第 31 节
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ten handsome ones there must be; and at last decided she
could arrange for them。 The green dress came first。
The lights would be dim in the scene; and the setting
deep woods。 She could manage that。 She simply could not
have three dresses。 She would have to get a very simple one
for the sermon and do the best she could for graduation。
Whatever she got for that must be made with a guimpe that
could be taken out to make it a little more festive for
the ball。 But where could she get even two pretty dresses?
The only hope she could see was to break into the collection
of the man from India; sell some moths; and try to replace
them in June。 But in her soul she knew that never
would do。 No June ever brought just the things she
hoped it would。 If she spent the college money she knew
she could not replace it。 If she did not; the only way was
to secure a room in the grades and teach a year。 Her work
there had been so appreciated that Elnora felt with
the recommendation she knew she could get from the
superintendent and teachers she could secure a position。
She was sure she could pass the examinations easily。
She had once gone on Saturday; taken them and secured a
license for a year before she left the Brushwood school。
She wanted to start to college when the other girls were going。
If she could make the first year alone; she could manage
the remainder。 But make that first year herself; she must。
Instead of selling any of her collection; she must hunt
as she never before had hunted and find a Yellow Emperor。
She had to have it; that was all。 Also; she had to have
those dresses。 She thought of Wesley and dismissed it。
She thought of the Bird Woman; and knew she could not
tell her。 She thought of every way in which she ever had
hoped to earn money and realized that with the play;
committee meetings; practising; and final examinations
she scarcely had time to live; much less to do more than
the work required for her pictures and gifts。 Again Elnora
was in trouble; and this time it seemed the worst of all。
It was dark when she arose and went home。
〃Mother;〃 she said; 〃I have a piece of news that is
decidedly not cheerful。〃
〃Then keep it to yourself!〃 said Mrs。 Comstock。 〃I think
I have enough to bear without a great girl like you
piling trouble on me。〃
〃My money is all gone!〃 said Elnora。
〃Well; did you think it would last forever? It's been
a marvel to me that it's held out as well as it has; the way
you've dressed and gone。〃
〃I don't think I've spent any that I was not compelled
to;〃 said Elnora。 〃I've dressed on just as little as I
possibly could to keep going。 I am heartsick。 I thought
I had over fifty dollars to put me through Commencement;
but they tell me it is all gone。〃
〃Fifty dollars! To put you through Commencement!
What on earth are you proposing to do?〃
〃The same as the rest of them; in the very cheapest
way possible。〃
〃And what might that be?〃
Elnora omitted the photographs; the gifts and the play。
She told only of the sermon; graduation exercises; and the ball。
〃Well; I wouldn't trouble myself over that;〃 sniffed
Mrs。 Comstock。 〃If you want to go to a sermon; put on
the dress you always use for meeting。 If you need white
for the exercises wear the new dress you got last spring。
As for the ball; the best thing for you to do is to stay a
mile away from such folly。 In my opinion you'd best
bring home your books; and quit right now。 You can't
be fixed like the rest of them; don't be so foolish
as to run into it。 Just stay here and let these last few
days go。 You can't learn enough more to be of any account。〃
〃But; mother;〃 gasped Elnora。 〃You don't understand!〃
〃Oh; yes; I do!〃 said Mrs。 Comstock。 〃I understand perfectly。
So long as the money lasted; you held up your head;
and went sailing without even explaining how you got it
from the stuff you gathered。 Goodness knows I couldn't see。
But now it's gone; you come whining to me。 What have I got?
Have you forgot that the ditch and the road completely
strapped me? I haven't any money。 There's nothing for you
to do but get out of it。〃
〃I can't!〃 said Elnora desperately。 〃I've gone on too long。
It would make a break in everything。 They wouldn't let me
have my diploma!〃
〃What's the difference? You've got the stuff in your head。
I wouldn't give a rap for a scrap of paper。 That don't
mean anything!〃
〃But I've worked four years for it; and I can't enter
I ought to have it to help me get a school; when I want
to teach。 If I don't have my grades to show; people
will think I quit because I couldn't pass my examinations。
I must have my diploma!〃
〃Then get it!〃 said Mrs。 Comstock。
〃The only way is to graduate with the others。〃
〃Well; graduate if you are bound to!〃
〃But I can't; unless I have things enough like the
class; that I don't look as I did that first day。〃
〃Well; please remember I didn't get you into this;
and I can't get you out。 You are set on having your
own way。 Go on; and have it; and see how you like it!〃
Elnora went upstairs and did not come down again
that night; which her mother called pouting。
〃I've thought all night;〃 said the girl at breakfast;
〃and I can't see any way but to borrow the money of
Uncle Wesley and pay it back from some that the Bird
Woman will owe me; when I get one more specimen。
But that means that I can't go tothat I will have to
teach this winter; if I can get a city grade or a
country school。〃
〃Just you dare go dinging after Wesley Sinton for money;〃
cried Mrs。 Comstock。 〃You won't do any such a thing!〃
〃I can't see any other way。 I've got to have the money!〃
〃Quit; I tell you!〃
〃I can't quit!I've gone too far!〃
〃Well then; let me get your clothes; and you can pay
me back。〃
〃But you said you had no money!〃
〃Maybe I can borrow some at the bank。 Then you
can return it when the Bird Woman pays you。〃
〃All right;〃 said Elnora。 〃I don't need expensive things。
Just some kind of a pretty cheap white dress for the sermon;
and a white one a little better than I had last summer;
for Commencement and the ball。 I can use the white
gloves and shoes I got myself for last year; and you can
get my dress made at the same place you did that one。
They have my measurements; and do perfect work。
Don't get expensive things。 It will be warm so I can
go bareheaded。〃
Then she started to school; but was so tired and
discouraged she scarcely could walk。 Four years' plans
going in one day! For she felt that if she did not start
to college that fall she never would。 Instead of feeling
relieved at her mother's offer; she was almost too ill to
go on。 For the thousandth time she groaned: 〃Oh; why
didn't I keep account of my money?〃
After that the days passed so swiftly she scarcely had
time to think; but several trips her mother made to town;
and the assurance that everything was all right;
satisfied Elnora。 She worked very hard to pass good
final examinations and perfect herself for the play。
For two days she had remained in town with the Bird Woman
in order to spend more time practising and at her work。
Often Margaret had asked about her dresses for graduation;
and Elnora had replied that they were with a woman in the
city who had made her a white dress for last year's
Commencement when she was a junior usher; and they would
be all right。 So Margaret; Wesley; and Billy concerned
themselves over what they would give her for a present。
Margaret suggested a beautiful dress。 Wesley said that
would look to every one as if she needed dresses。
The thing was to get a handsome gift like all the others
would have。 Billy wanted to present her a five…dollar gold
piece to buy music for her violin。 He was positive Elnora
would like that best of anything。
It was toward the close of the term when they drove to
town one evening to try to settle this important question。
They knew Mrs。 Comstock had been alone several days;
so they asked her to accompany them。 She had
been more lonely than she would admit; filled with unusual
unrest besides; and so she was glad to go。 But before
they had driven a mile Billy had told that they were going
to buy Elnora a graduation present; and Mrs。 Comstock
devoutly wished that she had remained at home。 She was
prepared when Billy asked: 〃Aunt Kate; what are you going
to give Elnora when she graduates?〃
〃Plenty to eat; a good bed to sleep in; and do all
the work while she trollops;〃 answered Mrs。 Comstock dryly。
Billy reflected。 〃I guess all of them have that;〃 he said。
〃I mean a present you buy at the store; like Christmas?〃
〃It is only rich folks who buy presents at stores;〃
replied Mrsstock。 〃I can't afford it。〃
〃Well; we ain't rich;〃 he