第 31 节
作者:理性的思索      更新:2021-02-20 04:31      字数:9322
  He hesitated。  Before he could go on or she continue; the rain came
  in a deluge。  They reached the porch just in time。
  〃Well; I'm safe and reasonably dry;〃 she panted。  〃I'm afraid you
  will be drenched before you get to the lights。  Don't you want an
  umbrella?〃
  〃No。  No; indeed; thank you。〃
  〃Well; you must hurry then。  Good…by。〃
  〃But; Miss Graham;〃 anxiously; 〃I shall see you again before you go。
  To…morrow; at bathing time; perhaps?〃
  〃Judging by the outlook just at present; bathing will be out of the
  question to…morrow。〃
  〃But I want to see you。  I must。〃
  She shook her head doubtfully。  〃I don't know;〃 she said。  〃I shall
  be very busy getting ready to leave; but perhaps we may meet again。〃
  〃We must。  IMiss Graham; I〃
  She had closed the door。  He ran homeward through the rain; the
  storm which soaked him to the skin being but a trifle compared to
  the tornado in his breast。
  He spent the balance of the day somehow; he could not have told how。
  The rain and wind continued; six o'clock came; and Seth should have
  returned an hour before; but there was no sign of him。  He wondered
  if Mrs。 Bascom had returned。  He had not seen the carriage; but she
  might have come while he was inside the house。  The lightkeeper's
  nonappearance began to worry him a trifle。
  At seven; as it was dark; he took upon himself the responsibility of
  climbing the winding stairs in each tower and lighting the great
  lanterns。  It was the first time he had done it; but he knew how;
  and the duty was successfully accomplished。  Then; as Atkins was
  still absent and there was nothing to do but wait; he sat in the
  chair in the kitchen and thought。  Occasionally; and it showed the
  trend of his thoughts; he rose and peered from the window across the
  dark to the bungalow。  In the living room of the latter structure a
  light burned。  At ten it was extinguished。
  At half past ten he went to Seth's bedroom; found a meager
  assortment of pens; ink and note paper; returned to the kitchen;
  sat down by the table and began to write。
  For an hour he thought; wrote; tore up what he had written; and
  began again。  At last the result of his labor read something like
  this:
  〃DEAR MISS GRAHAM:
  〃I could not say it this afternoon; although if you had stayed I
  think I should。  But I must say it now or it may be too late。  I
  can't let you go without saying it。  I love you。  Will you wait for
  me?  It may be a very long wait; although God knows I mean to try
  harder than I have ever tried for anything in my life。  If I live I
  will make something of myself yet; with you as my inspiration。  You
  know you said if a girl really cared for a man she would willingly
  wait years for him。  Do you care for me as much as that?  With you;
  or for you; I believe I can accomplish anything。  DO you care?
  〃RUSSELL BROOKS。〃
  He put this in an envelope; sealed and addressed it; and without
  stopping to put on either cap or raincoat went out in the night。
  The rain was still falling; although not as heavily; but the wind
  was coming in fierce squalls。  He descended the path to the cove;
  floundering through the wet bushes。  At the foot of the hill he was
  surprised to find the salt marsh a sea of water not a vestige of
  ground above the surface。  This was indeed a record…breaking tide;
  such as he had never known before。  He did not pause to reflect upon
  tides or such trivialities; but; with a growl at being obliged to
  make the long detour; he rounded the end of the cove and climbed up
  to the door of the bungalow。  Under the edge of that door he tucked
  the note he had written。  As soon as this was accomplished he became
  aware that he had expressed himself very clumsily。  He had not
  written as he might。  A dozen brilliant thoughts came to him。  He
  must rewrite that note at all hazards。
  So he spent five frantic minutes trying to coax that envelope from
  under the door。  But; in his care to push it far enough; it had
  dropped beyond the sill; and he could not reach it。  The thing was
  done for better or for worse。  Perfectly certain that it was for
  worse; he splashed mournfully back to the lights。  In the lantern
  room of the right…hand tower he spent the remainder of the night;
  occasionally wandering out on the gallery to note the weather。
  The storm was dying out。  The squalls were less and less frequent;
  and the rain had been succeeded by a thick fog。  The breakers
  pounded in the dark below him; and from afar the foghorns moaned and
  wailed。  It was a bad night; a night during which no lightkeeper
  should be absent from his post。  And where was Seth?
  CHAPTER XIV
  〃BENNIE D。〃
  Seth's drive to Eastboro was a dismal journey。  Joshua pounded along
  over the wet sand or through ruts filled with water; and not once
  during the trip was he ordered to 〃Giddap〃 or 〃Show some signs of
  life。〃  Not until the first scattered houses of the village were
  reached did the lightkeeper awaken from his trance sufficiently to
  notice that the old horse was limping slightly with the right
  forefoot。
  〃Hello!〃 exclaimed Seth。  〃What's the matter with you; Josh?〃
  Joshua slopped on; but this was a sort of three…legged progress。
  The driver leaned forward and then pulled on the reins。
  〃Whoa!〃 he ordered。  〃Stand still!〃
  Joshua stood still; almost with enthusiasm。  Seth tucked the end of
  the reins between the whip socket and the dashboard; and swung out
  of the wagon to make an examination。  Lifting the lame foot; he
  found the trouble at once。  The shoe was loose。
  〃Humph!〃 he soliloquized。  〃Cal'late you and me'll have to give
  Benijah a job。  Well;〃 climbing back into the vehicle; 〃I said I'd
  never give him another after the row we had about the last; but I
  ain't got ambition enough to go clear over to the Denboro
  blacksmith's。  I don't care。  I don't care about nothin' any more。
  Giddap。〃
  Benijah Ellis's little; tumble…down blacksmith shop was located in
  the main street of Eastboro; if that hit…or…miss town can be said to
  possess a main street。  Atkins drove up to its door; before which he
  found Benijah and a group of loungers inspecting an automobile; the
  body of which had been removed in order that the engine and running
  gear might be the easier reached。  The blacksmith was bending over
  the car; his head and shoulders down amidst the machinery; a big
  wrench was in his hand; and other wrenches; hammers; and tools of
  various sizes were scattered on the ground beside him。
  〃Hello; Benije;〃 grunted Seth。
  Ellis removed his nose from its close proximity to the gear shaft
  and straightened up。  He was a near…sighted; elderly man; and wore
  spectacles。  Just now his hands; arms; and apron were covered with
  grease and oil; and; as he wiped his forehead with the hand not
  holding the wrench; he left a wide mourning band across it。
  〃Well?〃 he panted。  〃Who is it?  Who wants me?〃
  One of the loafers; who had been assisting the blacksmith by holding
  his pipe while he dove into the machinery; languidly motioned toward
  the new arrival。  Benijah adjusted his spectacles and walked over to
  the wagon。
  〃Who is it?〃 he asked crossly。  Then; as he recognized his visitor;
  he grunted: 〃Ugh! it's you; hey。  Well; what do YOU want?〃
  〃Want you to put a new shoe on this horse of mine;〃 replied Seth;
  not too graciously。
  〃Is that so!  Well; I'm busy。〃
  〃I don't care if you be。  I guess you ain't so busy you can't do a
  job of work。  If you are; you're richer'n I ever heard you was。〃
  〃I want to know!  Maybe I'm particular who I work for; Seth Atkins。〃
  〃Maybe you are。  I ain't so particular; if I was; I wouldn't come
  here; I tell you that。  This horse of mine's got a loose shoe; and I
  want him attended to quick。〃
  〃Thought you said you'd never trust me with another job。〃
  〃I ain't trustin' you now。  I'll be here while it's done。  And I
  ain't askin' you to trust me; neither。  I'll pay cashcash; d'ye
  understand?〃
  The bystanders grinned。  Mr。 Ellis's frown deepened。  〃I'm busy;〃 he
  declared; with importance。  〃I've got Mr。 Delancey Barry's
  automobile to fix; and I can't stop to bother with horsesspecially
  certain kind of horses。〃
  This sneer at Joshua roused his owner's ire。  He dropped the reins
  and sprang to the ground。
  〃See here; Benije Ellis;〃 he growled; advancing upon the repairer of
  automobiles; who retreated a step or two with promptness。  〃I don't
  care what you're fixin'; nor whose it is; neither。  I guess 'twill
  be 'fixed' all right when you get through with it; but that ain't
  neither here nor there。  And it don't make no difference if it does
  belong to Mr。 Barry。  If 'twas Elijah's chariot of fire 'twould be
  just the same。  That auto won't be done this afternoon; and nobody
  expects it to be。  Here's my horse sufferin' to be shod; I want him
  shod and I've got the money to pay for it。  When it's winter time
  you're around cryin' that you can't earn money to pay your bills。
  Now; just because it's summer and there's city big…bugs in the
  neighborhood innocent enough to let you tinker with their autos
  though they'll never do it but onceI don't propose to be put off。
  If you won't shoe this horse of mine I'll know it's because you've
  got so much money you don't need more。  And i