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rocking…horse;there he is; with his nostrils turned completely inside…out;
indicative of Blood!should have a peg in his neck; by virtue thereof to
fly away with me; as the wooden horse did with the Prince of Persia; in the
sight of all his father's Court。
Yes; on every object that I recognise among those upper branches of
my Christmas Tree; I see this fairy light! When I wake in bed; at
daybreak; on the cold; dark; winter mornings; the white snow dimly
beheld; outside; through the frost on the window…pane; I hear Dinarzade。
〃Sister; sister; if you are yet awake; I pray you finish the history of the
Young King of the Black Islands。〃 Scheherazade replies; 〃If my lord the
Sultan will suffer me to live another day; sister; I will not only finish that;
but tell you a more wonderful story yet。〃 Then; the gracious Sultan goes
out; giving no orders for the execution; and we all three breathe again。
At this height of my tree I begin to see; cowering among the leaves… …it
may be born of turkey; or of pudding; or mince pie; or of these many
fancies; jumbled with Robinson Crusoe on his desert island; Philip Quarll
among the monkeys; Sandford and Merton with Mr。 Barlow; Mother
Bunch; and the Maskor it may be the result of indigestion; assisted by
imagination and over…doctoringa prodigious nightmare。 It is so
exceedingly indistinct; that I don't know why it's frightfulbut I know it is。
I can only make out that it is an immense array of shapeless things; which
appear to be planted on a vast exaggeration of the lazy…tongs that used to
bear the toy soldiers; and to be slowly coming close to my eyes; and
receding to an immeasurable distance。 When it comes closest; it is worse。
In connection with it I descry remembrances of winter nights incredibly
long; of being sent early to bed; as a punishment for some small offence;
and waking in two hours; with a sensation of having been asleep two
nights; of the laden hopelessness of morning ever dawning; and the
oppression of a weight of remorse。
And now; I see a wonderful row of little lights rise smoothly out of the
ground; before a vast green curtain。 Now; a bell ringsa magic bell;
which still sounds in my ears unlike all other bellsand music plays;
amidst a buzz of voices; and a fragrant smell of orange…peel and oil。
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Anon; the magic bell commands the music to cease; and the great green
curtain rolls itself up majestically; and The Play begins! The devoted dog
of Montargis avenges the death of his master; foully murdered in the
Forest of Bondy; and a humorous Peasant with a red nose and a very little
hat; whom I take from this hour forth to my bosom as a friend (I think he
was a Waiter or an Hostler at a village Inn; but many years have passed
since he and I have met); remarks that the sassigassity of that dog is
indeed surprising; and evermore this jocular conceit will live in my
remembrance fresh and unfading; overtopping all possible jokes; unto the
end of time。 Or now; I learn with bitter tears how poor Jane Shore;
dressed all in white; and with her brown hair hanging down; went starving
through the streets; or how George Barnwell killed the worthiest uncle that
ever man had; and was afterwards so sorry for it that he ought to have
been let off。 Comes swift to comfort me; the Pantomimestupendous
Phenomenon!when clowns are shot from loaded mortars into the great
chandelier; bright constellation that it is; when Harlequins; covered all
over with scales of pure gold; twist and sparkle; like amazing fish; when
Pantaloon (whom I deem it no irreverence to compare in my own mind to
my grandfather) puts red…hot pokers in his pocket; and cries 〃Here's
somebody coming!〃 or taxes the Clown with petty larceny; by saying;
〃Now; I sawed you do it!〃 when Everything is capable; with the greatest
ease; of being changed into Anything; and 〃Nothing is; but thinking makes
it so。〃 Now; too; I perceive my first experience of the dreary sensation
often to return in after…lifeof being unable; next day; to get back to the
dull; settled world; of wanting to live for ever in the bright atmosphere I
have quitted; of doting on the little Fairy; with the wand like a celestial
Barber's Pole; and pining for a Fairy immortality along with her。 Ah; she
comes back; in many shapes; as my eye wanders down the branches of my
Christmas Tree; and goes as often; and has never yet stayed by me!
Out of this delight springs the toy…theatre;there it is; with its familiar
proscenium; and ladies in feathers; in the boxes!and all its attendant
occupation with paste and glue; and gum; and water colours; in the
getting…up of The Miller and his Men; and Elizabeth; or the Exile of
Siberia。 In spite of a few besetting accidents and failures (particularly an
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unreasonable disposition in the respectable Kelmar; and some others; to
become faint in the legs; and double up; at exciting points of the drama); a
teeming world of fancies so suggestive and all…embracing; that; far below
it on my Christmas Tree; I see dark; dirty; real Theatres in the day…time;
adorned with these associations as with the freshest garlands of the rarest
flowers; and charming me yet。
But hark! The Waits are playing; and they break my childish sleep!
What images do I associate with the Christmas music as I see them set
forth on the Christmas Tree? Known before all the others; keeping far
apart from all the others; they gather round my little bed。 An angel;
speaking to a group of shepherds in a field; some travellers; with eyes
uplifted; following a star; a baby in a manger; a child in a spacious temple;
talking with grave men; a solemn figure; with a mild and beautiful face;
raising a dead girl by the hand; again; near a city gate; calling back the son
of a widow; on his bier; to life; a crowd of people looking through the
opened roof of a chamber where he sits; and letting down a sick person on
a bed; with ropes; the same; in a tempest; walking on the water to a ship;
again; on a sea…shore; teaching a great multitude; again; with a child upon
his knee; and other children round; again; restoring sight to the blind;
speech to the dumb; hearing to the deaf; health to the sick; strength to the
lame; knowledge to the ignorant; again; dying upon a Cross; watched by
armed soldiers; a thick darkness coming on; the earth beginning to shake;
and only one voice heard; 〃Forgive them; for they know not what they
do。〃
Still; on the lower and maturer branches of the Tree; Christmas
associations cluster thick。 School…books shut up; Ovid and Virgil
silenced; the Rule of Three; with its cool impertinent inquiries; long
disposed of; Terence and Plautus acted no more; in an arena of huddled
desks and forms; all chipped; and notched; and inked; cricket…bats; stumps;
and balls; left higher up; with the smell of trodden grass and the softened
noise of shouts in the evening air; the tree is still fresh; still gay。 If I no
more come home at Christmas…time; there will be boys and girls (thank
Heaven! ) while the World lasts; and they do! Yonder they dance and
play upon the branches of my Tree; God bless them; merrily; and my heart
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dances and plays too!
And I do come home at Christmas。 We all do; or we all should。 We
all come home; or ought to come home; for a short holidaythe longer; the
betterfrom the great boarding…school; where