sense　of　it；　and　not　able　to　express　what　I　had　in　my　heart；　for
  the　passions　on　such　occasions　as　these　are　certainly　so　agitated
  as　not　to　be　able　presently　to　regulate　their　own　motions。
  All　the　while　the　poor　condemned　creatures　were　preparing
  to　their　death；　and　the　ordinary；　as　they　call　him；　was　busy
  with　them；　disposing　them　to　submit　to　their　sentenceI　say；
  all　this　while　I　was　seized　with　a　fit　of　trembling；　as　much　as
  I　could　have　been　if　I　had　been　in　the　same　condition；　as　to　be
  sure　the　day　before　I　expected　to　be；　I　was　so　violently　agitated
  by　this　surprising　fit；　that　I　shook　as　if　it　had　been　in　the　cold
  fit　of　an　ague；　so　that　I　could　not　speak　or　look　but　like　one
  distracted。　　As　soon　as　they　were　all　put　into　carts　and　gone；
  which；　however；　I　had　not　courage　enough　to　seeI　say；　as
  soon　as　they　were　gone；　I　fell　into　a　fit　of　crying　involuntarily；
  and　without　design；　but　as　a　mere　distemper；　and　yet　so　violent；
  and　it　held　me　so　long；　that　I　knew　not　what　course　to　take；
  nor　could　I　stop；　or　put　a　check　to　it；　no；　not　with　all　the
  strength　and　courage　I　had。
  This　fit　of　crying　held　me　near　two　hours；　and；　as　I　believe；
  held　me　till　they　were　all　out　of　the　world；　and　then　a　most
  humble；　penitent；　serious　kind　of　joy　succeeded；　a　real　transport
  it　was；　or　passion　of　joy　and　thankfulness；　but　still　unable　to
  give　vent　to　it　by　words；　and　in　this　I　continued　most　part　of
  the　day。
  In　the　evening　the　good　minister　visited　me　again；　and　then
  fell　to　his　usual　good　discourses。　　He　congratulated　my　having
  a　space　yet　allowed　me　for　repentance；　whereas　the　state　of
  those　six　poor　creatures　was　determined；　and　they　were　now
  past　the　offers　of　salvation；　he　earnestly　pressed　me　to　retain
  the　same　sentiments　of　the　things　of　life　that　I　had　when　I　had
  a　view　of　eternity；　and　at　the　end　of　all　told　me　I　should　not
  conclude　that　all　was　over；　that　a　reprieve　was　not　a　pardon；
  that　he　could　not　yet　answer　for　the　effects　of　it；　however；　I
  had　this　mercy；　that　I　had　more　time　given　me；　and　that　it　was
  my　business　to　improve　that　time。
  This　discourse；　though　very　seasonable；　left　a　kind　of　sadness
  on　my　　heart；　as　if　I　might　expect　the　affair　would　have　a
  tragical　issue　still；　which；　however；　he　had　no　certainty　of；
  and　I　did　not　indeed；　at　that　time；　question　him　about　it；　he
  having　said　that　he　would　do　his　utmost　to　bring　it　to　a　good
  end；　and　that　he　hoped　he　might；　but　he　would　not　have　me
  be　secure；　and　the　consequence　proved　that　he　had　reason　for
  what　he　said。
  It　was　about　a　fortnight　after　this　that　I　had　some　just　apprehensions
  that　I　should　be　included　in　the　next　dead　warrant　at　the　ensuing
  sessions；　and　it　was　not　without　great　difficulty；　and　at　last　a
  humble　petition　for　transportation；　that　I　avoided　it；　so　ill　was
  I　beholding　to　fame；　and　so　prevailing　was　the　fatal　report　of
  being　an　old　offender；　though　in　that　they　did　not　do　me　strict
  justice；　for　I　was　not　in　the　sense　of　the　law　an　old　offender；
  whatever　I　was　in　the　eye　of　the　judge；　for　I　had　never　been
  before　them　in　a　judicial　way　before；　so　the　judges　could　not
  charge　me　with　being　an　old　offender；　but　the　Recorder　was
  pleased　to　represent　my　case　as　he　thought　fit。
  I　had　now　a　certainty　of　life　indeed；　but　with　the　hard　conditions
  of　being　ordered　for　transportation；　which　indeed　was　hard
  condition　in　itself；　but　not　when　comparatively　considered；
  and　therefore　I　shall　make　no　comments　upon　the　sentence；
  nor　upon　the　choice　I　was　put　to。　　We　shall　all　choose　anything
  rather　than　death；　especially　when　'tis　attended　with　an
  uncomfortable　prospect　beyond　it；　which　was　my　case。
  The　good　minister；　whose　interest；　though　a　stranger　to　me；
  had　obtained　me　the　reprieve；　mourned　sincerely　for　this　part。
  He　was　in　hopes；　he　said；　that　I　should　have　ended　my　days
  under　the　influence　of　good　instruction；　that　I　should　not　have
  been　turned　loose　again　among　such　a　wretched　crew　as　they
  generally　are；　who　are　thus　sent　abroad；　where；　as　he　said；　I
  must　have　more　than　ordinary　secret　assistance　from　the　grace
  of　God；　if　I　did　not　turn　as　wicked　again　as　ever。
  I　have　not　for　a　good　while　mentioned　my　governess；　who
  had　during　most；　if　not　all；　of　this　part　been　dangerously　sick；
  and　being　in　as　near　a　view　of　death　by　her　disease　as　I　was
  by　my　sentence；　was　a　great　penitentI　say；　I　have　not　mentioned
  her；　nor　indeed　did　I　see　her　in　all　this　time；　but　being　now
  recovering；　and　just　able　to　come　abroad；　she　came　to　see　me。
  I　told　her　my　condition；　and　what　a　different　flux　and　reflux
  of　tears　and　hopes　I　had　been　agitated　with；　I　told　her　what　I
  had　escaped；　and　upon　what　terms；　and　she　was　present　when
  the　minister　expressed　his　fears　of　my　relapsing　into　wickedness
  upon　my　falling　into　the　wretched　companies　that　are　generally
  transported。　　Indeed　I　had　a　melancholy　reflection　upon　it　in
  my　own　mind；　for　I　knew　what　a　dreadful　gang　was　always
  sent　away　together；　and　I　said　to　my　governess　that　the　good
  minister's　fears　were　not　without　cause。　　'Well；　well；'　says　　she；
  'but　I　hope　you　will　not　be　tempted　with　such　a　horrid　example
  as　that。'　　And　as　soon　as　the　minister　was　gone；　she　told　me　she
  would　not　have　me　discouraged；　for　perhaps　ways　and　means
  might　be　found　out　to　dispose　of　me　in　a　particular　way；　by
  myself；　of　which　she　would　talk　further　to　me　afterward。
  I　looked　earnestly　at　her；　and　I　thought　she　looked　more　cheerful
  than　she　usually　had　done；　and　I　entertained　immediately　a
  thousand　notions　of　being　delivered；　but　could　not　for　my　life
  image　the　methods；　or　think　of　one　that　was　in　the　least　feasible；
  but　I　was　too　much　concerned　in　it　to　let　her　go　from　me　without
  explaining　herself；　which；　though　she　was　very　loth　to　do；　yet
  my　importunity　prevailed；　and；　while　I　was　still　pressing；　she
  answered　me　in　a　few　words；　thus：　　'Why；　you　have　money；
  have　you　not？　　Did　you　ever　know　one　in　your　life　that　was
  transported　and　had　a　hundred　pounds　in　his　pocket；　I'll　warrant
  you；　child？'says　she。
  I　understood　her　presently；　but　told　her　I　would　leave　all　that
  to　her；　but　I　saw　no　room　to　hope　for　anything　but　a　strict
  execution　of　the　order；　and　as　it　was　a　severity　that　was
  esteemed　a　mercy；　there　was　no　doubt　but　it　would　be　strictly
  observed。　　She　said　no　more　but　this：　　'We　will　try　what　can
  be　done；'　and　so　we　parted　for　that　night。
  I　lay　in　the　prison　near　fifteen　weeks　after　this　order　for
  transportation　was　signed。　　What　the　reason　of　it　was；　I　know
  not；　but　at　the　end　of　this　time　I　was　put　on　board　of　a　ship　in
  the　Thames；　and　with　me　a　gang　of　thirteen　as　hardened　vile
  creatures　as　ever　Newgate　produced　in　my　time；　and　it　would
  really　well　take　up　a　history　longer　than　mine　to　describe　the
  degrees　of　impudence　and　audacious　villainy　that　those　thirteen
  were　arrived　to；　and　the　manner　of　their　behaviour　in　the
  voyage；　of　which　I　have　a　very　diverting　account　by　me；　which
  the　captain　of　the　ship　who　carried　them　over　gave　me　the
  minutes　of；　and　which　he　caused　his　mate　to　write　down　at　large。
  It　may　perhaps　be　thought　trifling　to　enter　here　into　a　relation
  of　all　the　little　incidents　which　attended　me　in　this　interval　of
  my　circumstances；　I　mean；　between　the　final　order　of　my
  transporation　and　the　time　of　my　going　on　board　the　ship；　and
  I　am　too　near　the　end　of　my　story　to　allow　room　for　it；　but
  something　relating　to　me　any　my　Lancashire　husband　I　must
  not　omit。
  He　had；　as　I　have　observed　already；　been　carried　from　the
  master's　side　of　the　ordinary　prison　into　the　press…yard；　with
  three　of　his　comrades；　for　they　found　another　to　add　to　them
  after　some　time；　here；　for　what　reason　I　knew　not；　they　were
  kept　in　custody　without　being　brought　to　trial　almost　three
  months。　　It　seems　they　found　means　to　bribe　or　buy　off　some
  of　those　who　were　expected　to　come　in　against　them；　and　they
  wanted　evidence　for　some　time　to　convict　them。　　After　some
  puzzle　on　this　account；　at　first　they　made　a　shift　to　get　proof
  enough　against　two　of　them　to　carry　them　off；　but　the　other
  two；　of　which　my　Lancashire　husband　was　one；　lay　still　in
  suspense。　　They　had；　I　think；　one　positive　evidence　against
  each　of　them；　but　the　law　strictly　obliging　them　to　have　two
  witnesses；　they　could　make　nothing　of　it。　　Yet　it　seems　they
  were　resolved　not　to　part　with　the　men　neither；　not　doubting
  but　a　further　evidence　would　at　last　come　in；　and　in　order　to
  this；　I　think　publication　was　made；　that　such　prisoners　being
  taken；　any　one　that　had　been　robbed　by　them　might　come　to
  the　prison　and　see　them。
  I　took　this　opportunity　to　satisfy　my　curiosity；　pretending　that
  I　had　been　robbed　in　the　Dunstable　coach；　and　that　I　would　go
  to　see　the　two　highwaymen。　　But　when　I　came　into　the　press…ya