第 39 节
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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-20 14:19 字数:9322
while he was playing; and the boy; who was ready to make friends
with most people; soon became very fond of her。 He was not as a
general rule sensitive to the charms of the fair sex; indeed he had
hardly been thrown in with any women except his Aunts Allaby; and
his Aunt Alethea; his mother; his sister Charlotte and Mrs Jay;
sometimes also he had had to take off his hat to the Miss Skinners;
and had felt as if he should sink into the earth on doing so; but
his shyness had worn off with Ellen; and the pair had become fast
friends。
Perhaps it was well that Ernest was not at home for very long
together; but as yet his affection though hearty was quite Platonic。
He was not only innocent; but deplorablyI might even say guiltily…
…innocent。 His preference was based upon the fact that Ellen never
scolded him; but was always smiling and good tempered; besides she
used to like to hear him play; and this gave him additional zest in
playing。 The morning access to the piano was indeed the one
distinct advantage which the holidays had in Ernest's eyes; for at
school he could not get at a piano except quasi…surreptitiously at
the shop of Mr Pearsall; the music…seller。
On returning this midsummer he was shocked to find his favourite
looking pale and ill。 All her good spirits had left her; the roses
had fled from her cheek; and she seemed on the point of going into a
decline。 She said she was unhappy about her mother; whose health
was failing; and was afraid she was herself not long for this world。
Christina; of course; noticed the change。 〃I have often remarked;〃
she said; 〃that those very fresh…coloured; healthy…looking girls are
the first to break up。 I have given her calomel and James's powders
repeatedly; and though she does not like it; I think I must show her
to Dr Martin when he next comes here。〃
〃Very well; my dear;〃 said Theobald; and so next time Dr Martin came
Ellen was sent for。 Dr Martin soon discovered what would probably
have been apparent to Christina herself if she had been able to
conceive of such an ailment in connection with a servant who lived
under the same roof as Theobald and herselfthe purity of whose
married life should have preserved all unmarried people who came
near them from any taint of mischief。
When it was discovered that in three or four months more Ellen would
become a mother; Christina's natural good nature would have prompted
her to deal as leniently with the case as she could; if she had not
been panic…stricken lest any mercy on her and Theobald's part should
be construed into toleration; however partial; of so great a sin;
hereon she dashed off into the conviction that the only thing to do
was to pay Ellen her wages; and pack her off on the instant bag and
baggage out of the house which purity had more especially and
particularly singled out for its abiding city。 When she thought of
the fearful contamination which Ellen's continued presence even for
a week would occasion; she could not hesitate。
Then came the questionhorrid thought!as to who was the partner
of Ellen's guilt? Was it; could it be; her own son; her darling
Ernest? Ernest was getting a big boy now。 She could excuse any
young woman for taking a fancy to him; as for himself; why she was
sure he was behind no young man of his age in appreciation of the
charms of a nice…looking young woman。 So long as he was innocent
she did not mind this; but oh; if he were guilty!
She could not bear to think of it; and yet it would be mere
cowardice not to look such a matter in the faceher hope was in the
Lord; and she was ready to bear cheerfully and make the best of any
suffering He might think fit to lay upon her。 That the baby must be
either a boy or girlthis much; at any rate; was clear。 No less
clear was it that the child; if a boy; would resemble Theobald; and
if a girl; herself。 Resemblance; whether of body or mind; generally
leaped over a generation。 The guilt of the parents must not be
shared by the innocent offspring of shameoh! noand such a child
as this would be 。 。 。 She was off in one of her reveries at once。
The child was in the act of being consecrated Archbishop of
Canterbury when Theobald came in from a visit in the parish; and was
told of the shocking discovery。
Christina said nothing about Ernest; and I believe was more than
half angry when the blame was laid upon other shoulders。 She was
easily consoled; however; and fell back on the double reflection;
firstly; that her son was pure; and secondly; that she was quite
sure he would not have been so had it not been for his religious
convictions which had held him backas; of course; it was only to
be expected they would。
Theobald agreed that no time must be lost in paying Ellen her wages
and packing her off。 So this was done; and less than two hours
after Dr Martin had entered the house Ellen was sitting beside John
the coachman; with her face muffled up so that it could not be seen;
weeping bitterly as she was being driven to the station。
CHAPTER XXXIX
Ernest had been out all the morning; but came in to the yard of the
Rectory from the spinney behind the house just as Ellen's things
were being put into the carriage。 He thought it was Ellen whom he
then saw get into the carriage; but as her face had been hidden by
her handkerchief he had not been able to see plainly who it was; and
dismissed the idea as improbable。
He went to the back…kitchen window; at which the cook was standing
peeling the potatoes for dinner; and found her crying bitterly。
Ernest was much distressed; for he liked the cook; and; of course;
wanted to know what all the matter was; who it was that had just
gone off in the pony carriage; and why? The cook told him it was
Ellen; but said that no earthly power should make it cross her lips
why it was she was going away; when; however; Ernest took her au
pied de la lettre and asked no further questions; she told him all
about it after extorting the most solemn promises of secrecy。
It took Ernest some minutes to arrive at the facts of the case; but
when he understood them he leaned against the pump; which stood near
the back…kitchen window; and mingled his tears with the cook's。
Then his blood began to boil within him。 He did not see that after
all his father and mother could have done much otherwise than they
actually did。 They might perhaps have been less precipitate; and
tried to keep the matter a little more quiet; but this would not
have been easy; nor would it have mended things very materially。
The bitter fact remains that if a girl does certain things she must
do them at her peril; no matter how young and pretty she is nor to
what temptation she has succumbed。 This is the way of the world;
and as yet there has been no help found for it。
Ernest could only see what he gathered from the cook; namely; that
his favourite; Ellen; was being turned adrift with a matter of three
pounds in her pocket; to go she knew not where; and to do she knew
not what; and that she had said she should hang or drown herself;
which the boy implicitly believed she would。
With greater promptitude than he had shown yet; he reckoned up his
money and found he had two shillings and threepence at his command;
there was his knife which might sell for a shilling; and there was
the silver watch his Aunt Alethea had given him shortly before she
died。 The carriage had been gone now a full quarter of an hour; and
it must have got some distance ahead; but he would do his best to
catch it up; and there were short cuts which would perhaps give him
a chance。 He was off at once; and from the top of the hill just
past the Rectory paddock he could see the carriage; looking very
small; on a bit of road which showed perhaps a mile and a half in
front of him。
One of the most popular amusements at Roughborough was an
institution called 〃the hounds〃more commonly known elsewhere as
〃hare and hounds;〃 but in this case the hare was a couple of boys
who were called foxes; and boys are so particular about correctness
of nomenclature where their sports are concerned that I dare not say
they played 〃hare and hounds〃; these were 〃the hounds;〃 and that was
all。 Ernest's want of muscular strength did not tell against him
here; there was no jostling up against boys who; though neither
older nor taller than he; were yet more robustly built; if it came
to mere endurance he was as good as any one else; so when his
carpentering was stopped he had naturally taken to 〃the hounds〃 as
his favourite amusement。 His lungs thus exercised had become
developed; and as a run of six or seven miles across country was not
more than he was used to; he did not despair by the help of the
short cuts of overtaking the carriage; or at the worst of catching
Ellen at the station before the train left。 So he ran and ran and
ran till his first wind was gone and his second came; and he could
breathe more easily。 Never with 〃the hounds〃 had he run so fast and
with so few breaks as now; but with all his efforts and the help of
the short cuts he did not catch up the carriage; and would probably
not have done so had not John happened to turn his head and seen him
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