第 42 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-20 14:15      字数:9322
  '14' 〃And if I can show that I have done you service; and been zealous
  in your cause to the utmost of my power; may I not claim; instead of
  rebuke; some little meed of praise?〃
  〃That were only fair;〃 said Cyaxares。
  '15' 〃Then;〃 said Cyrus; 〃let us go through all I have done; point by
  point; and see what is good in it and what is evil。 '16' Let us begin
  from the time when I assumed my generalship; if that is early enough。
  I think I am right in saying that it was because you saw your enemies
  gathering together against you; and ready to sweep over your land and
  you; that you sent to Persia asking for help; and to me in private;
  praying me to come; if I could; myself; at the head of any forces they
  might send。 Was I not obedient to your word? Did I not come myself
  with the best and bravest I could bring?〃
  '17' 〃You did indeed;〃 answered Cyaxares。
  〃Tell me; then; before we go further; did you see any wrong in this?
  Was it not rather a service and a kindly act?〃 〃Certainly;〃 said
  Cyaxares; 〃so far as that went; I saw nothing but kindliness。〃 '18'
  〃Well; after the enemy had come; and we had to fight the matter out;
  did you ever see me shrink from toil or try to escape from danger?〃
  〃That I never did;〃 said Cyaxares; 〃quite the contrary。〃
  '19' 〃And afterwards; when; through the help of heaven; victory was
  ours; and the enemy retreated; and I implored you to let us pursue
  them together; take vengeance on them together; win together the
  fruits of any gallant exploit we might achieve; can you accuse me then
  of self…seeking or self…aggrandisement?〃
  '20' But at that Cyaxares was silent。 Then Cyrus spoke again。 〃If you
  would rather not reply to that; tell me if you thought yourself
  injured because; when you considered pursuit unsafe; I relieved you of
  the risk; and only begged you to lend me some of your cavalry? If my
  offence lay in asking for that; when I had already offered to work
  with you; side by side; you must prove it to me; and it will need some
  eloquence。〃
  '21' He paused; but Cyaxares still kept silence。 〃Nay;〃 said Cyrus;
  〃if you will not answer that either; tell me at least if my offence
  lay in what followed; when you said that you did not care to stop your
  Medes in their merry…making and drive them out into danger; do you
  think it was wrong in me; without waiting to quarrel on that score; to
  ask you for what I knew was the lightest boon you could grant and the
  lightest command you could lay on your soldiers? For I only asked that
  he who wished it might be allowed to follow me。 '22' And thus; when I
  had won your permission; I had won nothing; unless I could win them
  too。 Therefore I went and tried persuasion; and some listened to me;
  and with these I set off on my march; holding my commission from your
  own self。 So that; if you look on this act as blameworthy; it would
  seem that not even the acceptance of your own gifts can be free from
  blame。 '23' It was thus we started; and after we had gone; was there;
  I ask you; a single deed of mine that was not done in the light of
  day? Has not the enemy's camp been taken? Have not hundreds of your
  assailants fallen? And hundreds been deprived of their horses and
  their arms? Is not the spoiler spoiled? The cattle and the goods of
  those who harried your land are now in the hands of your friends; they
  are brought to you; or to your subjects。 '24' And; above all and
  beyond all; you see your own country growing great and powerful and
  the land of your enemy brought low。 Strongholds of his are in your
  power; and your own that were torn from you in other days by the
  Syrian domination are now restored to you again。 I cannot say I should
  be glad to learn that any of these things can be bad for you; or short
  of good; but I am ready to listen; if so it is。 '25' Speak; tell me
  your judgment of it all。〃
  Then Cyrus paused; and Cyaxares made answer:
  〃To call what you have done evil; Cyrus; is impossible。 But your
  benefits are of such a kind that the more they multiply upon me; the
  heavier burden do they bring。 '26' I would far rather;〃 he went on;
  〃have made your country great by own power than see mine exalted in
  this way by you。 These deeds of yours are a crown of glory to you; but
  they bring dishonour to me。 '27' And for the wealth; I would rather
  have made largess of it to yourself than receive it at your hands in
  the way you give it now。 Goods so gotten only leave me the poorer。 And
  for my subjectsI think I would have suffered less if you had injured
  them a little than I suffer now when I see how much they owe you。 '28'
  Perhaps;〃 he added; 〃you find it inhuman of me to feel thus; but I
  would ask you to forget me and imagine that you are in my place and
  see how it would appear to you then。 Suppose a friend of yours were to
  take care of your dogs; dogs that you bred up to guard yourself and
  your house; such care that he made them fonder of him than of
  yourself; would you be pleased with him for his attention? '29' Or
  take another instance; if that one seems too slight: suppose a friend
  of yours were to do so much for your own followers; men you kept to
  guard you and to fight for you; that they would rather serve in his
  train than yours; would you be grateful to him for his kindness? '30'
  Or let me take the tenderest of human ties: suppose a friend of yours
  paid court to the wife of your bosom so that in the end he made her
  love him more than yourself; would he rejoice your heart by his
  courtesy? Far from it; I trow; he who did this; you would say; did you
  the greatest wrong in all the world。 '31' And now; to come nearest to
  my own case; suppose some one paid such attention to your Persians
  that they learnt to follow him instead of you; would you reckon that
  man your friend? No; but a worse enemy than if he had slain a
  thousand。 '32' Or again; say you spoke in all friendship to a friend
  and bade him take what he wished; and straightway he took all he could
  lay hands on and carried it off; and so grew rich with your wealth;
  and you were left in utter poverty; could you say that friend was
  altogether blameless? '33' And I; Cyrus; I feel that you have treated
  me; if not in that way; yet in a way exactly like it。 What you say is
  true enough: I did allow you to take what you liked and go; and you
  took the whole of my power and went; leaving me desolate; and to…day
  you bring the spoil you have won with my forces; and lay it so grandly
  at my feetmagnificent! And you make my country great through the
  help of my own might; while I have no part or lot in the performance;
  but must step in at the end; like a woman; to receive your favours;
  while in the eyes of all men; not least my faithful subjects yonder;
  you are the man; and II am not fit to wear a crown。 '34' Are these;
  I ask you; Cyrus; are these the deeds of a benefactor? Nay; had you
  been kind as you are kin; above all else you would have been careful
  not to rob me of my dignity and honour。 What advantage is it to me for
  my lands to be made broad if I myself am dishonoured? When I ruled the
  Medes; I ruled them not because I was stronger than all of them; but
  because they themselves thought that our race was in all things better
  than theirs。〃
  '35' But while he was still speaking Cyrus broke in on his words;
  crying:
  〃Uncle of mine; by the heaven above us; if I have ever shown you any
  kindness; be kind to me now。 Do not find fault with me any more; wait;
  and put me to the test; and learn how I feel towards you; and if you
  see that what I have done has really brought you good; then; when I
  embrace you; embrace me in return and call me your benefactor; and if
  not; you may blame me as you please。〃
  '36' 〃Perhaps;〃 answered Cyaxares; 〃you are right。 I will do as you
  wish。〃
  〃Then I may kiss you?〃 said Cyrus。
  〃Yes; if it pleases you。 〃And you will not turn aside as you did just
  now?〃 〃No; I will not turn aside。〃 And he kissed him。
  '37' And when the Medes saw it and the Persians and all the allies
  for all were watching to see how matters would shapejoy came into
  their hearts and gladness lit up their faces。 Then Cyrus and Cyaxares
  mounted their horses and rode back; and the Medes fell in behind
  Cyaxares; at a nod from Cyrus; and behind Cyrus the Persians; and the
  others behind them。 '38' And when they reached the camp and brought
  Cyaxares to the splendid tent; those who were appointed made
  everything ready for him; and while he was waiting for the banquet his
  Medes presented themselves; some of their own accord; it is true; but
  most were sent by Cyrus。 '39' And they brought him gifts; one came
  with a beautiful cup…bearer; another with an admirable cook; a third
  with a baker; a fourth with a musician; while others brought cups and
  goblets and beautiful apparel; almost every one gave something out of
  the spoils they had won。 '40' So that the mood of Cyaxares changed;
  and he seemed to see that Cyrus had not stolen his subjects from him;
  and that they made no less account of him than they used to do。
  '41' Now when the hour came for the banquet; Cyaxares sent to Cyrus
  and begged him to share it: it was so long; he said; since they had
  met。 But Cyrus answered; 〃Bid me not to the feast; good uncle。 Do you
  not see t