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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-20 14:19 字数:9321
not have done so had not John happened to turn his head and seen him
running and making signs for the carriage to stop a quarter of a
mile off。 He was now about five miles from home; and was nearly
done up。
He was crimson with his exertion; covered with dust; and with his
trousers and coat sleeves a trifle short for him he cut a poor
figure enough as he thrust on Ellen his watch; his knife; and the
little money he had。 The one thing he implored of her was not to do
those dreadful things which she threatenedfor his sake if for no
other reason。
Ellen at first would not hear of taking anything from him; but the
coachman; who was from the north country; sided with Ernest。 〃Take
it; my lass;〃 he said kindly; 〃take what thou canst get whiles thou
canst get it; as for Master Ernest herehe has run well after thee;
therefore let him give thee what he is minded。〃
Ellen did what she was told; and the two parted with many tears; the
girl's last words being that she should never forget him; and that
they should meet again hereafter; she was sure they should; and then
she would repay him。
Then Ernest got into a field by the roadside; flung himself on the
grass; and waited under the shadow of a hedge till the carriage
should pass on its return from the station and pick him up; for he
was dead beat。 Thoughts which had already occurred to him with some
force now came more strongly before him; and he saw that he had got
himself into one messor rather into half…a…dozen messesthe more。
In the first place he should be late for dinner; and this was one of
the offences on which Theobald had no mercy。 Also he should have to
say where he had been; and there was a danger of being found out if
he did not speak the truth。 Not only this; but sooner or later it
must come out that he was no longer possessed of the beautiful watch
which his dear aunt had given himand what; pray; had he done with
it; or how had he lost it? The reader will know very well what he
ought to have done。 He should have gone straight home; and if
questioned should have said; 〃I have been running after the carriage
to catch our housemaid Ellen; whom I am very fond of; I have given
her my watch; my knife and all my pocket money; so that I have now
no pocket money at all and shall probably ask you for some more
sooner than I otherwise might have done; and you will also have to
buy me a new watch and a knife。〃 But then fancy the consternation
which such an announcement would have occasioned! Fancy the scowl
and flashing eyes of the infuriated Theobald! 〃You unprincipled
young scoundrel;〃 he would exclaim; 〃do you mean to vilify your own
parents by implying that they have dealt harshly by one whose
profligacy has disgraced their house?〃
Or he might take it with one of those sallies of sarcastic calm; of
which he believed himself to be a master。
〃Very well; Ernest; very well: I shall say nothing; you can please
yourself; you are not yet twenty…one; but pray act as if you were
your own master; your poor aunt doubtless gave you the watch that
you might fling it away upon the first improper character you came
across; I think I can now understand; however; why she did not leave
you her money; and; after all; your godfather may just as well have
it as the kind of people on whom you would lavish it if it were
yours。〃
Then his mother would burst into tears and implore him to repent and
seek the things belonging to his peace while there was yet time; by
falling on his knees to Theobald and assuring him of his unfailing
love for him as the kindest and tenderest father in the universe。
Ernest could do all this just as well as they could; and now; as he
lay on the grass; speeches; some one or other of which was as
certain to come as the sun to set; kept running in his head till
they confuted the idea of telling the truth by reducing it to an
absurdity。 Truth might be heroic; but it was not within the range
of practical domestic politics。
Having settled then that he was to tell a lie; what lie should he
tell? Should he say he had been robbed? He had enough imagination
to know that he had not enough imagination to carry him out here。
Young as he was; his instinct told him that the best liar is he who
makes the smallest amount of lying go the longest waywho husbands
it too carefully to waste it where it can be dispensed with。 The
simplest course would be to say that he had lost the watch; and was
late for dinner because he had been looking for it。 He had been out
for a long walkhe chose the line across the fields that he had
actually takenand the weather being very hot; he had taken off his
coat and waistcoat; in carrying them over his arm his watch; his
money; and his knife had dropped out of them。 He had got nearly
home when he found out his loss; and had run back as fast as he
could; looking along the line he had followed; till at last he had
given it up; seeing the carriage coming back from the station; he
had let it pick him up and bring him home。
This covered everything; the running and all; for his face still
showed that he must have been running hard; the only question was
whether he had been seen about the Rectory by any but the servants
for a couple of hours or so before Ellen had gone; and this he was
happy to believe was not the case; for he had been out except during
his few minutes' interview with the cook。 His father had been out
in the parish; his mother had certainly not come across him; and his
brother and sister had also been out with the governess。 He knew he
could depend upon the cook and the other servantsthe coachman
would see to this; on the whole; therefore; both he and the coachman
thought the story as proposed by Ernest would about meet the
requirements of the case。
CHAPTER XL
When Ernest got home and sneaked in through the back door; he heard
his father's voice in its angriest tones; inquiring whether Master
Ernest had already returned。 He felt as Jack must have felt in the
story of Jack and the Bean Stalk; when from the oven in which he was
hidden he heard the ogre ask his wife what young children she had
got for his supper。 With much courage; and; as the event proved;
with not less courage than discretion; he took the bull by the
horns; and announced himself at once as having just come in after
having met with a terrible misfortune。 Little by little he told his
story; and though Theobald stormed somewhat at his 〃incredible folly
and carelessness;〃 he got off better than he expected。 Theobald and
Christina had indeed at first been inclined to connect his absence
from dinner with Ellen's dismissal; but on finding it clear; as
Theobald saideverything was always clear with Theobaldthat
Ernest had not been in the house all the morning; and could
therefore have known nothing of what had happened; he was acquitted
on this account for once in a way; without a stain upon his
character。 Perhaps Theobald was in a good temper; he may have seen
from the paper that morning that his stocks had been rising; it may
have been this or twenty other things; but whatever it was; he did
not scold so much as Ernest had expected; and; seeing the boy look
exhausted and believing him to be much grieved at the loss of his
watch; Theobald actually prescribed a glass of wine after his
dinner; which; strange to say; did not choke him; but made him see
things more cheerfully than was usual with him。
That night when he said his prayers; he inserted a few paragraphs to
the effect that he might not be discovered; and that things might go
well with Ellen; but he was anxious and ill at ease。 His guilty
conscience pointed out to him a score of weak places in his story;
through any one of which detection might even yet easily enter。
Next day and for many days afterwards he fled when no man was
pursuing; and trembled each time he heard his father's voice calling
for him。 He had already so many causes of anxiety that he could
stand little more; and in spite of all his endeavours to look
cheerful; even his mother could see that something was preying upon
his mind。 Then the idea returned to her that; after all; her son
might not be innocent in the Ellen matterand this was so
interesting that she felt bound to get as near the truth as she
could。
〃Come here; my poor; pale…faced; heavy…eyed boy;〃 she said to him
one day in her kindest manner; 〃come and sit down by me; and we will
have a little quiet confidential talk together; will we not?〃
The boy went mechanically to the sofa。 Whenever his mother wanted
what she called a confidential talk with him she always selected the
sofa as the most suitable ground on which to open her campaign。 All
mothers do this; the sofa is to them what the dining…room is to
fathers。 In the present case the sofa was particularly well adapted
for a strategic purpose; being an old…fashioned one with a high
back; mattress; bolsters and cushions。 Once safely penned into one
of its deep corners; it was like a dentist's chair; not too easy to
get out of again。 Here she could get at him better to pull him
about; if this should seem desirable; or if she thought fit to cry
she could bury her head in