第 4 节
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the million to mark him; next moment The crowd sweeps him hurriedly out of your comment; And since we seek vainly (to praise in our songs) 'Mid our fellows the size which to heroes belongs; We take the whole age for a hero; in want Of a better; and still; in its favor; descant On the strength and the beauty which; failing to find In any one man; we ascribe to mankind。
IV。
Alfred Vargrave was one of those men who achieve So little; because of the much they conceive: With irresolute finger he knock'd at each one Of the doorways of life; and abided in none。 His course; by each star that would cross it; was set; And whatever he did he was sure to regret。 That target; discuss'd by the travellers of old; Which to one appear'd argent; to one appear'd gold; To him; ever lingering on Doubt's dizzy margent; Appear'd in one moment both golden and argent。 The man who seeks one thing in life; and but one; May hope to achieve it before life be done; But he who seeks all things; wherever he goes; Only reaps from the hopes which around him he sows A harvest of barren regrets。 And the worm That crawls on in the dust to the definite term Of its creeping existence; and sees nothing more Than the path it pursues till its creeping be o'er; In its limited vision; is happier far Than the Half…Sage; whose course; fix'd by no friendly star Is by each star distracted in turn; and who knows Each will still be as distant wherever he goes。
V。
Both brilliant and brittle; both bold and unstable; Indecisive yet keen; Alfred Vargrave seem'd able To dazzle; but not to illumine mankind。 A vigorous; various; versatile mind; A character wavering; fitful; uncertain; As the shadow that shakes o'er a luminous curtain; Vague; flitting; but on it forever impressing The shape of some substance at which you stand guessing: When you said; 〃All is worthless and weak here;〃 behold! Into sight on a sudden there seem'd to unfold Great outlines of strenuous truth in the man: When you said; 〃This is genius;〃 the outlines grew wan; And his life; though in all things so gifted and skill'd; Was; at best; but a promise which nothing fulfill'd。
VI。
In the budding of youth; ere wild winds can deflower The shut leaves of man's life; round the germ of his power Yet folded; his life had been earnest。 Alas! In that life one occasion; one moment; there was When this earnestness might; with the life…sap of youth; Lusty fruitage have borne in his manhood's full growth; But it found him too soon; when his nature was still The delicate toy of too pliant a will; The boisterous wind of the world to resist; Or the frost of the world's wintry wisdom。 He miss'd That occasion; too rathe in its advent。 Since then; He had made it a law; in his commerce with men; That intensity in him; which only left sore The heart it disturb'd; to repel and ignore。 And thus; as some Prince by his subjects deposed; Whose strength he; by seeking to crush it; disclosed; In resigning the power he lack'd power to support Turns his back upon courts; with a sneer at the court; In his converse this man for self…comfort appeal'd To a cynic denial of all he conceal'd In the instincts and feelings belied by his words。 Words; however; are things: and the man who accords To his language the license to outrage his soul; Is controll'd by the words he disdains to control。 And; therefore; he seem'd in the deeds of each day The light code proclaim'd on his lips to obey; And; the slave of each whim; follow'd wilfully aught That perchance fool'd the fancy; or flatter'd the thought。 Yet; indeed; deep within him; the spirits of truth; Vast; vague aspirations; the powers of his youth; Lived and breathed; and made moanstirr'd themselvesstrove to start Into deedsthough deposed; in that Hades; his heart。 Like those antique Theogonies ruin'd and hurl'd; Under clefts of the hills; which; convulsing the world; Heaved; in earthquake; their heads the rent caverns above; To trouble at times in the light court of Jove All its frivolous gods; with an undefined awe; Of wrong'd rebel powers that own'd not their law。 For his sake; I am fain to believe that; if born To some lowlier rank (from the world's languid scorn Secured by the world's stern resistance) where strife; Strife and toil; and not pleasure; gave purpose to life; He possibly might have contrived to attain Not eminence only; but worth。 So; again; Had he been of his own house the first…born; each gift Of a mind many…gifted had gone to uplift A great name by a name's greatest uses。 But there He stood isolated; opposed; as it were; To life's great realities; part of no plan; And if ever a nobler and happier man He might hope to become; that alone could be when With all that is real in life and in men What was real in him should have been reconciled; When each influence now from experience exiled Should have seized on his being; combined with his nature; And form'd as by fusion; a new human creature: As when those airy elements viewless to sight (The amalgam of which; if our science be right; The germ of this populous planet doth fold) Unite in the glass of the chemist; behold! Where a void seem'd before; there a substance appears; From the fusion of forces whence issued the spheres!
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But the permanent cause why his life fail'd and miss'd The full value of life was;where man should resist The world; which man's genius is call'd to command; He gave way; less from lack of the power to withstand; Than from lack of the resolute will to retain Those strongholds of life which the world strives to gain。 Let this character go in the old…fashion'd way; With the moral thereof tightly tack'd to it。 Say 〃Let any man once show the world that he feels Afraid of its bark; and 'twill fly at his heels: Let him fearlessly face it; 'twill leave him alone: But 'twill fawn at his feet if he flings it a bone。〃
VIII。
The moon of September; now half at the full; Was unfolding from darkness and dreamland the lull Of the quiet blue air; where the many…faced hills Watch'd; well…pleased; their fair slaves; the light; foam…footed rills; Dance and sing down the steep marble stairs of their courts; And gracefully fashion a thousand sweet sports; Lord Alfred (by this on his journeying far) Was pensively puffing his Lopez cigar; And brokenly humming an old opera strain; And thinking; perchance; of those castles in Spain Which that long rocky barrier hid from his sight; When suddenly; out of the neighboring night; A horseman emerged from a fold of the hill; And so startled his steed that was winding at will Up the thin dizzy strip of a pathway which led O'er the mountainthe reins on its neck; and its head Hanging lazily forwardthat; but for a hand Light and ready; yet firm; in familiar command; Both rider and horse might have been in a trice Hurl'd horribly over the grim precipice。
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As soon as the moment's alarm had subsided; And the oath with which nothing can find unprovided A thoroughbred Englishman; safely exploded; Lord Alfred unbent (as Apollo his bow did Now and then) his erectness; and looking; not ruder Than such inroad would warrant; survey'd the intruder; Whose arrival so nearly cut short in his glory My hero; and finished abruptly this story。
X。
The stranger; a man of his own age or less; Well mounted; and simple though rich in his dress; Wore his beard and mustache in the fashion of France。 His face; which was pale; gather'd force from the glance Of a pair of dark; vivid; and eloquent eyes。 With a gest of apology; touch'd with surprise; He lifted his hat; bow'd and courteously made Some excuse in such well…cadenced French as betray'd; At the first word he spoke; the Parisian。
XI。
I swear I have wander'd about in the world everywhere; From many strange mouths have heard many strange tongues; Strain'd with many strange idioms my lips and my lungs; Walk'd in many a far land; regretting my own; In many a language groaned many a groan; And have often had reason to curse those wild fellows Who built the high house at which Heaven turn'd jealous; Making human audacity stumble and stammer When seized by the throat in the hard gripe of Grammar。 But the language of languages dearest to me Is that in which once; O ma toute cherie; When; together; we bent o'er your nosegay for hours; You explain'd what was silently said by the flowers; And; selecting the sweetest of all; sent a flame Through my heart; as; in laughing; you murmur'd Je t'aime。
XII。
The Italians have voices like peacocks; the Spanish Smell; I fancy; of garlic; the Swedish and Danish Have something too Runic; too rough and unshod; in Their accents for mouths not descended from Odin; German gives me a cold in the head; sets me wheezing And coughing; and Russian is nothing but sneezing; But; by Belus and Babel! I never have heard; And I never shall hear (I well know it); one word Of that delicate idiom of Paris without Feeling morally sure; beyond question or doubt; By the wild way in which my heart inwardly flutter'd That my heart's native tongue to my heart had been utter'd And whene'er I hear