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作者:指点迷津      更新:2021-02-20 05:05      字数:9322
  the most dishonorable thing any of us can do。〃
  〃Poch! Our little sins are not worth making such a fuss about。 I
  always like to have my entries read: it makes me feel like an
  author; and so in Christian duty I always read other people's。
  Listen to poor Sarah's tale of guilt。 '1st October。 I am very
  sorry that I slapped Miss Chambers in the lavatory this morning;
  and knocked out one of her teeth。 This was very wicked; but it
  was coming out by itself; and she has forgiven me because a new
  one will come in its place; and she was only pretending when she
  said she swallowed it。 Sarah Gerram。〃'
  〃Little fool!〃 said Miss Lindsay。 〃The idea of our having to
  record in the same book with brats like that!〃
  〃Here is a touching revelation。 '4th October。 Helen Plantagenet
  is deeply grieved to have to confess that I took the first place
  in algebra yesterday unfairly。 Miss Lindsay prompted me;' and〃
  〃Oh!〃 exclaimed Miss Lindsay; reddening。 〃That is how she thanks
  me for prompting her; is it? How dare she confess my faults in
  the Recording Angel?〃
  〃Serves you right for prompting her;〃 said Miss Carpenter。 〃She
  was always a double…faced cat; and you ought to have known
  better。〃
  〃Oh; I assure you it was not for her sake that I did it;〃 replied
  Miss Lindsay。 〃It was to prevent that Jackson girl from getting
  first place。 I don't like Helen Plantagenet; but at least she is
  a lady。'
  〃Stuff; Gertrude;〃 said Agatha; with a touch of earnestness。 〃One
  would think; to hear you talk; that your grandmother was a cook。
  Don't be such a snob。〃
  〃Miss Wylie;〃 said Gertrude; becoming scarlet: 〃you are veryoh!
  oh! Stop Agoh! I will tell Missoh!〃 Agatha had inserted a
  steely finger between her ribs; and was tickling her unendurably。
  〃Sh…sh…sh;〃 whispered Miss Carpenter anxiously。 〃The door is
  open。〃
  〃Am I Miss Wylie?〃 demanded Agatha; relentlessly continuing the
  torture。 〃Am I verywhatever you were going to say? Am I? am I?
  am I?〃
  〃No; no;〃 gasped Gertrude; shrinking into a chair; almost in
  hysterics。 〃You are very unkind; Agatha。 You have hurt me。〃
  〃You deserve it。 If you ever get sulky with me again; or call me
  Miss Wylie; I will kill you。 I will tickle the soles of your feet
  with a feather;〃 (Miss Lindsay shuddered; and hid her feet
  beneath the chair) 〃until your hair turns white。 And now; if you
  are truly repentant; come and record。〃
  〃You must record first。 It was all your fault。〃
  〃But I am the youngest;〃 said Agatha。
  〃Well; then;〃 said Gertrude; afraid to press the point; but
  determined not to record first; 〃let Jane Carpenter begin。 She is
  the eldest。〃
  〃Oh; of course;〃 said Jane; with whimpering irony。 〃Let Jane do
  all the nasty things first。 I think it's very hard。 You fancy
  that Jane is a fool; but she isn't。〃
  〃You are certainly not such a fool as you look; Jane;〃 said
  Agatha gravely。 〃But I will record first; if you like。〃
  〃No; you shan't;〃 cried Jane; snatching the pen from her。 〃I arm
  the eldest; and I won't be put out of my place。〃
  She dipped the pen in the ink resolutely; and prepared to write。
  Then she paused; considered; looked bewildered; and at last
  appealed piteously to Agatha。
  〃What shall I write?〃 she said。 〃You know how to write things
  down; and I don't。〃
  〃First put the date;〃 said Agatha。
  〃To be sure;〃 said Jane; writing it quickly。 〃I forgot that。
  Well?〃
  〃Now write; 'I am very sorry that Miss Wilson saw me when I slid
  down the banisters this evening。 Jane Carpenter。'〃
  〃Is that all?〃
  〃That's all: unless you wish to add something of your own
  composition。〃
  〃I hope it's all right;〃 said Jane; looking suspiciously at
  Agatha。 〃However; there can't be any harm in it; for it's the
  simple truth。 Anyhow; if you are playing one of your jokes on me;
  you are a nasty mean thing; and I don't care。 Now; Gertrude; it's
  your turn。 Please look at mine; and see whether the spelling is
  right。〃
  〃It is not my business to teach you to spell;〃 said Gertrude;
  taking the pen。 And; while Jane was murmuring at her
  churlishness; she wrote in a bold hand:
  〃I have broken the rules by sliding down the banisters to…day
  with Miss Carpenter and Miss Wylie。 Miss Wylie went first。〃
  〃You wretch!〃 exclaimed Agatha; reading over her shoulder。 〃And
  your father is an admiral!〃
  〃I think it is only fair;〃 said Miss Lindsay; quailing; but
  assuming the tone of a moralist。 〃It is perfectly true。〃
  〃All my money was made in trade;〃 said Agatha; 〃but I should be
  ashamed to save myself by shifting blame to your aristocratic
  shoulders。 You pitiful thing! Here: give me the pen。〃
  〃I will strike it out if you wish; but I think 〃
  〃No: it shall stay there to witness against you。 How see how I
  confess my faults。〃 And she wrote; in a fine; rapid hand:
  〃This evening Gertrude Lindsay and Jane Carpenter met me at the
  top of the stairs; and said they wanted to slide down the
  banisters and would do it if I went first。 I told them that it
  was against the rules; but they said that did not matter; and as
  they are older than I am; I allowed myself to be persuaded; and
  did。〃
  〃What do you think of that?〃 said Agatha; displaying the page。
  They read it; and protested clamorously。
  〃It is perfectly true;〃 said Agatha; solemnly。
  〃It's beastly mean;〃 said Jane energetically。 〃The idea of your
  finding fault with Gertrude; and then going and being twice as
  bad yourself! I never heard of such a thing in my life。〃
  〃'Thus bad begins; but worse remains behind;' as the Standard
  Elocutionist says;〃 said Agatha; adding another sentence to her
  confession。
  〃But it was all my fault。 Also I was rude to Miss Wilson; and
  refused to leave the room when she bade me。 I was not wilfully
  wrong except in sliding down the banisters。 I am so fond of a
  slide that I could not resist the temptation。〃
  〃Be warned by me; Agatha;〃 said Jane impressively。 〃If you write
  cheeky things in that book; you will be expelled。〃
  〃Indeed!〃 replied Agatha significantly。 〃Wait until Miss Wilson
  sees what you have written。〃
  〃Gertrude;〃 cried Jane; with sudden misgiving; 〃has she made me
  write anything improper? Agatha; do tell me if〃
  Here a gong sounded; and the three girls simultaneously exclaimed
  〃Grub!〃 and rushed from the room。
  CHAPTER II
  One sunny afternoon; a hansom drove at great speed along Belsize
  Avenue; St。 John's Wood; and stopped before a large mansion。 A
  young lady sprang out; ran up the steps; and rang the bell
  impatiently。 She was of the olive complexion; with a sharp
  profile: dark eyes with long lashes; narrow mouth with delicately
  sensuous lips; small head; feet; and hands; with long taper
  fingers; lithe and very slender figure moving with serpent…like
  grace。 Oriental taste was displayed in the colors of her costume;
  which consisted of a white dress; close…fitting; and printed with
  an elaborate china blue pattern; a yellow straw hat covered with
  artificial hawthorn and scarlet berries; and tan…colored gloves
  reaching beyond the elbow; and decorated with a profusion of gold
  bangles。
  The door not being opened immediately; she rang again; violently;
  and w as presently admitted by a maid; who seemed surprised to
  see her。 Without making any inquiry; she darted upstairs into a
  drawing…room; where a matron of good presence; with features of
  the finest Jewish type; sat reading。 With her was a handsome boy
  in black velvet; who said:
  〃Mamma; here's Henrietta!〃
  〃Arthur;〃 said the young lady excitedly; 〃leave the room this
  instant; and don't dare to come back until you get leave。〃
  The boy's countenance fell; and he sulkily went out without a
  word。
  〃Is anything wrong?〃 said the matron; putting away her book with
  the unconcerned resignation of an experienced person who foresees
  a storm in a teacup。 〃Where is Sidney?〃
  〃Gone! Gone! Deserted me! I〃 The young lady's utterance failed;
  and she threw herself upon an ottoman; sobbing with passionate
  spite。
  〃Nonsense! I thought Sidney had more sense。 There; Henrietta;
  don't be silly。 I suppose you have quarrelled。〃
  〃No! No!! No!!!〃 cried Henrietta; stamping on the carpet。 〃We had
  not a word。 I have not lost my temper since we were married;
  mamma; I solemnly swear I have not。 I will kill myself; there is
  no other way。 There's a curse on me。 I am marked out to be
  miserable。 He〃
  〃Tut; tut! What has happened; Henrietta? As you have been married
  now nearly six weeks; you can hardly be surprised at a little
  tiff arising。 You are so excitable! You cannot expect the sky to
  be always cloudless。 Most likely you are to blame; for Sidney is
  far more reasonable than you。 Stop crying; and behave like a
  woman of sense; and I will go to Sidney and make everything
  right。〃
  〃But he's gone; and I can't find out where。 Oh; what shall I do?〃
  〃What has happened?〃
  Henrietta writhed with impatience。 Then; forcing herself to tell
  her story; she answered:
  〃We arranged on Monday that I should spend two days with Aunt
  Judith instead of going with him to Birmingham to that horrid
  Trade Congress。 We parted on the best of terms。 He couldn't have
  been more affectionate。 I will kill myself; I don't care about
  anything or anybody。 And when I came back on Wednesday he