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作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:20      字数:9321
  nothing should be said to the children; so these paid no more
  attention to us than they would have done to any other stranger; who
  happened to visit a spot so unfrequented except by sea…faring folk;
  which we plainly were not。  The interest; however; in us was much
  quickened when it was discovered that we had got our pockets full of
  oranges and sweeties; to an extent greater than it had entered into
  their small imaginations to conceive as possible。  At first we had
  great difficulty in making them come near us。  They were like a lot
  of wild young colts; very inquisitive; but very coy and not to be
  cajoled easily。  The children were nine in allfive boys and two
  girls belonging to Mr and Mrs Rollings; and two to Ernest。  I never
  saw a finer lot of children than the young Rollings; the boys were
  hardy; robust; fearless little fellows with eyes as clear as hawks;
  the elder girl was exquisitely pretty; but the younger one was a
  mere baby。  I felt as I looked at them; that if I had had children
  of my own I could have wished no better home for them; nor better
  companions。
  Georgie and Alice; Ernest's two children; were evidently quite as
  one family with the others; and called Mr and Mrs Rollings uncle and
  aunt。  They had been so young when they were first brought to the
  house that they had been looked upon in the light of new babies who
  had been born into the family。  They knew nothing about Mr and Mrs
  Rollings being paid so much a week to look after them。  Ernest asked
  them all what they wanted to be。  They had only one idea; one and
  all; Georgie among the rest; wanted to be bargemen。  Young ducks
  could hardly have a more evident hankering after the water。
  〃And what do you want; Alice?〃 said Ernest。
  〃Oh;〃 she said; 〃I'm going to marry Jack here; and be a bargeman's
  wife。〃
  Jack was the eldest boy; now nearly twelve; a sturdy little fellow;
  the image of what Mr Rollings must have been at his age。  As we
  looked at him; so straight and well grown and well done all round; I
  could see it was in Ernest's mind as much as in mine that she could
  hardly do much better。
  〃Come here; Jack; my boy;〃 said Ernest; 〃here's a shilling for you。〃
  The boy blushed and could hardly be got to come in spite of our
  previous blandishments; he had had pennies given him before; but
  shillings never。  His father caught him good…naturedly by the ear
  and lugged him to us。
  〃He's a good boy; Jack is;〃 said Ernest to Mr Rollings; 〃I'm sure of
  that。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Mr Rollings; 〃he's a werry good boy; only that I can't
  get him to learn his reading and writing。  He don't like going to
  school; that's the only complaint I have against him。  I don't know
  what's the matter with all my children; and yours; Mr Pontifex; is
  just as bad; but they none of 'em likes book learning; though they
  learn anything else fast enough。  Why; as for Jack here; he's almost
  as good a bargeman as I am。〃  And he looked fondly and patronisingly
  towards his offspring。
  〃I think;〃 said Ernest to Mr Rollings; 〃if he wants to marry Alice
  when he gets older he had better do so; and he shall have as many
  barges as he likes。  In the meantime; Mr Rollings; say in what way
  money can be of use to you; and whatever you can make useful is at
  your disposal。〃
  I need hardly say that Ernest made matters easy for this good
  couple; one stipulation; however; he insisted on; namely; there was
  to be no more smuggling; and that the young people were to be kept
  out of this; for a little bird had told Ernest that smuggling in a
  quiet way was one of the resources of the Rollings family。  Mr
  Rollings was not sorry to assent to this; and I believe it is now
  many years since the coastguard people have suspected any of the
  Rollings family as offenders against the revenue law。
  〃Why should I take them from where they are;〃 said Ernest to me in
  the train as we went home; 〃to send them to schools where they will
  not be one half so happy; and where their illegitimacy will very
  likely be a worry to them?  Georgie wants to be a bargeman; let him
  begin as one; the sooner the better; he may as well begin with this
  as with anything else; then if he shows developments I can be on the
  look…out to encourage them and make things easy for him; while if he
  shows no desire to go ahead; what on earth is the good of trying to
  shove him forward?〃
  Ernest; I believe; went on with a homily upon education generally;
  and upon the way in which young people should go through the
  embryonic stages with their money as much as with their limbs;
  beginning life in a much lower social position than that in which
  their parents were; and a lot more; which he has since published;
  but I was getting on in years; and the walk and the bracing air had
  made me sleepy; so ere we had got past Greenhithe Station on our
  return journey I had sunk into a refreshing sleep。
  CHAPTER LXXXV
  Ernest being about two and thirty years old and having had his fling
  for the last three or four years; now settled down in London; and
  began to write steadily。  Up to this time he had given abundant
  promise; but had produced nothing; nor indeed did he come before the
  public for another three or four years yet。
  He lived as I have said very quietly; seeing hardly anyone but
  myself; and the three or four old friends with whom I had been
  intimate for years。  Ernest and we formed our little set; and
  outside of this my godson was hardly known at all。
  His main expense was travelling; which he indulged in at frequent
  intervals; but for short times only。  Do what he would he could not
  get through more than about fifteen hundred a year; the rest of his
  income he gave away if he happened to find a case where he thought
  money would be well bestowed; or put by until some opportunity arose
  of getting rid of it with advantage。
  I knew he was writing; but we had had so many little differences of
  opinion upon this head that by a tacit understanding the subject was
  seldom referred to between us; and I did not know that he was
  actually publishing till one day he brought me a book and told me
  flat it was his own。  I opened it and found it to he a series of
  semi…theological; semi…social essays; purporting to have been
  written by six or seven different people; and viewing the same class
  of subjects from different standpoints。
  People had not yet forgotten the famous 〃Essays and Reviews;〃 and
  Ernest had wickedly given a few touches to at least two of the
  essays which suggested vaguely that they had been written by a
  bishop。  The essays were all of them in support of the Church of
  England; and appeared both by internal suggestion; and their prima
  facie purport to be the work of some half…dozen men of experience
  and high position who had determined to face the difficult questions
  of the day no less boldly from within the bosom of the Church than
  the Church's enemies had faced them from without her pale。
  There was an essay on the external evidences of the Resurrection;
  another on the marriage laws of the most eminent nations of the
  world in times past and present; another was devoted to a
  consideration of the many questions which must be reopened and
  reconsidered on their merits if the teaching of the Church of
  England were to cease to carry moral authority with it; another
  dealt with the more purely social subject of middle class
  destitution; another with the authenticity or rather the
  unauthenticity of the fourth gospelanother was headed 〃Irrational
  Rationalism;〃 and there were two or three more。
  They were all written vigorously and fearlessly as though by people
  used to authority; all granted that the Church professed to enjoin
  belief in much which no one could accept who had been accustomed to
  weigh evidence; but it was contended that so much valuable truth had
  got so closely mixed up with these mistakes; that the mistakes had
  better not be meddled with。  To lay great stress on these was like
  cavilling at the Queen's right to reign; on the ground that William
  the Conqueror was illegitimate。
  One article maintained that though it would be inconvenient to
  change the words of our prayer book and articles; it would not be
  inconvenient to change in a quiet way the meanings which we put upon
  those words。  This; it was argued; was what was actually done in the
  case of law; this had been the law's mode of growth and adaptation;
  and had in all ages been found a righteous and convenient method of
  effecting change。  It was suggested that the Church should adopt it。
  In another essay it was boldly denied that the Church rested upon
  reason。  It was proved incontestably that its ultimate foundation
  was and ought to be faith; there being indeed no other ultimate
  foundation than this for any of man's beliefs。  If so; the writer
  claimed that the Church could not be upset by reason。  It was
  founded; like everything else; on initial assumptions; that is to
  say on faith; and if it was to be upset it was to be upset by faith;
  by the faith of those who in their lives appeared more graceful;
  more lovable; better bred; in fact; and better able to overcome
  difficulties。  Any sect which showed its superiority in these
  respects might carry all before it; but none other