第 19 节
作者:热带雨淋      更新:2021-02-20 05:18      字数:9322
  a plan the thought in the mind。 So that it is correct to say
  the mind bores tunnels through the mountains; bridges the
  rivers; and constructs the engines which are the pride of the
  world。
  This is a wonderful tool; but it is capable of work yet more
  wonderful in the exploration of the heavens。 Now the soul is
  the mind of the mind。 It can build and construct and look beyond
  and penetrate space; and create。 It is the keenest; the
  sharpest tool possessed by man。 But what would be said if a
  carpenter about to commence a piece of work examined his tools
  and deliberately cast away that with the finest edge? Such is
  the conduct of those who reject the inner mind or psyche
  altogether。 So great is the value of the soul that it seems to
  me; if the soul lived and received its aspirations it would not
  matter if the material universe melted away as snow。 Many turn
  aside the instant the soul is mentioned; and I sympathise with
  them in one sense; they fear lest; if they acknowledge it; they
  will be fettered by mediaeval conditions。 My contention is that
  the restrictions of the mediaeval era should entirely be cast
  into oblivion; but the soul recognised and employed。 Instead of
  slurring over the soul; I desire to see it at its highest
  perfection。
  CHAPTER XII
  SUBTLE as the mind is; it can effect little without knowledge。
  It cannot construct a bridge; or a building; or make a canal; or
  work a problem in algebra; unless it is provided with
  information。 This is obvious; and yet some say; What can you
  effect by the soul? I reply because it has had no employment。 Mediaeval
  conditions kept it in slumber: science refuses to accept it。 We are taught
  to employ our minds; and furnished with materials。 The mind has its logic
  and exercise of geometry; and thus assisted brings a great force to the
  solution of problems。 The soul remains untaught; and can effect little。
  I consider that the highest purpose of study is the education of the soul or
  psyche。 It is said that there is no proof of the existence of the soul; but;
  arguing on the same grounds; there is no proof of the existence of the mind;
  which is not a tangible thing。 For myself; I feel convinced that there is a
  soul; a mind of the mindand that it really exists。 Now; glancing at the
  state of wild and uneducated men; it is evident that they work with their
  hands and make various things almost instinctively。 But when they arrive at
  the idea of mind; and say to themselves; I possess a mind; then they think
  and proceed
  farther; forming designs and constructions both tangible and
  mental。
  Next then; when we say; I have a soul; we can proceed to shape
  things yet further; and to see deeper; and penetrate the
  mystery。 By denying the existence and the power of the soul
  refusing to employ itwe should go back more than twelve
  thousand written years of human history。 But instead of this;
  I contend; we should endeavour to go forward; and to discover a fourth Idea;
  and after that a fifth; and onwards continually。
  I will not permit myself to be taken captive by observing
  physical phenomena; as many evidently are。 Some gases are
  mingled and produce a liquid; certainly it is worth careful
  investigation; but it is no more than the revolution of a
  wheel; which is so often seen that it excites no surprise;
  though; in truth; as wonderful。 So is all motion; and so is a
  grain of sand; there is nothing that is not wonderful; as; for
  instance; the fact of the existence of things at all。 But the
  intense concentration of the mind on mechanical effects appears
  often to render it incapable of perceiving anything that is not
  mechanical。 Some compounds are observed to precipitate crystals; all of
  which contain known angles。 Thence it is argued that all is mechanical; and
  that action occurs in set ways only。 There
  is a tendency to lay it down as an infallible law that because
  we see these things therefore everything else that exists in
  space must be or move exactly in the same manner。 But I do not
  think that because crystals are precipitated with fixed angles
  therefore the whole universe is necessarily mechanical。 I think
  there are things exempt from mechanical rules。 The restriction
  of thought to purely mechanical grooves blocks progress in the
  same way as the restrictions of mediaeval superstition。 Let the
  mind think; dream; imagine: let it have perfect freedom。 To
  shut out the soul is to put us back more than twelve thousand
  years。
  Just as outside light; and the knowledge gained from light;
  there are; I think; other mediums from which; in times to come;
  intelligence will be obtained; so outside the mental and the spiritual ideas
  we now possess I believe there exists a whole circle of ideas。 In the
  conception of the idea that there are others; I lay claim to another idea。
  The mind is infinite and able to understand everything that is
  brought before it; there is no limit to its understanding。 The
  limit is in the littleness of the things and the narrowness of
  the ideas which have been put for it to consider。 For the
  philosophies of old time past and the discoveries of modern
  research are as nothing to it。 They do not fill it。 When they
  have been read; the mind passes on; and asks for more。 The
  utmost of them; the whole together; make a mere nothing。 These
  things have been gathered together by immense labour; labour
  so great that it is a weariness to think of it; but yet; when
  all is summed up and written; the mind receives it all as
  easily as the hand picks flowers。 It is like one sentence
  read and gone。
  The mind requires more; and more; and more。 It is so strong
  that all that can be put before it is devoured in a moment。
  Left to itself it will not be satisfied with an invisible
  idol any more than with a wooden one。 An idol whose attributes are
  omnipresence; omnipotence; and so on; is no greater than light or
  electricity; which are present everywhere and all…powerful; and from which
  perhaps the thought arose。 Prayer which receives no reply must be pronounced
  in vain。 The mind goes on and requires more than these; something higher
  than prayer; something higher than a god。
  I have been obliged to write these things by an irresistible
  impulse which has worked in me since early youth。 They have not
  been written for the sake of argument; still less for any thought of profit;
  rather indeed the reverse。 They have been forced from me by earnestness of
  heart; and they express my most serious convictions。  For seventeen years
  they have been lying in my mind; continually thought of and pondered over。 I
  was not more than eighteen when an inner and esoteric meaning began to come
  to me from all the visible universe; and indefinable aspirations filled me。
  I found them in the grass fields; under the trees; on the hill…tops; at
  sunrise; and in the night。 There was a deeper meaning everywhere。 The sun
  burned with it; the broad front of morning beamed with it; a deep feeling
  entered me while gazing at the sky in the azure noon; and in the star…lit
  evening。
  I was sensitive to all things; to the earth under; and the
  star…hollow round about; to the least blade of grass; to the
  largest oak。 They seemed like exterior nerves and veins
  for the conveyance of feeling to me。 Sometimes a very ecstasy
  of exquisite enjoyment of the entire visible universe filled
  me。 I was aware that in reality the feeling and the thought were
  in me; and not in the earth or sun; yet I was more conscious of
  it when in company with these。 A visit to the sea increased
  the strength of the original impulse。 I began to make efforts
  to express these thoughts in writing; but could not succeed to
  my own liking。 Time went on; and harder experiences; and the
  pressure of labour came; but in no degree abated the fire of
  first thought。 Again and again I made resolutions that I would
  write it; in some way or other; and as often failed。 I could
  express any other idea with ease; but not this。 Once especially I remember;
  in a short interval of distasteful labour; walking away to a spot by a brook
  which skirts an ancient Roman wall; and there trying to determine and really
  commence to work。 Again I failed。 More time; more changes; and still the
  same thought running beneath everything。 At last; in 1880; in the old castle
  of Pevensey; under happy circumstances; once more I resolved; and actually
  did write down a few notes。 Even then I could not go on; but I kept the
  notes(I had destroyed all former begin…
  nings); and in the end; two years afterwards; commenced this book。
  After all this time and thought it is only a fragment; and a fragment
  scarcely hewn。 Had I not made it personal I could scarcely have put it into
  any shape at all。 But I felt that I could no longer delay; and that it must
  be done; however imperfectly。 I am only too conscious of its imperfections;
  for I have as it were seventeen years of consciousness of my own inability
  to express this the idea of my life。 I can only say that many of these short
  sentences are the result of long…continued thought。 One of the greatest
  difficulties I have encountered is the lack of words to express ideas。 By
  the word soul; or psyche; I mean that inner consciousness which aspires。 By
  prayer I do not me