第 7 节
作者:中国必胜      更新:2021-02-20 05:34      字数:9322
  I had a little better furniture about me than the ordinary
  prisoners; for he saw that I had a purse; and in it a pretty deal
  of money; and I found that the very sight of it immediately
  furnished me with very different treatment from what I should
  otherwise have met with in the ship; for though he was very
  courteous indeed before; in a kind of natural compassion to
  me; as a woman in distress; yet he was more than ordinarily
  so afterwards; and procured me to be better treated in the ship
  than; I say; I might otherwise have been; as shall appear in
  its place。
  He very honestly had my letter delivered to my governess's
  own hands; and brought me back an answer from her in writing;
  and when he gave me the answer; gave me the shilling again。
  'There;' says he; 'there's your shilling again too; for I delivered
  the letter myself。'  I could not tell what to say; I was so surprised
  at the thing; but after some pause; I said; 'Sir; you are too kind;
  it had been but reasonable that you had paid yourself coach…hire;
  then。'
  'No; no;' says he; 'I am overpaid。  What is the gentlewoman?
  Your sister。'
  'No; sir;' says I; 'she is no relation to me; but she is a dear
  friend; and all the friends I have in the world。'  'Well;' says
  he; 'there are few such friends in the world。  Why; she cried
  after you like a child;'  'Ay;' says I again; 'she would give a
  hundred pounds; I believe; to deliver me from this dreadful
  condition I am in。'
  'Would she so?' says he。  'For half the money I believe I could
  put you in a way how to deliver yourself。'  But this he spoke
  softly; that nobody could hear。
  'Alas! sir;' said I; 'but then that must be such a deliverance
  as; if I should be taken again; would cost me my life。'  'Nay;'
  said he; 'if you were once out of the ship; you must look to
  yourself afterwards; that I can say nothing to。'  So we dropped
  the discourse for that time。
  In the meantime; my governess; faithful to the last moment;
  conveyed my letter to the prison to my husband; and got an
  answer to it; and the next day came down herself to the ship;
  bringing me; in the first place; a sea…bed as they call it; and
  all its furniture; such as was convenient; but not to let the
  people think it was extraordinary。  She brought with her a
  sea…chestthat is; a chest; such as are made for seamen; with
  all the conveniences in it; and filled with everything almost
  that I could want; and in one of the corners of the chest; where
  there was a private drawer; was my bank of moneythis is to
  say; so much of it as I had resolved to carry with me; for I
  ordered a part of my stock to be left behind me; to be sent
  afterwards in such goods as I should want when I came to
  settle; for money in that country is not of much use where all
  things are brought for tobacco; much more is it a great loss
  to carry it from hence。
  But my case was particular; it was by no means proper to me
  to go thither without money or goods; and for a poor convict;
  that was to be sold as soon as I came on shore; to carry with
  me a cargo of goods would be to have notice taken of it; and
  perhaps to have them seized by the public; so I took part of my
  stock with me thus; and left the other part with my governess。
  My governess brought me a great many other things; but it
  was not proper for me to look too well provided in the ship;
  at least till I knew what kind of a captain we should have。
  When she came into the ship; I thought she would have died
  indeed; her heart sank at the sight of me; and at the thoughts
  of parting with me in that condition; and she cried so intolerably;
  I could not for a long time have any talk with her。
  I took that time to read my fellow…prisoner's letter; which;
  however; greatly perplexed me。  He told me was determined
  to go; but found it would be impossible for him to be discharged
  time enough for going in the same ship; and which was more
  than all; he began to question whether they would give him
  leave to go in what ship he pleased; though he did voluntarily
  transport himself; but that they would see him put on board
  such a ship as they should direct; and that he would be charged
  upon the captain as other convict prisoners were; so that he
  began to be in despair of seeing me till he came to Virginia;
  which made him almost desperate; seeing that; on the other
  hand; if I should not be there; if any accident of the sea or of
  mortality should take me away; he should be the most undone
  creature there in the world。
  This was very perplexing; and I knew not what course to take。
  I told my governess the story of the boatswain; and she was
  mighty eager with me treat with him; but I had no mind to it;
  till I heard whether my husband; or fellow…prisoner; so she
  called him; could be at liberty to go with me or no。  At last I
  was forced to let her into the whole matter; except only that
  of his being my husband。  I told her I had made a positive
  bargain or agreement with him to go; if he could get the liberty
  of going in the same ship; and that I found he had money。
  Then I read a long lecture to her of what I proposed to do
  when we came there; how we could plant; settle; and; in short;
  grow rich without any more adventures; and; as a great secret;
  I told her that we were to marry as soon as he came on board。
  She soon agreed cheerfully to my going when she heard this;
  and she made it her business from that time to get him out of
  the prison in time; so that he might go in the same ship with
  me; which at last was brought to pass; though with great
  difficulty; and not without all the forms of a transported
  prisoner…convict; which he really was not yet; for he had not
  been tried; and which was a great mortification to him。  As
  our fate was now determined; and we were both on board;
  actually bound to Virginia; in the despicable quality of
  transported convicts destined to be sold for slaves; I for five
  years; and he under bonds and security not to return to England
  any more; as long as he lived; he was very much dejected and
  cast down; the mortification of being brought on board; as he
  was; like a prisoner; piqued him very much; since it was first
  told him he should transport himself; and so that he might go
  as a gentleman at liberty。  It is true he was not ordered to be
  sold when he came there; as we were; and for that reason he
  was obliged to pay for his passage to the captain; which we
  were not; as to the rest; he was as much at a loss as a child
  what to do with himself; or with what he had; but by directions。
  Our first business was to compare our stock。  He was very
  honest to me; and told me his stock was pretty good when he
  came into the prison; but the living there as he did in a figure
  like a gentleman; and; which was ten times as much; the
  making of friends; and soliciting his case; had been very
  expensive; and; in a word; all his stock that he had left was
  #108; which he had about him all in gold。
  I gave him an account of my stock as faithfully; that is to say;
  of what I had taken to carry with me; for I was resolved;
  whatever should happen; to keep what I had left with my
  governess in reserve; that in case I should die; what I had with
  me was enough to give him; and that which was left in my
  governess's hands would be her own; which she had well
  deserved of me indeed。
  My stock which I had with me was #246 some odd shillings;
  so that we had #354 between us; but a worse gotten estate was
  scarce ever put together to being the world with。
  Our greatest misfortune as to our stock was that it was all in
  money; which every one knows is an unprofitable cargo to be
  carried to the plantations。  I believe his was really all he had
  left in the world; as he told me it was; but I; who had between
  #700 and #800 in bank when this disaster befell me; and who
  had one of the faithfullest friends in the world to manage it
  for me; considering she was a woman of manner of religious
  principles; had still #300 left in her hand; which I reserved as
  above; besides; some very valuable things; as particularly two
  gold watches; some small pieces of plate; and some ringsall
  stolen goods。  The plate; rings; and watches were put in my
  chest with the money; and with this fortune; and in the
  sixty…first year of my age; I launched out into a new world;
  as I may call it; in the condition (as to what appeared) only
  of a poor; naked convict; ordered to be transported in respite
  from the gallows。  My clothes were poor and mean; but not
  ragged or dirty; and none knew in the whole ship that I had
  anything of value about me。
  However; as I had a great many very good clothes and linen
  in abundance; which I had ordered to be packed up in two
  great boxes; I had them shipped on board; not as my goods;
  but as consigned to my re