第 23 节
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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-20 14:19 字数:9322
itself always; and from all others for many years; its greatness
will ere long shrink to very ordinary dimensions。 What; then; it
may be asked; is the good of being great? The answer is that you
may understand greatness better in others; whether alive or dead;
and choose better company from these and enjoy and understand that
company better when you have chosen italso that you may be able to
give pleasure to the best people and live in the lives of those who
are yet unborn。 This; one would think; was substantial gain enough
for greatness without its wanting to ride rough…shod over us; even
when disguised as humility。
I was there on a Sunday; and observed the rigour with which the
young people were taught to observe the Sabbath; they might not cut
out things; nor use their paintbox on a Sunday; and this they
thought rather hard; because their cousins the John Pontifexes might
do these things。 Their cousins might play with their toy train on
Sunday; but though they had promised that they would run none but
Sunday trains; all traffic had been prohibited。 One treat only was
allowed themon Sunday evenings they might choose their own hymns。
In the course of the evening they came into the drawing…room; and;
as an especial treat; were to sing some of their hymns to me;
instead of saying them; so that I might hear how nicely they sang。
Ernest was to choose the first hymn; and he chose one about some
people who were to come to the sunset tree。 I am no botanist; and
do not know what kind of tree a sunset tree is; but the words began;
〃Come; come; come; come to the sunset tree for the day is past and
gone。〃 The tune was rather pretty and had taken Ernest's fancy; for
he was unusually fond of music and had a sweet little child's voice
which he liked using。
He was; however; very late in being able to sound a hard it 〃c〃 or
〃k;〃 and; instead of saying 〃Come;〃 he said 〃Tum tum; tum。〃
〃Ernest;〃 said Theobald; from the arm…chair in front of the fire;
where he was sitting with his hands folded before him; 〃don't you
think it would be very nice if you were to say 'come' like other
people; instead of 'tum'?〃
〃I do say tum;〃 replied Ernest; meaning that he had said 〃come。〃
Theobald was always in a bad temper on Sunday evening。 Whether it
is that they are as much bored with the day as their neighbours; or
whether they are tired; or whatever the cause may be; clergymen are
seldom at their best on Sunday evening; I had already seen signs
that evening that my host was cross; and was a little nervous at
hearing Ernest say so promptly 〃I do say tum;〃 when his papa had
said he did not say it as he should。
Theobald noticed the fact that he was being contradicted in a
moment。 He got up from his arm…chair and went to the piano。
〃No; Ernest; you don't;〃 he said; 〃you say nothing of the kind; you
say 'tum;' not 'come。' Now say 'come' after me; as I do。〃
〃Tum;〃 said Ernest; at once; 〃is that better?〃 I have no doubt he
thought it was; but it was not。
〃Now; Ernest; you are not taking pains: you are not trying as you
ought to do。 It is high time you learned to say 'come;' why; Joey
can say 'come;' can't you; Joey?〃
〃Yeth; I can;〃 replied Joey; and he said something which was not far
off 〃come。〃
〃There; Ernest; do you hear that? There's no difficulty about it;
nor shadow of difficulty。 Now; take your own time; think about it;
and say 'come' after me。〃
The boy remained silent a few seconds and then said 〃tum〃 again。
I laughed; but Theobald turned to me impatiently and said; 〃Please
do not laugh; Overton; it will make the boy think it does not
matter; and it matters a great deal;〃 then turning to Ernest he
said; 〃Now; Ernest; I will give you one more chance; and if you
don't say 'come;' I shall know that you are self…willed and
naughty。〃
He looked very angry; and a shade came over Ernest's face; like that
which comes upon the face of a puppy when it is being scolded
without understanding why。 The child saw well what was coming now;
was frightened; and; of course; said 〃tum〃 once more。
〃Very well; Ernest;〃 said his father; catching him angrily by the
shoulder。 〃I have done my best to save you; but if you will have it
so; you will;〃 and he lugged the little wretch; crying by
anticipation; out of the room。 A few minutes more and we could hear
screams coming from the dining…room; across the hall which separated
the drawing…room from the dining…room; and knew that poor Ernest was
being beaten。
〃I have sent him up to bed;〃 said Theobald; as he returned to the
drawing…room; 〃and now; Christina; I think we will have the servants
in to prayers;〃 and he rang the bell for them; red…handed as he was。
CHAPTER XXIII
The man…servant William came and set the chairs for the maids; and
presently they filed in。 First Christina's maid; then the cook;
then the housemaid; then William; and then the coachman。 I sat
opposite them; and watched their faces as Theobald read a chapter
from the Bible。 They were nice people; but more absolute vacancy I
never saw upon the countenances of human beings。
Theobald began by reading a few verses from the Old Testament;
according to some system of his own。 On this occasion the passage
came from the fifteenth chapter of Numbers: it had no particular
bearing that I could see upon anything which was going on just then;
but the spirit which breathed throughout the whole seemed to me to
be so like that of Theobald himself; that I could understand better
after hearing it; how he came to think as he thought; and act as he
acted。
The verses are as follows …
〃But the soul that doeth aught presumptuously; whether he be born in
the land or a stranger; the same reproacheth the Lord; and that soul
shall be cut off from among his people。
〃Because he hath despised the word of the Lord; and hath broken His
commandments; that soul shall be utterly cut off; his iniquity shall
be upon him。
〃And while the children of Israel were in the wilderness they found
a man that gathered sticks upon the Sabbath day。
〃And they that found him gathering sticks brought him unto Moses and
Aaron; and unto all the congregation。
〃And they put him in ward because it was not declared what should be
done to him。
〃And the Lord said unto Moses; the man shall be surely put to death;
all the congregation shall stone him with stones without the camp。
〃And all the congregation brought him without the camp; and stoned
him with stones; and he died; as the Lord commanded Moses。
〃And the Lord spake unto Moses; saying;
〃Speak unto the children of Israel; and bid them that they make them
fringes in the borders of their garments throughout their
generations; and that they put upon the fringe of the borders a
ribband of blue。
〃And it shall be unto you for a fringe; that ye may look upon it and
remember all the commandments of the Lord; and do them; and that ye
seek not after your own heart and your own eyes。
〃That ye may remember and do all my commandments and be holy unto
your God。
〃I am the Lord your God which brought you out of the land of Egypt;
to be your God: I am the Lord your God。〃
My thoughts wandered while Theobald was reading the above; and
reverted to a little matter which I had observed in the course of
the afternoon。
It happened that some years previously; a swarm of bees had taken up
their abode in the roof of the house under the slates; and had
multiplied so that the drawing…room was a good deal frequented by
these bees during the summer; when the windows were open。 The
drawing…room paper was of a pattern which consisted of bunches of
red and white roses; and I saw several bees at different times fly
up to these bunches and try them; under the impression that they
were real flowers; having tried one bunch; they tried the next; and
the next; and the next; till they reached the one that was nearest
the ceiling; then they went down bunch by bunch as they had
ascended; till they were stopped by the back of the sofa; on this
they ascended bunch by bunch to the ceiling again; and so on; and so
on till I was tired of watching them。 As I thought of the family
prayers being repeated night and morning; week by week; month by
month; and year by year; I could nor help thinking how like it was
to the way in which the bees went up the wall and down the wall;
bunch by bunch; without ever suspecting that so many of the
associated ideas could be present; and yet the main idea be wanting
hopelessly; and for ever。
When Theobald had finished reading we all knelt down and the Carlo
Dolci and the Sassoferrato looked down upon a sea of upturned backs;
as we buried our faces in our chairs。 I noted that Theobald prayed
that we might be made 〃truly honest and conscientious〃 in all our
dealings; and smiled at the introduction of the 〃truly。〃 Then my
thoughts ran back to the bees and I reflected that after all it was
perhaps as well at any rate for Theobald that our prayers were
seldom marked by any very encouraging degree of response; for if I
had thought there was the slightest chance of my being heard I
should have prayed that some one might ere long treat him as he had