第 11 节
作者:僻处自说      更新:2021-02-20 14:23      字数:9322
  had arrested the Count on the threshold of debauchery; and how
  impossible it would be ever to forget a creature who really was a
  flower to the touch; a flower to the eye; a flower of fragrance; a
  heavenly flower to the soul。 。 。 。 Honorine inspired devotion;
  chivalrous devotion; regardless of reward。 A man on seeing her must
  say to himself:
  〃 'Think; and I will divine your thought; speak; and I will obey。 If
  my life; sacrificed in torments; can procure you one day's happiness;
  take my life; I will smile like a martyr at the stake; for I shall
  offer that day to God; as a token to which a father responds on
  recognizing a gift to his child。' Many women study their expression;
  and succeed in producing effects similar to those which would have
  struck you at first sight of the Countess; only; in her; it was all
  the outcome of a delightful nature; that inimitable nature went at
  once to the heart。 If I tell you all this; it is because her soul; her
  thoughts; the exquisiteness of her heart; are all we are concerned
  with; and you would have blamed me if I had not sketched them for you。
  〃I was very near forgetting my part as a half…crazy lout; clumsy; and
  by no means chivalrous。
  〃 'I am told; madame; that you are fond of flowers?'
  〃 'I am an artificial flower…maker;' said she。 'After growing flowers;
  I imitate them; like a mother who is artist enough to have the
  pleasure of painting her children。 。 。 。 That is enough to tell you
  that I am poor and unable to pay for the concession I am anxious to
  obtain from you?'
  〃 'But how;' said I; as grave as a judge; 'can a lady of such rank as
  yours would seem to be; ply so humble a calling? Have you; like me;
  good reasons for employing your fingers so as to keep your brains from
  working?'
  〃 'Let us stick to the question of the wall;' said she; with a smile。
  〃 'Why; we have begun at the foundations;' said I。 'Must not I know
  which of us ought to yield to the other in behalf of our suffering;
  or; if you choose; of our mania?Oh! what a charming clump of
  narcissus! They are as fresh as this spring morning!'
  〃I assure you; she had made for herself a perfect museum of flowers
  and shrubs; which none might see but the sun; and of which the
  arrangement had been prompted by the genius of an artist; the most
  heartless of landlords must have treated it with respect。 The masses
  of plants; arranged according to their height; or in single clumps;
  were really a joy to the soul。 This retired and solitary garden
  breathed comforting scents; and suggested none but sweet thoughts and
  graceful; nay; voluptuous pictures。 On it was set that inscrutable
  sign…manual; which our true character stamps on everything; as soon as
  nothing compels us to obey the various hypocrisies; necessary as they
  are; which Society insists on。 I looked alternately at the mass of
  narcissus and at the Countess; affecting to be far more in love with
  the flowers than with her; to carry out my part。
  〃 'So you are very fond of flowers?' said she。
  〃 'They are;' I replied; 'the only beings that never disappoint our
  cares and affection。' And I went on to deliver such a diatribe while
  comparing botany and the world; that we ended miles away from the
  dividing wall; and the Countess must have supposed me to be a wretched
  and wounded sufferer worthy of her pity。 However; at the end of half
  an hour my neighbor naturally brought me back to the point; for women;
  when they are not in love; have all the cold blood of an experienced
  attorney。
  〃 'If you insist on my leaving the paling;' said I; 'you will learn
  all the secrets of gardening that I want to hide; I am seeking to grow
  a blue dahlia; a blue rose; I am crazy for blue flowers。 Is not blue
  the favorite color of superior souls? We are neither of us really at
  home; we might as well make a little door of open railings to unite
  our gardens。 。 。 。 You; too; are fond of flowers; you will see mine; I
  shall see yours。 If you receive no visitors at all; I; for my part;
  have none but my uncle; the Cure of the White Friars。'
  〃 'No;' said she; 'I will give you the right to come into my garden;
  my premises at any hour。 Come and welcome; you will always be admitted
  as a neighbor with whom I hope to keep on good terms。 But I like my
  solitude too well to burden it with any loss of independence。'
  〃 'As you please;' said I; and with one leap I was over the paling。
  〃 'Now; of what use would a door be?' said I; from my own domain;
  turning round to the Countess; and mocking her with a madman's gesture
  and grimace。
  〃For a fortnight I seemed to take no heed of my neighbor。 Towards the
  end of May; one lovely evening; we happened both to be out on opposite
  sides of the paling; both walking slowly。 Having reached the end; we
  could not help exchanging a few civil words; she found me in such deep
  dejection; lost in such painful meditations; that she spoke to me of
  hopefulness; in brief sentences that sounded like the songs with which
  nurses lull their babies。 I then leaped the fence; and found myself
  for the second time at her side。 The Countess led me into the house;
  wishing to subdue my sadness。 So at last I had penetrated the
  sanctuary where everything was in harmony with the woman I have tried
  to describe to you。
  〃Exquisite simplicity reigned there。 The interior of the little house
  was just such a dainty box as the art of the eighteenth century
  devised for the pretty profligacy of a fine gentleman。 The dining…
  room; on the ground floor; was painted in fresco; with garlands of
  flowers; admirably and marvelously executed。 The staircase was
  charmingly decorated in monochrome。 The little drawing…room; opposite
  the dining…room; was very much faded; but the Countess had hung it
  with panels of tapestry of fanciful designs; taken off old screens。 A
  bath…room came next。 Upstairs there was but one bedroom; with a
  dressing…room; and a library which she used as her workroom。 The
  kitchen was beneath in the basement on which the house was raised; for
  there was a flight of several steps outside。 The balustrade of a
  balcony in garlands a la Pompadour concealed the roof; only the lead
  cornices were visible。 In this retreat one was a hundred leagues from
  Paris。
  〃But for the bitter smile which occasionally played on the beautiful
  red lips of this pale woman; it would have been possible to believe
  that this violet buried in her thicket of flowers was happy。 In a few
  days we had reached a certain degree of intimacy; the result of our
  close neighborhood and of the Countess' conviction that I was
  indifferent to women。 A look would have spoilt all; and I never
  allowed a thought of her to be seen in my eyes。 Honorine chose to
  regard me as an old friend。 Her manner to me was the outcome of a kind
  of pity。 Her looks; her voice; her words; all showed that she was a
  hundred miles away from the coquettish airs which the strictest virtue
  might have allowed under such circumstances。 She soon gave me the
  right to go into the pretty workshop where she made her flowers; a
  retreat full of books and curiosities; as smart as a boudoir where
  elegance emphasized the vulgarity of the tools of her trade。 The
  Countess had in the course of time poetized; as I may say; a thing
  which is at the antipodes to poetrya manufacture。
  〃Perhaps of all the work a woman can do; the making of artificial
  flowers is that of which the details allow her to display most grace。
  For coloring prints she must sit bent over a table and devote herself;
  with some attention; to this half painting。 Embroidering tapestry; as
  diligently as a woman must who is to earn her living by it; entails
  consumption or curvature of the spine。 Engraving music is one of the
  most laborious; by the care; the minute exactitude; and the
  intelligence it demands。 Sewing and white embroidery do not earn
  thirty sous a day。 But the making of flowers and light articles of
  wear necessitates a variety of movements; gestures; ideas even; which
  do not take a pretty woman out of her sphere; she is still herself;
  she may chat; laugh; sing; or think。
  〃There was certainly a feeling for art in the way in which the
  Countess arranged on a long deal table the myriad…colored petals which
  were used in composing the flowers she was to produce。 The saucers of
  color were of white china; and always clean; arranged in such order
  that the eye could at once see the required shade in the scale of
  tints。 Thus the aristocratic artist saved time。 A pretty little
  cabinet with a hundred tiny drawers; of ebony inlaid with ivory;
  contained the little steel moulds in which she shaped the leaves and
  some forms of petals。 A fine Japanese bowl held the paste; which was
  never allowed to turn sour; and it had a fitted cover with a hinge so
  easy that she could lift it with a finger…tip。 The wire; of iron and
  brass; lurked in a little drawer of the table before her。
  〃Under her eyes; in a Venetian glass; shaped like a flower…cup on its
  stem; was the living model she strove to imitate。 She had a passion
  for achievement; she attempted the most difficult things; close
  racemes; the tiniest corollas; heaths; nectaries of the most
  variegated hues。 Her hands; as swift as her thoughts; went from the
  tab