised　the　Boers　to　load　their　rifles　and　be　ready　for　the
  worst。　　A　minute　or　so　later　young　Thomas　Halstead　arrived　and　told　me
  that　Dingaan　wished　to　speak　with　us。　　I　asked　him　if　that　meant　that　we
  were　to　be　killed。　　He　answered；　〃No；　you　are　quite　safe。〃　　The　king　had
  received　some　news　that　had　put　him　in　a　good　humour　with　the　white
  people；　and　he　desired　to　bid　us　farewell；　that　was　all。
  So　we　trekked　boldly　to　where　Dingaan　was；　and；　stopping　the　wagons；
  went　up　to　him　in　a　body。　　He　greeted　us　kindly　enough；　and　even　gave　me
  his　fat　hand　to　shake。
  〃Macumazahn；〃　he　said；　〃although　it　has　cost　me　many　oxen；　I　am　glad
  that　your　magic　prevailed　yesterday。　　Had　it　not　done　so　I　should　have
  killed　all　these　your　friends；　which　would　have　been　a　cause　of　war
  between　me　and　the　Amaboona。　　Now；　this　morning　I　have　learned　that
  these　Amaboona　are　sending　a　friendly　embassy　to　me　under　one　of　their
  great　chiefs；　and　I　think　that　you　will　meet　them　on　the　road。　　I　charge
  you；　therefore；　to　tell　them　to　come　on；　having　no　fear；　as　I　will
  receive　them　well　and　listen　to　all　they　have　to　say。〃
  I　answered　that　I　would　do　so。
  〃Good；〃　he　replied。　　〃I　am　sending　twelve　head　of　cattle　with　you；　six
  of　them　for　your　food　during　your　journey；　and　six　as　a　present　to　the
  embassy　of　the　Amaboona。　　Also　Kambula；　my　captain；　has　charge　to　see
  you　safely　over　the　Tugela　River。〃
  I　thanked　him　and　turned　to　go；　when　suddenly　his　eye　fell　upon　Marie；
  who；　foolishly　enough；　took　this　opportunity　to　advance　from　among　the
  others　and　speak　to　me　about　somethingI　forget　what。