第 55 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:19      字数:9322
  His rector was a moderate High Churchman of no very pronounced
  viewsan elderly man who had had too many curates not to have long
  since found out that the connection between rector and curate; like
  that between employer and employed in every other walk of life; was
  a mere matter of business。  He had now two curates; of whom Ernest
  was the junior; the senior curate was named Pryer; and when this
  gentleman made advances; as he presently did; Ernest in his forlorn
  state was delighted to meet them。
  Pryer was about twenty…eight years old。  He had been at Eton and at
  Oxford。  He was tall; and passed generally for good…looking; I only
  saw him once for about five minutes; and then thought him odious
  both in manners and appearance。  Perhaps it was because he caught me
  up in a way I did not like。  I had quoted Shakespeare for lack of
  something better to fill up a sentenceand had said that one touch
  of nature made the whole world kin。  〃Ah;〃 said Pryer; in a bold;
  brazen way which displeased me; 〃but one touch of the unnatural
  makes it more kindred still;〃 and he gave me a look as though he
  thought me an old bore and did not care two straws whether I was
  shocked or not。  Naturally enough; after this I did not like him。
  This; however; is anticipating; for it was not till Ernest had been
  three or four months in London that I happened to meet his fellow…
  curate; and I must deal here rather with the effect he produced upon
  my godson than upon myself。  Besides being what was generally
  considered good…looking; he was faultless in his get…up; and
  altogether the kind of man whom Ernest was sure to be afraid of and
  yet be taken in by。  The style of his dress was very High Church;
  and his acquaintances were exclusively of the extreme High Church
  party; but he kept his views a good deal in the background in his
  rector's presence; and that gentleman; though he looked askance on
  some of Pryer's friends; had no such ground of complaint against him
  as to make him sever the connection。  Pryer; too; was popular in the
  pulpit; and; take him all round; it was probable that many worse
  curates would be found for one better。  When Pryer called on my
  hero; as soon as the two were alone together; he eyed him all over
  with a quick penetrating glance and seemed not dissatisfied with the
  resultfor I must say here that Ernest had improved in personal
  appearance under the more genial treatment he had received at
  Cambridge。  Pryer; in fact; approved of him sufficiently to treat
  him civilly; and Ernest was immediately won by anyone who did this。
  It was not long before he discovered that the High Church party; and
  even Rome itself; had more to say for themselves than he had
  thought。  This was his first snipe…like change of flight。
  Pryer introduced him to several of his friends。  They were all of
  them young clergymen; belonging as I have said to the highest of the
  High Church school; but Ernest was surprised to find how much they
  resembled other people when among themselves。  This was a shock to
  him; it was ere long a still greater one to find that certain
  thoughts which he had warred against as fatal to his soul; and which
  he had imagined he should lose once for all on ordination; were
  still as troublesome to him as they had been; he also saw plainly
  enough that the young gentlemen who formed the circle of Pryer's
  friends were in much the same unhappy predicament as himself。
  This was deplorable。  The only way out of it that Ernest could see
  was that he should get married at once。  But then he did not know
  any one whom he wanted to marry。  He did not know any woman; in
  fact; whom he would not rather die than marry。  It had been one of
  Theobald's and Christina's main objects to keep him out of the way
  of women; and they had so far succeeded that women had become to him
  mysterious; inscrutable objects to be tolerated when it was
  impossible to avoid them; but never to be sought out or encouraged。
  As for any man loving; or even being at all fond of any woman; he
  supposed it was so; but he believed the greater number of those who
  professed such sentiments were liars。  Now; however; it was clear
  that he had hoped against hope too long; and that the only thing to
  do was to go and ask the first woman who would listen to him to come
  and be married to him as soon as possible。
  He broached this to Pryer; and was surprised to find that this
  gentleman; though attentive to such members of his flock as were
  young and good…looking; was strongly in favour of the celibacy of
  the clergy; as indeed were the other demure young clerics to whom
  Pryer had introduced Ernest。
  CHAPTER LII
  〃You know; my dear Pontifex;〃 said Pryer to him; some few weeks
  after Ernest had become acquainted with him; when the two were
  taking a constitutional one day in Kensington Gardens; 〃You know; my
  dear Pontifex; it is all very well to quarrel with Rome; but Rome
  has reduced the treatment of the human soul to a science; while our
  own Church; though so much purer in many respects; has no organised
  system either of diagnosis or pathologyI mean; of course;
  spiritual diagnosis and spiritual pathology。  Our Church does not
  prescribe remedies upon any settled system; and; what is still
  worse; even when her physicians have according to their lights
  ascertained the disease and pointed out the remedy; she has no
  discipline which will ensure its being actually applied。  If our
  patients do not choose to do as we tell them; we cannot make them。
  Perhaps really under all the circumstances this is as well; for we
  are spiritually mere horse doctors as compared with the Roman
  priesthood; nor can we hope to make much headway against the sin and
  misery that surround us; till we return in some respects to the
  practice of our forefathers and of the greater part of Christendom。〃
  Ernest asked in what respects it was that his friend desired a
  return to the practice of our forefathers。
  〃Why; my dear fellow; can you really be ignorant?  It is just this;
  either the priest is indeed a spiritual guide; as being able to show
  people how they ought to live better than they can find out for
  themselves; or he is nothing at allhe has no raison d'etre。  If
  the priest is not as much a healer and director of men's souls as a
  physician is of their bodies; what is he?  The history of all ages
  has shownand surely you must know this as well as I dothat as
  men cannot cure the bodies of their patients if they have not been
  properly trained in hospitals under skilled teachers; so neither can
  souls be cured of their more hidden ailments without the help of men
  who are skilled in soul…craftor in other words; of priests。  What
  do one half of our formularies and rubrics mean if not this?  How in
  the name of all that is reasonable can we find out the exact nature
  of a spiritual malady; unless we have had experience of other
  similar cases?  How can we get this without express training?  At
  present we have to begin all experiments for ourselves; without
  profiting by the organised experience of our predecessors; inasmuch
  as that experience is never organised and co…ordinated at all。  At
  the outset; therefore; each one of us must ruin many souls which
  could be saved by knowledge of a few elementary principles。〃
  Ernest was very much impressed。
  〃As for men curing themselves;〃 continued Pryer; 〃they can no more
  cure their own souls than they can cure their own bodies; or manage
  their own law affairs。  In these two last cases they see the folly
  of meddling with their own cases clearly enough; and go to a
  professional adviser as a matter of course; surely a man's soul is
  at once a more difficult and intricate matter to treat; and at the
  same time it is more important to him that it should be treated
  rightly than that either his body or his money should be so。  What
  are we to think of the practice of a Church which encourages people
  to rely on unprofessional advice in matters affecting their eternal
  welfare; when they would not think of jeopardising their worldly
  affairs by such insane conduct?〃
  Ernest could see no weak place in this。  These ideas had crossed his
  own mind vaguely before now; but he had never laid hold of them or
  set them in an orderly manner before himself。  Nor was he quick at
  detecting false analogies and the misuse of metaphors; in fact he
  was a mere child in the hands of his fellow curate。
  〃And what;〃 resumed Pryer; 〃does all this point to?  Firstly; to the
  duty of confessionthe outcry against which is absurd as an outcry
  would be against dissection as part of the training of medical
  students。  Granted these young men must see and do a great deal we
  do not ourselves like even to think of; but they should adopt some
  other profession unless they are prepared for this; they may even
  get inoculated with poison from a dead body and lose their lives;
  but they must stand their chance。  So if we aspire to be priests in
  deed as well as name; we must familiarise ourselves with the
  minutest and most repulsive details of all kinds of sin; so that we
  may recognise it in all its stages。  Some of us must doubtlessly
  perish spiritually in such investigations。  We cannot help it; all
  science must have its ma