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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-20 14:19 字数:9322
upon them was one of suspicion。 But there was no suspicion of
Theobald; that he should have devoted his life to his childrenwhy
this was such a mere platitude; as almost to go without saying。
How; let me ask; was it possible that a child only a little past
five years old; trained in such an atmosphere of prayers and hymns
and sums and happy Sunday eveningsto say nothing of daily repeated
beatings over the said prayers and hymns; etc。; about which our
authoress is silenthow was it possible that a lad so trained
should grow up in any healthy or vigorous development; even though
in her own way his mother was undoubtedly very fond of him; and
sometimes told him stories? Can the eye of any reader fail to
detect the coming wrath of God as about to descend upon the head of
him who should be nurtured under the shadow of such a letter as the
foregoing?
I have often thought that the Church of Rome does wisely in not
allowing her priests to marry。 Certainly it is a matter of common
observation in England that the sons of clergymen are frequently
unsatisfactory。 The explanation is very simple; but is so often
lost sight of that I may perhaps be pardoned for giving it here。
The clergyman is expected to be a kind of human Sunday。 Things must
not be done in him which are venial in the week…day classes。 He is
paid for this business of leading a stricter life than other people。
It is his raison d'etre。 If his parishioners feel that he does
this; they approve of him; for they look upon him as their own
contribution towards what they deem a holy life。 This is why the
clergyman is so often called a vicarhe being the person whose
vicarious goodness is to stand for that of those entrusted to his
charge。 But his home is his castle as much as that of any other
Englishman; and with him; as with others; unnatural tension in
public is followed by exhaustion when tension is no longer
necessary。 His children are the most defenceless things he can
reach; and it is on them in nine cases out of ten that he will
relieve his mind。
A clergyman; again; can hardly ever allow himself to look facts
fairly in the face。 It is his profession to support one side; it is
impossible; therefore; for him to make an unbiassed examination of
the other。
We forget that every clergyman with a living or curacy; is as much a
paid advocate as the barrister who is trying to persuade a jury to
acquit a prisoner。 We should listen to him with the same suspense
of judgment; the same full consideration of the arguments of the
opposing counsel; as a judge does when he is trying a case。 Unless
we know these; and can state them in a way that our opponents would
admit to be a fair representation of their views; we have no right
to claim that we have formed an opinion at all。 The misfortune is
that by the law of the land one side only can be heard。
Theobald and Christina were no exceptions to the general rule。 When
they came to Battersby they had every desire to fulfil the duties of
their position; and to devote themselves to the honour and glory of
God。 But it was Theobald's duty to see the honour and glory of God
through the eyes of a Church which had lived three hundred years
without finding reason to change a single one of its opinions。
I should doubt whether he ever got as far as doubting the wisdom of
his Church upon any single matter。 His scent for possible mischief
was tolerably keen; so was Christina's; and it is likely that if
either of them detected in him or herself the first faint symptoms
of a want of faith they were nipped no less peremptorily in the bud;
than signs of self…will in Ernest wereand I should imagine more
successfully。 Yet Theobald considered himself; and was generally
considered to be; and indeed perhaps was; an exceptionally truthful
person; indeed he was generally looked upon as an embodiment of all
those virtues which make the poor respectable and the rich
respected。 In the course of time he and his wife became persuaded
even to unconsciousness; that no one could even dwell under their
roof without deep cause for thankfulness。 Their children; their
servants; their parishioners must be fortunate ipso facto that they
were theirs。 There was no road to happiness here or hereafter; but
the road that they had themselves travelled; no good people who did
not think as they did upon every subject; and no reasonable person
who had wants the gratification of which would be inconvenient to
themTheobald and Christina。
This was how it came to pass that their children were white and
puny; they were suffering from HOME…SICKNESS。 They were starving;
through being over…crammed with the wrong things。 Nature came down
upon them; but she did not come down on Theobald and Christina。 Why
should she? They were not leading a starved existence。 There are
two classes of people in this world; those who sin; and those who
are sinned against; if a man must belong to either; he had better
belong to the first than to the second。
CHAPTER XXVII
I will give no more of the details of my hero's earlier years。
Enough that he struggled through them; and at twelve years old knew
every page of his Latin and Greek Grammars by heart。 He had read
the greater part of Virgil; Horace and Livy; and I do not know how
many Greek plays: he was proficient in arithmetic; knew the first
four books of Euclid thoroughly; and had a fair knowledge of French。
It was now time he went to school; and to school he was accordingly
to go; under the famous Dr Skinner of Roughborough。
Theobald had known Dr Skinner slightly at Cambridge。 He had been a
burning and a shining light in every position he had filled from his
boyhood upwards。 He was a very great genius。 Everyone knew this;
they said; indeed; that he was one of the few people to whom the
word genius could be applied without exaggeration。 Had he not taken
I don't know how many University Scholarships in his freshman's
year? Had he not been afterwards Senior Wrangler; First
Chancellor's Medallist and I do not know how many more things
besides? And then; he was such a wonderful speaker; at the Union
Debating Club he had been without a rival; and had; of course; been
president; his moral character;a point on which so many geniuses
were weakwas absolutely irreproachable; foremost of all; however;
among his many great qualities; and perhaps more remarkable even
than his genius was what biographers have called 〃the simple…minded
and child…like earnestness of his character;〃 an earnestness which
might be perceived by the solemnity with which he spoke even about
trifles。 It is hardly necessary to say he was on the Liberal side
in politics。
His personal appearance was not particularly prepossessing。 He was
about the middle height; portly; and had a couple of fierce grey
eyes; that flashed fire from beneath a pair of great bushy beetling
eyebrows and overawed all who came near him。 It was in respect of
his personal appearance; however; that; if he was vulnerable at all;
his weak place was to be found。 His hair when he was a young man
was red; but after he had taken his degree he had a brain fever
which caused him to have his head shaved; when he reappeared; he did
so wearing a wig; and one which was a good deal further off red than
his own hair had been。 He not only had never discarded his wig; but
year by year it had edged itself a little more and a little more off
red; till by the time he was forty; there was not a trace of red
remaining; and his wig was brown。
When Dr Skinner was a very young man; hardly more than five…and…
twenty; the head…mastership of Roughborough Grammar School had
fallen vacant; and he had been unhesitatingly appointed。 The result
justified the selection。 Dr Skinner's pupils distinguished
themselves at whichever University they went to。 He moulded their
minds after the model of his own; and stamped an impression upon
them which was indelible in after…life; whatever else a Roughborough
man might be; he was sure to make everyone feel that he was a God…
fearing earnest Christian and a Liberal; if not a Radical; in
politics。 Some boys; of course; were incapable of appreciating the
beauty and loftiness of Dr Skinner's nature。 Some such boys; alas!
there will be in every school; upon them Dr Skinner's hand was very
properly a heavy one。 His hand was against them; and theirs against
him during the whole time of the connection between them。 They not
only disliked him; but they hated all that he more especially
embodied; and throughout their lives disliked all that reminded them
of him。 Such boys; however; were in a minority; the spirit of the
place being decidedly Skinnerian。
I once had the honour of playing a game of chess with this great
man。 It was during the Christmas holidays; and I had come down to
Roughborough for a few days to see Alethea Pontifex (who was then
living there) on business。 It was very gracious of him to take
notice of me; for if I was a light of literature at all it was of
the very lightest kind。
It is true that in the intervals of business I had written a good
deal; but my works had been almost exclusively for the stage; and