第 43 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:19      字数:9321
  ring the bell。〃
  When the bell had been answered; Theobald desired that John should
  be sent for; and when John came Theobald calculated the wages due to
  him and desired him at once to leave the house。
  John's manner was quiet and respectful。  He took his dismissal as a
  matter of course; for Theobald had hinted enough to make him
  understand why he was being discharged; but when he saw Ernest
  sitting pale and awe…struck on the edge of his chair against the
  dining…room wall; a sudden thought seemed to strike him; and turning
  to Theobald he said in a broad northern accent which I will not
  attempt to reproduce:
  〃Look here; master; I can guess what all this is aboutnow before I
  goes I want to have a word with you。〃
  〃Ernest;〃 said Theobald; 〃leave the room。〃
  〃No; Master Ernest; you shan't;〃 said John; planting himself against
  the door。  〃Now; master;〃 he continued; 〃you may do as you please
  about me。  I've been a good servant to you; and I don't mean to say
  as you've been a bad master to me; but I do say that if you bear
  hardly on Master Ernest here I have those in the village as 'll hear
  on't and let me know; and if I do hear on't I'll come back and break
  every bone in your skin; so there!〃
  John's breath came and went quickly; as though he would have been
  well enough pleased to begin the bone…breaking business at once。
  Theobald turned of an ashen colournot; as he explained afterwards;
  at the idle threats of a detected and angry ruffian; but at such
  atrocious insolence from one of his own servants。
  〃I shall leave Master Ernest; John;〃 he rejoined proudly; 〃to the
  reproaches of his own conscience。〃  (〃Thank God and thank John;〃
  thought Ernest。)  〃As for yourself; I admit that you have been an
  excellent servant until this unfortunate business came on; and I
  shall have much pleasure in giving you a character if you want one。
  Have you anything more to say?〃
  〃No more nor what I have said;〃 said John sullenly; 〃but what I've
  said I means and I'll stick tocharacter or no character。〃
  〃Oh; you need not be afraid about your character; John;〃 said
  Theobald kindly; 〃and as it is getting late; there can be no
  occasion for you to leave the house before to…morrow morning。〃
  To this there was no reply from John; who retired; packed up his
  things; and left the house at once。
  When Christina heard what had happened she said she could condone
  all except that Theobald should have been subjected to such
  insolence from one of his own servants through the misconduct of his
  son。  Theobald was the bravest man in the whole world; and could
  easily have collared the wretch and turned him out of the room; but
  how far more dignified; how far nobler had been his reply!  How it
  would tell in a novel or upon the stage; for though the stage as a
  whole was immoral; yet there were doubtless some plays which were
  improving spectacles。  She could fancy the whole house hushed with
  excitement at hearing John's menace; and hardly breathing by reason
  of their interest and expectation of the coming answer。  Then the
  actorprobably the great and good Mr Macreadywould say; 〃I shall
  leave Master Ernest; John; to the reproaches of his own conscience。〃
  Oh; it was sublime!  What a roar of applause must follow!  Then she
  should enter herself; and fling her arms about her husband's neck;
  and call him her lion…hearted husband。  When the curtain dropped; it
  would be buzzed about the house that the scene just witnessed had
  been drawn from real life; and had actually occurred in the
  household of the Rev。 Theobald Pontifex; who had married a Miss
  Allaby; etc。; etc。
  As regards Ernest the suspicions which had already crossed her mind
  were deepened; but she thought it better to leave the matter where
  it was。  At present she was in a very strong position。  Ernest's
  official purity was firmly established; but at the same time he had
  shown himself so susceptible that she was able to fuse two
  contradictory impressions concerning him into a single idea; and
  consider him as a kind of Joseph and Don Juan in one。  This was what
  she had wanted all along; but her vanity being gratified by the
  possession of such a son; there was an end of it; the son himself
  was naught。
  No doubt if John had not interfered; Ernest would have had to
  expiate his offence with ache; penury and imprisonment。  As it was
  the boy was 〃to consider himself〃 as undergoing these punishments;
  and as suffering pangs of unavailing remorse inflicted on him by his
  conscience into the bargain; but beyond the fact that Theobald kept
  him more closely to his holiday task; and the continued coldness of
  his parents; no ostensible punishment was meted out to him。  Ernest;
  however; tells me that he looks back upon this as the time when he
  began to know that he had a cordial and active dislike for both his
  parents; which I suppose means that he was now beginning to be aware
  that he was reaching man's estate。
  CHAPTER XLII
  About a week before he went back to school his father again sent for
  him into the dining…room; and told him that he should restore him
  his watch; but that he should deduct the sum he had paid for itfor
  he had thought it better to pay a few shillings rather than dispute
  the ownership of the watch; seeing that Ernest had undoubtedly given
  it to Ellenfrom his pocket money; in payments which should extend
  over two half years。  He would therefore have to go back to
  Roughborough this half year with only five shillings' pocket money。
  If he wanted more he must earn more merit money。
  Ernest was not so careful about money as a pattern boy should be。
  He did not say to himself; 〃Now I have got a sovereign which must
  last me fifteen weeks; therefore I may spend exactly one shilling
  and fourpence in each week〃and spend exactly one and fourpence in
  each week accordingly。  He ran through his money at about the same
  rate as other boys did; being pretty well cleaned out a few days
  after he had got back to school。  When he had no more money; he got
  a little into debt; and when as far in debt as he could see his way
  to repaying; he went without luxuries。  Immediately he got any money
  he would pay his debts; if there was any over he would spend it; if
  there was notand there seldom washe would begin to go on tick
  again。
  His finance was always based upon the supposition that he should go
  back to school with 1 pounds in his pocketof which he owed say a
  matter of fifteen shillings。  There would be five shillings for
  sundry school subscriptionsbut when these were paid the weekly
  allowance of sixpence given to each boy in hall; his merit money
  (which this half he was resolved should come to a good sum) and
  renewed credit; would carry him through the half。
  The sudden failure of 15/… was disastrous to my hero's scheme of
  finance。  His face betrayed his emotions so clearly that Theobald
  said he was determined 〃to learn the truth at once; and THIS TIME
  without days and days of falsehood〃 before he reached it。  The
  melancholy fact was not long in coming out; namely; that the
  wretched Ernest added debt to the vices of idleness; falsehood and
  possiblyfor it was not impossibleimmorality。
  How had he come to get into debt?  Did the other boys do so?  Ernest
  reluctantly admitted that they did。
  With what shops did they get into debt?
  This was asking too much; Ernest said he didn't know!
  〃Oh; Ernest; Ernest;〃 exclaimed his mother; who was in the room; 〃do
  not so soon a second time presume upon the forbearance of the
  tenderest…hearted father in the world。  Give time for one stab to
  heal before you wound him with another。〃
  This was all very fine; but what was Ernest to do?  How could he get
  the school shopkeepers into trouble by owning that they let some of
  the boys go on tick with them?  There was Mrs Cross; a good old
  soul; who used to sell hot rolls and butter for breakfast; or eggs
  and toast; or it might be the quarter of a fowl with bread sauce and
  mashed potatoes for which she would charge 6d。  If she made a
  farthing out of the sixpence it was as much as she did。  When the
  boys would come trooping into her shop after 〃the hounds〃 how often
  had not Ernest heard her say to her servant girls; 〃Now then; you
  wanches; git some cheers。〃  All the boys were fond of her; and was
  he; Ernest; to tell tales about her?  It was horrible。
  〃Now look here; Ernest;〃 said his father with his blackest scowl; 〃I
  am going to put a stop to this nonsense once for all。  Either take
  me fully into your confidence; as a son should take a father; and
  trust me to deal with this matter as a clergyman and a man of the
  worldor understand distinctly that I shall take the whole story to
  Dr Skinner; who; I imagine; will take much sterner measures than I
  should。〃
  〃Oh; Ernest; Ernest;〃 sobbed Christina; 〃be wise in time; and trust
  those who have already shown you that they know but too well how to
  be forbearing。〃
  No genuine hero of romance should have hesitated for a moment。
  Nothing should have cajoled or frightened him into telling tales out
  of school。  Ernest thought of his ideal boys:  they; he well knew;
  would have let their tongues be cut out of them before information
  could have been wrung from any word of