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作者:着凉      更新:2021-02-20 04:18      字数:9322
  XI  SERIOUS READING; 90
  XII  DANGERS TO AVOID; 97
  HOW TO LIVE ON
  TWENTY…FOUR HOURS A DAY
  I
  THE DAILY MIRACLE
  〃Yes; he's one of those men that don't know how to manage。
  Good situation。  Regular income。  Quite enough for luxuries
  as well as needs。  Not really extravagant。  And yet the fellow's
  always in difficulties。  Somehow he gets nothing out of his
  money。  Excellent flathalf empty!  Always looks as if he'd had
  the brokers in。  New suitold hat!  Magnificent necktiebaggy
  trousers!  Asks you to dinner:  cut glassbad mutton; or Turkish
  coffeecracked cup!  He can't understand it。  Explanation simply
  is that he fritters his income away。  Wish I had the half of it!  I'd
  show him〃
  So we have most of us criticised; at one time or another; in our
  superior way。
  We are nearly all chancellors of the exchequer:  it is the pride of
  the moment。  Newspapers are full of articles explaining how to live
  on such…and…such a sum; and these articles provoke a correspondence
  whose violence proves the interest they excite。  Recently; in a daily
  organ; a battle raged round the question whether a woman can exist
  nicely in the country on L85 a year。  I have seen an essay; 〃How to
  live on eight shillings a week。〃  But I have never seen an essay; 〃How
  to live on twenty…four hours a day。〃  Yet it has been said that time is
  money。  That proverb understates the case。  Time is a great deal more
  than money。  If you have time you can obtain moneyusually。  But
  though you have the wealth of a cloak…room attendant at the Carlton
  Hotel; you cannot buy yourself a minute more time than I have; or the
  cat by the fire has。
  Philosophers have explained space。  They have not explained time。  It
  is the inexplicable raw material of everything。  With it; all is possible;
  without it; nothing。  The supply of time is truly a daily miracle; an
  affair genuinely astonishing when one examines it。  You wake up in
  the morning; and lo! your purse is magically filled with twenty…four
  hours of the unmanufactured tissue of the universe of your life!  It is
  yours。  It is the most precious of possessions。  A highly singular
  commodity; showered upon you in a manner as singular as the
  commodity itself!
  For remark!  No one can take it from you。  It is unstealable。  And no
  one receives either more or less than you receive。
  Talk about an ideal democracy!  In the realm of time there is no aristocracy
  of wealth; and no aristocracy of intellect。  Genius is never rewarded by even
  an extra hour a day。  And there is no punishment。  Waste your infinitely
  precious commodity as much as you will; and the supply will never be
  withheld from you。  Mo mysterious power will say:〃This man is a fool;
  if not a knave。  He does not deserve time; he shall be cut off at the meter。〃
  It is more certain than consols; and payment of income is not affected by
  Sundays。  Moreover; you cannot draw on the future。  Impossible to get into
  debt!  You can only waste the passing moment。  You cannot waste to…
  morrow; it is kept for you。  You cannot waste the next hour; it is kept for you。
  I said the affair was a miracle。  Is it not?
  You have to live on this twenty…four hours of daily time。  Out of it you have
  to spin health; pleasure; money; content; respect; and the evolution of your
  immortal soul。  Its right use; its most effective use; is a matter of the highest
  urgency and of the most thrilling actuality。  All depends on that。  Your
  happinessthe elusive prize that you are all clutching for; my friends!
  depends on that。  Strange that the newspapers; so enterprising and up…to…
  date as they are; are not full of 〃How to live on a given income of time;〃
  instead of 〃How to live on a given income of money〃!  Money is far
  commoner than time。  When one reflects; one perceives that money is just
  about the commonest thing there is。  It encumbers the earth in gross heaps。
  If one can't contrive to live on a certain income of money; one earns a
  little moreor steals it; or advertises for it。  One doesn't necessarily
  muddle one's life because one can't quite manage on a thousand pounds
  a year; one braces the muscles and makes it guineas; and balances the
  budget。  But if one cannot arrange that an income of twenty…four hours
  a day shall exactly cover all proper items of expenditure; one does
  muddle one's life definitely。  The supply of time; though gloriously
  regular; is cruelly restricted。
  Which of us lives on twenty…four hours a day?  And when I say 〃lives;〃
  I do not mean exists; nor 〃muddles through。〃  Which of us is free from
  that uneasy feeling that the 〃great spending departments〃 of his daily
  life are not managed as they ought to be?  Which of us is quite sure
  that his fine suit is not surmounted by a shameful hat; or that in attending
  to the crockery he has forgotten the quality of the food?  Which of us is
  not saying to himselfwhich of us has not been saying to himself all his
  life:  〃I shall alter that when I have a little more time〃?
  We never shall have any more time。  We have; and we have always had;
  all the time there is。  It is the realisation of this profound and neglected
  truth (which; by the way; I have not discovered) that has led me to the
  minute practical examination of daily time…expenditure。
  II
  THE DESIRE TO EXCEED ONE'S PROGRAMME
  〃But;〃 someone may remark; with the English disregard of everything
  except the point; 〃what is he driving at with his twenty…four hours a day?
  I have no difficulty in living on twenty…four hours a day。  I do all that I
  want to do; and still find time to go in for newspaper competitions。  Surely
  it is a simple affair; knowing that one has only twenty…four hours a day; to
  content one's self with twenty…four hours a day!〃
  To you; my dear sir; I present my excuses and apologies。  You are precisely
  the man that I have been wishing to meet for about forty years。  Will you
  kindly send me your name and address; and state your charge for telling me
  how you do it?  Instead of me talking to you; you ought to be talking to me。
  Please come forward。  That you exist; I am convinced; and that I have not
  yet encountered you is my loss。  Meanwhile; until you appear; I will continue
  to chat with my companions in distressthat innumerable band of souls who
  are haunted; more or less painfully; by the feeling that the years slip by; and
  slip by; and slip by; and that they have not yet been able to get their lives into
  proper working order。
  If we analyse that feeling;  we shall perceive it to be; primarily; one of
  uneasiness; of expectation; of looking forward; of aspiration。  It is a source
  of constant discomfort; for it behaves like a skeleton at the feast of all our
  enjoyments。  We go to the theatre and laugh; but between the acts it raises
  a skinny finger at us。  We rush violently for the last train; and while we are
  cooling a long age on the platform waiting for the last train; it promenades
  its bones up and down by our side and inquires:  〃O man; what hast thou
  done with thy youth?  What art thou doing with thine age?〃  You may urge
  that this feeling of continuous looking forward; of aspiration; is part of life
  itself; and inseparable from life itself。  True!
  But there are degrees。  A man may desire to go to Mecca。  His conscience
  tells him that he ought to go to Mecca。  He fares forth; either by the aid of
  Cook's; or unassisted; he may probably never reach Mecca; he may drown
  before he gets to Port Said; he may perish ingloriously on the coast of the
  Red Sea; his desire may remain eternally frustrate。  Unfulfilled aspiration
  may always trouble him。  But he will not be tormented in the same way as
  the man who; desiring to reach Mecca; and harried by the desire to reach
  Mecca; never leaves Brixton。
  It is something to have left Brixton。  Most of us have not left Brixton。  We
  have not even taken a cab to Ludgate Circus and inquired from Cook's the
  price of a conducted tour。  And our excuse to ourselves is that there are only
  twenty…four hours in the day。
  If we further analyse our vague; uneasy aspiration; we shall; I think; see
  that it springs from a fixed idea that we ought to do something in addition
  to those things which we are loyally and morally obliged to do。  We are
  obliged; by various codes written and unwritten; to maintain ourselves
  and our families (if any) in health and comfort; to pay our debts; to save;
  to increase our prosperity by increasing our efficiency。  A task sufficiently
  difficult!  A task which very few of us achieve!  A task often beyond our
  skill!  yet; if we succeed in it; as we sometimes do; we are not satisfied; the
  skeleton is still with us。
  And even when we realise tat the task is beyond our skill; that our powers
  cannot cope with it; we feel that we should be less discontented if we gave
  to our powers; already overtaxed; something still further to do。
  And such is; indeed; the fact。  The wish to accomplish something outside
  their form