第 6 节
作者:理性的思索      更新:2021-02-20 04:31      字数:9322
  aware of this scrutiny; he made no comment upon it until the meal
  was nearly over; then he observed suddenly:
  〃It's all right; you needn't。〃
  〃Needn't what?〃 demanded Atkins; in astonishment。
  〃Look at me as if you expected me to explode at any minute。  I
  sha'n't。  I'm not loaded。〃
  Seth colored; under his coat of sunburn; and seemed embarrassed。
  〃I don't know what you're talkin' about;〃 he stammered。  〃Have the
  moskeeters affected YOUR brains?〃
  〃No。  My brains; such as they are; are all right; and I want to keep
  them so。  That's why I request you not to look at me in that way。〃
  〃How was I lookin' at you?  I don't know what you mean。〃
  〃Yes; you do。  You are wondering how much I know。  I don't know
  anything and I'm not curious。  That's the truth。  Now why not let it
  go at that?〃
  〃See here; young feller; I〃
  〃No; you see here。  I'm not an Old Sleuth; I haven't any ambitions
  that way。  I don't know anything about youwhat you've been; what
  you've done〃
  〃Done!〃  Seth leaned across the table so suddenly that he upset his
  chair。  〃Done?〃 he cried; 〃what do you mean by that?  Who said I'd
  done anything?  It's a lie。〃
  〃What is a lie?〃
  〃Whywhyerwhatever they said!〃
  〃Who said?〃
  〃Why; the ones thatthat said what you said they said。〃
  〃I didn't say anyone had said anything。〃
  〃Then what do you mean byby hintin'?  Hey?  What do you mean by
  it?〃
  He brandished a clenched fist over the breakfast dishes。  Brown
  leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes。
  〃Call me when the patient recovers his senses;〃 he drawled wearily。
  〃This delirium is painful to a sensitive nature。〃
  Atkins's fist wavered in mid…air; opened; and was drawn across its
  owner's forehead。
  〃Well; by jiminy!〃 exclaimed the lightkeeper with emphasis; 〃this
  isis 。 。 。  I guess I BE crazy。  If I ain't; you are。  Would you
  mind tellin' me what in time you mean by THAT?〃
  〃It is not the mosquitoes;〃 continued his companion; in apparent
  soliloquy; 〃there are no mosquitoes at present。  It must be the
  other thing; of course。  But so early in the morning; and so
  violent。  Alcohol is〃
  〃SHUT UP!〃  It was not a request; but an order。  Brown opened his
  eyes。
  〃You were addressing me?〃 he asked; blandly。 〃Yes?〃
  〃Addressin' you!  For thunder sakes; who else would I be ad 。 。 。
  There! there!  Now I cal'late you're hintin' that I'm drunk。  I
  ain't。〃
  〃Indeed?〃
  〃Yes; indeed。  And I ain't out of my headnot yet; though keepin'
  company with a Bedlamite may have some effect; I shouldn't wonder。
  Mr。 John Brownif that's your name; which I doubtyou listen to
  me。〃
  〃Very well; Mr。 Seth Atkinsif that is your name; which I neither
  doubt nor believe; not being particularly interestedI'm listening。
  Proceed。〃
  〃You told me last night that you wanted the job of assistant keeper
  here at these lights。  Course you didn't mean it。〃
  〃I did。〃
  〃You DID! 。 。 。  Well; YOU must be drunk or loony。〃
  〃I'm neither。  And I meant it。  I want the job。〃
  Seth looked at him; and he looked at Seth。  At length the
  lightkeeper spoke again。
  〃Well;〃 he said; slowly; 〃I don't understand it at all; but never
  mind。  Whatever happens; we've got to understand each other。  Mind I
  don't say the job's yours; even if we do; but we can't even think of
  it unless we understand each other plain。  To begin with; I want to
  tell you that I ain't done nothin' that's crooked; nor wicked; nor
  nothin' but what I think is right and what I'd do over again。  Do
  you believe that?〃
  〃Certainly。  As I told you; I'm not interested; but I'll believe it
  with pleasure if you wish me to。〃
  〃I don't wish nothin'。  You've GOT to believe it。  And whether you
  stay here ten minutes or ten years you've got to mind your own
  business。  I won't have any hints or questions about mefrom you
  nor nobody else。  'Mind your own business;' that's the motto of
  Eastboro Twin…Lights; while I'm boss of 'em。  If you don't like it
  well; the village is only five mile off; and I'll p'int out the road
  to you。〃
  He delivered this ultimatum with extraordinary energy。  Then he
  reached for his overturned chair; set it on its legs; and threw
  himself into it。  〃Well;〃 he demanded; after a moment; 〃what do you
  say to that?〃
  〃Hurrah!〃 replied Mr。 Brown cheerfully。
  〃Hurrah?  For the land sakes! 。 。 。  Say; CAN'T you talk sensible;
  if you try real hard and set your mind to it?  What is there to
  hurrah about?〃
  〃Everything。  The whole situation。  Atkins;〃 Brown leaned forward
  now and spoke with earnestness; 〃I like your motto。  It suits me。
  'Mind your own business' suits me down to the ground。  It proves
  that you and I were made to work together in a place just like
  this。〃
  〃Does; hey?  I want to know!〃
  〃You do know。  Why; just think: each of us has pleaded 'not guilty。'
  We've done nothingwe're entirely innocentand we want to forget
  it。  I agree not to ask you how old you are; nor why you wear your
  brand of whiskers; nor how you like them; nornor anything。  I
  agree not to ask questions at all。〃
  〃Humph! but you asked some last night。〃
  〃Purely by accident。  You didn't answer them。  You asked me some;
  also; if you will remember; and I didn't answer them; either。  Good!
  We forget everything and agree not to do it again。〃
  〃Ugh!  I tell you I ain't done nothin'。〃
  〃I know。  Neither have I。  Let the dead past be its own undertaker;
  so far as we are concerned。  I'm honest; Atkins; and tolerably
  straight。  I believe you are; I really do。  But we don't care to
  talk about ourselves; that's all。  And; fortunately; kind Providence
  has brought us together in a place where there's no one else TO
  talk。  I like you; I credit you with good taste; therefore; you must
  like me。〃
  〃Hey?  Ho; ho!〃 Seth laughed; in spite of himself。  〃Young man;〃 he
  observed; 〃you ain't cultivated your modesty under glass; have you?〃
  Brown smiled。  〃Joking aside;〃 he said; 〃I don't see why I
  shouldn't; in time; make an ideal assistant lightkeeper。  Give me a
  trial; at any rate。  I need an employer; you need a helper。  Here we
  both are。  Come; it is a bargain; isn't it?  Any brass to be
  scrubbedboss?〃
  Of course; had Eastboro Twin…Lights been an important station; the
  possibility of John Brown's remaining there would have been
  nonexistent。  If it had been winter; or even early spring or fall; a
  regular assistant would have been appointed at once; and the
  castaway given his walking papers。  If Seth Atkins had not been Seth
  Atkins; particular friend of the district superintendent; matters
  might have been different。  But the Eastboro lights were
  unimportant; merely a half…way mark between Orham on the one hand
  and the powerful Seaboard Heights beacon on the other。  It was the
  beginning of summer; when wrecks almost never occurred。  And the
  superintendent liked Seth; and Seth liked him。  So; although Mr。
  Atkins still scoffed at his guest's becoming a permanent fixture at
  the lights; and merely consented; after more parley; to see if he
  couldn't arrange for him to 〃hang around and help a spell until
  somebody else was sent;〃 the conversation with the superintendent
  over the long distance 'phone resulted more favorably for Brown than
  that nonchalant young gentleman had a reasonable right to expect。
  〃The Lord knows who I can send you now; Atkins!〃 said the
  superintendent。  〃I can't think of a man anywhere that can be
  spared。  If you can get on for a day or two longer; I'll try to get
  a helper down! but where he's coming from I don't see。〃
  Then Seth sprung the news that he had a 〃sort of helper〃 already。
  〃He's a likely young chap enough;〃 admitted the lightkeeper;
  whispering the words into the transmitter; in order that the 〃likely
  young chap〃 might not hear; 〃but he's purty green yet。  He wants the
  reg'lar job and; give me time enough; I cal'late I can break him in。
  Yes; I'm pretty sure I can。  And it's the off season; so there
  really ain't no danger。  In a month he'd be doin' fust…rate。〃
  〃Who is he?  Where did he come from?〃 asked the superintendent。
  〃Name's Brown。  He come fromfrom off here a ways;〃 was the
  strictly truthful answer。  〃He used to be on a steamboat。〃
  〃All right。  If you'll take a share of the responsibility; I'll take
  the rest。  And; as soon as I can; I'll send you a regular man。〃
  〃I can't pay you no steady wages;〃 Seth explained to his new helper。
  〃Salaries come from the gov'ment; and; until they say so; I ain't
  got no right to do it。  And I can't let you monkey with the lights;
  except to clean up around and such。  If you want to stay a spell;
  until an assistant's app'inted; I'll undertake to be responsible for
  your keep。  And if you need some new shoes or stockin's or a cap; or
  the like of that; I'll see you get 'em。  Further'n that I can't go
  yet。  It's a pretty poor job for a fellow like you; and if I was you
  I wouldn't take it。〃
  〃Oh; yes; you would;〃 replied Brown; with conviction。  〃If you were
  I; you would take it with bells on。  Others may yearn for the
  strenuous life; but not your humble servant。  As for me; I stay here
  and 'clean up around。'〃
  And stay he did; performing the cleaning up and other duties with
  unexpected success and zeal。  Atkins; for the first day or two;
  watched h