第 30 节
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左思右想 更新:2021-02-20 04:45 字数:9322
and she was gravely presented with a slip calling for
four strings; one key; and a coat of varnish; total; one
dollar fifty。 It seemed to Elnora she never could put the
precious instrument in the case and start home。 Wesley left
her in the music store where the proprietor showed her all
he could about tuning; and gave her several beginners'
sheets of notes and scales。 She carried the violin in her
arms as far as the crossroads at the corner of their land;
then reluctantly put it under the carriage seat。
As soon as her work was done she ran down to Sintons'
and began to play; and on Monday the violin went to
school with her。 She made arrangements with the superintendent
to leave it in his office and scarcely took time for her food
at noon; she was so eager to practise。 Often one of the
girls asked her to stay in town all night for some lecture
or entertainment。 She could take the violin with her;
practise; and secure help。 Her skill was so great that
the leader of the orchestra offered to give her lessons
if she would play to pay for them; so her progress was
rapid in technical work。 But from the first day the
instrument became hers; with perfect faith that she could
play as her father did; she spent half her practice time in
imitating the sounds of all outdoors and improvising the
songs her happy heart sang in those days。
So the first year went; and the second and third were
a repetition; but the fourth was different; for that was the
close of the course; ending with graduation and all its
attendant ceremonies and expenses。 To Elnora these
appeared mountain high。 She had hoarded every cent;
thinking twice before she parted with a penny; but teaching
natural history in the grades had taken time from her studies
in school which must be made up outside。 She was a
conscientious student; ranking first in most of her classes;
and standing high in all branches。 Her interest in
her violin had grown with the years。 She went to school
early and practised half an hour in the little room adjoining
the stage; while the orchestra gathered。 She put in a
full hour at noon; and remained another half hour at night。
She carried the violin to Sintons' on Saturday and practised
all the time she could there; while Margaret watched the
road to see that Mrs。 Comstock was not coming。 She had
become so skilful that it was a delight to hear her play
music of any composer; but when she played her own; that
was joy inexpressible; for then the wind blew; the water
rippled; the Limberlost sang her songs of sunshine; shadow;
black storm; and white night。
Since her dream Elnora had regarded her mother with
peculiar tenderness。 The girl realized; in a measure; what
had happened。 She avoided anything that possibly could
stir bitter memories or draw deeper a line on the hard;
white face。 This cost many sacrifices; much work; and
sometimes delayed progress; but the horror of that awful
dream remained with Elnora。 She worked her way cheerfully;
doing all she could to interest her mother in things
that happened in school; in the city; and by carrying books
that were entertaining from the public library。
Three years had changed Elnora from the girl of sixteen
to the very verge of womanhood。 She had grown tall;
round; and her face had the loveliness of perfect
complexion; beautiful eyes and hair and an added touch
from within that might have been called comprehension。
It was a compound of self…reliance; hard knocks; heart
hunger; unceasing work; and generosity。 There was no
form of suffering with which the girl could not sympathize;
no work she was afraid to attempt; no subject she had
investigated she did not understand。 These things combined
to produce a breadth and depth of character altogether unusual。
She was so absorbed in her classes and her music that she
had not been able to gather many specimens。 When she
realized this and hunted assiduously; she soon found
that changing natural conditions had affected such work。
Men all around were clearing available land。 The trees
fell wherever corn would grow。 The swamp was broken by
several gravel roads; dotted in places around the edge
with little frame houses; and the machinery of oil wells;
one especially low place around the region of Freckles's
room was nearly all that remained of the original。
Wherever the trees fell the moisture dried; the creeks
ceased to flow; the river ran low; and at times the
bed was dry。 With unbroken sweep the winds of the
west came; gathering force with every mile and howled and
raved; threatening to tear the shingles from the roof;
blowing the surface from the soil in clouds of fine dust and
rapidly changing everything。 From coming in with two or
three dozen rare moths in a day; in three years' time Elnora
had grown to be delighted with finding two or three。
Big pursy caterpillars could not be picked from their favourite
bushes; when there were no bushes。 Dragonflies would
not hover over dry places; and butterflies became scarce
in proportion to the flowers; while no land yields over three
crops of Indian relics。
All the time the expense of books; clothing and
incidentals had continued。 Elnora added to her bank
account whenever she could; and drew out when she was
compelled; but she omitted the important feature of calling
for a balance。 So; one early spring morning in the last
quarter of the fourth year; she almost fainted when she
learned that her funds were gone。 Commencement with its
extra expense was coming; she had no money; and very few
cocoons to open in June; which would be too late。 She had
one collection for the Bird Woman complete to a pair of
Imperialis moths; and that was her only asset。 On the
day she added these big Yellow Emperors she had been
promised a check for three hundred dollars; but she would
not get it until these specimens were secured。
She remembered that she never had found an Emperor
before June。
Moreover; that sum was for her first year in college。
Then she would be of age; and she meant to sell enough of
her share of her father's land to finish。 She knew her
mother would oppose her bitterly in that; for Mrs。
Comstock had clung to every acre and tree that belonged to
her husband。 Her land was almost complete forest where her
neighbours owned cleared farms; dotted with wells that
every hour sucked oil from beneath her holdings; but she
was too absorbed in the grief she nursed to know or care。
The Brushwood road and the redredging of the big Limberlost
ditch had been more than she could pay from her income;
and she had trembled before the wicket as she asked
the banker if she had funds to pay it; and wondered why he
laughed when he assured her she had。 For Mrs。 Comstock
had spent no time on compounding interest; and
never added the sums she had been depositing through
nearly twenty years。 Now she thought her funds were
almost gone; and every day she worried over expenses。
She could see no reason in going through the forms of
graduation when pupils had all in their heads that was
required to graduate。 Elnora knew she had to have her
diploma in order to enter the college she wanted to attend;
but she did not dare utter the word; until high school
was finished; for; instead of softening as she hoped her
mother had begun to do; she seemed to remain very
much the same。
When the girl reached the swamp she sat on a log and
thought over the expense she was compelled to meet。
Every member of her particular set was having a large
photograph taken to exchange with the others。 Elnora loved
these girls and boys; and to say she could not have
their pictures to keep was more than she could endure。
Each one would give to all the others a handsome
graduation present。 She knew they would prepare gifts for
her whether she could make a present in return or not。
Then it was the custom for each graduating class to give a
great entertainment and use the funds to present the school
with a statue for the entrance hall。 Elnora had been cast
for and was practising a part in that performance。 She was
expected to furnish her dress and personal necessities。
She had been told that she must have a green gauze dress;
and where was it to come from?
Every girl of the class would have three beautiful new
frocks for Commencement: one for the baccalaureate
sermon; another; which could be plain; for graduation
exercises; and a handsome one for the banquet and ball。
Elnora faced the past three years and wondered how she
could have spent so much money and not kept account of it。
She did not realize where it had gone。 She did not
know what she could do now。 She thought over the
photographs; and at last settled that question to
her satisfaction。 She studied longer over the gifts;
ten handsome ones there must be; and at last decided she
could arrang