第 8 节
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is precisely the feeling of strain; of difficulty; of a task which one part of you
is anxious to achieve and another part of you is anxious to shirk; and that f
eeling cannot be got in facing a novel。 You do not set your teeth in order to
read 〃Anna Karenina。〃 Therefore; though you should read novels; you should
not read them in those ninety minutes。
Imaginative poetry produces a far greater mental strain than novels。 It
produces probably the severest strain of any form of literature。 It is the
highest form of literature。 It yields the highest form of pleasure; and
teaches the highest form of wisdom。 In a word; there is nothing to
compare with it。 I say this with sad consciousness of the fact that the
majority of people do not read poetry。
I am persuaded that many excellent persons; if they were confronted
with the alternatives of reading 〃Paradise Lost〃 and going round
Trafalgar Square at noonday on their knees in sack…cloth; would
choose the ordeal of public ridicule。 Still; I will never cease advising
my friends and enemies to read poetry before anything。
If poetry is what is called 〃a sealed book〃 to you; begin by reading
Hazlitt's famous essay on the nature of 〃poetry in general。〃 It is the
best thing of its kind in English; and no one who has read it can possibly
be under the misapprehension that poetry is a mediaeval torture; or a
mad elephant; or a gun that will go off by itself and kill at forty paces。
Indeed; it is difficult to imagine the mental state of the man who; after
reading Hazlitt's essay; is not urgently desirous of reading some poetry
before his next meal。 If the essay so inspires you I would suggest that
you make a commencement with purely narrative poetry。
There is an infinitely finer English novel; written by a woman; than
anything by George Eliot or the Brontes; or even Jane Austen; which
perhaps you have not read。 Its title is 〃Aurora Leigh;〃 and its author
E。B。 Browning。 It happens to be written in verse; and to contain a
considerable amount of genuinely fine poetry。 Decide to read that
book through; even if you die for it。 Forget that it is fine poetry。
Read it simply for the story and the social ideas。 And when you
have done; ask yourself honestly whether you still dislike poetry。
I have known more than one person to whom 〃Aurora Leigh〃 has
been the means of proving that in assuming they hated poetry they
were entirely mistaken。
Of course; if; after Hazlitt; and such an experiment made in the light
of Hazlitt; you are finally assured that there is something in you which
is antagonistic to poetry; you must be content with history or philosophy。
I shall regret it; yet not inconsolably。 〃The Decline and Fall〃 is not to be
named in the same day with 〃Paradise Lost;〃 but it is a vastly pretty thing;
and Herbert Spencer's 〃First Principles〃 simply laughs at the claims of
poetry and refuses to be accepted as aught but the most majestic product
of any human mind。 I do not suggest that either of these works is suitable
for a tyro in mental strains。 But I see no reason why any man of average
intelligence should not; after a year of continuous reading; be fit to assault
the supreme masterpieces of history or philosophy。 The great convenience
of masterpieces is that they are so astonishingly lucid。
I suggest no particular work as a start。 The attempt would be futile in the
space of my command。 But I have two general suggestions of a certain
importance。 The first is to define the direction and scope of your efforts。
Choose a limited period; or a limited subject; or a single author。 Say to
yourself: 〃I will know something about the French Revolution; or the
rise of railways; or the works of John Keats。〃 And during a given period;
to be settled beforehand; confine yourself to your choice。 There is much
pleasure to be derived from being a specialist。
The second suggestion is to think as well as to read。 I know people who
read and read; and for all the good it does them they might just as well
cut bread…and…butter。 They take to reading as better men take to drink。
They fly through the shires of literature on a motor…car; their sole object
being motion。 They will tell you how many books they have read in a year。
Unless you give at least forty…five minutes to careful; fatiguing reflection
(it is an awful bore at first) upon what you are reading; your ninety minutes
of a night are chiefly wasted。 This means that your pace will be slow。
Never mind。
Forget the goal; think only of the surrounding country; and after a period;
perhaps when you least expect it; you will suddenly find yourself in a lovely
town on a hill。
XII
DANGERS TO AVOID
I cannot terminate these hints; often; I fear; too didactic and abrupt; upon
the full use of one's time to the great end of living (as distinguished from
vegetating) without briefly referring to certain dangers which lie in wait
for the sincere aspirant towards life。 The first is the terrible danger of
becoming that most odious and least supportable of personsa prig。
Now a prig is a pert fellow who gives himself airs of superior wisdom。
A prig is a pompous fool who has gone out for a ceremonial walk; and
without knowing it has lost an important part of his attire; namely; his
sense of humour。 A prig is a tedious individual who; having made a
discovery; is so impressed by his discovery that he is capable of being
gravely displeased because the entire world is not also impressed by it。
Unconsciously to become a prig is an easy and a fatal thing。
Hence; when one sets forth on the enterprise of using all one's time; it is
just as well to remember that one's own time; and not other people's time;
is the material with which one has to deal; that the earth rolled on pretty
comfortably before one began to balance a budget of the hours; and that it
will continue to roll on pretty comfortably whether or not one succeeds in
one's new role of chancellor of the exchequer of time。 It is as well not to
chatter too much about what one is doing; and not to betray a too…pained
sadness at the spectacle of a whole world deliberately wasting so many
hours out of every day; and therefore never really living。 It will be found;
ultimately; that in taking care of one's self one has quite all one can do。
Another danger is the danger of being tied to a programme like a slave to
a chariot。 One's programme must not be allowed to run away with one。
It must be respected; but it must not be worshipped as a fetish。 A programme
of daily employ is not a religion。
This seems obvious。 Yet I know men whose lives are a burden to themselves
and a distressing burden to their relatives and friends simply because they
have failed to appreciate the obvious。 〃Oh; no;〃 I have heard the martyred
wife exclaim; 〃Arthur always takes the dog out for exercise at eight o'clock
and he always begins to read at a quarter to nine。 So it's quite out of the
question that we should。 。 。〃 etc。; etc。 And the note of absolute finality in
that plaintive voice reveals the unsuspected and ridiculous tragedy of a career。
On the other hand; a programme is a programme。 And unless it is treated
with deference it ceases to be anything but a poor joke。 To treat one's
programme with exactly the right amount of deference; to live with not
too much and not too little elasticity; is scarcely the simple affair it may
appear to the inexperienced。
And still another danger is the danger of developing a policy of rush; of
being gradually more and more obsessed by what one has to do next。 In
this way one may come to exist as in a prison; and ones life may cease to
be one's own。 One may take the dog out for a walk at eight o'clock; and
meditate the whole time on the fact that one must begin to read at a quarter
to nine; and that one must not be late。
And the occasional deliberate breaking of one's programme will not help
to mend matters。 The evil springs not from persisting without elasticity
in what one has attempted; but from originally attempting too much; from
filling one's programme till it runs over。 The only cure is to reconstitute
the programme; and to attempt less。
But the appetite for knowledge grows by what it feeds on; and there are
men who come to like a constant breathless hurry of endeavour。 Of them
it may be said that a constant breathless hurry is better than an eternal doze。
In any case; if the programme exhibits a tendency to be oppressive; and
yet one wishes not to modify it; an excellent palliative is to pass with
exaggerated deliberation from one portion of it to another; for example;
to spend five minutes in perfect mental quiescence between chaining up
the St。 Bernard and opening the book; in other words; to waste five
minutes with the entire consciousness of wasting them。
The last; and chiefest danger which I would indicate; is one to which I
have already referredthe risk of a failure at the commencement of the
enterprise。
I must insist