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作者:老山文学      更新:2021-02-20 04:46      字数:9322
  THE COLOUR OF LIFE
  THE COLOUR OF LIFE
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  THE COLOUR OF LIFE
  THE COLOUR OF LIFE
  Red has been praised for its nobility as the colour of life。            But the true
  colour of life is not red。       Red is the colour of violence; or of life broken
  open; edited; and published。          Or if red is indeed the colour of life; it is so
  only on condition that it is not seen。 Once fully visible; red is the colour of
  life violated; and in the act of betrayal and of waste。             Red is the secret of
  life; and not the manifestation thereof。          It is one of the things the value of
  which is secrecy; one of the talents that are to be hidden in a napkin。                The
  true colour of life is the colour of the body; the colour of the covered red;
  the implicit and not explicit red of the living heart and the pulses。                  It is
  the modest colour of the unpublished blood。
  So   bright;   so   light;   so   soft;   so   mingled;   the   gentle   colour   of   life   is
  outdone by all the colours of the world。            Its very beauty is that it is white;
  but less white than milk; brown; but less brown than earth; red; but less
  red than sunset or dawn。         It is lucid; but less lucid than the colour of lilies。
  It has the hint of gold that is in all fine colour; but in our latitudes the hint
  is almost elusive。 Under Sicilian skies; indeed; it is deeper than old ivory;
  but under the misty blue of the English zenith; and the warm grey of the
  London horizon; it is as delicately flushed as the paler wild roses; out to
  their utmost; flat as stars; in the hedges of the end of June。
  For   months   together   London   does   not   see   the   colour   of   life   in   any
  mass。     The human face does not give much of it; what with features; and
  beards; and the shadow of the top…hat and chapeau melon of man; and of
  the   veils   of  woman。      Besides;     the  colour   of   the  face  is  subject   to  a
  thousand injuries and accidents。            The popular face of the Londoner has
  soon lost its gold; its white; and the delicacy of its red and brown。                   We
  miss little beauty by the fact that it is never seen freely in great numbers
  out…of…doors。      You get it in some quantity when all the heads of a great
  indoor meeting are turned at once upon a speaker; but it is only in the open
  air; needless to say; that the colour of life is in perfection; in the open air;
  〃clothed   with   the   sun;〃   whether   the   sunshine   be   golden   and   direct;   or
  dazzlingly diffused in grey。
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  The    little  figure   of  the  London      boy   it  is  that  has  restored    to  the
  landscape the human colour of life。             He is allowed to come out of all his
  ignominies;   and      to  take   the   late  colour   of  the   midsummer       north…west
  evening; on the borders of the Serpentine。             At the stroke of eight he sheds
  the slough of nameless colours … all allied to the hues of dust; soot; and fog;
  which are the colours the world has chosen for its boys … and he makes; in
  his hundreds; a bright and delicate flush between the grey…blue water and
  the   grey…blue   sky。   Clothed   now   with   the   sun;   he   is   crowned   by…and…by
  with twelve stars as he goes to bathe; and the reflection of an early moon
  is under his feet。
  So little stands between a gamin and all the dignities of Nature。 They
  are so quickly restored。        There seems to be nothing to do; but only a little
  thing   to   undo。    It   is   like   the   art   of   Eleonora   Duse。   The   last   and   most
  finished action of her intellect; passion; and knowledge is; as it were; the
  flicking away of some insignificant thing mistaken for art by other actors;
  some little obstacle to the way and liberty of Nature。
  All the squalor is gone in a moment; kicked off with the second boot;
  and   the   child   goes   shouting   to   complete   the   landscape   with   the   lacking
  colour of life。      You are inclined to wonder that; even undressed; he still
  shouts with a Cockney accent。             You half expect pure vowels and elastic
  syllables from  his   restoration; his   spring;  his slenderness; his   brightness;
  and his glow。       Old ivory and wild rose in the deepening midsummer sun;
  he gives his colours to his world again。
  It is easy to replace man; and it will take no great time; where Nature
  has lapsed; to replace Nature。          It is always to do; by the happily easy way
  of doing nothing。        The grass is always ready to grow in the streets … and
  no   streets   could   ask   for   a   more   charming   finish   than   your   green   grass。
  The gasometer even must fall to pieces unless it is renewed; but the grass
  renews itself。      There is nothing so remediable as the work of modern man
  … 〃a thought which is also;〃 as Mr Pecksniff said; 〃very soothing。〃                     And
  by    remediable     I  mean;    of  course;    destructible。     As    the  bathing    child
  shuffles off his garments … they are few; and one brace suffices him … so the
  land   might   always;   in   reasonable   time;   shuffle   off   its   yellow   brick   and
  purple   slate;   and   all   the   things   that   collect   about   railway   stations。  A
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  single night almost clears the air of London。
  But if   the  colour   of   life  looks   so   well   in   the   rather sham  scenery  of
  Hyde Park;  it   looks brilliant and   grave  indeed on a  real   sea…  coast。            To
  have     once   seen    it  there  should    be   enough     to  make     a  colourist。    O
  memorable little picture!         The sun was gaining colour as it neared setting;
  and it set not over the sea; but over the land。              The sea had the dark and
  rather stern; but not cold; blue of that aspect … the dark and not the opal
  tints。    The   sky   was   also   deep。    Everything   was   very   definite;   without
  mystery;     and   exceedingly      simple。    The     most    luminous     thing   was    the
  shining white of an edge of foam; which did not cease to be white because
  it   was   a   little   golden   and   a   little   rosy   in   the   sunshine。 It   was   still   the
  whitest   thing   imaginable。       And   the   next   most   luminous   thing   was   the
  little child; also invested with the sun and the colour of life。
  In the case of women; it is of the living and unpublished blood that the
  violent world has professed to be delicate and ashamed。                   See the curious
  history   of   the   political   rights   of   woman   under   the   Revolution。    On   the
  scaffold     she   enjoyed     an   ungrudged       share   in   the   fortunes    of   party。
  Political    life  might    be   denied    her;  but   that  seems    a  trifle  when     you
  consider how generously she was permitted political death。                     She was to
  spin and cook for her citizen in the obscurity of her living hours; but to the
  hour of her death was granted a part in the largest interests; social; national;
  international。      The blood wherewith she should; according to Robespierre;
  have blushed to be seen or heard in the tribune; was exposed in the public
  sight unsheltered by her veins。
  Against this there was no modesty。             Of all privacies; the last and the
  innermost … the privacy of death … was never allowed to put obstacles in
  the way of public action for a public cause。              Women might be; and were;
  duly suppressed when; by the mouth of Olympe de Gouges; they claimed a
  〃right to concur in the choice of representatives for the formation of the
  laws〃; but in her person; too; they were liberally allowed to bear political
  responsibility      to  the   Republic。     Olympe       de   Gouges     was    guillotined。
  Robespierre thus made her public and complete amends。
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  A POINT OF BIOGRAPHY
  There is hardly a writer now … of the third class probably not one … who
  has not something sharp and sad to   say about the cruelty of Nature; not
  one who is able to attempt May in the woods without a modern reference
  to the manifold death and destruction with which the air; the branches; the
  mosses are said to be full。
  But no one has paused in the course of these phrases to take notice of
  the   curious   and   c