第 53 节
作者:指点迷津      更新:2021-02-20 05:05      字数:9322
  and the dear children; and thanks so much for a very pleasant〃
  Here the train moved off; and Sir Charles; melting; smiled and
  waved his hat until he caught sight of Trefusis looking back at
  him with a grin which seemed; under the circumstances; so
  Satanic; that he stopped as if petrified in the midst of his
  gesticulations; and stood with his arm out like a semaphore。
  The drive home restored him somewhat; but he wee still full of
  his surprise when he rejoined Agatha; his wife; and Erskine in
  the drawing…room at the Beeches。 The moment he entered; he said
  without preface; 〃She has gone off with Trefusis。〃
  Erskine; who had been reading; started up; clutching his book as
  if about to hurl it at someone; and cried; 〃Was he at the train?〃
  〃Yes; and has gone to town by it。〃
  〃Then;〃 said Erskine; flinging the book violently on the floor;
  〃he is a scoundrel and a liar。〃
  〃What is the matter?〃 said Agatha rising; whilst Jane stared
  open…mouthed at him。
  〃I beg your pardon; Miss Wylie; I forgot you。 He pledged me his
  honor that he would not go by that train。 I will。〃 He hurried
  from the room。 Sir Charles rushed after him; and overtook him at
  the foot of the stairs。
  〃Where are you going? What do you want to do?〃
  〃I will follow the train and catch it at the next station。 I can
  do it on my bicycle。〃
  〃Nonsense! you're mad。 They have thirty…five minutes start; and
  the train travels forty…five miles an hour。〃
  Erskine sat down on the stairs and gazed blankly at the opposite
  wall。
  〃You must have mistaken him;〃 said Sir Charles。 〃He told me to
  tell you that he had not forgotten his promise; and that you may
  rely on him。〃
  〃What is the matter?〃 said Agatha; coming down; followed by Lady
  Brandon。
  〃Miss Wylie;〃 said Erskine; springing up; 〃he gave me his word
  that he would not go by that train when I told him Miss Lindsay
  was going by it。 He has broken his word and seized the
  opportunity I was mad and credulous enough to tell him of。 If I
  had been in your place; Brandon; I would have strangled him or
  thrown him under the wheels sooner than let him go。 He has shown
  himself in this as in everything else; a cheat; a conspirator; a
  man of crooked ways; shifts; tricks; lying sophistries; heartless
  selfishness; cruel cynicism〃 He stopped to catch his breath;
  and Sir Charles interposed a remonstrance。
  〃You are exciting yourself about nothing; Chester。 They are in a
  Pullman; with her maid and plenty of people; and she expressly
  gave him leave to go with her。 He asked her the question flatly
  before my face; and I must say I thought it a strange thing for
  her to consent to。 However; she did consent; and of course I was
  not in a position to prevent him from going to London if he
  pleased。 Don't let us have a scene; old man。 It can't be helped。〃
  〃I am very sorry;〃 said Erskine; hanging his head。 〃I did not
  mean to make a scene。 I beg your pardon。〃
  He went away to his room without another word。 Sir Charles
  followed and attempted to console him; but Erskine caught his
  hand; and asked to be left to himself。 So Sir Charles returned to
  the drawing…room; where his wife; at a loss for once; hardly
  ventured to remark that she had never heard of such a thing in
  her life。
  Agatha kept silence。 She had long ago come unconsciously to the
  conclusion that Trefusis and she were the only members of the
  party at the Beeches who had much common…sense; and this made her
  slow to believe that he could be in the wrong and Erskine in the
  right in any misunderstanding between them。 She had a slovenly
  way of summing up as 〃asses〃 people whose habits of thought
  differed from hers。 Of all varieties of man; the minor poet
  realized her conception of the human ass most completely; and
  Erskine; though a very nice fellow indeed; thoroughly good and
  gentlemanly; in her opinion; was yet a minor poet; and therefore
  a pronounced ass。 Trefusis; on the contrary; was the last man of
  her acquaintance whom she would have thought of as a very nice
  fellow or a virtuous gentleman; but he was not an a~s; although
  he was obstinate in his Socialistic fads。 She had indeed
  suspected him of weakness almost asinine with respect to
  Gertrude; but then all men were asses in their dealings with
  women; and since he had transferred his weakness to her own
  account it no longer seemed to need justification。 And now; as
  her concern for Erskine; whom she pitied; wore off; she began to
  resent Trefusis's journey with Gertrude as an attack on her
  recently acquired monopoly of him。 There was an air of
  aristocratic pride about Gertrude which Agatha had formerly
  envied; and which she still feared Trefusis might mistake for an
  index of dignity and refinement。 Agatha did not believe that her
  resentment was the common feeling called jealousy; for she still
  deemed herself unique; but it gave her a sense of meanness that
  did not improve her spirits。
  The dinner was dull。 Lady Brandon spoke in an undertone; as if
  someone lay dead in the next room。 Erskine was depressed by the
  consciousness of having lost his head and acted foolishly in the
  afternoon。 Sir Charles did not pretend to ignore the suspense
  they were all in pending intelligence of the journey to London;
  he ate and drank and said nothing。 Agatha; disgusted with herself
  and with Gertrude; and undecided whether to be disgusted with
  Trefusis or to trust him affectionately; followed the example of
  her host。 After dinner she accompanied him in a series of songs
  by Schubert。 This proved an aggravation instead of a relief。 Sir
  Charles; excelling in the expression of melancholy; preferred
  songs of that character; and as his musical ideas; like those of
  most Englishmen; were founded on what he had heard in church in
  his childhood; his style was oppressively monotonous。 Agatha took
  the first excuse that presented itself to leave the piano。 Sir
  Charles felt that his performance had been a failure; and
  remarked; after a cough or two; that he had caught a touch of
  cold returning from the station。 Erskine sat on a sofa with his
  head drooping; and his palms joined and hanging downward between
  his knees。 Agatha stood at the window; looking at the late summer
  afterglow。 Jane yawned; and presently broke the silence。
  〃You look exactly as you used at school; Agatha。 I could almost
  fancy us back again in Number Six。〃
  Agatha shook her head。
  〃Do I ever look like thatlike myself; as I used to be?〃
  〃Never;〃 said Agatha emphatically; turning and surveying the
  figure of which Miss Carpenter had been the unripe antecedent。
  〃But why?〃 said Jane querulously。 〃I don't see why I shouldn't。 I
  am not so changed。〃
  〃You have become an exceedingly fine woman; Jane;〃 said Agatha
  gravely; and then; without knowing why; turned her attentive gaze
  upon Sir Charles; who bore it uneasily; and left the room。 A
  minute later he returned with two buff envelopes in his hand。
  〃A telegram for you; Miss Wylie; and one for Chester。〃 Erskine
  started up; white with vague fears。 Agatha's color went; and came
  again with increased richness as she read:
  〃I have arrived safe and ridiculously happy。 Read a thousand
  things between the lines。 I will write tomorrow。 Good night。〃
  〃You may read it;〃 said Agatha; handing it to Jane。
  〃Very pretty;〃 said Jane。 〃A shilling's worth of
  attentionexactly twenty words! He may well call himself an
  economist。〃
  Suddenly a crowing laugh from Erskine caused them to turn and
  stare at him。 〃What nonsense!〃 he said; blushing。 〃What a fellow
  he is! I don't attach the slightest importance to this。〃
  Agatha took a corner of his telegram and pulled it gently。
  〃No; no;〃 he said; holding it tightly。 〃It is too absurd。 I don't
  think I ought〃
  Agatha gave a decisive pull; and read the message aloud。 It was
  from Trefusis; thus:
  〃I forgive your thoughts since Brandon's return。 Write her
  to…night; and follow your letter to receive an affirmative answer
  in person。 I promised that you might rely on me。 She loves you。〃
  〃I never heard of such a thing in my life;〃 said Jane。 〃Never!〃
  〃He is certainly a most unaccountable man;〃 said Sir Charles。
  〃I am glad; for my own sake; that he is not so black as he is
  painted;〃 said Agatha。 〃You may believe every word of it; Mr。
  Erskine。 Be sure to do as he tells you。 He is quite certain to be
  right。〃
  〃Pooh!〃 said Erskine; crumpling the telegram and thrusting it
  into his pocket as if it were not worth a second thought。
  Presently he slipped away; and did not reappear。 When they were
  about to retire; Sir Charles asked a servant where he was。
  〃In the library; Sir Charles; writing。〃
  They looked significantly at one another and went to bed without
  disturbing him。
  CHAPTER XVIII
  When Gertrude found herself beside Trefusis in the Pullman; she
  wondered how she came to be travelling with him against her
  resolution; if not against her will。 In the presence of two women
  scrutinizing her as if they suspected her of being there with no
  good purpose; a male passenger admiring her a little further off;
  her maid reading Trefusis's newspapers just out of earshot; an
  uninterested country gentleman looking glumly out of window; a
  city man preoccupied with the 〃Economist;〃 and a polit