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作者:老山文学      更新:2021-02-20 04:46      字数:9321
  But no one has paused in the course of these phrases to take notice of
  the   curious   and   conspicuous   fact   of   the   suppression   of   death   and   of   the
  dead throughout this landscape of manifest life。              Where are they … all the
  dying;   all   the   dead;   of   the   populous   woods?  Where   do   they  hide   their
  little last hours; where are they buried?         Where is the violence concealed?
  Under what gay custom and decent habit? You may see; it is true; an earth…
  worm in a robin's beak; and may hear a thrush breaking a snail's shell; but
  these   little   things   are;   as   it   were;   passed   by   with   a   kind   of   twinkle   for
  apology;   as   by   a   well…bred   man   who   does   openly   some   little   solecism
  which is too slight for direct mention; and which a meaner man might hide
  or   avoid。   Unless   you   are very  modern indeed;  you   twinkle back   at   the
  bird。
  But otherwise there is nothing visible of the havoc and the prey and
  plunder。     It   is   certain   that   much   of   the   visible   life   passes   violently   into
  other forms; flashes without pause into another flame; but not all。                 Amid
  all the killing there must be much dying。 There are; for instance; few birds
  of prey left in our more accessible counties now; and many thousands of
  birds must die uncaught by a hawk and unpierced。                 But if their killing is
  done so modestly; so then is their dying also。              Short lives have all these
  wild things; but there are innumerable flocks of them always alive; they
  must die; then; in innumerable flocks。           And yet they keep the millions of
  the dead out of sight。
  Now and then; indeed; they may be betrayed。                It happened in a cold
  winter。    The late frosts were so sudden; and the famine was so complete;
  that the birds were taken unawares。           The sky and the earth conspired that
  February      to  make    known      all  the  secrets;   everything     was   published。
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  Death     was    manifest。     Editors;    when     a  great   man    dies;  are   not   more
  resolute than was the frost of ‘95。
  The   birds   were   obliged   to   die   in   public。  They   were   surprised   and
  forced to do thus。        They became like Shelley in the monument which the
  art   and   imagination      of  England     combined      to   raise  to  his   memory      at
  Oxford。
  Frost was surely at work in both cases; and in both it wrought wrong。
  There is a   similarity of unreason   in betraying the   death of a bird and in
  exhibiting   the   death   of   Shelley。    The   death   of   a   soldier   …   passe   encore。
  But the death of Shelley was not his goal。 And the death of the birds is so
  little characteristic of them that; as has just been said; no one in the world
  is   aware   of   their   dying;   except   only   in   the   case   of   birds   in   cages;   who;
  again; are compelled to die with observation。                The woodland is guarded
  and   kept   by  a   rule。  There is   no   display  of   the   battlefield in   the   fields。
  There   is   no   tale   of   the   game…bag;   no   boast。  The   hunting   goes   on;   but
  with strange decorum。           You may pass a fine season under the trees; and
  see nothing dead except here and there where a boy has been by; or a man
  with a trap; or a man with a gun。           There is nothing like a butcher's shop in
  the woods。
  But the biographers have always had other ways than those of the wild
  world。     They will not have a man to die out of sight。               I have turned over
  scores   of   〃Lives;〃   not   to   read   them;   but   to   see   whether   now   and   again
  there might be a 〃Life〃 which was not more emphatically a death。                         But
  there never is a modern biography that has taken the hint of Nature。                     One
  and all; these books have the disproportionate illness; the death out of all
  scale。
  Even   more  wanton   than   the  disclosure  of   a  death   is   that of   a  mortal
  illness。    If the man had recovered; his illness would have been rightly his
  own secret。       But because he did not recover; it is assumed to be news for
  the   first   comer。    Which   of   us   would   suffer   the   details   of   any   physical
  suffering; over and done in our own lives; to be displayed and described?
  This is not a confidence we have a mind to make; and no one is authorised
  to ask for attention or pity on our behalf。            The story of pain ought not to
  be told of us; seeing that by us it would assuredly not be told。
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  There     is  only    one   other    thing   that   concerns     a  man     still  more
  exclusively; and that is his own mental illness; or the dreams and illusions
  of a long delirium。       When he is in common language not himself; amends
  should be made for so bitter a paradox; he should be allowed such solitude
  as is possible to the alienated spirit; he should be left to the 〃not himself;〃
  and spared   the intrusion against   which he can   so   ill guard   that   he   could
  hardly have even resented it。
  The double helplessness of delusion and death should keep the door of
  Rossetti's house; for example; and refuse him to the reader。                   His mortal
  illness had nothing to do with his poetry。            Some rather affected objection
  is taken every now and then to the publication of some facts (others being
  already   well   known)   in   the   life   of   Shelley。   Nevertheless;   these   are   all;
  properly speaking; biography。            What is not biography is the detail of the
  accident of the manner of his death; the detail of his cremation。                   Or if it
  was to be told … told briefly … it was certainly not for marble。                  Shelley's
  death had no significance; except inasmuch as he died young。                       It was a
  detachable and disconnected incident。              Ah; that was a frost of fancy and
  of    the  heart   that   used   it  so;  dealing    with   an   insignificant    fact;  and
  conferring   a   futile   immortality。      Those   are   ill…named   biographers   who
  seem to think that a betrayal of the ways of death is a part of their ordinary
  duty;   and   that   if   material   enough   for   a   last   chapter   does   not   lie   to   their
  hand they are to search it out。          They; of all survivors; are called upon; in
  honour and reason; to look upon a death with more composure。                      To those
  who loved the dead closely; this is; for a time; impossible。               To them death
  becomes;   for   a   year;   disproportionate。      Their   dreams   are   fixed   upon   it
  night   by   night。   They   have;   in   those   dreams;   to   find   the   dead   in   some
  labyrinth; they have to mourn his dying and to welcome his recovery in
  such a mingling of distress and of always incredulous happiness as is not
  known even to dreams save in that first year of separation。                  But they are
  not biographers。
  If death is the privacy of the woods; it is the more conspicuously secret
  because      it  is  their  only   privacy。     You     may    watch    or   may    surprise
  everything   else。      The   nest   is   retired;   not   hidden。  The   chase   goes   on
  everywhere。       It is wonderful how the perpetual chase seems to cause no
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  perpetual fear。      The songs are all audible。         Life is undefended; careless;
  nimble and noisy。
  It is a happy thing that minor artists have ceased; or almost ceased; to
  paint dead birds。       Time was when they did it continually in that British
  School of water…colour art; stippled; of which surrounding nations; it was
  agreed; were envious。         They must have killed their bird to paint him; for
  he is not to be caught dead。        A bird is more easily caught alive than dead。
  A  poet;   on   the   contrary;   is   easily   …   too   easily   …   caught   dead。   Minor
  artists now seldom stipple the bird on its back; but a good sculptor and a
  University     together    modelled     their  Shelley    on   his  back;   unessentially
  drowned; and everybody may read about the sick mind of Dante Rossetti。
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  CLOUD
  During a part of the year