第 40 节
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指点迷津 更新:2021-02-20 05:05 字数:9322
she possibly be jealous of me?〃
〃She is jealous of everybody and everything;〃 he replied
bitterly; 〃and she cares for nobody and for nothing。 You do not
know what I have to endure sometimes from her。〃
Agatha thought her most discreet course was to sit down
immediately and begin 〃I would that my love。〃 Whilst she played
and sang; she thought over what Sir Charles had just let slip。
She had found him a pleasant companion; light…hearted; fond of
music and fun; polite and considerate; appreciative of her
talents; quick…witted without being oppressively clever; and; as
a married man; disinterested in his attentions。 But it now
occurred to her that perhaps they had been a good deal together
of late。
Sir Charles had by this time wandered from his part into hers;
and he now recalled her to the music by stopping to ask whether
he was right。 Knowing by experience what his difficulty was
likely to be; she gave him his note and went on。 They had not
been singing long when Jane came back and sat down; expressing a
hope that her presence would not disturb them。 It did disturb
them。 Agatha suspected that she had come there to watch them; and
Sir Charles knew it。 Besides; Lady Brandon; even when her mind
was tranquil; was habitually restless。 She could not speak
because of the music; and; though she held an open book in her
hand; she could not read and watch simultaneously。 She gaped; and
leaned to one end of the sofa until; on the point of
overbalancing' she recovered herself with a prodigious bounce。
The floor vibrated at her every movement。 At last she could keep
silence no longer。
〃Oh; dear!〃 she said; yawning audibly。 〃It must be five o'clock
at the very earliest。〃
Agatha turned round upon the piano…stool; feeling that music and
Lady Brandon were incompatible。 Sir Charles; for his guest's
sake; tried hard to restrain his exasperation。
〃Probably your watch will tell you;〃 he said。
〃Thank you for nothing;〃 said Jane。 〃Agatha; where is Gertrude?〃
〃How can Miss Wylie possibly tell you where she is; Jane? I think
you have gone mad to…day。〃
〃She is most likely playing billiards with Mr。 Erskine;〃 said
Agatha; interposing quickly to forestall a retort from Jane; with
its usual sequel of a domestic squabble。
〃I think it is very strange of Gertrude to pass the whole day
with Chester in the billiard room;〃 said Jane discontentedly。
〃There is not the slightest impropriety in her doing so;〃 said
Sir Charles。 〃If our hospitality does not place Miss Lindsay
above suspicion; the more shame for us。 How would you feel if
anyone else made such a remark ?〃
〃Oh; stuff!〃 said Jane peevishly。 〃You are always preaching long
rigmaroles about nothing at all。 I did not say there was any
impropriety about Gertrude。 She is too proper to be pleasant; in
my opinion。〃
Sir Charles; unable to trust himself further; frowned and left
the room; Jane speeding him with a contemptuous laugh。
〃Don't ever be such a fool as to get married;〃 she said; when he
was gone。 She looked up as she spoke; and was alarmed to see
Agatha seated on the pianoforte; with her ankles swinging in the
old school fashion。
〃Jane;〃 she said; surveying her hostess coolly; 〃do you know what
I would do if I were Sir Charles?〃
Jane did not know。
〃I would get a big stick; beat you black and blue; and then lock
you up on bread and water for a week。〃
Jane half rose; red and angry。 〃Whwhy?〃 she said; relapsing
upon the sofa。
〃If I were a man; I would not; for mere chivalry's sake; let a
woman treat me like a troublesome dog。 You want a sound
thrashing。〃
〃I'd like to see anybody thrash me;〃 said Jane; rising again and
displaying her formidable person erect。 Then she burst into
tears; and said; 〃I won't have such things said to me in my own
house。 How dare you?〃
〃You deserve it for being jealous of me;〃 said Agatha。
Jane's eyes dilated angrily。 〃I!I!jealous of you!〃 She looked
round; as if for a missile。 Not finding one; she sat down again;
and said in a voice stifled with tears; 〃JJealous of YOU;
indeed!〃
〃You have good reason to be; for he is fonder of me than of you。〃
Jane opened her mouth and eyes convulsively; but only uttered a
gasp; and Agatha proceeded calmly; 〃I am polite to him; which you
never are。 When he speaks to me I allow him to finish his
sentence without expressing; as you do; a foregone conclusion
that it is not worth attending to。 I do not yawn and talk whilst
he is singing。 When he converses with me on art or literature;
about which he knows twice as much as I do; and at least ten
times as much as you〃 (Jane gasped again) 〃I do not make a silly
answer and turn to my neighbor at the other side with a remark
about the tables or the weather。 When he is willing to be
pleased; as he always is; I am willing to be pleasant。 And that
is why he likes me。〃
〃He does NOT like you。 He is the same to everyone。〃
〃Except his wife。 He likes me so much that you; like a great
goose as you are; came up here to watch us at our duets; and made
yourself as disagreeable as you possibly could whilst I was
making myself charming。 The poor man was ashamed of you。〃
〃He wasn't;〃 said Jane; sobbing。 〃I didn't do anything。 I didn't
say anything。 I won't bear it。 I will get a divorce。 I will〃
〃You will mend your ways if you have any sense left;〃 said Agatha
remorselessly。 〃Do not make such a noise; or someone will come to
see what is the matter; and I shall have to get down from the
piano; where I am very comfortable。〃
〃It is you who are jealous。〃
〃Oh; is it; Jane? I have not allowed Sir Charles to fall in love
with me yet; but I can do so very easily。 What will you wager
that he will not kiss me before to…morrow evening?〃
〃It will be very mean and nasty of you if he does。 You seem to
think that I can be treated like a child。〃
〃So you are a child;〃 said Agatha; descending from her perch and
preparing to go。 〃An occasional slapping does you good。〃
〃It is nothing to you whether I agree with my husband or not;〃
said Jane with sudden fierceness。
〃Not if you quarrel with him in private; as wellbred couples do。
But when it occurs in my presence it makes me uncomfortable; and
I object to being made uncomfortable。〃
〃You would not be here at all if I had not asked you。〃
〃Just think how dull the house would be without me; Jane!〃
〃Indeed! It was not dull before you came。 Gertrude always behaved
like a lady; at least。〃
〃I am sorry that her example was so utterly lost on you。〃
〃I won't bear it;〃 said Jane with a sob and a plunge upon the
sofa that made the lustres of the chandeliers rattle。 〃I wouldn't
have asked you if I had thought you could be so hateful。 I will
never ask you again。〃
〃I will make Sir Charles divorce you for incompatibility of
temper and marry me。 Then I shall have the place to myself。〃
〃He can't divorce me for that; thank goodness。 You don't know
what you're talking about。〃
Agatha laughed。 〃Come;〃 she said good…humoredly; 〃don't be an old
ass; Jane。 Wash your face before anyone sees it; and remember
what I have told you about Sir Charles。〃
〃It is very hard to be called an ass in one's own house。〃
〃It is harder to be treated as one; like your husband。 I am going
to look for him in the billiard room。〃
Jane ran after her; and caught her by the sleeve。
〃Agatha;〃 she pleaded; 〃promise me that you won't be mean。 Say
that you won't make love to him。〃
〃I will consider about it;〃 replied Agatha gravely。
Jane uttered a groan and sank into a chair; which creaked at the
shock。 Agatha turned on the threshold; and seeing her shaking her
head; pressing her eyes; and tapping with her heel in a
restrained frenzy; said quickly;
〃Here are the Waltons; and the Fitzgeorges; and Mr。 Trefusis
coming upstairs。 How do you do; Mrs。 Walton? Lady Brandon will be
SO glad to see you。 Good…evening; Mr。 Fitzgeorge。〃
Jane sprang up; wiped her eyes; and; with her hands on her hair;
smoothing it; rushed to a mirror。 No visitors appearing; she
perceived that she was; for perhaps the hundredth time in her
life; the victim of an imposture devised by Agatha。 She;
gratified by the success of her attempt to regain her old
ascendancy over Janeshe had made it with misgiving;
notwithstanding her apparent confidencewent downstairs to the
library; where she found Sir Charles gloomily trying to drown his
domestic troubles in art criticism。
〃I thought you were in the billiard room;〃 said Agatha。
〃I only peeped in;〃 he replied; 〃but as I saw something
particular going on; I thought it best to slip away; and I have
been alone ever since。〃
The something particular which Sir Charles had not wished to
interrupt was only a game of billiards。
It was the first opportunity Erskine had ever enjoyed of speaking
to Gertrude at leisure and alone。 Yet their conversation had
never been so commonplace。 She; liking the game; played very well
and chatted indifferently; he played badly; and broached trivial
topics in spite of himself。 After an hour…and…a…half's play;
Gertrude had announced that this game must be their last。 He
thought desperately that if he were to miss many more strokes the
game must presently end; and an op