第 39 节
作者:理性的思索      更新:2021-02-20 04:32      字数:9321
  turned under him; he staggered; tried wildly to regain his balance;
  and fell。  As he fell he caught a glimpse of a blue…clad figure at
  the top of the bluff before the bungalow。  Then he went under with a
  splash; and the eager tide had him in its grasp。
  When he came to the surface and shook the water from his eyes; he
  was already some distance from the wharf。  This; an indication of
  the force of the tide; should have caused him to realize his danger
  instantly。  But it did not。  His mind was intent upon the
  accomplishment of one thing; namely; the proving to Ruth Graham; by
  means of the item in the paper; that he was no longer under any
  possible obligation to the Davidson girl。  Therefore; his sole
  feeling; as he came sputtering to the top of the water; was disgust
  at his own clumsiness。  It was when he tried to turn and swim back
  to the wharf that he grasped the situation as it was。  He could not
  swim against that tide。
  There was no time to consider what was best to do。  The breakers
  were only five hundred yards off; and if he wished to live he must
  keep out of their clutches。  He began to swim diagonally across the
  current; putting all his strength into each stroke。  But for every
  foot of progress toward the calmer water he was borne a yard toward
  the breakers。
  The tide bubbled and gurgled about him。  Miniature whirlpools tugged
  at his legs; pulling him under。  He fought nobly; setting his teeth
  and swearing inwardly that he would make it; he would not give up;
  he would not drown。  But the edge of the tide rip was a long way
  off; and he was growing tired already。  Another whirlpool sucked him
  down; and when he rose he shouted for help。  It was an instinctive;
  unreasoning appeal; almost sure to be useless; for who could hear
  him?but he shouted; nevertheless。
  And the shout was answered。  From somewhere behind hima long; long
  distance; so it seemed to himcame the clear call in a woman's
  voice。
  〃All right!  I'm coming。  Keep on; just as you are。〃
  He kept on; or tried to。  He swamand swamand swam。  He went
  under; rose; went under again; fought his way up; and kept on
  swimming。  Through the gurgle and hiss of the water; sounding dully
  above the humming in his ears and the roar of the blood in his tired
  brain; came the clear voice again:
  〃Steady now!  Just as you are! one more stroke!  Now one more!
  Quick!  Quick!  Now!  Can you get aboard?〃
  The wet; red side of a dory's bow pushed past his laboring shoulder。
  A hand clutched his shirt collar。  He reached up and grasped the
  boat's gunwale; hung on with all his weight; threw one leg over the
  edge; and tumbled into the dory's bottom。
  〃Thanks;〃 he panted; his eyes shut。  〃Thatwasabout the closest
  call Iever had。  Hey?  Why! RUTH!〃
  She was panting; also; but she was not looking at him。  She was
  rowing with all her might; and gazing fearfully over her shoulder。
  〃Are you strong enough to help me row?〃 she asked breathlessly。  〃We
  must head her away from here; out of this tide。  And I'm afraid that
  I can't do it alone。〃
  He raised his head and looked over the rail。  The breakers were
  alarmingly close。  He scrambled to the thwart; pushed her aside and
  seized the oars。  She resisted。
  〃Only one;〃 she gasped。  〃I can manage the other。〃
  So; each with an oar; they fought the tide; and wonbut by the
  narrowest of margins。  The dory edged into stiller and shoaler
  water; crept out of the eddying channel over the flat where the
  depth was but a scant four feet; turned almost by inches; and; at
  last; slid up on the sandy beach below the bungalow。  The girl sat
  bowed over the handle of her oar; her breast heaving。  She said
  nothing。  Her companion likewise said nothing。  Staggering; he
  stepped over the side; walked a few feet up the beach; and then
  tumbled in an unconscious heap on the sand。
  He was not unconscious long; being a healthy and robust young
  fellow。  His first thought; upon opening his eyes; was that he must
  close them again as quickly as possible because he wanted the dream
  to continue。  To lie with one's head in the lap of an angel; while
  that angel strokes your forehead and cries over you and begs you for
  her sake not to die; is too precious a delusion to lose。  But the
  opening of one's eyes is a mistake under such circumstances; and he
  had made it。  The angel's next remark was entirely unromantic and
  practical。
  〃Are you better?〃 she asked。  〃You're all right now; aren't you?〃
  Her patient's reply was also a question; and irrelevant。
  〃DO you care?〃 he asked faintly。
  〃Are you better?〃 she asked in return。
  〃Did you get my note?  The note I put under the door?〃
  〃Answer me。  Are you all right again?〃
  〃You answer ME。  Did you get my note?〃
  〃Yes。 。 。 。  Don't try to get up。  You're not strong enough yet。
  You must wait here while I go and get you some〃
  〃Don't go!〃 He almost shouted it。  〃Ifif you do I'llI'llI
  think I'm going to faint again。〃
  〃Oh; no; you're not。  And I must go and get you some brandy or
  something。  Stay just where you are。〃
  〃Ruth Graham; if you go away now; I'll go with you; if I have to
  crawl。  Maybe I can't walk; but I swear I'll crawl after you on my
  hands and knees unless you answer my question。  DO you care enough
  for me to wait?〃
  She looked out at the little bay; at the narrow; wicked tide race;
  at the breakers beyond。  Then she looked down again at him。
  〃Yes;〃 she said。 。 。 。  〃OH; are you going to faint again?  Don't!
  Please don't!〃
  Russell Agnew Brooks; the late 〃John Brown;〃 opened his eyes。  〃I am
  not going to faint;〃 he observed。  〃I was merely trying to realize
  that I was fully conscious。〃
  Some time after thishours and minutes do not count in paradisehe
  remembered the item in the paper。
  〃By George!〃 he exclaimed; 〃I had something to show you。  I'm afraid
  I've lost it。  Oh; no I here it is。〃
  He extracted from his trousers pocket the water soaked lump that had
  been the New York newspaper。  The page containing the sensational
  announcement of the engagement in high life was quite undecipherable。
  Being on the outside of the folded paper; it had rubbed to a pulpy
  blur。  However; he told her about it; and she agreed that his
  judgment of the character of the future Baroness Hardacre had
  been absolutely correct。
  〃You were very wise;〃 she said sagely。
  〃Not so wise as I've become since;〃 he asserted with decision。  Then
  he added; with a rather rueful smile; 〃I'm afraid; dear; people
  won't say as much for you; when they know。〃
  〃I'm satisfied。〃
  〃You may have to wait all those yearsand yearsyou spoke of。〃
  〃I will。〃
  But she did not have to。  For; at that moment; the miracle of wisdom
  beside her sat up and pointed to the wet newspaper lying on the sand
  at her feet。
  〃Has my happiness affected my wits?〃 he demanded。  〃Or does salt
  water bring on delusions?  Aren't those my initials?〃
  He was pointing to a paragraph in the 〃Personals〃 column of the New
  York paper。  This; being on one of the inner pages; had remained
  comparatively dry and could be read。  The particular 〃Personal〃 to
  which he pointed was this:
  〃R。 A。 B。〃  Wherever you are。  This is to certify that I hereby
  acknowledge that you have been absolutely correct in the A。 D。
  matter; witness news elsewhere。  I was a fool; and I apologize
  publicly。  Incidentally I need a head like yours in my business。
  Come back。  Partnership awaiting you。  Come back; and marry anybody
  or nobody as you see fit。
  〃FATHER。〃
  CHAPTER XVII
  WOMAN…HATERS
  〃But what;〃 asked Ruth; as they entered the bungalow together; 〃has
  happened to Mr。 Atkins; do you think?  You say he went away
  yesterday noon and you haven't seen him or even heard from him
  since。  I should think he would be afraid to leave the lights for so
  long a time。  Has he ever done it before?〃
  〃No。  And I'm certain he would not have done it this time of his own
  accord。  If he could have gotten back last night he would; storm or
  no storm。〃
  〃But last night was pretty bad。  And;〃 quite seriously; 〃of course
  he knew that you were here; and so everything would be all right。〃
  〃Oh; certainly;〃 with sarcasm; 〃he would know that; of course。  So
  long as I am on deck; why come back at all?  I'm afraid Atkins
  doesn't share your faith in my transcendent ability; dear。〃
  〃Well;〃 Miss Graham tossed her head; 〃I imagine he knew he could
  trust you to attend to his old lighthouses。〃
  〃Perhaps。  If so; his faith has developed wonderfully。  He never has
  trusted me even to light the lanterns。  No; I'm afraid something has
  happenedsome accident。  If the telephone was in working order I
  could soon find out。  As it is; I can only wait and try not to
  worry。  By the way; is your housekeeperMrs。 What's…her…nameall
  serene after her wet afternoon?  When did she return?〃
  〃She hasn't returned。  I expected her last eveningshe said she
  would be back before darkbut she didn't come。  That didn't trouble
  me; the storm was so severe that I suppose she stayed in the village
  overnight。〃
  〃So you were alone all through the gale。  I wondered if you were; I
  was tremendously anxious about you。  And you weren't afraid?  Did
  you sleep?〃
  〃Not much。  You see;〃 she smiled oddly; 〃I received a