第 54 节
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左思右想 更新:2021-02-20 04:45 字数:9322
His colour faded slightly。 〃I have to take the first train;〃
he said。 〃My father is ill and I am needed。〃
He handed the sheet to Elnora。 〃I have about two
hours; as I remember the trains north; but my things are
all over Uncle Doc's house; so I must go at once。〃
〃Certainly;〃 said Elnora; giving back the message。
〃Is there anything I can do to help? Mother; bring
Philip a glass of buttermilk to start on。 I will gather
what you have here。〃
〃Never mind。 There is nothing of importance。 I don't
want to be hampered。 I'll send for it if I miss anything
I need。〃
Philip drank the milk; said good…bye to Mrs。 Comstock;
thanked her for all her kindness; and turned to Elnora。
〃Will you walk to the edge of the Limberlost with me?〃
he asked。 Elnora assented。 Mrs。 Comstock followed
to the gate; urged him to come again soon; and repeated
her good…bye。 Then she went back to the arbour to
await Elnora's return。 As she watched down the road
she smiled softly。
〃I had an idea he would speak to me first;〃 she thought;
〃but this may change things some。 He hasn't time。
Elnora will come back a happy girl; and she has
good reason。 He is a model young man。 Her lot will
be very different from mine。〃
She picked up her embroidery and began setting dainty
precise little stitches; possible only to certain women。
On the road Elnora spoke first。 〃I do hope it is
nothing serious;〃 she said。 〃Is he usually strong?〃
〃Quite strong;〃 said Philip。 〃I am not at all alarmed
but I am very much ashamed。 I have been well enough
for the past month to have gone home and helped him
with some critical cases that were keeping him at work
in this heat。 I was enjoying myself so I wouldn't offer
to go; and he would not ask me to come; so long as he could
help it。 I have allowed him to overtax himself until he
is down; and mother and Polly are north at our cottage。
He's never been sick before; and it's probable I am to
blame that he is now。〃
〃He intended you to stay this long when you came;〃
urged Elnora。
〃Yes; but it's hot in Chicago。 I should have
remembered him。 He is always thinking of me。 Possibly he
has needed me for days。 I am ashamed to go to him in
splendid condition and admit that I was having such a
fine time I forgot to come home。〃
〃You have had a fine time; then?〃 asked Elnora。
They had reached the fence。 Philip vaulted over to
take a short cut across the fields。 He turned and looked
at her。
〃The best; the sweetest; and most wholesome time
any man ever had in this world;〃 he said。 〃Elnora; if
I talked hours I couldn't make you understand what a
girl I think you are。 I never in all my life hated anything
as I hate leaving you。 It seems to me that I have not
strength to do it。〃
〃If you have learned anything worth while from me;〃
said Elnora; 〃that should be it。 Just to have strength to
go to your duty; and to go quickly。〃
He caught the hand she held out to him in both his。
〃Elnora; these days we have had together; have they
been sweet to you?〃
〃Beautiful days!〃 said Elnora。 〃Each like a perfect
dream to be thought over and over all my life。 Oh; they
have been the only really happy days I've ever known;
these days rich with mother's love; and doing useful work
with your help。 Good…bye! You must hurry!〃
Philip gazed at her。 He tried to drop her hand; only
clutched it closer。 Suddenly he drew her toward him。
〃Elnora;〃 he whispered; 〃will you kiss me good…bye?〃
Elnora drew back and stared at him with wide eyes。
〃I'd strike you sooner!〃 she said。 〃Have I ever said or
done anything in your presence that made you feel free to
ask that; Philip Ammon?〃
〃No!〃 panted Philip。 〃No! I think so much of you
I wanted to touch your lips once before I left you。
You know; Elnora〃
〃Don't distress yourself;〃 said Elnora calmly。 〃I am
broad enough to judge you sanely。 I know what you mean。
It would be no harm to you。 It would not matter to me;
but here we will think of some one else。 Edith Carr
would not want your lips to…morrow if she knew they
had touched mine to…day。 I was wise to say: ‘Go quickly!'〃
Philip still clung to her。 〃Will you write me?〃 he begged。
〃No;〃 said Elnora。 〃There is nothing to say; save good…bye。
We can do that now。〃
He held on。 〃Promise that you will write me only one
letter;〃 he urged。 〃I want just one message from you to
lock in my desk; and keep always。 Promise you will
write once; Elnora。〃
She looked into his eyes; and smiled serenely。 〃If the
talking trees tell me this winter; the secret of how a man
may grow perfect; I will write you what it is; Philip。
In all the time I have known you; I never have liked you
so little。 Good…bye。〃
She drew away her hand and swiftly turned back to the road。
Philip Ammon; wordless; started toward Onabasha on a run。
Elnora crossed the road; climbed the fence and sought
the shelter of their own woods。 She chose a diagonal
course and followed it until she came to the path leading
past the violet patch。 She went down this hurriedly。
Her hands were clenched at her side; her eyes dry and
bright; her cheeks red…flushed; and her breath coming fast。
When she reached the patch she turned into it and stood
looking around her。
The mosses were dry; the flowers gone; weeds a foot
high covered it。 She turned away and went on down the
path until she was almost in sight of the cabin。
Mrs。 Comstock smiled and waited in the arbour until
it occurred to her that Elnora was a long time coming; so
she went to the gate。 The road stretched away toward
the Limberlost empty and lonely。 Then she knew that
Elnora had gone into their own woods and would come in
the back way。 She could not understand why the girl did
not hurry to her with what she would have to tell。
She went out and wandered around the garden。 Then she
stepped into the path and started along the way leading to
the woods; past the pool now framed in a thick setting of
yellow lilies。 Then she saw; and stopped; gasping for breath。
Her hands flew up and her lined face grew ghastly。
She stared at the sky and then at the prostrate girl figure。
Over and over she tried to speak; but only a dry breath came。
She turned and fled back to the garden。
In the familiar enclosure she gazed around her like a
caged animal seeking escape。 The sun beat down on her
bare head mercilessly; and mechanically she moved to the
shade of a half…grown hickory tree that voluntarily had
sprouted beside the milk house。 At her feet lay an axe
with which she made kindlings for fires。 She stooped and
picked it up。 The memory of that prone figure sobbing in
the grass caught her with a renewed spasm。 She shut her
eyes as if to close it out。 That made hearing so acute she
felt certain she heard Elnora moaning beside the path。
The eyes flew open。 They looked straight at a few
spindling tomato plants set too near the tree and stunted
by its shade。 Mrs。 Comstock whirled on the hickory and
swung the axe。 Her hair shook down; her clothing became
disarranged; in the heat the perspiration streamed; but
stroke fell on stroke until the tree crashed over; grazing
a corner of the milk house and smashing the garden fence
on the east。
At the sound Elnora sprang to her feet and came running
down the garden walk。 〃Mother!〃 she cried。 〃Mother!
What in the world are you doing?〃
Mrs。 Comstock wiped her ghastly face on her apron。
〃I've laid out to cut that tree for years;〃 she said。
〃It shades the beets in the morning; and the tomatoes
in the afternoon!〃
Elnora uttered one wild little cry and fled into her
mother's arms。 〃Oh mother!〃 she sobbed。 〃Will you
ever forgive me?〃
Mrs。 Comstock's arms swept together in a tight grip
around Elnora。
〃There isn't a thing on God's footstool from a to izzard
I won't forgive you; my precious girl!〃 she said。 〃Tell mother
what it is!〃
Elnora lifted her wet face。 〃He told me;〃 she panted;
〃just as soon as he decently couldthat second day he
told me。 Almost all his life he's been engaged to a girl
at home。 He never cared anything about me。 He was only
interested in the moths and growing strong。〃
Mrs。 Comstock's arms tightened。 With a shaking hand
she stroked the bright hair。
〃Tell me; honey;〃 she said。 〃Is he to blame for a
single one of these tears?〃
〃Not one!〃 sobbed Elnora。 〃Oh mother; I won't forgive you
if you don't believe that。 Not one! He never said;
or looked; or did anything all the world might not
have known。 He likes me very much as a friend。
He hated to go dreadfully!〃
〃Elnora!〃 the mother's head bent until the white hair
mingled with the brown。 〃Elnora; why didn't you tell me
at first?〃
Elnora caught her breath in a sharp snatch。 〃I know